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omg I just realized your bio is quoting Noah Kahan đ itâs so beautiful
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i donât know what this is⊠not a fic, more like a word vomit about remus loving you HAHA enjoy <3
Remus Lupin wasnât religious in one way or another. But even he knew you were godsent.Â
Passed out, lying with twisted limbs and a drool-filled mouth; you looked nothing short of an angel.
He touches you, you donât stir. Thatâs good, he thinks. It means he has more time to love you without having to accept undeserved affection in return.Â
Heâd asked the question a thousand times, thought about it even more. Why me? And youâd smile at him like he wasnât a monster, like he wasnât born to kill. Who else? youâd say. And thatâs when Remus realised that it doesnât take kindness to love somebody; all it takes is that ache in your heart and burn in your fingertips. He wasnât kind; yet he loved you.
The tips of his fingers dance across your cheek, feeling the soft skin on which his lips had made their home. He has unordinary courage tonight; he dares to bring his other hand to rest on the bend in your hip.
He brushes his thumb, featherlike, underneath your shirt. His shirt. You make a soft sound, and itâs all he needs to hear to know what heaven sounds like.
Remus had never felt like yours was more than a title until he met you. He was yours, yours to love, yours to break, yours to throw away. He belonged to you, and that was the greatest badge of honour any man could wear. He wanted you to touch him, make your mark upon him until it burnt, and heâd thank you for branding him with the etch of your thumbprint.
You were perfect; in every sense of the word. Heâd learn every tongue till he was fluent in showing you how utterly divine you were. The dark lines on your thighs didnât bother him nearly as much as they did you, and neither did the scars. He cursed himself reverently for his own; but never yours. Every mark on your being was a part of you, every inch of your skin a holy grail heâd read without complaint.
Heâd worship you if youâd let him. Let his hands find their haven in every nook and crevice of your perfect body, whisper feverish words of cadence and cruelty till you screamed his name. You allowed him to touch you; and that was enough for now.
As he feels you now, mindlessly splaying his hands on your bare back, your eyes flutter open. Remus doesnât think heâll ever get used to the jerk of his heart stopping when you look at him like that. You reach for him with a smile even in half-lidded consciousness; he goes without protest because itâs you.
He knew forever wasnât a word meant for lovers. But for now, he can hold you in his arms and hear your heartbeat when you pull him in. You'll let him tell you he loves you till the grave, and that is compensation enough.
He'll tell you there's nothing else he could wish for, now that he has you for the rest of his life.
omg this is so incredibly cuteđđđ james is SO loverboy itâs crazy!! pls i want him to feel that way about meâŠ.. heâs planned out his whole life with her without her even glancing at him aaaaawww i love him đđ«¶
â take a chance on me
james potter x reader â 761 words
James knew from the moment he saw you, you were the one.
He sees you every week at the same bakery, ordering the same drink and the same pastry. You were the one he'd befriend, subtly flirt with, and eventually ask on a date. He'd pick you up with a bouquet of your favorite flowers, take you to dinner nearby. You two share a dessert, the kind James carefully spoons into your mouth with an adoring smile. Like the gentleman he is he'll walk you back home, brushing his hand against yours until he's brave enough to just take it.
After a few months of seeing each other he'd ask you to be his, officially. Probably with a box of pastries from your favorite bakery, and a cheesy card that makes his heart skip a beat when you laugh at it. You two would spend the evening eating takeout and watching your favorite movies, finishing off the night with him feeding you the last fruit tart in bed. He'll whisper sweet nothings until you fall into a beautiful slumber in his arms.
He'll tell you he loves you. Probably on the beach, because Sirius wold his it's romantic and girls like that sort of thing. He'll most likely be in tears as he tells you how much you mean to him, and that there's no one else in the world who could make him feel this way. You'll laugh while wiping his tears as well as your own, only making him cry more when you tell him you love him too.
James wants you to meet his parents. Just a casual dinner at the Potter's, he'll tell you. He'll watch in adoration as you fret around your room figuring out what to wear, you don't want to give off a bad first impression. He'll tell you they'll love you, because he does so why wouldn't they? You'll laugh as he pepper your face with kisses and showers you with every compliment in the book.
The Potters are nothing if not kind. Once arriving at his childhood home, James will take your coat. Mr. Potter will give you a handshake, and wonder how you put up with his son. Mrs. Potter will laugh and usher you into the kitchen, where she'll have tea ready for you. You'll all have a good chat over home baked biscuits, and play a round of blackjack or two. By the end of your stay you'll already be called 'daughter-in-law', and have a tin of leftovers to take home.
James will be nervous to ask you to move in with him, but you'll jump into his arms and say yes. It'll take you two along with the help of Sirius and Remus to carry in all of your things, except the latter will sneak off with you to drink lemonade in the kitchen. Sirius will whine about how it's not fair that he's come out with chipped nail polish and frizzy hair while Remus was gossiping with you. Remus will remind him that he has chronic pain and the exercise will be good for his tattooed friend.
You'll come home one day to a box of chocolates and a letter laying by the front door. The letter will be filled with loving words and directions to a secret location. It'll lead you to a park, one where James had taken you several times on picnics. This time, there will be a rose-filled path leading you to a small platform where your boyfriend will be nervously standing. A small speaker will accompany him, your favorite love song playing softly.
Once you reach him he'll shakily get down on one knee, wiping his eyes with the sleeve of his suit jacker and pull out a small velvet box from his pocket. He'll open and close his mouth, unable to get any words out. You'll bend down to cradle his face, telling him he doesn't have to say anything, and kiss him.
The two of you will plan and have the most memorable time of your lives the day of your wedding, with much help from your loved ones. Your now husband will not be able to keep his emotions in check, not even when you're in the hotel bed at the end of the night. He'll tell you there's nothing else he could wish for, now that he has you for the rest of his life.
James knew from the moment he saw you, you were the one.
He only hopes that one day you'll look back at him.
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itâs an egg
ty @sun-kissy for reading it and telling me it thoughts ily đ«¶đœ
wc: 552
pairing- dad!remus lupin x mom! reader
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You were leaning on the counter in your kitchen looking at your phone and you found a video of a mum handing her child a raw egg. At first you were concerned because you knew the mum would probably have to clean the yolk, whites and shell from the egg. Instead you were greeted with the image of the child gently holding the egg and gently carrying it around the house as if it were a child. Immediately you called out for your husband.
âRemus?â Seconds pass as he walks into the room and gives you a confused look.
âIs everything alright, dove?â You smile and hand him the phone. He watched the video intently and proceeded to look at you with confusion. Remus, unlike you, didn't understand why you were so excited for this. It didnât make sense in his head. You however immediately thought about what would happen if you have your twins an egg.
âLetâs give the kids an egg.â You say and it finally clicked for Remus. He nods and opens the fridge while beckoning the children.
âEef! Andy! Come to the kitchen please!â Soon enough you hear the pitter patter of your sonsâ feet coming to the kitchen.
âYes mummy?â Ethan asksâ as he enters the kitchen. A smile beaming as he looks at you. Andy follows in suit and smiles just as wildly at you.
âMummy wants to see something, would you two be mummyâs helpers?â They both nod wildly, their waves bouncing as they do. They both looked so much like their dad. They were your life.
âOkay, Da is going to give you something okay?â They look at Remus with the same adoration that they had with you. They extend their tiny hands and gasp at the coldness of the shell.
âIs cold mama.â Andy gasps as he holds the egg. Ethan nods in agreement with his brother.
âCold.â Ethan confirms. They both cup the egg careful not to drop it as they stare at you and Remus for further instructions.
âYou two can go play my loves!â You say as if you hadnât given them the egg. They look at their hands almost expecting you to take it back. When you didnât they look at each other and frown. It took them both a second but it seemed like theyâd worked out a plan. Exiting the kitchen they walked back to their playroom. Naturally you and Remus followed.
As they enter the playroom Andy hands Ethan his egg and rummages around the room in search of something. Silently you and Remus watched your sons looking around their playroom for this mystery item. After three minutes Andy mustâve found what he was looking for because he went back to Ethan and received his egg. He gently grabbed the egg and placed him on what looked like a bed. Ethan did the same and placed his next to Andy. The two turn to the door and see you staring at them.
âMama look!â Andy whispers point to the two makeshift beds. And there they were the two eggs gently resting in an empty corner of their playroom. You smile at your boys and tell them they did wonderful. So maybe it wasnât just an internet prank, maybe it was something about the tenderness of toddlers.
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-lily
BROOKE THIS IS SO GOODDDD OMG i love the dialogue between her and theo like heâs so soft for her and gaaaaah his internal dilemma!!! my heartâs aching thinking of how much he wants to tell her but he canât đđđ gorgeous writing as always babe đ«¶




IN THE SHADOW OF MEMORY
CHAPTER FOUR I series masterlist I wc: 3.4k
WARNINGS:
hurt/angst, lonelines, lots of dialogue
AUTHORS NOTE:
thank you to @amiableness my love as always gave me the encouragement i need for these things!
sorry for the long wait! i played hogwarts legacy for the first time and got sucked in. but it did help me with visioning locations and everything. hopefully chapter four was worth the wait (idk feels like a filler lol)

The past few days had been agonizingly unproductive since you realized the extent of your memory lossâentire chunks of the last year and a half simply gone.Â
Hermione, stubborn as ever, refused to tell you what you were missing, no matter how much you begged. You knew she was hiding something, and it frustrated you to no end. These were your memories, after allâyou had every right to know what had been erased.
The memory that played in the great hall never left you. You couldnât be sure if it was a fragment of what was lost or just your mind playing tricks on you. Either way, it felt personal, too personal to share with her without knowing for certain if it was real.
But every time you tried to push through and remember more, it was as if a wall slammed down in your mind, sending a jarring, almost painful shock that stopped you cold. Why had this happened to you? Was it an accident, or had someone targeted you? The questions were maddening.
Caught in a loop of pacing and rubbing your temples in frustration, you accidentally kicked your trunk, sending the pile of jumpers and a tie sprawling across the floor. Huffing in annoyance, you bent down to fold them again, ignoring the nagging sense of familiarity they stirred. You were too irritated, too overwhelmed to connect it.
Just as you finished folding the last item, Grace walked in, looking thoroughly exhausted.
âTough class?â you asked, trying to shift your focus.
She let out a small, tired laugh as she dropped her bag at the foot of her bed. âI wish. Just boys not taking no for an answer,â she sighed.
You shot her a sympathetic look, knowing the feeling all too well. âWouldnât happen to be a certain Slytherin whose clothes I keep tripping over, would it?â you teased, holding up the pile.
Grace gave you a sharp, confused look for a moment, and you worried youâd said the wrong thing. But then she forced a smile. âRight! Thatâs⊠um, exactly why heâs upset, but he really shouldnât have left his closet in our dorm,â she said, a nervous edge to her voice.
âServes him right,â you laughed, before glancing at the clothes again. âBut on a serious note, could you possibly return these to him? Or maybe I should just throw them out? Theyâre taking up space, and I keep knocking them over.â
âOh,â Grace said, eyes widening like sheâd just been reminded of something important. She grabbed the pile from you a bit too quickly. âOf course! Iâll do that right now.â
Before you could protest or tell her she didnât need to rush, she was already out the door, leaving you standing there, even more confused than before.
In her hurried state, she might have noticed the pesky tie that slipped off again.Â
You knew you needed to study and catch up on your missing assignments, but any excuse to procrastinate sounded more appealing. Weighing your options for a brief moment, you grabbed the tie and left the room, hoping to catch up with her.
Exiting your out of the common room and bounding down the stairs, you guessed Grace was heading toward the Slytherin area.
Hopefully, you could catch her but luck wasnât on your sideâshe was on a mission, and you didnât spot her once as you made your way through the castle.
The dungeons werenât a place you frequented, so you were surprised when you managed to navigate there on your first try.Â
Upon arriving, you saw Theo trudging down the steps, the pile of clothes in his arms. You faltered, a strange pang coursing through you for reasons you couldnât explain.
You considered a quick escape, but Theo called your name before you had a chance to move.
âWhat are you doing down here?â he asked, a touch of surprise in his voice. You didnât have any classes together today, so it was unexpected to see you. He shifted the clothes under his arm, stepping closer.
âI tried to catch Graceâshe dropped this,â you awkwardly gestured to the tie in your hand, âbut I guess I found the culprit.â
Theoâs eyes widened at the implication, his heart sinking a bit. âNo, these arenât mine,â he quickly corrected.
You shot him a skeptical look. âSo, you and Grace arenât... involved?â you asked, waving your hand in a vague motion.
Theo scrunched his face in disgust, shaking his head. âNo, never. Sheâs just a friend. She gave these to me to return to one of the guys.â
âRight,â you said, though still not entirely convinced. âWell, make sure he gets his tie back, too.â You draped it over the pile in his arms.
âRight, of course. Thank you for bringing it,â Theo smiled, and any doubt you had about him lying slowly drifted away. You found yourself staring at him, that smile triggering a flash of a memoryâthe same one from before.
Could it have been real? Theo seemed different now, kinder than you remembered. And how had you never noticed how... easy on the eyes he was?
âWoah, Tesoro, are you okay?â Theoâs voice brought you out of your thoughts, and you realized he had a hand on your shoulder and another gently cupping your cheek. The clothes heâd been holding were forgotten on the ground.Â
His face was so close to yours that you instinctively took a step back, but the absence of his touch left you yearning.
âIâm sorry, what?â you said, dazed and confused, not fully processing why he was asking.
âYour noseâitâs bleeding. Letâs get you to sit down,â he said urgently, grabbing the tie and guiding you to a nearby bench. You almost tripped from how sudden it was.
âIâm fine, really, Theodore,â you insisted, brushing it off. âThis is probably the fourth one today.â The moment the words left your mouth, you regretted it.
âFourth?â His tone grew tense, his eyes full of concern. âAre they accompanied by anything else? Headaches? Nausea? Fainting spells?â He inspected you, wiping the blood from your upper lip with the now-ruined tie.
You shrugged, trying to seem unbothered. âNot all the time. I donât think itâs that serious.â
Theo, however, looked far from reassured. âThatâs not normal,â he muttered your name, his worry etched deeply into his face.
âTheo, really, Iâm fine. Just a little tired,â you tried to comfort him, but his expression barely softened. Hearing you use his name, though, seemed to snap him back. He pulled back slightly, still visibly rattled.Â
âRight, sorry,â he stammered, dropping his hands from you as if your touch burned him.Â
âI appreciate the concern, though,â you said, genuinely touched by how much he seemed to care. A stark contrast from the Theo you were used to. âCould we talk later? I have this thing that I canât seem to figure out.âÂ
He blinked, seemingly taken aback by your suggestion. In truth, you were a bit surprised by it yourself.
âI have Quidditch practice tonight, but how about tomorrow?â he offered, a bit nervously.
âPerfect,â you grinned. âSee you tomorrow then, Theodore.â
He smiled in return, and for a moment, you found yourself wanting to stay and just stare at him. Another part of you still hesitated, wary of his past actions and the memories you couldnât access. But maybe he had the answers.Â
You watched him walk away, a slight spring in his step as he bent to pick up the discarded clothes. He disappeared into the Slytherin common room, the snake door sliding shut. The sight surprisingly comforted you.Â
You sat for a moment before finally rising from the bench and starting the walk back to your common room. Your mind was a tangled mix of questions, emotions, and fleeting familiarities that refused to come into focus. It felt like your brain was in overdrive, struggling to fill in blanks without knowing where to start.
The walk back to your dorm felt like a blur, your mind racing with thoughts of how to piece together the gaps in your memory. You needed answers, but the trio seemed determined to keep you out of the loop, offering vague reassurances that only deepened your frustration.
You hated the way they looked at youâlike you were fragile, something to be handled with care. It made you feel small, like you werenât capable of understanding your own situation. The growing silence around what was happening to you was suffocating, and your dorm had become the only place where you didnât feel on edge.
As you spotted Harry ahead in the corridor, you sped up, determined to find a distraction from the overwhelming pressure of your missing memories. You bumped him lightly with your shoulder, forcing a smile. âHey, stranger. Havenât seen you in a while. Want to sneak off to Hogsmeade?â
Harry hesitated, rubbing the back of his neck. âTrouble, I would, really, but Iâve got Quidditch practice tonight.â
Your smile faltered, a flicker of confusion crossing your face. If Slytherin had practice, there was no way Gryffindor did too. The rivalry between the two houses was so intense they could barely play fair in an actual game, let alone share the pitch for practice. You opened your mouth to question him, but Harry quickly cut you off.
âTomorrow, yeah? We can go then. Itâs Saturday, so no sneaking required.â Giving you an awkward smile.Â
âRight. Tomorrow.â You nodded, but the unease gnawed at you. First Theo, now Harry. The feeling of being lied toâit stung more than you wanted to admit. Harry never hid things from you before, and Theoâwell, you didnât know him well enough to judge, but it still hurt.
You turned away before Harry could say more, heading in the opposite of his direction- mind you was not towards the pitch.Â
When you finally reached your dorm and shut the door behind you, the quiet hit you hard. Alone again, the weight of the past few days crashed down. You dropped onto your bed, letting out a shaky breath. The frustration, confusion, and hurt welled up, but you couldnât bring yourself to cry. You just lay there, staring at the ceiling, feeling more isolated than ever.
No one was being honest with you. They were keeping you at armâs length, treating you like you couldnât handle the truth. You were left to fend for yourself, with only half the pieces to a puzzle that seemed impossible to solve. You felt pushed aside, only to be dealt with when it was convenient.
It hurt more than you wanted to admit, and the pity party you were throwing yourself was, for the moment, the only thing that felt comforting.

âFridays, weâll go to the Astronomy Tower at midnight. Itâll be our thing.â
The words jolted you awake. You blinked, disoriented, scanning the dark room. The moonlight filtered in softly, casting long shadows. You rubbed your eyes and looked around, hoping to find the source of the voice, but the room was silent. Your roommatesâ curtains were drawn, and their steady breathing filled the space.
You lay back, trying to make sense of what youâd heard. Maybe it was a dream. Or maybe, another memory trying to break through the haze?
After tossing and turning for what felt like an eternity, it became clear you werenât going to be able to fall back asleep. Frustrated, you sighed and threw off the covers, slipping on your shoes. Before you knew it, you were out the door, your curiosity leading you through the corridors.
You tiptoed through the common room, careful not to wake anyone. Without Harryâs cloak, you had to rely on the disillusionment spell to stay hidden, but you knew it wasnât foolproof.Â
You navigated the quiet halls, turning corners and climbing staircases with no real sense of direction, yet somehow you felt like you were being pulled somewhereâguided by the echo of those words.
Soon enough, you found yourself at the base of the Astronomy Tower. You hesitated for a moment, feeling a strange sense of dĂ©jĂ vu before your feet carried you up the winding staircase. The ascent felt both familiar and foreign, like a path you had walked countless times. It felt like your body was moving on its own, like it knew something your mind hadnât caught up to yet.
When you finally reached the top, you paused. The silence of the tower wrapped around you, and with a quiet exhale, you removed the disillusionment spell, standing under the vast, starry sky.
The silence was broken by a cough, jolting you from your thoughts. You nearly screamed, spinning around to see Theo sitting against the railing, watching you with curious eyes.
âMerlin! Theodore, you scared me!â you hissed, clutching your chest as your heart pounded.
âSorry,â he chuckled, clearly finding your reaction amusing. You glared at him, but he just smiled.
âWhat are you doing up here?â you asked, exasperated as you stepped closer to where he was sitting.
âI could ask you the same thing,â he smirked. The teasing tone was so typical of him, and despite everything, it brought you some comfort.
You rolled your eyes. âNeeded some air. And you?â
âSomething like that,â he shrugged, taking a drag from the cigarette between his fingers.
âYou know those things will kill you, right?â you said, deciding to sit down next to him. You tucked your legs beneath you, resting your back against the railing.
âIâve heard,â he replied, exhaling the smoke away from you before flicking the cigarette to the ground and crushing it with his foot.
You bit your tongue, resisting the urge to lecture him about the littering. âMaybe you should take their advice.â
He chuckled softly humming in response, leaning his head back against the railing, eyes closed. For a moment, neither of you spoke. Strangely, you felt more at ease up here with him than you had in days.
With his eyes closed, you stole a glance at his faceâthe messy hair, the moles dotting his skin, and those lips⊠You quickly looked away, mentally scolding yourself.
âSo,â he said, grabbing your attention. His gaze so focused it made you avert your eyes again, âwhat really brought you up here?â
âIâm⊠not sure,â you admitted, fidgeting with the fraying edge of your skirt. âI thought I heard a voice, but it couldâve been a dream. It said something about Astronomy Tower at midnight, and I got curious.â
You noticed Theoâs jaw clench briefly before relaxing again, making you frown slightly. âAnd you?â you asked, trying to redirect the conversation.
âJust needed some quiet,â he said, hesitating for a moment. âBut⊠what was it you wanted to talk about earlier?â
You had nearly forgotten about that. Now that he asked, the words seemed to stick in your throat. You wanted to say you could wait, let him have his moment of peace, but you needed answers.
âOh, right,â you sighed, unsure of where to start. âIâm not sure how to explain it.â
âTake your time,â Theo reassured, his voice soft, and you were grateful to see no judgment in his eyes.
You took a shaky breath, trying to gather your thoughts. It was hard to know where to even begin.
âLong story short, I lost a chunk of my memories,â you started, the words spilling out before you could stop them. âAnd the other day, I think I had a flashback of one⊠with you?â
Theo immediately straightened himself, his attention fully locked on you.
âI wasâum, what was your memory about?â he asked, his voice a little shaky as if he was trying to stay calm, but you could sense a bit of hope behind his eyes.
âDonât laugh,â you warned, giving him a serious look, though a faint smile tugged at your lips. âWe were in the Forbidden Forest, I think. I was upset about a letter, and you came along, and we⊠burned it. Does that sound familiar at all?â You searched his face, praying that this wasnât just your imagination playing tricks on you.
Theoâs expression tightened, his brow furrowing as if he was choosing his next words very carefully. He looked torn, like saying the wrong thing might somehow hurt you more.
âItâs just⊠we only had our first conversation a few days ago, right?â you added, trying to lighten the mood despite the tension.
He grimaced slightly, rubbing his eyes. âNo,â he sighed, his voice heavy. âThat was a memory. That night in the Forbidden Forestâthat was the first time we really talked. I was out there trying to clear my head, had a lot going on, and then I heard you. You were crying. I didnât expect to find you out there.â
âHave we⊠had more conversations since that night?â you asked cautiously, feeling a strange mix of relief and confusion.
Theo hesitated, then nodded slowly. âYeah, we did.âÂ
âCould you tell me more? Did we hang out after that? Were we friends or just acquaintances? I just feel so lost and confused. You confirming this is the first bit of clarity Iâve had in days,â your voice cracked, the weight of everything youâd been carrying finally slipping through.
Theoâs face shifted, a mixture of pain and hesitation crossing his features. He looked away briefly, his hands gripping the railing beside him. When he finally spoke, his voice was low, careful. âI wish I could tell you everything⊠I really do.â
He paused, glancing at you before continuing. âBut⊠itâs not that simple.â
Your heart sank at his words, a mix of frustration and sadness settling in your chest. âWhy? Whatâs stopping you?â
He sighed, running a hand through his hair. âItâs not that I donât want to, believe me. We just donât know what could happen if we sprung all this information onto you, how the spell or you would react if we try to fill in all the gaps. I mean youâre already having nosebleeds and intense migraines from no one even saying anything. If we push too hard, it could make things worse.â
Theoâs voice softened as he continued. âI just donât want to hurt you more than youâre already hurting.â His eyes searched yours, hoping youâd understand.
You looked away, the sting of disappointment dulling the relief youâd felt just moments ago. âBut I need to know, Theo. I canât keep living like this, with these blanks and half-truths. Everyoneâs treating me like Iâm fragile, like Iâll shatter if they say the wrong thing.â Your voice trembled, a mix of anger and helplessness rising to the surface.
Theo shifted closer, his hand hovering just above yours before he hesitated and withdrew. âI get it,â he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. âBut trust me when I say thisâitâs not that weâre all in on some secret without you. Weâre just⊠trying to keep you safe.â
The vulnerability in his eyes made your heart ache. You could see the struggle there, the pull between wanting to protect you and the desire to be honest. He wasnât just holding back for the sake of secrecyâit was out of concern for you.
âSafe from what?â you asked, your voice thick with emotion. âI feel more trapped than safe. Like Iâm stuck behind this wall, and everyoneâs watching me struggle without actually helping.â
Theo exhaled, his brow furrowing as he searched for the right words. âIâm sorry. I know thatâs not what you want to hear, but weâre doing the best we can. Itâs not that we donât want to tell youâitâs that we donât know whatâll happen if we do.â
You bit your lip, feeling that familiar swell of frustration rise again. âSo Iâm just supposed to wait? Until what? Until my memories come back on their own? What if they never do?â
Theo breath stutters and he hesitates. Heâs tried his best not to think of that possibility, that youâll come back to him and this in time would be a funny memory. âI donât have all the answers. But youâre not alone in this, okay? Even if it feels like it.âÂ
You wanted to believe him. Despite everything, you could sense that Theo genuinely cared, even if he couldnât give you the answers you desperately sought. You looked at him, your chest tightening with the mix of anger and sadness swirling inside you. âI just wish I knew what I was missing.â
Theo nodded slowly, his eyes heavy with the weight of things left unsaid. âWhen the time comes, Iâll tell you everything. I promise.â
For a moment, there was nothing but silence between you. The cool night air seemed to press down, the weight of your shared secrets hanging in the space between you.
Finally, you nodded, feeling a small sense of comfort in Theoâs promise, even if it couldnât give you what you needed right now.

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