I Want To Memorize Every Detail Of You, My Doll. I Want To Know Your Heart & Mind Like Pages Of A Book.

I want to memorize every detail of you, my doll. i want to know your heart & mind like pages of a book. to memorize every scar on your skin like a map to trace with my fingers. i want all that you are flooding my brain until you're my every waking thought. i want to make you the inspiration for my every poem. let me make you the muse of my undying devotion.

Let me be your soft epilogue. i know you're scared to be abandoned. i know you're scared to give me your all. im right here anyways. let me rip open my chest to show you my devotion. let me be the first and last to show you the adoration you deserve. i will not abandon you.

I dont just want to be obsessed with you. i want it to be mutual. i want our love to eat us both alive. our every thought, every dream, every desire being eachother. i want to melt our flesh and bones together until nobody can tell we were ever separate. i want to erase everyone who came before me and be the only one who matters to you.

Let me keep you my doll.

A mutual obsession where nobody matters but us. a mutual obsession with no question of our devotion to eachother. a mutual obsession where we occupy eachothers every thought. a mutual obsession where we're both overly protective and possessive. a mutual obsession where we would kill for eachother and die for eachother.

a mutual obsession or nothing.

"I can fix her." i can make her worse. i can feed into her obsession and make her my muse. i can make her into my religion without changing a single thing about her. i can worship her in ways everyone before me never could.

Let me buy us a house in the countryside without neighbors, my love. let me be the only person you look at, think of, talk to. turn me from your captor to your god and let me worship all that you are. care for your every need and desire. tie the strings of fate around our necks and never stray too far from me ever again. you'll never need anyone but me, my muse.