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aemulus by @sluttywonwoo
Seonghwa x fem!reader (wc - 8.1k) academic rivals, fake dating - angst, smut, fluff park seonghwa is in no position to ask you for a favor. but being underqualified for something has never stopped him before.
lit candles & a strange vibe by @h4rts4woo
Seonghwa x fem!reader (wc - 0.7k) friends to lovers - smut, fluff? massaging your friend is totally normal right? And fucking them afterwards too….right?
Desire by @shinestarhwaa
Seonghwa x fem!reader (wc - 0.9k) friends to lovers - smut
Super Soaker by @akistaytiny
Seonghwa x fem!reader (wc - 1.8k) established relationship, Waterbomb festival Tokyo 2023 - smut
Under the Moonlight by @starillusion13
Seonghwa x fem!reader (wc - 5k) vampire AU, mates - angst, smut
happy new year by @mingigoo
Seonghwa x fem!reader (wc - 9.2k) enemies to lovers - angst, fluff, smut after a hell of a night of drinking god knows what, you wake up in the arms of your sworn enemy. Clothes? Gone. Sanity? Also gone. That is, until he wakes up before you get the chance to leave.
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FRIENDS!? Chapter 3

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M.Masterlist Series ML
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Pairing: poly!ateez × f!reader (A Yandere AteezOffice Au)
Genre: Mature, Angst, Yandere, SMUT
Warning: The upcoming events in the story will contain themes like stalking, violence, obsession, manipulation, possessive behaviour and restraining acts. Do not kill me for not warning you. This is an Yandere story so you are well aware of what to expect more. For SMUT I WILL GIVE THE WARNING IN THE BEGINNING.
W.C: 4.3K+
For my beloved: @oreharuuu
Network: @cultofdionysusnet @k-vanity
[Reblogs and Reviews are always appreciated. Thank you you for reading and have a nice day ahead. Please always take care of yourself everyone.]
Hello, Can we be friends please?
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*under the cue*
The beginning of the day was pretty good unlike now when you are sitting in front of the two grinning men whose eyes are boring onto your sweaty face. Your fingers curled underneath the table and a confused mind still processing the search bars from last night.
‘You can’t access to this website.’
The room is quite at a suitable temperature and the men in suits are perfectly looking handsome without a trace of uneasiness whereas you are in a daze. You gulp and clear your throat to present yourself a bit more professional which you are lacking at the moment and you are well aware of it. You atleast mentally thanked every creature that not all of them are present currently in this office and you are feeling a bit less suffocated. Avoiding their eye contact, you look behind the big glass wall to calm yourself and watch how the wide view of city is clearly visible from there and how refreshing the view might be after a stressful day at work. The bright day is supposed to make you joyful and enthusiastic but here you are panicking for your career in front of these two men. Your thoughts wander about what Beomgyu must be doing right now because before coming to this place, you tried to call him so many times but he didn’t pick up for once. Weird. Well, because he never misses your call and is always there in your hard times, he must be really bad down working hard for the projects of the internships he will be applying next month before joining the father’s business. The opening of a door and abrupt footsteps coming inside the room takes you out of your day dreaming.
“Oh Y/N you are here? I didn’t know you are supposed to be here now.”
You look up to the youngest one of them and somehow you managed to shoot him a smile but no words come out of your mouth as if you still don’t know how to speak any syllable or language.
“Why are you panicking so much?”
You turn back your focus on the men sitting across from you, the one with glasses is busy in his i-pad and keenly doing something which must be very important because the creased forehead and focused eyes are showing his situation clearly. The eldest one beside him gives you a smile to let you know that he wants the answer to his question.
“Is it true that being black-listed means I won’t be able to join any other companies?”
The busy one stopped doing his work and made an eye contact with his friend beside him. The youngest one also watching how his two other friends are silently communicating with their eyes and he is well aware of the topic. He clears his throat and puts the file which he was holding all these times and giving you a tight smile, he makes his way out of the room.
“Jongho, where are you going?”
“I have to give a quick visit to Yunho as we will be having a meeting together later this afternoon and before that we have some important discussion. Why? do you want something hyung?”
“It’s okay just let me know who will be free today because I need someone to escort her later.”
The blonde hair one averts his attention to you again after speaking to his friend.
“Well you see the black-list is the most unwanted thing in this field, every freshers applying for the recruiting companies tries to avoid this circumstances and how unfortunate for you to be facing such thing. I know what you are going through but trust me we are here to help you.”
“Sir Seonghwa. I was really tensed last night when I was not able to access to any of the website for register myself and then I called my friend to know whether he is facing the same problem or not but he is not and I thought I’m in a big trouble. Wooyoung explained me the situation earlier today during our ride to this place and that’s how I came to know that I have been black listed.”
“Yes, it’s true that’s what happened to you as you know Yunho has already informed your university about us recruiting you in our office and how lucky of you to get the chance here and the principal must have added your name to the list of applied applicants and if you try to apply to some other companies and your name is already shortlisted somewhere else, you will be blacklisted.”
“Did you try to apply somewhere else?” Hongjoong asks while still focusing on his ipad.
You hesitantly reply to them with a nod and both of them slightly shake their head. Their disappointed look towards you making you feel like a smallest being in the room. Well comparing to their physique, you are really small. You are letting in all the explanations and get to know how you are left with only one option that is to finally give in the application form. Your heart ache on the thought that how much they are helping you with your condition as you are their bestfriend but here you are trying to run away from them and getting in troubles and disappointing them.
You pull your vanity bag towards yourself and quickly rummages through the wide section and your eyes lit up to find the offer letter. You quickly pull it out and place it in front of them with a wide smile.
“So….Am I still able to apply here?”
“Of course.”
The reply is so quick as if they were waiting for this conversation and you can see how Hongjoong place away the gadget to give his full attention on you. His eyes following how you are having eye bags which must be due to the exhaustion from all these thinking and how you haven’t care about putting any makeup before coming here. He smiles to himself that he can see the natural you as he likes you this way more. You feel eyes on you and then when you catch him checking you out. Being caught, he is not hesitating but showing his smirk to you and leaning back to his chair his eyes still on you. You remember the previous day when you came here and how you felt this man was unreal and you are feeling the exact thing today as well.
“Like what you see?”
Your wide eyes taking in the smirk from two men. Seonghwa is reading your offer letter and form which he gave you last to day fill up and stealing some glances of you and yes you have submitted it today and Hongjoong adjusting his glasses still having that smirk.
“What do you mean?”
“Isn’t the view nice from up here? It’s so refreshing and good.”
Oh! Yeah, the view sure.
“Uh yeah yeah the view. Yes, it’s really nice.”
“It’s better from the top floor and the terrace you know, we can go up there someday.”
“Maybe.”
“So you are joining from today or tomorrow?” Seonghwa interject.
“Tomorrow?”
“That’s good then, so let’s just arrange everything within today so that we can start everything officially from tomorrow.”
Hongjoong and you both nodded on his words. A message pop up in your phone which you were holding all these times but didn’t aware of that and your eyes lit up to see Beomgyu’s message to meet you in the evening when you will be free. You excused yourself to atleast reply him with a quick approval to meet. The men in front of you having a curious and intense gaze on you and following your every small expression shifting while using the phone. They are fighting their inner battle to just rip off the phone from your hand to see what is more important there on the phone than them and even what is making you so excited at the moment but they choose to maintain a professional atmosphere until you have officially joined the company and have shifted to their place.
“About my things which I need to move here. Like I don’t have a lot much except clothes and basic needs. I need time to pack them so I think it will not be possible to do it overnight and I might have them move to this place by the end of the week.”
“sure.”
“No.”
“Hongjoong, she clearly said that she needs time to pack everything so atleast we can give her this freedom….for now.”
Hongjoong hesitantly agree with his friends with an annoyed expression and you don’t know what is the reason behind his change of nature suddenly but you just shrug off the feeling and then continue to hear what the other person is describing about the updates for the day.
“If you are free then let me see if anyone can tour you through the whole building so atleast you get to know the surrounding of your new workplace. Is it okay for you?”
“Of course. I don’t have any classes today and am really excited to look around the most expensive office in this city. Oh! Sorry if I sound a bit too excited.”
“Y/N its nothing wrong trust me. We are glad that you are excited to be here. We are equally excited to finally have you to ourselves.”
“Hm?”
“Seonghwa meant that we are happy that we could personally help you out and we got our bestfriend back.”
You give them your wide and brightest smile and they just grin to your silly smile. The innocent you do not even know how much of filthy thoughts are crossing their minds right now when you are sitting so near to them behind the closed doors where not a single soul can dare to enter unless they have a wish to say goodbye to this world.
“Oh my cupcake is here?”
Well except one who does not even fear devil and without knocking just casually enters the room and the other two men just sigh on his presence. You turn your head to see the excited boy and somehow the similar bright expression as his appeared on you as well. Maybe his presence has that charm to pull everyone out from every gloomy feeling.
“So whats going on here?”
He approaches the table and picks up some files and pages which Jongho has left there. Hongjoong snatch those files and glare at him and in return the other just pouts and looks at you and while the eldest just shake his head. Seonghwa explained the whole situation to him in brief from your doubts from last night and how you have sublitted the form eventually. Wooyoung clap his hands in excitement and turning your chair towards himself, gripping the shoulder tightly, a yell of exciting congratulation comes from his mouth. You are continuously laughing on his antics and a sudden thought pass across your mind. Did you really have fun times like this with them during your middle school but where were they in the last two years of your school? The most irritating part is why cant you remember any of those memories. You cant clearly remember a lot of school memories and which somehow haunt you as if something happened to you during the school life and somehow your memories are being manipulated so that you cant remember those incidents but why? You sigh when the person holding you shake your shoulders and you just give him a small smile. You must be over-thinking a lot. Nothing like that happened. You always try to convince yourself like this since the first day of your university life but is that really true?
“Wooyoung are you free right now?” Hongjoong ask him while arranging the files on a shelf and you really didn’t notice when he walked over there across the room.
“Yeah. I only had that early meeting with that Sparkling Diamond Company and Yunho is really pissed off with their managing director .”
“Why?”
Plopping himself on the chair beside you, putting a leg over the other in a sassy pose and push back his locks, “That shithead was degrading the scheme plan for our new project for the state building in Seattle. We all know how Yunho had worked hard on this planner with his team and now it got bad review by him.”
“Cancel all his proposals on other projects. Now.”
“Hongjoong-“
“I SAID NOW.”
You flinch on his shout and the youngest there holds your hands to assure you that everything is fine and its all usual in an office meeting discussion. Seonghwa apologize to you before dialling a number and move away from the table towards a corner to have a private call, leaving behind you in shock as why he just apologized to you when he is the boss here and its his right to have his own private matters.
“As I was saying, Wooyoung show her around the building and don’t make a scene down anywhere please. I’m not in a mood today to handle your mischiefs. You can just leave some floors which are unnecessary but don’t forget to show her own room.”
“My pleasure. I will be spending time with my favorite girl and it’s nothing more than I can want. So, let’s go on our little tour Y/n.”
“ yeah.”
Picking up all your belonging which you had spread across the table. You glance around the room before taking your leave.
“Excuse me Sir Hongjoong and Sir Seonghwa. I will be having my leave here. Thank you.”
“Y/N? Its okay, you can call us by our names. We are friends you know, right Seonghwa?”
“Oh no worries. I’m okay calling you all like this.”
“Please.”
The pleading look in his eyes is asking you a lot of things as if it’s not only about the name but beyond that as if his eyes having that desperation to know all of your feelings right now, about your needs and there is a silent scream in them…..that is for you to stay. You nod your head slowly and all three of them happily cheered up as if you all just won a high school competition, maybe they are just creating the memories which they miss with you.
Wooyoung pat your head and taking your hand, he guides you out of the room. The two men left behind heaves a sigh upon hearing the click of the door.
“So, what now?”
“I don’t know Seonghwa but I only feel relief when she is with Woo as you know he is the one who can dodge her every queries with his playful nature but rest of others…..”
“You mean Yeosang and Yunho. I don’t think Mingi and Jongho can cause something to scare her or to make her doubt our friendship but San…I don’t know what does he always observes silently. He doesn’t speak up that much.”
“I know. The more concerning is that he is the only one who can handle Yeosang better than any of us. Speaking of yeosang, do you know where is he today? I don’t think he has anything important rather than staying inside his room like a creep like always .”
Seonghwa chuckle on hearing Hongjoong’s annoyed references on the mentioned boy. He motions with his chin to ask the boy over the call and decides to go to attend the workers down the building. Halfway through the door, he turns back to which the other raises his eyebrows to see a mischievous glint in the eyes of the standing one.
“We have worn couple coats today.”
“Seonghwa! Leave.”
Laughing loudly, he leaves the room and goes towards the elevator but as soon as he steps inside it his demeanour changes in the presence of other workers in there.
“Good morning Sir.”
Nodding his head, he acknowledges all the morning greetings when its soon to be noon. He asks the employees about their schedules throughout the day and even hesitantly asks once whether he is missing out on something but luckily everything is on a fine track. Oh, why will not he ask this as for him and his brotherly friends, everyone has a same perspective going on inside their mind and that is you. Sighing he adjusts his black tie a bit before the door slides open to his destination and proceeds to have new conversations with the approaching employees.
“Where are you?”
Shuffling sounds and groaning can be heard from the other side of the line but the person sitting here is patiently waiting for a reply to his question. He has almost asked this for three times in a row but only he got is nothing except some groans. Tapping his fingers on the decorated glass work table, gaze fixed on the paper you had earlier left there, closes his eyes in anticipation.
“I was sleeping and if it’s not something important then am cutting the call.” A groggy voice appears from the other end of the line and Hongjoong do not like the way how his friend just now greeted him.
“Yeosang….Can you come to my office right now?”
“Why?”
“I have some things to discuss with you.”
“I don’t want to.”
“Y/N was here.”
The line goes silent and in frustration, Hongjoong close his eyes again and jaw becomes tensed.
“Where is she now?”
“Wooyoung is giving her a tour around the building.”
“I’m coming.”
“I have to go now, Wooyoung, as you know I have some things to buy on my way.”
“What do you need? I can help you like I will buy them for you and then deliver it you later.”
You chuckle on his exciting tone and to your oblivion, your little actions are music to his ears. You are becoming comfortable to him because of his affectionate and too friendly nature and you can feel Beomgyu’s energy is radiating from him.
“I don’t need it for myself. It’s for my friend and he might call me right now. I can take a bus so you don’t have to bother yourself now.”
“You are not bothering me Y/N.”
You both make your way towards the hallway and you can see less workers scattered there than before and it’s obvious that they are either busy with some meeting stuffs or some might be having their lunch time. Speaking of lunch time, you are feeling hungry as you had a simple breakfast in a hurry and due to the tension creeping inside, you didn’t think about your appetite back then but now your empty stomach is kicking in. You are just hoping to end the conversation with him as soon as possible so that you can just run out of the office and have something to feed you with but he does not have any intention to leave you soon.
“So did you like all around far until now?”
“Yeah. Honestly, every floor is being polished with authenticity and expensiveness. I look like a mere worker in this luxury environment. I have never experienced such life before and it’s really awful to feel these stuffs so closely. Thank you.”
“Thank you?”
“Hm. For offering me a chance here and appreciating our friendship. I’m sorry but I can’t appreciate our bond like you all and I just hope that gradually, everything will become clear to me and I can enjoy the times spending with you.”
“Didn’t you enjoy earlier or now?”
“I didn’t mean like that. It’s just whenever I’m speaking to any of you, I feel like I have been missing out something but somehow, I just shrug off the feeling and just go with brushing off my overthinking.”
You stop when you are just an arm length distance away from the door and turn towards him with a little smile on your face. He is confused on your sudden pause and you find his lost eyes amusing that makes you laugh and it brings a smile to his face.
“Why are you laughing?”
“You look like a lost child.”
“Why did you stop suddenly? Is there any problem?”
“Of course not. Are you going to escort me to the bus stop or what? I know my way back, you should probably go back. I will be fine on my own.”
“No no it’s okay let me help you to reach there.”
“Excuse me sir Wooyoung but you have some workers on wait for you to attend them. I will take my leave here.”
“Bye….cupcake.”
On your way back to your dorm, you had a call with beomgyu and he whined how much he missed you the whole day even when he was having tons of projects to do. You almost ranted everything possible over the call and he was all the way laughing at you that how you panic on everything in your life except your career and he is glad that atleast this made you worry for your future for once. You scold him but still asked him about the things he wanted in the message and made sure to buy all the things after having the lunch in an affordable restaurant.
Entering the campus with an exciting feeling is really different from the way you left the campus in the morning when you were all in a distressed state. Adjusting the side bag, you showed your ID card to the security guard for the verification of the student. Stepping inside on the pathway towards your dorm, you notice a familiar face casually standing sideways, eyes boring on the phone. Your face lit up and you run towards him and hug him tightly with a wide smile on your face. The boy actually was not aware of your presence and got panicked on who was the intruder.
“Beomgyu…..”
“Y/N? its you I thought that you were one of my fangirls. By the way you know, I missed you so much. I was having so much work and you were not there to encourage me to survive this cruel day. You know without your love, my days are so dull.”
“Oh boy stop your drama. I am here now stop whining and tell me why you told me to meet you. Is there something important that you want to say or just your nonsense.”
Cupping your cheeks in both of his warm hands, he gives his warmest smile and you lean to his warmth. After every exhausting day, he is the one who can actually comfort you in every way possible but you don’t know whether he feel bothered by your vulnerability. You got to know him back in your high school and you were not that close to each other but gradually his clinginess and supportiveness towards you made you both bestfriends and you were so glad that both of you got admitted to the same university. You didn’t know he is interested in the same field as you but he sometimes mentioned that how he will only focus on his father’s business so it does not matter what he does after passing out the school. You are always jealous of people who have already planned out future and a well built family unlike you who does not have either. It’s okay as far as he treats you like his bestfriend, in spite of judging like others.
“Are you fine working there? I can look for something if I can help you out in some other ways.”
“I am fine Gyu. Of course everything is alright because I have you in my life and them…well those who are supposed to be my old bestfriends are the owners of the company so I am fine eventually.”
“Are you sure they are not lying to you? I mean it’s obvious that you don’t remember them but still they are desperately trying to convince you that you all know each other but somehow, I am feeling something is off about this whole situation.”
“Gyu….It’s okay. Have you got infected by my overthinking or what? Why will someone lie about knowing me in past? I really don’t remember them and also I don’t remember many school days life and I believe they must be a part of that. It’s fine that they were my friends and now they are excited to get to know me all over again. Nothing is there to worry about and what someone would get from lying about a simple friendship?”
“I…I don’t know.”
“See. You are just taking these too far and I have you who can save me from any unwanted situation. Right? Or are you gonna run away while I will be in need of you.”
“Never. I will always protect you from everyone out there and no one can reach near you when I am here.”
“I know.”
“Anyways what position did you get as an intern? You haven’t told me that.”
Groaning you brush your hairs and wet your lips with the moist tongue. The boy’s eyes in front of you following your every minute actions and how the golden ray of sun hitting your bare skin of your face and neck and reflecting the perfect tanned skin. Your brown orbs shinning yet having a dull appearance surrounding it due to the exhaustion from lack of sleep.
“Secretary.”
“Huh? Whose?”
“They told me that it will be better for me to be their personal secretary so that it would be easier for me to get used to the workfield and the work environment. Can you believe ALL OF THEM?”
“You mean you have to face those scary ones also every day?”
“Don’t remind me that.”
“I’m so happy that you are going to get tortured everyday.”
“Yaaaa! Beomgyu get your ass here.”
In the late afternoon two bickering bestfriends chasing around the campus ground, having fun in their own little world, with whispering promises to be there for each other in every situation. How they wish these days to last forever!
Nothing is meant forever.
NEXT
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Hi beautiful 💞
I hope your doing great
Please take care of yourself well
Love you so much
❤️
Omo! 🥹 Thank you so much for asking me about my well-being.
I’m just having kinda messed up life right now and struggling through it. But some of my well wishers really comforted and supported me.
I will take care of myself, Thank You.
I hope everything is fine in your end too. You must be a beautiful soul as well for having a kind heart.❤️
Take care and have a good day/night.
UPDATE ALERT!!!
SOOOOOO!!!! What should I update next? Don't mind me asking this but I felt like needed to start a poll while am sick.
Well I have two requests to work on beside all these: one on baekhyun and other on sunoo. :)))




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Claw to the Bullet - @vvshere
Hi love ❤️
I just want to remind you
You are a wonderful person
you deserve so much Love and happiness and I'm praying they will come your way and always be part of your life
Please take care of yourself eat your meals and don't forget to drink your water
Your doing great and I'm proud of you
I love you to the moon and back
❤️



Thank you so much for this kind reminder anon!
You are so sweet for this 😭 I will take care of myself and will live my life remembering your endless love for me❤️ I wish you a good life as well and please take care of yourself too. You are praying for me and it made my day🥹😭You are so precious💫
I love you so much my stellars✨ You all are the reasons for my starry world ❣️