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"People can tell I'm autistic because I wiggle my legs a lot and dislike loud sounds and Im awkward in social interaction so I'm visibly autistic" crowd and the "I told someone I'm autistic and they argued with me that I couldnt be because im not [characterization of low masking / nonverbal / msn or hsn autistic]" crowd but its just the largest overlap of a venn diagram you've ever seen.

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My coworker said he was having a bad day and I said 'it can't be that bad you haven't started howling like a sad dog yet' and he let out the saddest most pathetic little howl I've ever heard and I was like 'damn ok do you need to have a break?'

For someone who is tired 100% of the time, I sure am bad at sleeping.

all lunch breaks should be paid im serious. im not even enjoying this im literally just making sure i dont pass out or something. this is part of The Job as far as im concerned

having a constant background level of pain is so weird like. it hurts but honestly i barely notice it anymore unless it gets significantly worse or better.

laid down just now and realized how much less my knees hurt when i barely noticed they were hurting before. having a chronically ill body is just so weird

Realised strange nerd is an anagram of transgender and my life suddenly got better

firm believer that if i just put 'lol' at the end of a concerning message that it will make it sound better somehow

“he’s a red flag” “she’s a green flag” I’m a white flag. I give up bitch

thank you for following me I have nothing to offer

today i just want to sleep and forget i exist

the sexual tension between me and giving up

god, your best warrior needs money

don’t talk to strangers on the internet because they’re great and hot and funny and live miles away and highlight the lack of people in your daily life that you can tolerate

I truly appreciate kindness. I appreciate a quick message, I appreciate those who ask me if I’m okay, I appreciate every person in my life who has tried to brighten my days a little.

Oop it’s night noon, Time to cry

besties we have GOT to have more love for and more representation of fat disabled people . especially here in our online circle of disability positivity . please remember to include fat disabled people when you talk about disability

Man fuck this disability why is it fucking disabling

I finally am talking to my doctor about my symptoms like the problematic lymph node shit, etc.

I mentioned my brain fog and extreme fatigue. I realized I didn't tell them because I thought I was just lazy and bad. It makes me sad to know I thought I was responsible for not "fixing/getting over" medical issues by myself... Who has 0 medical degree

Disability fucks with your head and your perception of yourself... Soooo badly

i don’t need lymph nodes anymore. i am going to fight off infection with my fists

I'm so sick and tired of people thinking that disabled people are lazy. Like, I want to do the chores around the house, I want to go out with friends, I want a job. My body literally just will not let me. Having a job would probably kill me.

It's not fun hanging around on the couch or in bed all day, knowing there are things you want to do but can't.

Stop calling us lazy.