Sorry! But My Drafts For Those Part 2 Are All Deleted Now I Swear My Biggest Mistake Was To Give My Laptop

Sorry! But my drafts for those part 2 are all deleted now😭 I swear my biggest mistake was to give my laptop to my sister for two days and idk what the hell she did with my laptop coz when I opened my folders for the drafts…everything is empty. And even though she is apologizing, I’m still mad at her.

I gave her to play games and all but how come she deleted my stuff. Her reckless behavior is what annoys me so much. She is only alive bcoz I love her.

Anyways, I really don’t have energy and will to write all those part 2 again so please forgive me. I’ll gift you all some interesting fics but don’t wait for all those pt. 2 anymore😭

Need to read this soon!!!!!!😳

1.

“Stop that.” He whispered against the skin of your neck. “You know he wouldn’t care.”

“That’s the problem. We need to do this properly.”

“You know why we can’t do that.”

pairing: johnyong x fem!reader (no romantic johnyong ship)

other members: none

word count: 3.7k

genre: romance, angst, with a side of smut

warnings: sexual content so minors please dni!! profanity, y/n has migraines (pretty severe!), semi-public sex, oral (fem receiving), cheating (? it's complicated), sleeping with your ex, some freaky kissing

disclaimer: this is a fanfiction purely from my (filthy) imagination. I don't know the nct members and don't claim that they act like this in real life. I also do not condone any of the activity by any of the characters in this fic. 

a/n: hi guys, i'm alive :D i've had a lot of ideas recently and a steamy johnyong drama was one of them, and then my eyes feasted upon acne studios event johnny and i finally got the push i needed to go through with writing it :) writing slump over we all cheered wooooo. also, ik it's kinda ~confusing~ rn. this is a series so just trust me okayyyy. also, i love making fic playlists and here's the one for this fic. if you picked up that this is loosely based on the 5SOS song blender pls marry me rn <3 nobody get's 5SOS like I do I swear :( pls hmu if you get me

You wouldn’t have noticed him at all, if it wasn’t for the way you watched Taeyong’s deep brown eyes flicker past you, shadows of stories passing by like it was nothing. You thought nothing of it, but your head turned, your body in tune with his more than you realised. And, just like a bad case of fate, there he was.

Johnny Suh.

He walked in like he owned the place, as he always did. His cocky demeanour hung off his body perfectly, like the oversized leather jacket he wore everywhere he went. His smile made the girl waiting on him eagerly blush, something that made you both angry and a little wistful. Your gaze lingered on far too long. And, as usual, like he always did, Taeyong pretended he didn’t notice. He always pretended, even when you were so far gone, he felt like he was pulling you out of quicksand.

“What colour looks better on me, jagiya?” Switching to Korean was your safety net, something sacred between only you and him, more intimate than the restless nights you spent tangled up in bed, Johnny’s presence a mere afterthought. You turned to Taeyong’s back, his slender body on display in the full-length mirror in front. You tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear as you both locked eyes through his reflection.

“Black.”

The seriousness, properness in the air was almost palpable, like you both were being watched, tested and graded. Not a single wrong movement, or breath. It was unbearable and at the same time, so tantalizing, like something could break the surface at any moment. Moving forward, you brought a hand up and over his shoulder, letting your fingers run over his collarbone. “Yeah. Definitely black.”

Taeyong kissed your hand, and you tried to remember when he took your hand in his. “I wanna show you a few more items. In there.” He cocked his head ever so slightly to the curtained fitting rooms, so subtle, meant to remain a secret between the two of you.

Not thinking about Johnny was like trying not to let the plague take over your body. He seeped through you like the truth, feeling right in every scenario. And in this moment, as you let Taeyong run his mouth down the valley of your breasts, your skin erupting in flames underneath his lips, you shut your eyes, and there was Johnny. Your feet on his toned calves, your hands around his thick cock. But when you opened your eyes, there was Taeyong, between your legs, right here, right now.

You clamped your mouth, moans threatening to spill out. “Oh god,” you whispered through your fingers. “R-right ther-haah…” Your thighs constricted around his head as he quickened his pace, both of your hands behind you to hold you upright.

“Hey, excuse me?”

Fuck.

It’s like someone had drawn the curtains back on you both in this compromising position. You moved away first, shoving yourself back on the complimentary bench you weren’t sure how many others had done unholy things on, Taeyong shortly after, watching your face redden with every passing second.

Johnny continued. “This one’s a little small, sweetheart. I run larger than that, you know?” You could almost see him winking at her, smiling that god-awful smile that made every woman melt like putty under his gaze. As if on cue, she giggled.

Fuck. Him.

“Come here, baby.” You spoke softly, both hands unhooking your bra as you kneeled in front of Taeyong, shuffling closer so your tits pressed again his torso, clad in a compression shirt. He groaned. “Fuck.” He grabbed your face, kissing you deeply and pushing you down to the floor.

Thirty minutes later, you were in the passenger seat, the days shopping in various sized bags in the back. You were both silent, the radio playing some obscure song neither of you knew. With the windows down, the air still felt hot and heavy, pressing onto your skin. You played with the strands of hair sticking to the back of your neck, squinting as Taeyong turned a corner and the blaze of the mid-afternoon sun poured into your eyes.

“I ended up getting both.”

“Hmm?” Condensation slipped inside your palm as you played with the cold water bottle next to the gear shift.

“Both of the caps.”

“You bought caps? You have so many at home.” The answer felt involuntary, combined with the frustration of the hot weather and lack of food since brunch. He frowned, and you immediately felt guilty. “Sorry, I mean like-“

“You said you liked the black one. You were right there.”

You felt a deep shame somewhere buried inside you as you mentally flicked back to the moments in the dressing room. The plague was making you really sick now, making you notice things you didn’t need at all, and throwing out memories of things that you really did. “R-right. Sorry, hon. Didn’t mean to snap. It’s just so hot today.” You meant to chuckle, to lighten the mood, but your body could not go through with it. Instead, the both of you sat in uncomfortable silence.

The silence stretched on for agonising miles, as it usually did. Nowadays, when you weren’t having dry, stationery conversations, you were exploring each other’s bodies like it was what you were supposed to do as a couple. Not out of passion, or lust. Just because. Your eyes kept drifting closed, the will to keep them open slipping further away from your grasp. You just wanted to be in bed…alone, slipping through the mattress and into the floor, deeper, and deeper.

You finally woke with a jolt at the sound of the door close. Your makeup felt far too heavy on the skin of your face, the ache in your feet now screaming at you. “Baby, wait.” The phrase disappeared into the air unheard, but you stepped out of the car, right in the face of a camera.

“_, _!”

Shit. How did they find us?

“Are you here alone? Who drove you here? Tell us a bit about the man in your car…” You admired the man’s insistence at his job. His passion, however intrusive and idiotic, was majorly inspiring at this phrase of your life.

Shut the fuck up, you wanted to say. You kept a stern face instead, hoping your eyes would communicate that instead. “No thanks.” You side-stepped him strategically, a new throbbing in the left side of your temple starting to grow. Fuck, not again. You tried to breathe, in, out, in, out, but the rhythm caught in your throat, your vision began to grow blurry, and you stumbled uncomfortably in your sneakers that now felt like they weighed tons.

“Ma’am? Are you alright?” You heard the man’s keys before his footsteps, the sound of his camera flashing as he approached. The light was blinding, and you dropped to your knees as the flashing sounds continued, like gunfire on a field of soldiers.  

Who the fuck still used bright-ass flash?

“Who the fuck still uses flash!” It was a yell, from maybe about 10 metres away, but the ringing in your ears fogged it up like it was underwater. You tried to focus on your breathing, but your heart didn’t care about your wellbeing, apparently, speeding up at the sound of his voice. “Get away from her, right now.” The voice, still foggy, felt closer to you, and you felt an arm around your middle pulling you gently upwards. He whispered, “Okay, sweetheart, let’s get you out of here.”

Your pain spiked at the thought of the busy, lighted McDonalds as you walked away from the man with the flash camera, somehow on the floor of the car park now. “It needs to be dark, and quiet. It won’t stop unless it is.”

Johnny made a noise of sympathy. “I know, I remember.”

You only then registered the tears, wet on the heavy-set makeup on your face. You couldn’t even look him in the eyes, a weird sense of guilt throbbing just as hard as your migraine deep in your gut. He was still walking you somewhere, and you just let him, no energy to care about anything other than the pain in your temples. He soothed you gently through whispers of something inaudible, but his breath felt warm and welcoming on your neck, and, despite it all, you were grateful for his presence.

“Go lie in the back, okay?” He shoved his jacket off as he spoke. “No cologne today. You can put it over your face. Don’t worry about anything.” You nodded, the familiar routine flooding back into you like water in on a dehydrated rock.   

Time passed like the way months pass in a busy year, and the next time you took a long, deep breath, you opened your eyes to the sensation of a firm, cold, king-sized bed. The room was dimly lit, enough so you could make out the outlines of the furniture in the room, but not bright enough to read anything if it was written on the walls. There was no lingering smell in the air, only the faint scent of your own shampoo, and no sound at all except the light ringing in your ears, much less strong than before. Your muscles relaxed like you were in a hot bath after a long day – safe, relaxed, nothing on your mind. You fell back asleep in seconds.

You woke what seemed like hours later. The room was significantly darker now, no more dusk light glowing from behind the curtains. The door was slightly ajar, and you registered voices this time coming from beyond.

“Why didn’t you just call me?”

“She was having a bad one. And, why would I have needed to call you?” You put on the slippers next to your bed without thinking, wrapping the robe you forgot you put on tight around your body. “You weren’t even there with her. What were you thinking?”

“Johnny, don’t. I stepped out to get something for her.”

“You should have known she would have the episode today. There are always signs.”

“You just said it was that asshole’s fault!”

You walked in the kitchen to see Johnny turned away, Taeyong at the end of the counter. When you met Taeyong’s eyes, you watched them widen as he stepped towards you. “Oh, honey.” You held him, his hand pressing the nape of your neck towards himself. “I was so worried. I’m so sorry.”

“It’s okay,” you squeaked. As you pulled away, Taeyong pressed a kiss to your lips, pulling away to look into your eyes and stroke the sides of your face. “You look so tired, sweetie. I should have noticed.”

“Really, it’s fine, love.” You kissed him back, making awkward eye contact with Johnny towards the end. Shuffling awkwardly, you cleared your throat. “Um, we should get going.”

“No, you’re staying for dinner.” Johnny threw a towel over his shoulder in a way that was comical, almost making you laugh. You smiled, trying to ease the situation. “Johnny, really. I appreciate it, but-“

“There’s no way you both can drive all the way back to the apartment.” Your heart skipped as you heard him say the and not your. That one word gave you that illusion that time had stopped, and that the past 10 months had all been a dream, and you were still there, in the kitchen, pressed up against his body without a care.

You shook your head, willing the memories and coming back into reality all at the same time. “You can’t. You’ve just had your worst episode. No thanks to that grade A fucktard who doesn’t know how to use a camera in the 21st century.” He rolled his eyes. “Car trips will make you nauseous.”

“No! I mean,” you rubbed your head. “Me and Taeyong, we have this, um, this event…” You knew it was a weak argument, but you threw it out anyway. When you looked over at Taeyong, he was, of course, shaking his head. “I’m sure Jaehyun won’t mind. It’s the album release party.” He looked over to Johnny, who nodded politely.

“You can still go. Just drop me off at home.”

“Nonsense, _. You spend the night here.” You and Taeyong both looked at each other, you with an expression of clear distaste, and Taeyong with something a bit less than that. “I mean…didn’t you say you had a thing?”

“Yeah, I mean, she’s not a kid. She can stay by herself. Call us if you need anything. But she shouldn’t get into the car.” Taeyong hummed in agreement as Johnny walked towards the both of you, and you looked at the both of them incredulously. “Did you both just decide on plans without me?” You crossed your arms. “Unbelievable.” It came of surprisingly playful, making them both laugh, Johnny now sizing you up with his eyes like he always did. “You like the robe?”

“Y-yeah.” For a second you were too comfortable, looking right into Johnny’s eyes, wanting more than anything to be in his arms. Your body, your mind, this house…you were there, 10 months ago, back when it was all okay, it was right. Forgetting that Taeyong was right here, staring at you back, wishing you were here right now.

“You gonna be okay here, baby?” Taeyong brought your hands into his, pulling you close as Johnny walked away. You nodded, smiling up at him with passion in your heart for the first time in what felt like too long. The guilt started throbbing in your gut again, but you grabbed his face in your hands, kissing him deeply until you felt it ebbing away.

∞

“Shh. You need to be quiet. My niece is here.”

That was the sentence that rang like alarm bells in your brain. At first, your entire body tensed up, the unfamiliar surroundings making you confused. Memories of the day came back, and you relaxed a little, finally registering what was going on.

The sounds of a woman giggling and going shh in an exaggerated tone made you feel like someone threw all your emotions in a blender. Annoyance, confusion, anger, sadness, lust…it all swirled and mixed intentionally, blades cutting through each one at lightning speed.

Both of their bodies thumped upstairs, and it wasn’t long before she started moaning like a pornstar.

Your. Fucking. Niece. Is. Here??

You made a face of disgust at nobody as the noises continued. “If I was your niece, I would be reporting you to CPS.” You slammed back into bed, momentarily delighted that the painful throbs in your brain were gone far enough that you could throw yourself around easily. You pushed a pillow on top of your face, as if you were in a teen movie and you needed to throw a tantrum. At the third Oh, harder! girlish squeal that you heard, you were ready to go through with it.

Instead, your brain decided to flash through memories of yourself and Johnny. Back when you weren’t his fake niece, and instead the giggly drunk girl he would take upstairs to fuck the living daylights out of.

Fuck. Why am I thinking about this? You were stretching your arm uncomfortably out, too lazy to get out of bed to reach your phone, thinking about calling Taeyong to distract yourself or to come get you when the noises upstairs stopped.

“FUCK YOU!”

It was so loud it made you jump.

You heard the deep tenor of Johnny’s voice in the background, before her higher-pitched one cut through the air. “Fucking asshole!” You heard thumps of footsteps, much quicker and lighter than before, and sounds of zippers being pulled. When they stopped close to the door of your room, which was still slightly ajar, you kept thinking shit. There was no way you could pretend you were asleep this entire time anymore.

“Give me your fucking car keys. I’m leaving right now.”

“Look, I-“

“Do you even remember my name?” The small but significant silence that followed was so intentionally on point that you couldn’t help but snigger, covering your mouth with your palm to remain quiet.

When you heard the door slam, you lay properly in bed, still going with the plan that you were gonna pretend you somehow slept through that. As if like a badly-scripted TV show, the door to your room opened as you tried to tuck yourself in, not quick enough to avoid Johnny at the door.

“Oh, hey.” For some reason, everything was immediately extremely funny, and it was like trying to guide an elephant going estray, the way everything in you was trying not to burst out laughing.

“Sorry about the noise.”

“It’s fine.” You tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. “I was awake anyway. Migraine’s pretty much gone.” You gestured awkwardly to your head, reaching out to grab your phone now properly. “I think Taeyong’s ready to pick me up now.” You turned the screen on as you said this, as if you just read texts from him. In reality, your phone was dry and empty, the lockscreen of you and Taeyong making a heart at the beach last summer glaring back at you in the dark. “I’ll be out of your hair soon.”

“No trouble.” He walked into the room, door now fully open. You crossed your legs on the bed, not knowing what to say or how to act, not knowing why he was now silently looking over the dresser in the room to your left.

“I said your name.”

Your blood froze, body reacting before your brain. You sputtered, “I, uh, what?”

He opened his mouth to reply, now fully turned towards you, but you brought a finger to your own lips. “That’s okay. Don’t need to explain, Johnny. I, just, why would you say that?” The last part refused to remain a thought in your heard, instead spilling out of you in words drenched in emotional blender soup.

“You just said you don’t need an explanation.”

“Ugh, Johnny,” you rubbed your temples, not because of an incoming migraine, but in a more dramatic, single mom in a bad murder mystery novel kind of way. “You always do this. You know what I mean.”

When you looked up, his eyes were softer than you thought. He looked…vulnerable, and lost. He had the other end of that string that you held onto as you slipped deeper into the quicksand, standing there, looking like only one who could pull you out.

He walked closer to you, and your body did not move away. He got close enough to sit on the edge of the bed, slouched over, and you dragged your legs over to sit next to him. “I’m your fucking niece?” You laughed easily now, and you watched his body vibrate as his body copied yours. “It was the only thing I could think of in the moment, okay?” His smile made your body feel electric, like you could conquer anything in that moment. And for a moment, you surrendered to the notion that it was exactly 10 months ago, on the precipice of the moment it all fell apart.

Why did you break up with me? You wanted so desperately to say, your voice coarse from screaming it in your mind for hours every day. But instead, you answered his measured attempts to keep a light conversation.

“You had any migraine this bad in a while?”

“No.” you shook your head, now tucking your legs in underneath you to lean on the bedframe, his body turning to face you as you did. “Been seeing a new physician. She’s much better.”

“Oh yeah? Finally dumped Dr Misogyny?”

“Uh huh. I figured I didn’t need someone who kept trying to convince me I was overreacting and being hysterical.”

“Mmm. Good on you, sweetheart.” Even though you knew how easily Johnny threw endearing terms around, your stomach still flipped violently at his reply, and you gulped.

“Taeyong’s been good too. He’s sleeping a lot better. Not working too late anymore.”

“That’s good.” Johnny readjusted on the bed, inching closer towards you. “He works way too hard. As do you.”

“Johnny…” Your voice ever so slightly caught in your throat, and it was noticeable enough for him to catch. You mentally cursed, but that’s when something in you went fuck it, and you went in straight for the kill.

“Why did you leave me…us?” Your voice shook, no matter how strongly you willed it not too, and the last word came out like a forbidden whisper.

He looked directly into your eyes, as if he was relieved that you asked him, like he’d been holding onto the response for the past 10 months. “I…I regretted it every single day.”

“Then you should have fucking told me.” You sucked in a breath. “You could have said anything to me, and I would have come running. I trust you, I…I love you.” Every breath felt painful as you let your confession hang in the air dangerously. “You know that.”

“I know, _.”

Before you could even let yourself process the moment, you leant over and kissed him. The guilt throbbing in your gut exploded like a small fire as it catches on to grow endlessly large and overwhelming. He grabbed your body, lifting you to rest on his lap, your kisses growing feverish with heat.

When you pulled away, you opened your eyes to come to your senses. “N-no, we shouldn’t.”

“Stop that.” He whispered against the skin of your neck. “You know he wouldn’t care.”

“That’s the problem. We need to do this properly.”

“You know why we can’t do that.”

“I don’t, Johnny. I don’t know why we can’t.” You began to argue with him, but he shut you up by hoisting your upper body further and further up, biting and sucking the skin down the base of your neck, collarbone, and between your breasts. Your arms latched onto his muscular shoulders as you rocked naturally on his lap. “God, fuck you, Johnny.” He chuckled against your clothed torso.

“Give me a second.” He pushed you gently backwards, rising up on his knees to let you watch as he pulled his shirt off with one hand. He fell on top of you in one fell swoop, kissing you between the cages of his muscular arms. His body rolled onto yours, making you gasp. “Johnny, I-“

“I know. Just let me. Okay?”

Hello Everyone!!!! The series is going to start from next week. Surprise!!!! But I won’t be posting it on tumblr, I’ll be uploading it on Wattpad. Anyways I’m so excited to start this series honestly 🤭

It’s ot7 X reader…previously I was confused to go with only hyung line or all of them but then ended up with the later one💁‍♀️ coz I love Yandere and toxic and evil Enha 💋

can anybody else hear it calling or is it just me and these wayv dudes

FRIENDS!? Chapter 21

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Series ML

Pairing: poly!ateez × f!reader (An ATEEZ Office AU)

Genre: Mature, Angst, Yandere

Warning: mention of memories (nothing much just go with the flow).

W.C: 3k Network: @k-vanity

[Reblogs and Reviews are always appreciated. Thank you for reading and have a nice day ahead. Please always take care of yourself everyone.]

Hello, Can we be friends please?

Yeosang was sitting on the chair by the window pane and you stood just a few feet away from him, leaning against the desk and both of you staring at the wide view of the city.

"Just ask already, y/n." He didn't take his eyes off from the view, earlier he slid the windows open to let the room filled with fresh air instead of the air conditioner. He hummed a tune and you already know the melody, a little smile appeared on your face. He used to sing this song back in the school days when you both used to spend time at the rooftop.

"Yeosang..." you began, keeping your eyes on him, admiring his beauty. The same young and fresh look on his features, you didn't fight the urge to pat his soft brown hairs when he looked at you. "How are you? What happened?"

"What do you mean?"

"Yeo...I have seen you keeping quiet these days and ignoring me every time I met your eyes. Please tell me what is going on." You asked him softly.

He averted his gaze back to his front and closed his eyes in your touch, "nothing. I'm just tired."

"Please tell me the truth. I know already that you are hiding a lot of secrets from me. And I won't pressure you to tell me everything but at least if you are having any problem, do let me know. I'm sure I can be of some help." You said.

He locked his lips, thinking the reply to give you. His thoughts are all filled with you and you are the only reason for his disturbed state then how come he let you know about this. How do you be able to help him.

"Trust me, it's nothing, y/n."

You shook your head, "I can't. If it was someone else I would have trusted them but I know you. You are always so clingy to me. Gossiping with me and you stay in my cabin the whole time then how can I think of your sudden change in behavior normal?"

Your words straight away hit his heart. You care for him. Thinking about him and that's why, you are now standing beside him in his cabin. Your touch to which he was leaning on, he missed your presence so much. Was he too selfish for what he had done to you in the past?

"Doll..."

This name. He only calls you with this sweetness and this particular nickname whenever he is alone with you and honestly, you love this a lot. Why not? The pretty boy with the low voice and a sweet name calling out for you. It's feels really different.

"Will you ever forgive for what I have done?" He asked and turned his head to meet your gaze. Standing up in the way, taking your hands in his, caressing them softly when he placed a kiss on your knuckles, meeting your gaze.

you smiled at his gestures, "and what have you done?" tilting your head to the side, you blinked, "and the answer is already known by you. you yourself is in doubt whether I will forgive or not. so you think that I may not forget you as well."

"it's complicated, y/n...I know what I did was wrong."

"if my forgiveness can resolve everything and if it's what keeping you away from me. then I forgive you, Yeosang. I really do. I don't want to hear what you did but I'll forgive you everytime." you said slowly.

he hugged you in a quick move, resting his head against on your shoulder, closing his eyes and inhaling your sweet scent, his lips murmuring a quiet apology. the moment was too intimate and soft at the same time, you patted his back, not knowing exactly why he was behaving like that.

"i'm sorry, y/n. trust me, I wont harm you ever again. a single scratch on you and i'll rip apart everyone. " you felt his tears against your skin, it did surprise you a little.

"Yeosang, don't cry. hey...no one is going to harm me."

"But I did, y/n. I hurt you." he pulled his head back from your shoulder to meet your eyes, his glistening gaze meeting your forgiving orbs, cupping your face, "I was selfish. you know...I scared you. I wanted you to myself but I scared you away from me more."

what is he saying?

he continued, "I wanted you to be only mine. you should have only accepted me in your life. I couldn't stand the fact that Yunho was the one who proposed you and it angered me so much. please, y/n...I hurt you so much. there's nothing I can do to make changes in the past."

"but yeo, we can change the future. let's forget it. I really don't want to remember the past. I want to live my future with all of you. with you. you realize your fault so there's nothing to worry about."

"are you sure, doll."

"yes. it's because I love you. the trust I am keeping on you because of this so please protect it with yours."

he pressed his lips on yours, both of you closing your eyes, embracing the moment and a relief in both the hearts that the resolution and the ache is fading away, you need to be in a solace and he is ready to offer it, "I promise I'll protect you, my doll."

pressing a longing kiss on your temple, he again pulled you in his embrace, "I love you so much, y/n."

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The afternoon sun was radiant, painting the city in hues of gold and amber, casting long, gentle shadows on the pavement. The warmth of the sunlight filtered through the trees lining the street, dappling the ground beneath your feet in a soft, dancing pattern. The air felt fresh and lively, as if the city itself was basking in the glow of the perfect afternoon. It wasn't too hot, just the right amount of warmth that felt comforting against your skin.

the surprise did get revealed. it was a date. a casual one. he pointed out that he wants to stroll around the city with you, hands in hands and lost in the moment with both of you conversing about every thing your heart yearn for. Wooyoung is not a place of comfort or a lover, he is a friend who can be anything for you. 

the moment your eyes met, he signalled you to stand in your position and he jogged across the street to buy an ice-cream for you. he knows how to give love and whenever you extend your arms to him, like a child he runs to you and both of you love the intimacy even if its just two of you cuddling inside the comforter and staring at the city view.

what must have happened?

you wish everyday that the past should not affect your present with them. the moments shared among you all is such a confounding one for you. it's just you want to pause the moment how it is this time. you glanced at him. was he bad? were you hurt by him? or any of them? 

if remembering the past will make you apart then you will try to not think about it. you should never recall all those forgotten memories. you will just believe that those are just nightmares and to be safe from them, you will run to one of them and close your eyes because you are safe with them.

no past can haunt you ever.

Wooyoung and  you strolled down a quiet street in the heart of the city. The towering buildings around you reflected the sunlight in a brilliant display, their windows shimmering like tiny mirrors. People passed by, some in a rush to get somewhere, others leisurely enjoying their day just like you both. The street was alive with the hum of life, but it wasn't overwhelming. It felt like the city was awake, but at ease, in no rush to hurry the day along.

just the way you wanted to be alone with Wooyoung.

Wooyoung walked close beside you, his hands casually tucked into the pockets of his light denim jacket. His face was soft in the sunlight, his features relaxed in a way that felt different from when you usually saw him under the lights of the office building. His eyes sparkled with a playful warmth, and his smile came easily, like he was savoring every bit of this quiet moment.

his eyes were admiring the way you were enjoying your ice-cream.

"It's such a perfect day for this," he said, turning to glance at you with that familiar grin, his voice light and easy.

you smiled back at him, taking in the scene around you. "Yeah, it's like the city's decided to take a break for once. Everything feels so... calm."

but y/n...soon it's going to be a chaos.

He laughed softly, the sound bright and contagious. "That's rare, isn't it? Especially here." He looked around, taking in the busy streets that somehow felt a little quieter under the soft afternoon light. "I think it's because the sun makes everything seem softer for you."

you chuckled at him, holding his hand again after throwing the tissue when you finished it and wiped the lips and fingers.

you continued to walk, the sound of your shoes gently tapping against the sidewalk blending with the ambient noises of the city. Every now and then, he'd point something out — a small flower peeking through a crack in the pavement, a street artist painting on a large canvas near the side of the road, or the vibrant colors of a mural on the side of a café wall. Wooyoung had a way of noticing things, even the smallest details, and pointing them out with a childlike wonder that made me see the city in a new light.

At one point, you passed a small group of kids playing with a soccer ball in the middle of the street, their laughter ringing out as they ran around, their cheeks flushed from the fun. Wooyoung paused, watching them for a moment, a soft smile tugging at his lips. "That was me as a kid," he said with a chuckle. "Always running around, causing chaos. I miss being able to just run like that without a care in the world. you used to watch me during breaks and after the departure from school and everyday you used to tell me that one day i would get myself in trouble."

I laughed. "You still cause chaos, just in a different way now."

He gasped in mock offense, placing a hand dramatically over his heart. "I'm deeply wounded. I'm a model of calm and responsibility. a perfect boyfriend you deserve."

I raised an eyebrow, trying and failing to hide my smile. "Sure you are. I still wonder how I accepted you back then."

"it's because we loved each other."

you nodded, "so why did you love me?" you stare at him, his hold tightens when you asked him. he looked around every where just to not meet your eyes but in the end he gave into your presence. his longing gaze met with your anticipating eyes. his thought quickly flashed him the scenes how you used to look at him in the same way back then. just the latter parts ae the ones he wants to erase from all the memories, moreover from yours.

"because you were the one with purity and innocent." he said.

"and about you. you must have been the same because I always loved you around. to spend time with you and feeling like the one whom i need when everyone will misunderstand me but he will stand there by my side, holding my hands and guide me out of the chaos."

"y/n, I have always said that I will do anything for you. and I mean it...just say what you want I'll bring it to you. just love me always like I do." he turned you to face him, holding your shoulders and peering down at you. the street was leading to alley way and beyond that will be the highway where his bike is.  "i love you, y/n. please stay with me."

you grabbed the collar of his denim jacket, same as yours. you both were twinning the denim outfits. you smiled and brought his face closer to yours, "I'm not leaving you anytime. you are stuck with me."

his thumb brushed over your lips, "and I would love that."

"kiss me, Woo."

after a second of staring, he gave in to you, pressing down on your lips and holding your neck and lower back to pull you closer. the kiss felt like the first one you both shared. 

parting from you, he rested his forehead on you, "I want us to be like this forever."

"me too."

as if the moment really did pause for few seconds when you cupped his cheek and plants a kiss on his nose, "you enjoy to show me to others all the time because people might be staring at us." you smiled at him.

He burst into soft chuckles, the sound filling the space between you, making everything around feel a little lighter, a little more carefree. "Okay, maybe not all the time. But in moments like this," he glanced at you, his expression softening, "I try to."

you continued walking, moving past busy cafés where people sat outside sipping iced lattes and chatting animatedly. The air was filled with the scent of fresh coffee, mingling with the faint aroma of street food from a nearby vendor. you could hear the clatter of plates and the murmur of conversations, but none of it felt intrusive. It was just background noise, part of the city's rhythm.

As you approached a small square, a street musician caught Wooyoung's attention. He slowed down, his gaze fixed on the man playing a soft, melancholic melody on his guitar. The sound floated through the air, wrapping around you like a gentle embrace. Wooyoung stopped completely, his expression turning thoughtful, almost reverent.

"Music changes everything, doesn't it?" he said quietly, almost to himself. "It makes moments feel more alive."

you nodded, watching the way he seemed to immerse himself in the sound. "It's like it adds a layer of meaning to everything. Even something as simple as walking through the city."

He smiled faintly, his eyes distant for a moment as if he was somewhere else, lost in the music. "That's why I love it so much. It connects people, even strangers, in ways nothing else can. Sometimes I feel like I can say more with music than I ever could with words."

There was a pause, and you could feel the weight of his words hanging in the air. Wooyoung wasn't always so openly reflective, but in these quieter moments, when the world slowed down, he let himself be vulnerable, thoughtful.

"I get that," you said softly, not wanting to break the spell of the moment. "Music has a way of reaching places in you that you didn't even know were there."

He looked at you then, his gaze soft but intense, like he was seeing something deeper. "Yeah," he said quietly, "you get it."

We stood there for a while, listening to the musician's song as it filled the square. The city moved on around you, people coming and going, cars passing by in the distance, but in that small space, it felt like we were the only two people in the world.

Eventually, Wooyoung smiled and nudged you with his elbow. "Come on, let's keep walking. I want to see where this afternoon takes us. I want to click more pictures of yours."

oh! how you forgot the fact for a while. the moment you both stepped outside the office building. his camera's shutter didn't shut down.

you continued through the city, your steps unhurried, wandering down side streets and through small parks. As you walked, the conversation flowed easily between both. you talked about everything and nothing — childhood memories, favorite foods, random dreams you had the night before. The sun was beginning to tilt in the sky, casting long, golden shadows as it moved toward the horizon, but it still felt like the day was stretching out infinitely before us.

At one point, you came across a narrow, winding street that led to a small park hidden between a cluster of tall buildings. The trees were tall and full, their branches swaying gently in the breeze, casting dappled shadows on the grassy ground. Wooyoung spotted a wooden bench beneath a large oak tree and gestured toward it with a grin. "Let's sit for a bit. My legs need a break."

you made your way to the bench and sat down, the wood creaking slightly beneath us. Wooyoung stretched his arms out along the back of the bench, tilting his head up to gaze at the canopy of leaves above you. The sunlight filtered through the branches, casting soft golden beams across his face.

"This is perfect," he said with a contented sigh, closing his eyes for a moment as he leaned back. "I could stay here forever."

you smiled, glancing around at the peaceful surroundings. "It does feel like our own little world here."

He turned his head to look at you, his expression thoughtful again. "You know, I don't get to do this often. Just... sit, relax, and be. It's always go, go, go. And when I do get time off, it's never this peaceful."

you looked at him, sensing the weight of what he wasn't saying. "Does it ever feel like too much?"

He paused for a moment, thinking. "Sometimes. But I love what I do, you know?  But there are moments, like today, where I realize how much I miss just being able to exist without thinking about what comes next."

His words hung in the air, filled with a quiet honesty that made your chest tighten. "I'm glad we're here today, then," I said softly. "It's nice to just... be."

He smiled, his gaze warm and appreciative. "Yeah. It's really nice. Being with you makes it even better."

your heart swelled at his words, the sincerity in his voice making the moment feel even more special. you sat there in comfortable silence for a while, the world moving on around you both, but everything felt slower, more intentional. The sunlight continued to filter through the leaves, casting golden patterns on the ground, and the soft rustling of the breeze in the trees was the only sound besides our quiet breathing.

Eventually, Wooyoung leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees and turning his head to look at you again. "You know what I love about days like this?"

"What?" I asked, curious.

"That there's no pressure," he said simply. " We can just talk, laugh, walk, and it's enough. and to stay with you."

you smiled and nodded, feeling the same. "It's the little things, isn't it? The quiet moments."

"Exactly," he said with a soft smile. "It's the quiet moments that make the noise worth it."

but y/n, the time is ticking...

As the sun dipped lower in the sky, casting an orange-pink glow over the city, you stood up and continued your walk. The city was still alive, still buzzing with energy, but in that golden hour, it felt like it belonged to just the two of you. Hand in hand, you wandered through the streets, no destination in mind, just enjoying the rhythm of the afternoon that felt like it could last forever.

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