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strawbxrryaxolotyl

16, she/hersh, bpd, edpro recovery! ❤️‍🩹

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11 months ago

Omg real 😭 like ik that’s bad and disordered and blah blah blah but I feel so big back

I be having 250 calorie meal and be thinking “damn this is way too much i need to lock in” 💀

11 months ago

I’m open to joining!

Tryna build a community of rexies, anyone (except CREEPS) are welcome to join 🥰 we can support each other cause no one else will and share our progress and goals and stuff. Reblog if u wanna join 😇

11 months ago

reblog if you’re locking in this october

Reblog If Youre Locking In This October
11 months ago

reasons to keep restricting

to gain and keep control

to prove everyone wrong

for the visible collarbones

visible ribs

tiny wrists

to see the bruising

to be petite

to float when you walk

to be the thinnest one in the room

to have a clear view on priorities

to gain a routine

to be able to get picked up by him

to be able to sit on his lap

to be fragile like a flower

for the clothes

to have control over something

to have control over something

to have control over something

to have control over something

to be the thinnest

to be the thinnest

to be the thinnest

to be the thinnest

to hit and keep hitting your goals

to prove yourself wrong

to be the prettiest

to become perfect

11 months ago

I can't wait for Halloween <3

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I Can't Wait For Halloween
11 months ago

Fall thinspᡣ𐭩

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11 months ago
I'm So Tired What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me I Honestly Wanna Kms
I'm So Tired What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me I Honestly Wanna Kms
I'm So Tired What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me I Honestly Wanna Kms
I'm So Tired What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me I Honestly Wanna Kms
I'm So Tired What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me I Honestly Wanna Kms
I'm So Tired What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me I Honestly Wanna Kms
I'm So Tired What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me I Honestly Wanna Kms
I'm So Tired What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me I Honestly Wanna Kms
I'm So Tired What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me I Honestly Wanna Kms

i'm so tired what the fuck is wrong with me i honestly wanna kms 🎀🩰🧸

11 months ago

blueberry girl insp0 board

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meal ideas:

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11 months ago

This.

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11 months ago

Any tips/advice?

I’ve finally just gotten out of my wl plateau and I’ve lost a couple lbs in the past two weeks. I’m kinda doing OMAD? Like I eat breakfast and lunch but I only eat a bit of fruit and pretzels which in all usually adds up to be around 50-80 cals. Then I eat an actual meal for dinner and go on walks and workout and try to burn off most of the calories I ate.

I’m somewhat new to ana, does anyone have any tips on how I can keep it going and not give in and binge? 😭


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11 months ago

Resorting to 4n4 for control only to lose the little control you had and realise it when its already too late to “just e@t”.

11 months ago

Note: Do not eat that.

You will hate yourself if you do.

11 months ago
Me With My Folder Full Of Memes

Me with my folder full of memes

11 months ago

meanspo under the cut

wow look at you, eating a chocolate bar after already hitting your cal limit. i thought you were serious about this. are you gonna purge? are you gonna work it off? was it worth it?

your body counts every calorie you don't so grab a water bottle and give me 50 sit ups

11 months ago

𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭, 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞.

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1 year ago

my heart (beating extremely fast):for the love of everything you adore please eat more than 500 calories today

me:bahhhh i am not going to bahhhh take this 280 calorie salad and green tea

My Heart (beating Extremely Fast):for The Love Of Everything You Adore Please Eat More Than 500 Calories
1 year ago

{miserable but thin}

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1 year ago

Lunch td - 9/16/24

Lunch Td - 9/16/24

Greek yogurt - 90 cals

Watermelon and cantaloupe - ~20 cals (I only ate 4 pieces 😭)

Mini pretzels - 35 cals

Currently my net for the day is -4 and my goal is 400 :))

My BMI just hit 18.3 and I’m 103.4 lbs 🫶

I’m on a diet/cal restriction for the next ~month or so to get ready for my homecoming. I can post it if y’all want?

Love ya! Stay hungry 🩷🤍🩷

Lunch Td - 9/16/24

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1 year ago
Perfect Legs
Perfect Legs
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Perfect legs

The way YOUR legs should look like

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