Op, Im Pretty Sure These Drawings Are The Reason Im Alive

Op, I’m pretty sure these drawings are the reason I’m alive

okay, may be reading jooster fics before going to sleep was not one of my brigtest ideas, because I ended up sketching Bertie in outfits from the tv series (I was not aiming for Laurie’s vibe to him tho) and Bertie Making A Move - and got zero sleep because of it you know, prioritizing

books (re)read in 2018 — the book thief by markus zusak

I wanted to tell the book thief many things, about beauty and brutality. But what could I tell her about those things that she didn’t already know? I wanted to explain that I am constantly overestimating and underestimating the human race-that rarely do I ever simply estimate it. I wanted to ask her how the same thing could be so ugly and so glorious, and its words and stories so damning and brilliant.

books read in 2018 → the song of achilles by madeline miller

I will never leave him. It will be this, always, for as long as he will let me. If I had had words to speak such a thing, I would have. But there were none that seemed big enough for it, to hold that swelling truth. As if he had heard me, he reached for my hand. I did not need to look; his fingers were etched into my memory, slender and petal-veined, strong and quick and never wrong. “Patroclus,” he said. He was always better with words than I.

The Plantin-Moretus Museum.

> Photo by Jassy-50.

The Secret History, 1992. 

You’re not reading this by accident.

Everything is going to be okay.

Breathe and remember that you’ve been in this place before.

You’ve been this uncomfortable, anxious and scared, and you survived.

Close your eyes and feel the universe within you making a way for you right now.