jay, 20, white, spn blog: pregstiel
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btw with art when people say 'youve got to do it scared' 'youve got to draw bad' 'youre not gonna know how to do it until you do it' it sounds like bullshit but its true. 90% of art is just getting over the fear that it's not going to be good enough to deserve to be made in the first place. but you're here. you're alive and, with no need to justify that, you're going to make art. it's just part of being alive. you'll spend so long worrying you aren't doing it good enough that you'll look back and realized you didn't live a single day of it.
No matter how our hearts ache time will keep moving, so plant the garden, write the letter, start the painting, learn something new from someone you love, become something brand new, change for the better, start now and keep on going with everything you’ve got in that glorious heart
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You will get farther in one week paying close, nonjudgmental attention to the unmet needs underlying your "bad" behavior than you will in a year of punishing yourself and demanding you become a different person. I'm right shut up.
Chen Chen
maybe if you take a hot shower. cook something. eat a little soup. feel a little sunshine. make something with your hands—it doesn’t have to be big. maybe if you stretch your body and draw a silly little picture and get some rest, the world will feel like something your hands can still hold
literally though if you feel like your life is slipping through your fingers and every day goes too fast… try doing hard things, not just taking the easy route, like reading and making art and exercising and cooking a meal from scratch and journaling, doing these things without distraction, without being absorbed on a screen… the time will stretch and you’ll be reminded that life is long and beautiful if you make it so.
apparently there is a thing called "wanting something" and when it happens to you you're allowed to just do the thing that you want. yep that's right. even when it wouldn't hurt anyone and would make you really happy. does anyone know anything about this
thinking about this 24/7
i hope biden fucking kills himself. i hope that man is torn apart by wild dogs in the street. i hope he rots 6 feet under as people piss on his grave. what he has allowed to happen is so horrific that i don't think there's a fitting punishment for him in this life, even if there was a universe in which someone could give it to him. genuinely despicable and inhumane. i know he knows better than almost anyone else on earth what is happening in palestine, and he could stop it, and every second he chooses not to is another decade he will spend burning. may he never sleep again without hearing screaming may he never eat again without the food turning to ash in his mouth, and may he choke and die on his own vomit on live television
my role on the leftist commune will be passive-aggressively moving the freshly-washed “clean” dishes that still have food residue on them back into the “unclean” section
fascinated/horrified by this set of tweets…
i hit the bong as hard as i was able and wrote this game in an hour and 20 mins for low effort jam 22 and it was really fun. i am posting it all here for free!
if u want a pdf u can dl it on my itchio (also for free), + u can also toss me some coins there if u thought it was funny or nice or it helped u do something or u are into the idea of me making more games: https://iraprince.itch.io/smoke-weed-and-do-something
Yep 👍🏻
you know how peacocks come in 2 different genders and one is really flashy and bright while the other is brown and grey? tom wambsgans and misha collins.
(goes to the archive on my blog) (suddenly remembers deans gay) oh my god the fucking lamp..........
starscream and mosca (volpone) are the same character archetype in canon (second in command who will lie, cheat, start drama, and immediately stab you in the back at the first opening) (though mosca is far more successful than starscream, both always see their attempts end in failure) and in my head (the above but they’re also being twinks about it) and that’s why i’m obsessed with both of them. i’m a genius