What I Dont Get: If Dean And Cas Are Just Intended To Be Lykeomg Best Bros 4Lyfe, Why All Of The Separation?

What I don’t get: If Dean and Cas are just intended to be “Lykeomg Best Bros 4Lyfe”, why all of the separation? Why all of the pining and the “I need you”s and the worry? If they’re just intended to be bros, what is the point of keeping them apart? I genuinely don’t understand the long, drawn out, dramatic narrative of one man trying to find his best bro in a sea of chaos.

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Supernatural on Twitter

“Defying all odds. #CWOpenToAll https://t.co/xXcJBUvcDP”

And my bi!dean-brain imediately goes to:

- Jensen is the one saying ‘orientations’ and ‘love happens’.. Coincident..?! 🤔

(Yeah, probably, but I don’t live in that world 😁)

It’s All A Fucking Joke, Right

In the few months I’ve been modding at fuckyeahasexual and touring ace Tumblr, there’s been a very. Steady. Stream of info that detail horrifically abusive situations and overall poor mental unhealth. Two a week in the inbox if I’m lucky, usually around seven-ten.

And there’s been so many, I can officially categorize all 500+ of these kinds of asks and submissions into an extensive bulletlist of Why Asexual Exclusionary Radicalism Is Incredibly Toxic And Shitty;

Coming Out To Family, Friends, And Employers

“My parents keep telling me that I’m something else, and it’s making me doubt my sense of judgement, not just about my sexual identity, but also about everything in general.”

“My family, friends, and co-workers keep referring to me as an inanimate object in a manner that’s clearly meant to humiliate and devastate me. Nothing I say will get them to stop.”

“My parents vocally/bodily forced me to undergo medical examinations, some of them concerning my sexual organs, many of them concerning blood tests and other trauma-centric procedures.”

“My family is intervening with my private life by changing my schedule to include exercise, socialization, friend influences, and whatever they think can ‘change’ me.”

“My friends/co-workers no longer respect my bodily boundaries when I came out to them, because they no longer see me as someone who should be respected. They regularly touch, fondle, grope, and prod me without permission, and/or verbally harass me, and don’t take my objections seriously.”

“My family, friends, and co-workers no longer just harass me, but also anyone I’m currently dating because they view my significant other as pathetic, underserved, or even being abused.”

First Few Days Of Dating

“My date got irrationally angry and confrontational when I came out to them, in a manner that made me fearful.” (SO many of these.)

“My date immediately lost any respect they had for my boundaries, no longer asked for consent, and {tried to} force themselves upon me.” (A lot of these, too)

“My date tried to verbally circumvent any boundaries and issues I confessed to, and it made me feel like I was in danger.”

“I didn’t come out to my date at first, and when they found out, they radically changed their behavior in an attempt to control and manipulate our new relationship to their benefit.”

Long-Term Relationships

“My partner has forcefully and radically changed our long-term relationship after finding out about my asexuality, and I’m now trapped and controlled in a way that I wasn’t before.”

“My partner broke up with me/is fighting with me because of my asexuality, and trying to make it seem like I’m hurting them. It’s made me doubt myself and my ability to trust my own intentions.”

“My partner is slowly changing from what was once supportive of my asexuality, and I’m wondering when I have the right to be worried and when I’d be overreacting. I’m aware of the worst case scenario, but I also worry that I’m being selfish and childish - which are things I’ve been told all throughout my asexual experience.”

Self-Care And Self Development

“I don’t trust my ability to say either yes or no in sexual situations, and this has extended to my life in general. I don’t feel comfortable in my ability to self-determinate.”

“The lack of authority, definition, and schooling of the concept of asexuality has made me very uncomfortable with what I think I am, and that uncertainty haunts me every waking moment.”

“I think it’s too late/too early to tell if I’m asexual, but the longer I hesitate, the worse my mental health and emotional wellbeing gets. I’m effectively stuck.”

“I see no benefit in coming out, or even identifying as asexual. There’s no positivity, role models, or supportive community for what I consider a big and scary part of my overall identity.”

“I think this was sexual abuse, but I’m wondering if I’m just being selfish and childish.”

“I think I was treated badly by my parents/friends/partner, but I’m wondering if I’m just being selfish and childish.”

“I want to believe that I’m deserving of equal freedom and human respect paid to other, not asexual people, but people tell me I’m being selfish and childish.”

“No one encourages this part of me. And that makes me feel forgotten and abandoned in general.”

Shut the fuck up about your petty beef with tumblr bloggers and youtubers and Archie comics or whatever. I literally do not care, I can’t care. I see these messages every goddamn day - this post was written and drafted a month ago, and I very easily compiled most of this bulletpoint list from scratch, just by eyeing what I see in the askbox and what comes across my dash. 

‘Ace discourse’ anger is empty and so meaningless. This is what I see by being part of this one 17k follow asexual ask blog for maybe half a year. I am so Done with all the faux rage posts and all the false positivity about how it’s ok to NOT be ace and all the acephobia that falls perfectly in line with the gaslighting typical of acephobia-101 while also having the audacity to claim it not so.

This is what’s real and I want to bleed it into your goddamn eyes.

I'm nervous because people are seemingly very against characters with canon LGBT+ identities being headcanoned as a-spec, claiming that people are 'erasing their identity'. The main reason I'm asking is because I'm writing a fic where I feel it makes sense for the mc - who is canonically gay - to be demisexual whilst still gay. I'm already afraid enough with the potential backlash - with the mcd and all (it's set in wwii). Thoughts?

As far as I know, being asexual or demisexual doesn’t have anything to do with the type of person you’re attracted to. It’s about how you’re attracted to them and the way you express that attraction. You can be two things at the same time. Or more!

Write the story that you want to tell, tag it and summarize it so that people who don’t want to read that can avoid it, and then it’s just a matter of dealing with any haters that read it anyway. 

delete or ignore hateful comments 

file an abuse claim if you’re receiving abuse

restrict comments to only logged-in users

moderate comments 

And if things are happening here on tumblr, you can report abuse here too and you can ignore/delete anon asks (or logged in asks for that matter) that are hateful. 

You might not get a large readership for your story. You know your fandom better than I do (especially since I don’t know what fandom you’re in). But if you have a story to tell, then it’s probably worth writing it? If you’re worried, you can always just keep it in a WIP folder and wait until you’re more comfortable before you post. 

Reblog if you would read a book with a male aromantic asexual main character.

What an age we live in where two 80+ year old women, one a lesbian, are on TV playing (basically) a married couple selling vibrators and smoking pot….. and now abusing adderall