
LITG fanfic writer | Brown girl | US mid-westerner who says soda instead of pop | she/her/hers on ao3/wattpad: christy_sparkle
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Pass The Happy! When You Receive This List 5 Things That Make You Happy And Send This To 10 Of The Last
Pass the happy! When you receive this list 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications 😙✨
Thank you anonymous, this made me smile. You asked for five things that make me happy, but it made me happy to list things that made me happy 😆 So you get ten of them instead. In no particular order.
🥰 Receiving comments on my fics 🍫 Cadbury Eggs 🍂 Fall leaves crunching underfoot 🦄 My bestie/beta reader Sam/ThroughTheJunoBush 🎶 When my favorite musicians drop new music 🖤 Painting my nails black ✨ Sparkly eye shadow ✍️ LITG FF Discord 🤏 Shoulder massages 👖 When Pandora plays Sugar, We're Going Down
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Someone send me the instructions. I'll never have to pay an electric bill again.

The eternal struggle.
I want to read a fic exacly like my most beloved favorite fics but also NEW and DIFFERENT. but also the same.
Yes that would be amazing! But I would pay MORE gems to be able to loudly proclaim that I will not be chatting with him, now or ever. I want a real villain's monologue of a public takedown, so there is no room for ambiguity. WARNING: if you're into Suresh, this will harsh your buzz 😂 Like what you like. But just know I'm about to dramatically go off. Really, I'm only half mad. The other half of me just enjoys ranting.
"No, Suresh. I will not go off for a private chat with you. No, I won't sit and listen to you neg me about how boring I am without you. Your feelings about me are not my problem anymore. You created this divide. It is permanent and you will have to live with that. I have heard your apologies. I do not accept them. I will never accept them. I don't want you. You will never convince me to want you. Because I will never trust you again. That is not a challenge, that is a promise. I will never, ever trust you again.
You say that you've changed, while continuing to behave like an entitled, selfish jerk. So I do not believe you. Your words are lies and your behavior speaks the truth. You have come here to absolutely ruin any chances I had of meeting someone new by keeping me buried in the debris of a relationship I already climbed out of.
I appreciate what we had when it was good. But that is done. Grow up and move on, as I've told you to do numerous times here. Closure is just a fancy word for accepting that a relationship is over. You already know my reasons for ending things, so I cannot give you any more than that. You have to find closure on your own and stop trying to make it my problem. I found my closure already, so I don't need yours."
**MC walks away with her head held high. Packs her shit and leaves all these godforsaken, horrible people behind, meets someone new on the plane ride home and ends up in a happy, healthy relationship built on real feelings and communication and lives happily ever after, while Suresh cries into his Gucci shoes or whatever, because he's a spoiled man baby who didn't get what he wanted.
I would pay gems to just walk away from a conversation with Suresh. Without saying anything, just getting up and leaving while he is talking. Wouldn't that be amazing?
This quote is literally why I wrote my Jakub fic, This is a Cry for Help. I was DMing Sam/ThroughTheJunoBush and we were talking about a recoupling I was working on for in The Sun in My Eyes. Sam said it would be interesting if Jakub picked Lili and I said, "Oh my god, wouldn't it be funny if Lili pulled an Olivia and became the fuckboy whisperer, and in few days Jakub became a total whipped puppy dog for her?" I could practically hear Sam's evil grin through the computer monitor.
"That's hilarious. You should do that."
And I did. Because UK Love Island S3 is the gift that keeps on giving.
MC

YAY glad you reblogged!
💖 What do you like most about your own writing?
🏅 What is something you recently felt proud of in regard to your writing (finished a fic, actually planned for once, etc).
Haha, I had no idea I had to post the thing to get questions. I'm HOPELESS on Tumblr 😆
💖 Hmm, I don't know. I like the raw inner pain of my characters and the fact that I often make myself cry when I'm writing and even when re-reading emotional scenes.
🏅Ha, I really liked the cover I made for my Bill fic with the mayo 😁But really it's this: I've recently had a couple of people tell me that my work (specifically The Sun in My Eyes) inspired them to write their own fics. When I tell you that I cried, I'm not being hyperbolic. I straight up bawled. I've never been more proud of anything I've done.