I Did Not Know That This Was Part Of A Larger Series Of Green Comics About Being Trans. But, Ya Know,

I did not know that this was part of a larger series of green comics about being trans. But, ya know, that makes sense now. Glad all the green people get to be green! 💚

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I've been putting off updating my portfolio for some reason. I'm proud of my work but I guess I'm scared that if I posted it, nobody would care. I'm gonna take the risk. The next few days will have posts going up to show off the fiber art that I did in 2023!

Ok but it's always The Bends by Radiohead. I'm not even a big Radiohead fan. Like their other stuff is really good, but it doesn't hit for me personally. But The Bends man... Every time I'm getting depressed I feel an uncontrollable urge to listen to this album all the way through and I always feel better afterwards. A couple days ago I was starting to spiral cause my best friend and roommate is moving out in three weeks and I carnally needed to listen to this album and draw him. Like I had other shit to do and I didn't want to listen to it and I didn't want to draw. But I had to. So I did.

Problem was, I felt done with the drawing before the album had finished. I forced myself to put down the headphones and move on with my day. Here I am today, gently dipping into another spiral about the same damn thing and "Bullet Proof ...I Wish I Was" gets stuck in my head and it's just that one part that's like "bullet proooOOOOOOOOOoooOOOOOoOOOOOOOoOooooofffff" over and over and over in my head. Well, I open up my laptop and want do I fucking see??? That was the track I stopped on and I stopped right after that part of the song. It's like my body knew I wasn't done with those emotions and forced me to get back into it so I could finish properly.

Thank you, Radiohead for this one album that consistently gets me through it. And thank you unnamed high school art teacher for introducing me to this album.

When I'm listening to The Bends album that's a red flag tbh. It's a good album for when you can't feel and no other circumstances imo.

I forgot how tired I am when I'm sleepy

It delights me to know that other people have this beautiful tool as well. Something you need to be aware of if you don't have this hammer: when you shake it, all the little tools nesting within jingle!

I recently found my “gold” hammer after misplacing it. It’s my favorite tool ever because it looks like a regular hammer trying to be fancy,

but then you twist both halves and unscrew it to find a flat-head screwdriver in the middle.

BUT, if you twist the very end and unscrew that

you find a phillips screwdriver.

BUT DON’T THINK THAT’S ALL THERE IS! THERE’S MORE!! unscrew the very end again to find a smaller flat-head screwdriver!

BUT THAT’S STILL NOT THE END!!

unscrew the end of this screwdriver to find a final, teeny tiny, flat-head screwdriver

look at how cute it is!

it’s like a matryoshka doll of tools.

I'm 22 rn and it stopped about 8 months ago when I got diagnosed with ADHD and finally got good medicine. It hurts. My younger self would be ashamed I made it this long. But I just have to smile and hold her close as she hits me. She hasn't looked up quite yet. She doesn't know how beautiful the trees are against the sky.

the mountain goats make music for people who spent their entire lives convinced they would die before they were 17 except now they're 26 and they have a job and friends and hobbies and they're not sure what they're meant to do now that they've survived