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Its Hitting Again

It’s hitting again

The grief of realizing I will likely never hear from my beloved again…

It’s been 18 months since she was last online. None of our friend group have heard from from, confirmed by several asking me if I’d heard from her.

I don’t know what happened. I don’t understand. I’m left with only my thoughts of the worst.

Try as I might to hold out hope, I’m slipping into the stage of acceptance that what was has slipped away so abruptly. It doesn’t make the mourning any easier…

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(I fear it is because of me she was taken away. that her family found out about us and that’s why she hasn’t been online) or worse (I do not rule out the pandemic as a possibility) (we live 13 hrs apart. two worlds and an ocean away) (online dated for 2 years) (I miss her more than what my own chronic illnesses took from me) mun whines sad tw online dating
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