Bottled Up In Side,

Bottled up in side,

Are the words i never said,

The feeling that i hide,

The lines you never read.

You can see it in my eyes,

Read it on my face;

Trapped inside of all those lies,

Of the pasted i can never replace.

With memories that linger,

Dont seem to go away,

Why can't i block out the past and be happy?

Today's a brand new day.. Yesterdays are over,

Even though i can still feel the pain..

Nothing last forever,

So i must cherish what i have now.

Dont take my love for granted,

The hurt i feel

Won't disappear over night. Please don't be sad when I'm no longer in sight. I can no longer fight. I love you more than I love my self.

The betrayal Chapter 2

Bowser x female reader

The air grew hotter the closer we got closer to bowsers castle. Y/n sat there sweating in her overalls "when we get to the castle I'll have Kamek get you some clothes and get you a bath ready" Bowsers deep voice made y/n jump she looked up at him "why?" She asked, "Easy can't have my guest get rashes because of sweat" Bowser said proudly Y/n nodded. As Bowser walked over the bridge above the lava he gently tilted the cage and y/n plopped into his crawled hand, once he made sure she was out he placed her on his left shoulder he threw the cage into the lava. Y/n sat there on his shoulder before grabbing his horn "If ya wanted to hold me so bad why did you bring the cage?!" Y/n angrily asked the giant koopa. Bowser just chuckled before moving his eye to look at her "you really think peach was going to let me touch her much less hold her? Plus it was easier to do" Bowser shrugged. Soon Bowser walked into his throne room, he sent his troops off to their normal duties. Bowser gently cupped his hand around y/ns waist and pulled her off his shoulder and gently placed her in front of him. "Kamek!" Bowser yelled as he sat down on his throne soon a magikoopa in a blue robe came flying into the room. "Yes your majesty" Kamek bowed. Bowser pointed down at at y/n Kamek followed the point before his eyes looked on the woman, he recognized her she usually hung out with the plumbers. "Y/n is going to be living here from now on. Get her some clothes and a room ready and tonight she'll have supper with me and my children" Bowser said. Kamek nodded before flying down to y/ns level "Dear may I measure you?" Kamek asked y/n slowly nodded Kamek quickly started to get y/ns measurements. "Your clothes and room will be done soon let's get you in the bath" Kamek said before him and y/n poofed off to the bathroom. "Ok into the bath with you!" Kamek sang as he flicked his wand and water filled the large pool sized tub. 'please don't tell me he'll be in here while I get in the bath..' y/n thought to her self as she watched the magikoopa hang a towel on the rack. "Nonsense dear I will leave and only return when you call me when your done so I can give you your clothes" Kamek smiled making y/n jump and stare at him "y-you can read minds?!" Y/n asked making Kamek chuckle "Yes dear! Now I'm off to get your room and clothes ready. Just say my name and I'll come back with your clothes for tonight" Kamek said before bowing then poofing off. Y/n just let out a sign before getting ready for the bath.

After the bath~

Y/n was wrapped up in the large towel Kamek left for her after she dried herself off. Y/n made sure the towel was wrapped all around her before yelling "Kamek!" A second later Kamek poofed in front of her with a folded clothes with shoes and jewelry in his hands "Heres tonights outfit once you've gotten dressed a shyguy will walk you down to the dining room and someone will come for your dirty clothes so just leave them" Kamek said with a smile then handing y/n the clothes before poofing off again. Y/n quickly got into everything she was given because she didn't want Bowser to get angry if she made him wait for to long. Once y/n was fully dressed she looked at her self in the giant mirror "wow this is amazing.." she said as she twisted her body to look at her self. She quickly snapped out of her shocked state and walked over to the door and opened it making the shyguy by the door jump "oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to frighten you!" Y/n apologized to the shyguy who just shock his head. He grabbed y/ns hand and quickly started walking dragging y/n along with him. Once they got down the stairs y/n could see Bowser growling at some smaller koopas but stopped as y/n and shyguy got closer to them shyguy let y/ns hand go before bowing and running off.

(Drawing is mine background isn't)

Bowser froze for a second before smiling "you look lovely this evening shall we head to supper now my children are excited to see you again" Bowser said as he leaned down gently grasped y/ns small hand and brought it to his snap and kissed the back of her hand. "Bowser before we go in why did you want me for a peace treaty?" Y/n asked the koopa king "you'll see" Bowser said as he opened the dining room doors.

Hugging them for the first time pt4

Ignihyde & Diasomnia

Y/n has been at NRC for a while and she's never hugged anyone (besides grim) until today. Y/n took in a deep breath before walking out the door of the ramshackle dorm with grim on her shoulder.

Idia Shroud: Instant blue screen and pink hair. His mind will race between what's happening?, She's hugging me!!, Did I forget a special day?, and Why would she want to hug me? He won’t hug back unless ortho comes in and tells him to hug back and ortho takes a picture of y/n and Idia hugging. Once y/n leaves Idia has a huge smile on his face as he collapses onto his bed letting out the breath he didn’t know he was holding.

Lilia Vanrouge: Just hold your arms out when you see him and he’ll gladly accept. Y/n saw Lilia when she was leaving history “Lilia!” Y/n called out Lilia looked up from his DS (he’s a gamer you can’t tell me he has a ds or a switch) to see y/n told her arms out making him chuckle before disappearing then reappearing in front of her before wrapping his arms around her before they were both floating upside down in the air y/n was giggling as she held onto his small form. He may be small but remember he was a general and he is a fae. Once the hug was over he smiled as he watched y/n walk off humans never stop surprising him.

Silver Vanrouge: (ik just let me have this one!) He was found walking towards a tree probably where he can most likely always be found when he sleeps. Y/n quickly caught up with silver, “hey silver heading to your normal nap stop?” y/n asked silver nodded “yawn* yeah.. Is something wrong?” silver asked yawning y/n just shock her head before they stopped under the tree before silver could say anything else y/n hugged him making him chuckle before hugging her back “ your so warm” silver yawned as he fell asleep standing in her arms but y/n was ready and slowly placed him down on the ground.

Malleus Draconia: HUG!THIS!MAN! (you know Astarion from bg3 think about his hug) He was excited to see his child of man like he always is on their nightly walks. Before he could even say hello y/n smiled and wrapped her arms tightly around his waist he froze up before slowly wrapping his arms around y/ns puddy from. He needed this hug and y/n was happy to give it.They stood there for awhile by the time mallues had released y/n he realized she had fallen asleep. Mallues picked y/n up and teleported to the ramshack before gently placing her down on her bed “thank you child of man” mallues whispered before leaving (should i do the staff?)

will you miss me when I'm gone?

(I do this alot I will stop when my friends aren't looking to see if they'll notice I'm missing.. I don't mean to it's just a habit I've always done for some reason)

Y/n walked quietly with her group of friends everyone talking and yelling over each other y/n thought it was funny. Then y/n had an idea she wanted to see if they would notice if she wasn't there. She was in-between everyone but she some how was able to sneak out of the group she stopped to pretend to fix her shoe as her friends walked ahead. Y/n looked down she figured as much even back home her friends didn't notice she was gone. Y/n stood back up and dusted her self off before almost jumping out of her skin when she felt a large arm wrap around her waist and picked her up. She looked up and saw Jack was the one holding her on his hip like a sack of potatoes. "You ain't getting left behind plus everyone is waiting on you anyway" jack said pointing ahead of them. Y/n looked and saw everyone stopped and was waiting. Y/n smiled and laughed slightly "why did you stop?" Deuce asked as they got closer "I had to fix my shoe" y/n replied as jack put her down. "SILLY HUMAN WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY ANYTHING THEN?" Sebek yelled/ asked. Y/n shrugged "I don't know" she replied making Ace punch her in arm "Ow! What the heck Ace!" Y/n growled as she rubbed her arm "Tell us next time stupid!" He huffed y/n punched him back making him yelp. Epel just shook his head before grabbing y/ns hand "Come on I finally got a weekend away from Vil let's hurry to your dorm so we can start the sleep over!" Epel said pulling y/n with him "Hey!" Everyone yelled running after Epel as he dragged y/n to her dorm. Y/n laughed *why did I ever doubt them?* She thought to herself as they arrived at her dorm. "I'm happy I have friends like y'all" y/n said out loud as the rest of her friends caught up to her and Epel everyone smiled and hugged her "We're happy to have you as a friend too!" Everyone replied as they hugged for a second in silence

"Y/N IM TIRED!" Grim whined making everyone groan y/n just laughed.

Bowser x reader pt2 meeting Bowser

Soon the clown car came to a stop and Junior looked down and smiled at me "Don't move I'ma get my papa!" Junior said cheerfully as he jumped out of the clown car disappearing from my view. "PAPA!" I heard Junior yell "JUNIOR!!!" a load voice roared I froze 'this isn't real this isn't real this is a dream.. come on y/n wake up!' I thought to my self as I closed my eyes as the ground began to shake.

Bowser quickly ran to his small son he gently scooped his son up into his large hands and gently held him close to his snout. "Boy where have you been?! You've been missing all day!" Bowser growled as he pulled his son way from him to look at him. "Sorry Papa.. it's just I wanted to find you a perfect birthday present and I did!"Junior said happily as he jumped down from his father's hands and quickly ran to his clown car. "She was very nice to me, she's really pretty too and she knows my name!" Junior said with a smile "She?" Bowser asked as he walked closer to his son's clown car, Junior smiled as he tipped his clown are and a young pudgy woman rolled out and landed right in front of Bowser. Y/n looked up and her e/c eyes locked on Bowser glowing lava red eyes. Bowser had to admit she was pretty/cute. All the koopa guards ran over and pointed their weapons at y/n making her freeze up as she looked around in fear Junior growled and ran and hugged her back "Don't hurt her!" He growled as he shot a small fire ball at one of the guards. "LOWER YOUR WEAPONS!" Bowser growled making all the guards jump before they lowered their weapons for their king. Bowser leaned down and stuck out his large hand to y/n "I apologize miss." Bowser said gently y/n slowly grabbed a hold of his first finger as Bowser pulled her up to her feet. Junior smiled as he stayed on her back. "See papa I told you she's pretty!" Junior said with a smiled as he rubbed his cheek against hers. "Yes Junior you're right" Bowser said with a smile y/n blushed and smiled back "thank you King Bowser" y/n said. Bowser was shocked she was polite to him not begging to be let go or calling him a monster plus junior seemed to like her and she didn't seemed bothered that he was on her back and she never took her hand out of his. Bowser was definitely keeping her. "I've never seen you before where did you come from?" Bowser asked the young woman. "I don't know how to really explain this but I'm from another universe where I come from y'all are from a video game. The last thing I remember was falling asleep in my chair then waking up here.." y/n said as junior climbed off her. "You can stay here with us until we find you a way home." Bowser said without a thought. Y/n looked surprised "you would allow a complete stranger stay with you?" Y/n asked "Yes, a young woman like yourself doesn't need to be all alone in the woods, something could get you and I could never forgive me self if that happened." Bowser said as his eyebrows frowned. 'King Bowser is asking and not forcing me to do anything.. huh.. This might just be a trick for my to stay with him but he does have a point I don't want to be alone in a place I've never been..' y/n thought to herself "Ok as long as your ok with me staying with you." Y/n responded Bowser smiled and gently cupped both of her hands "Wonderful!!!" Bowser cheered as he brought y/n closer to him junior cheered as well. Bowser is 10ft 2 ins this koopa is very tall just one of his hands could hold y/n perfectly. "Kamek!!" Bowser yelled soon the wizard came flying into the room "Yes your highness" Kamek bowed before locking his eyes on the human woman in his Majesty's arms "We have a guest please go set up a comfortable room for her" Bowser said happily. Kamek was surprised but didn't complain his Majesty was happy and he swears if his eyes could they would be hearts they would be. "Yes your majesty." Kamek bowed before disappearing. Bowser gently picked up y/n and placed her on his shoulder then picked up junior "Come I'll show you are the castle so you don't get lost!" Bowser said as he started to walk deeper into the castle

A hour later~

Bowser was done showing y/n around the castle it was late now junior was sent to bed little bit ago. Kamek came to tell Bowser to tell him her room was done. Kamek lead Bowser and his guest to the guest room.

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"Here is your room miss, you also have a closet and your own bathing room as well" Kamek said bowing "this is gorgeous Thank you Mr Kamek!" Y/n said in excitement. Kamek was surprised he wasn't used to humans saying thank you to him, Bowser smiled before dismissing Kamek. Kamek bowed before zooming off on his broom "it's late in the morning we'll share breakfast. Have a good night miss y/n" Bowser said as y/n looked up at him "good night king Bowser thank you again" y/n said with a tired smiled Bowser nodded before closing the door y/n kicked off her fuzzy slippers and hopped into the bed and it felt like heaven her eyes grew heavy before she passed out.

Bowser smiled to himself as he walked to his own chambers he was definitely keeping the young woman.

we're here for you Y/n

Y/n shock her head as she walked down the hall between Jack and Deuce watching Grim and Ace yell at each other about who knows what." Can you two just shut up?!" Deuce huffed "oh go cry me a river Deuce" Ace huffed back "He's just hangry." Grim chuckled Ace nodded then they both looked at Deuce "is the baby hangry?" Grim and Ace asked in baby voices "that's it I'ma kill them" Deuce said as he popped his knuckles and started to run at them making Grim and Ace scream and run away from him "GET BACK HERE!" Deuce growled "Y/N HELP!" Grim and Ace cried. Y/n laughed at the sight of this Jack just smirked and shook his head. "Let's go after them to make sure they don't get in trouble" y/n said looking up at Jack. The wolf nodded at his small friend "knowing them it's bound to happen either way" he replied as they followed after their friends.

Soon they found their friends Epel and Sebek who joined them with finding the three trouble makers.

After finding Grim, Ace and Deuce the seven friends made their way to the cafeteria. As the seven of them got to the cafeteria they got their food and sat down at the table and started eating and talking. Y/n smiled at her friends when suddenly something cold and wet was poured on her head making her gasp Grim yelped as the cold wet substance poured on him as well. Everyone looked at y/n to see she had milk running down her hair and face. Y/n turned to see a boy and his group of friends she didn't know standing behind her with a empty mild carton in his hand.

“Pffft, look at her, so defenseless, she shouldn’t even be at this school!” The boy said harshly while throwing the empty carton at her. "Hey!" Y/n's friends growled standing up only to be held in to place by magic. "Look she can't even fight so she needs her friends to fight for her!" Another boy cackled as the others laughed.  One boy suddenly grabbed y/n by her tie and yanked her to him

"Look how pathetic you look. You’re not even considered to be human in my eyes! To me, you’re just trash. Go find a trash can and make yourself at home! Night Raven College is a place for prestigious mages. Not for some worthless humans who can’t use magic and defend themselves!"  He said as he threw y/n to the ground to which she landed on her arm which hurt like heck, with in seconds she was covered in the students lunches. Soon everyone in the cafeteria was either looking at her, laughing at her or recording her. Y/ns e/c (eye color) eyes soon started to fill up with tears. She got up and ran out of the cafeteria as fast as she could with tears falling from her eyes. "Y/N!" Her friends called out but she paid no mind to them she just ran as fast and as far as she could.

When y/n finally stopped to catch her breath she saw she was right outside of Ramshackle Dorm her dorm. She carefully whipped her tears away and went inside she hung her uniform out to dry as she took a long slow bath. When she was finished her got into her comfy clothes and hid under her bed hugging her pillow as she started to cry her heart out. Y/n slowly cried herself to sleep underneath her bed.

•Sometime later•

When Y/n came too she was being pulled out from underneath her bed. She was blinded by the light but once her version came back she was faced with everyone she ever knew

I mean everyone! Her group of best friends, the dorm-leaders, and even the seniors it was almost everyone she knew and called her friends. They were all gathered in her room standing around her, "Y/n! we finally found you!" Ace smiled as he, Deuce, Epel, Jack, Sebek and Grim hugged her. Y/n was surprised, too sleepy mixed with shock to even register what had happened but she held them the best she could. (Y/n had just been dragged out from her sleeping spot she needs a minute to wake up) All seven of them held on to y/n like their life depended on it. "We couldn't find you anywhere and the first years who messed with you were nowhere to be found. So, we came looking for you and your dorm was the only place we haven’t checked" Riddle said as he huffed. "we gathered everyone we knew to help us find you" Jack said looking up from y/ns arms. "Herbivore your arm!" Leona said making everyone look at y/ns left arm which was a ugly blueish purple. Ace, Deuce, Epel, Jack, Sebek and Grim pulled away from her. Azul gently grabbed her arm only for her to yelp and yank her arm back only her to see her hand was limp. How did she not notice her broken wrist before now?! Y/n started to feel the pain in her wrist now. "We need to get you to the infirmary!" Azul said. With out any objection y/n was picked up by Flyod and was taken to the infirmary.

As y/n sat in the infirmary bed her all of her friends. Y/ns arm wrist was broken but her arm was badly bruised. "Y/n.. you do know what they said isn't true right?" Deuce asked looking at his sad friend. "that's where your wrong.." y/n started everyone looked at the small girl "what they said was true," y/n lifted her head to let everyone see her e/c tear filled eyes. “I am just a human, I don’t possess any magic powers and yet here I am in this school for magicians. Not only that, but I am also the dorm leader for this dorm and I have been made a prefect! Isn’t that unfair to everyone else?” Y/n said out loud, letting everyone hear her. "I understand why they would have these kinds of thoughts. I understand why they hate me! No matter where I go I'll never be perfect I'll always be told I'm worthless, stupid and many other things! I'm not special! No matter what I'll always be the problem!" Y/n said as she cried.

Everyone was shocked. They have never seen this side of y/n. Heck, they never thought She would be capable of producing these types of thoughts. In their eyes, Y/n were always so cheerful, kind, fun, loving and thoughtful. Heck even when things got out of hand, She would remain calm and solve the problem to the best she could. To think someone this pure and precious to them would have such depressing and degrading thoughts is beyond them. Grim was hurt the most The poor fire breathing furball practically lived with y/n for so long and he didn’t even have a single clue of this side of her was scaring him. Grims ears dropped as he sniffed "y-your wrong.." he whispered. Y/n looked down at the cat in her lap before he looked up her with tears in his eyes " YOUR WRONG! You’re not the problem! It’s them!" grim yelled making everyone jump. "You were picked for a reason! You believed in me when when no one else would! You took care of me!" Grim cried. Everyone slowly caught on and spoke up “You assisted us with our dark sides, only you child of man could do that.” Malleus said, representing every dorm leader. “You had us working together during the Inter-High Magift Tournament.” Ruggie added as he smiled "you helped us become friends" Ace, Deuce, Epel, Jack, Sebek said as they gently hugged me again. Y/n smiled and looked at all her friends.

Soon when y/n got out of the infirmary everything started going back to normal

Mondays~ Riddle invited her to have tea with him and the others, Trey always asked for her help in the kitchen and she had a fun time with him while making sweets and desserts for everyone. Cater would whisk her away to either a selfie-session in the dorm’s gardens or a photoshoot in any new place that the he had found to be photogenic. Ace and Deuce would invite her to play croquet with them from time to time,

Tuesdays~ Leona would take y/n to his favorite sleeping spots to get her away from all the ruckus, Ruggie and y/n would prank everyone just for laughs, Jack would wake y/n up early in the morning to go jogging. Normally y/n would be on his back as he ran but sometimes she would run with him.

Wednesday's ~ Y/n would hang out with Azul in the VIP room. Help the twins out in the Mostro Lounge if they needed the extra hand. Jade would entrust you with drinks while he and Floyd went to prepare food. When Mostro Lounge closed its doors for the day, y/n would enjoy some tea with the three underwater mermen, or have pillow fights. Floyd and y/n pranks are a thing.

Thursday's~ Kalim would always have a big smile on his face when y/n comes to dine or party with him and Jamil. Kalim chases Jamil with a fake bug just to get him to run off holding y/n while screaming cuss words

Friday~ there is no way out y/n gets make overs every Friday night with the Pomefiore dorm. Normally when Vil isn't paying attention Epel would whisk y/n away to his room and teach her to on how to carve apples.

Rook takes everyone out for fancy ice cream.

Saturdays~ mini-gaming sessions at Ignihyde!

Idia vs y/n is like watching two siblings fight about who's going to win. Ortho sees y/n as his big sister who helps him and spoils him and his brother.

Sunday morning~ little walks with Diasomnia dorms. Malleus would sometimes accompany y/n on her walks. Lilia would make some tea for everyone. breaking up arguments between Silver and Sebek only to be trapped in hugs.

Sunday nights~ y/n and grim watch the stars.

Once y/n started getting better and back to their normal self everyone was happy.

Y/n is precious to them, she brings peace to them, she brought them together as a whole.

Everyone loved the shorty. What happened to the group of bully's well the boys finally found them after looking around. Everything they did to y/n was given back to them seven times harder then they were expelled.

(art came from Pinterest)