Public Nuisance Nr.1

Public Nuisance Nr.1

NO ONE COULD MAKE ME HATE TERUKO.

MY BABYYYYYYY 😭

So here's the thing, I didn't have any strong opinions on Teruko before this.

It's not like I didn't like her, she was a fun character, but as I've said before, I've struggled to become attached to any of the Hunting Dogs.

But after today's chapter???? I'm fucking devastated about her

What do you meeeaannn war was literally all she knew???

FIRST FEW MONTHS

She was a BABY! A literal BABY! They put a weapon in her hands before she knew anything else! She was taught to murder before anything else! She was a goddamn BABY!

And what did Fukuchi do?

Save her??? No, he gave her more of the fucking same, he just managed to convince her that being a Hunting Dog was somehow better. She was still a child soldier, a child experimented on, a child weapon.

It's no wonder she idolized him and went along with his dumb fucking plan, she WAS TWELVE

He was her hero, her savior, her father, her captain, the closet thing to family she probably ever had and he was using her for his plan, disregarding her feelings to spare Fukuzawa's (whose feelings he still managed to also fuck over).

And she still forgave him, she was willing to die to kill fyodor and was okay with it because she thought it would reunite her with Fukuchi.

And she STILL looked like this when she thought she saw him again.

SHE WAS A DAMN CHILD

I'm sobbing, Teruko, you deserved better than this. You deserved better than to be a weapon your whole life. You deserved better than what the Hunting Dogs did to you. You deserved better than fucking Fukuchi.

HAPPY FIRST EVER INTERNATIONAL AROMANTIC VISIBILITY DAY

Now that fyodor can't hurt aya, she can be the one to defeat him by annoying him untill he kills himself

This was WAY too good.

✿ 》 Will you talk to me again?

╰⧼ 🪻 note.. ⧽ ; I don't expect this to do well because its not smut but it'd be nice !! reblogs appreciated, support your creators :)

╰⧼ ☀️ features.. ⧽ ; @saelique angst collab!! dazai x gn!reader, WC ; 784

╰⧼ 🌙 contents.. ⧽ ; angst, reader isn't alive, letter from dazai. he's trying very hard to keep himself stable but it's not working™.

To my dearest ______ .

It's been a while, hasn't it? I hope you don't mind me writing to you like this, it's simply been too long. I'm sure you're still angry at me, so seeing you physically isn't my best interest right now! haha, I'm sorry. you know I'm just joking around, don't you? I'd love to see you in person. I'm sure you would've punched my arm if you heard me out loud right now, wouldn't you? I'm glad I'm spared of the bruises.

what does someone put in a letter? that's what I was asking myself before I even began writing. I decided that the best way to do something like this was to just write whatever I feel true as pen touches paper. I hope it makes sense to you, at the least. if I'm pouring my heart out on some paper only for it to be misunderstood, it feels like a waste, no?

though, i'd be lying if i said it wouldn't be rather cute to see you try to fathom what I mean. did you know you scrunch your nose like a bunny sometimes when you're reading? I'm sure you're doing that now too. you'll get wrinkles very at this rate ..

but anyway, I managed to prank kunikida the other day! you remember that hair dye trick I'd told you about? I managed to break into his apartment and swap out his shampoo, at last! he came into work the next day with black hair, it was hilarious, you should've been here! he was so angry with me. beat me black and blue!

oh, _____. I got a new heated blanket for our bed, you know? it took a while to save up for it, and I had to cut out some other necessities, sure. but it makes everything so much better! I hate cold beds, I'm sure you know that better then anyone. haha, back before we moved in together when I'd break into your apartment and crawl into bed with you. I'm sorry for the amount of locks I broke, but your place was so cozy!

... you know, it's been really hard without you here. I miss you so painfully, and I don't mean to call into the void without even an echo, but its killing me to pretend I'm fine about any of this. I'm not fine with this, how am I supposed to be? I wish it was just a bad dream.

I don't want to have to write letters to you anymore, ______. I don't want to have to buy heated blankets to try and stop my arms from aching for your warmth. I don't want you to be angry with me, I'm sorry I didn't apologise to you before you were gone. I shouldn't have been so stupid.

i had so many words on my mind that I was too afraid to say. maybe if I faced myself and told you 'I love you' it would've stopped you leaving.

have you met odasaku yet? has he told you any stories of his time? I wish I could hear your voice again. I wish you could answer my questions. even to hear you scoff at my stupidity again would heal me. I'm sorry I was annoying, I just wanted your attention. it stings knowing I'll never get it again.

I can't keep repeating to myself that you're not gone. I can't keep buying your perfume and pretending that you're in the next room over. your pillow doesn't smell like you anymore.

I wish I could apologise properly. I wish I could've stopped you from leaving the house that night. I wish I could kill myself to join you and yet I know we won't cross paths again in the afterlife. you were always too good for me, ______. i was nothing compared to you.

i picked up a homeless dog yesterday. you'd always wanted a puppy, I'm sorry I never let you bring one home. I named it after you. im trying to get used to them, I promise. if I couldn't save you, I'll save your name.

I'm sorry. if I continue writing, my throat will hurt more. its strange, isn't it? crying makes your throat sore. I forgot what it was like for a while, I remember laying in your arms wondering if I'd ever have a reason to cry again. now I can't seem to help myself.

keep your wings clean for me, white looks good on you. its a shame you couldn't wear the wedding attire i wished to see you in one day. you would've looked amazing.

I'll write again, missing you is the greatest honor.

sincerely, your osamu.

"giving chuuya a bj under his desk but you get interrupted and he gets embarassed!!" HOW ABOUT.. sucking him off, but he's using his ability to keep the door closed for intruders. that would have poor akutagawa banging on it. "chuuya-san??? are you there??" while he's just.. face covered by his hat, head tipped all to the back, moaning loudly and shamelessly.