Morning, Morning! Thank You! Are You A University Student By Any Chance?

Morning, morning! Thank you! Are you a university student by any chance?

You're incredibly sweet. The idea of giving your whole self is an honor, and I feel the same. Though, I’ll take small steps toward it for now, but the thought is mutual.

And yes, that makes sense. I’ve seen different sides of you on your blog, though probably not all of them. Beneath the overall theme, I see you as the main complex character at the end of the day.

I’m sorry to hear about that; it’s not always easy to give so much effort. Unfortunately, I’m in Europe too, but if the day comes, we can definitely discuss it. Whether I come over or we meet halfway, we can make it easier for you.

Thank you for sharing that. I won’t push further since I don’t want to make you feel like you’re "airing your laundry" more than you’re comfortable with. I just hope you feel supported, regardless of your current stage. I don’t have a partner at the moment.

Aww, still feeling tired and a bit ruffled? Did you manage to take a breath before writing back? I’ve wrapped up work for the day and am about to head out for groceries. Do you want something?

fox

Yes why?, I am in school but an undergrad cause I dropped out at 16, my major right now is law but I'm thinking about changing it to psychology or social work with a minor in music production. Thankfully I don't have classes on Fridays, but I also do work on campus in the library. Don't have a set schedule yet though, it feels strange to not work full-time tbh

Yeah, I like to think I keep my more sane or romantic stuff here, my darling account is where I keep my spiral episodes lol

yeah, that relationship was a train wreck to put it simple he loved that my bpd made me obsessive but didn't want to deal with the abandonment issues that came with that.

But I'm okay with Europe I'm going to study abroad for a week in March over in the UK in London, I think.

You're welcome I like to be as open as I can with others, and yeah, I apricate that and yeah, I feel decently supported. I wish I had more of some things but I'm not a greedy person.

Yeah, I was still half asleep, I like to think for the first hour of me being up my brain isn't on and I didn't breathe your question was the first notification on my phone thankfully. Enjoy the store trip and I'm good I think I'm going to spend the morning having a smoke and working on stuff for midterms.

I feel as if I am still an addict, I just replaced one thing for another, a bottle for a blade, I'm not depressed just need to feel a rush, to feel alive or have some sense of meaning.

I should not have to debate with myself over whether the rush is worth the anger I shall receive.

Dear, I may be losing it I wish you were here. You may make me feel alive again I haven't felt that rush of being truly alive and happy in years. I think my butterflies have become moths yearning for some sense of light in my life.

Song, Allen Ginsberg

me? a stalker? darling, I'm offended that you'd even suggest such a thing

sure, I might constantly watch all of your social medias to see when you're online and what you're posting... and I might occasionally track your location to see where you are... but that's only to keep you safe, of course

don't you see? I'm hardly a stalker, you silly thing. you just need my eyes on you at all times for your protection <3