Very True Words It Cuts Deep.

Very true words it cuts deep. 😔☹

Yesterday was his birthday 🎂 and it was the 1st one in a decade I had not reached out to him to say "happy birthday my dude!" ...... 🤐😔 It felt so weird not talking to him on his birthday, giving him a shout out on my Instagram account like I always have. I seen he made some "story posts" even posted a pic of himself, asking people to send him birthday money if they cared enough. 🙄😒 I looked at his picture for a few seconds, then felt the anger brewing inside of me from our very last encounter last month, then quickly exited out. And I can honestly say that is one GREAT SIGN I'm getting over someone and the hopeless romantic side of me is dead and gone for them...... If I can look at you and get angry and know my pupils morphed into dagger 🗡️ shapes, then yeah it's for certain I am over you and "L***" don't live here anymore. One can easily say I shouldn't have/feel regret, take it as a severe lesson learned. I learned more about the male psyche/mind/inner brain workings. Yet and still on the other side of that same coin, how can one person NOT FEEL REGRET AND ANGER FOR HAVING ALL THEIR TIME WASTED, BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF, 9 YEARS OF A PERSON MIND FUCKING THEM INTO OBLIVION? HOW CAN YOU NOT GET ANGRY AND FEEL REGRET FOR KNOWING THAT FOR 9 YEARS THE VERY PERSON YOU WAS THERE FOR AND LOVED SO HARD, WHO KEPT SAYING TO YOUR FACE "MOST GUYS WOULD HAVE BEEN QUICK TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU, BECAUSE IT WOULD BE SO EASY TO, BUT IM GLAD IM NOT ONE OF THOSE GUYS..." SAY THAT B. S. WITH SUCH A STRAIGHT FACE YET BE THE VERY ASSHOLE WHO'S TAKING ADVANTAGE OF YOU?! HE MIGHT NOT HAVE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF MY BODY, BUT HE TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MY FINANCE, MY LOVE, THE PRIVILEGES HE GOT, MY EMOTIONS. DID HE HONESTLY NOT THINK THOSE THINGS COUNTED TO AS EASY TO TAKE FOR GRANTED, AS EASY TO MISUSE? 😔😭😤

I really hate EARTH REALM(yes that's a mortal Kombat term😊💯) I really hate the toxic evil people that dwell within Earth Realm. And between him and everyone else that has come and gone out of my life who took advantage of me and my love, I hate them all, but for now all I can do is sit back and let the most high God deal with all of them justly. No need for me to be petty and seek revenge. The most high God don't like ugly and doesn't want arrogant pompous pricks in his heavenly kingdom. So he will sort out the evil pricks and do away with them. Karma is very much real! And he will one day feel it if he hasn't already. 💯

Both sides of my makeup look. A widened smile and a ripped off red nose. I wish I had jagged sharp teeth to complete the look. I made my own prosthetics too. Really easy to do.

Watch "Thriller but every lyric is an animated AI generated image #halloween #nightmarefuel" on YouTube

This art work in this video is so GORGEOUS 🥰😍

I just realized something.... The more I rewatch the Addams family movies and analyze Wednesday Addams, and now I'm here watching the series on Netflix it's dawned on me that she is literally just like me! How she views things, how she deals with people, it's spot on with how I am for real. 🧐🤔 Very interesting

And there it is!