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Colby Brock x Y/N

A/N: no hate to Amber. Also Y/Ns from Ireland

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Y/N had  just moved to LA after getting her visa approved. A very long and tiresome task mind you.

She was settling in quite nicely into her new apartment. She loved her neighbours, a tallish brunette that had the most beautiful ocean blue eyes and a slightly shorter blonde also with pretty blue eyes. Sam and Colby they had introduced themselves as. They said they had a YouTube channel and she had low-key been stalking said channel all week. She found what they did  fun and exciting

---------------TIME SKIP 6 MONTHS.-------------------

It had been 6 months of pure bliss for the young Irish lass. She often made videos with both her brother and his friends as well as Sam, Colby and their friends. She had made new friends with the people she had met through Sam and Colby. She and Colby had started dating 4 months ago and she was in love with the boy with ocean eyes and an infectious laugh.

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Colby and I were sat in the ofice area of his apartment editing a video for his personal channel before we went to a pizza night at Sam's later. Well he was editing I was sitting in a chair beside him watching.

Suddenly the front door burst open and we heard Kat and Stas call for us. We looked at eachother and got up to go see what our crazy friends wanted.

When we got to the front room we saw the two girls as well as a third girl I had never seen before.

I watched as Colby looked at the girl standing infrontbof him for a moment before his face lit up like a Christmas tree. I blinked confused all three seemed to know this girl, but I thought I had met all of their friends...

As Kat and Stas left to "Give us some time." As they put it. I turned and watched as Colby's face lit up and he practically lunged forward and engulfed the girl in a massive hug.

We  all went over to the couch and they started chatting.

aaaannnddd ttthhheeenn

proceeded to ignore me completely.

I blinked.

What the hell.

After about 5 minutes of being completely ignored i sighed softly and slipped out of the room and back to the ofice unnoticed by the love of my life.

I continued to edit and then upload the video so it would be on time for his fans to enjoy.

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TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!!!

2 Months, 8 whole weeks of everybody ignoring me.

It had taken a total of half an hour for the girl, I found out her name is Amber, to undo everything I had worked so hard to achieve. It took this women 30 minutes to undo the relationships I had worked 6 months on building.

She had turned them all on me.

She hated me and I didn't know why. After all I had never even seen this chick before.

To make matters worse I was fighting with my family back in Ireland and they were either ignoring me or fighting with me.

And

My world was falling apart.

I had returned to living in my own apartment full time. I barely saw my friends or boyfriend. I was miserable.

It was the three month mark of being completely isolated that THOSE thoughts came back.

Those thoughts that I had had when I was younger and would be bullied at school.

Those feelings that I couldn't tell my parents about because they had enough to worry about.

Those thoughts I couldn't talk to my siblings about because they didn't take it seriously and just didn't care.

The thoughts that were the reason for me always wearing long sleeves.

The thoughts nobody knew about.

Those thoughts came back and with them the urge to cut.

The urge to draw pictures and patterns on my arms.

To paint my wrists in crimson.

I fought it for as long as I could.

I tried.

I really did.

I lost the fight when I saw an Instagram post of Amber draped over Colby on Sam's couch at a pizza night, I broke down.

I sat on my bathroom tiles watching the ruby red liquid dripping from my right arm as I dragged the blade along it.

I watched not really even there anymore as the bright red liquid ran down my arm and the walls I had once built up, the walls that  had taken so long to come down, slowly started to build themselves up again.

I could hear my phone ding in my room.

I ignored it.

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Sam's P.O.V.

I feel really bad, everybody has been so busy with having Amber around that we've all sorta been ignoring Y/N.

I've been trying to get in contact with her for days. From sending her texts, to knocking on her door. I haven't received any answer from her at all and quite frankly I'm worried about her.

I can see Colby is too but Amber had been so clingy to him since she came back it's weird.

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I decided to get Colby away from Amber long enough for him to go and check on his girl.

Kat and I knock on  the front door and hear a "come in" so I open the door and we went in.

"Hey guys. I just wanted to see if Amber wants to come shopping with me? Kat asked.

"Sure." Amber says happily.

"Great while you girls do that we're gonna film a video for the channel." I say as they walk out and wave goodbye.

I hear a soft sigh of relief from beside me as the door closes.

"Don't relax too much brother you need to go talk to your girl I'm worried about her. When was the last time you spoke to her?" I asked.

"Not for a couple weeks." He answered getting up and walking towards the door.

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Colby's P.O.V.

I went down to Y/Ns apartment and knocked softly I received no answer and I felt even more guilty. She always answered the door

I used the spare key she gave me and went in. I was met with pure silence. I called her name but got no answer.

I started looking around. I finally got to her room and found her curled up in her bed. My heart broke as I heard soft sniffles.

I walked over and sat on the side of the bed. I tried to touch her but she fliched away and my heart broke even more.

"Hey Princess." Even to my own ears my voice sounded rough. When she looked up at me I had to hold back tears at the utter pain and heart ache I saw in those normally warm brown eyes.

I had done this.

I had let another girl get between me and the love of my life.

I had hurt her so unbelievably much.

She only looked up at me. She didn't say any thing. I noticed the pain in her eyes, her paler than normal skin and her bloodshot and puffy eyes, she was trying to hide it under the hood of my pink koala hoodie that she was wearing but I could see it.

I sighed softly and leaned over  her again. I slowly took her hand out from under the blankets but she pulled it away from me.

That's when I noticed that there was a bandage sticking out from under her hoodie, not only that but she had lost weight and also looked absolutely exhausted.

"Oh baby" i sighed softly I could see tears in her eyes and I immediately  pulled her to my chest, I was fully expecting her to push me away after the way I had treated her over the last couple months and her pulling her hand away, but to my surprise she didn't she buried her face in the crook of my neck and she sobbed. I tightened my hold on her and whispered apologies in her ear along with the odd I love you every once in a while.

When she calmed down a bit I looked down at her, she had her eyes closed but I knew she was still awake.

"How about you come lay in my apartment for a bit and get some sleep?" I asked softly, knowing that she slept better with me nearby, to which I received a tiny nod.

I smiled and picked her up bridal style, knowing I was the only one who could pick her up without getting smacked. We Trap boys had infact tested it. She had NOT been happy.

I carried her to my apartment where I wasn't surprised to see Sam was still there.

When I put her on the couch he went and hugged her whispering his apologies to his little sister in all but blood.

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Y/Ns P.O.V.

Its been a  week, Colby and I had a long talk and everything had gone back to normal more or less and I was happy again. I got glared at by Amber every chance she got but other than that everything's back to normal and everybody has gone back to not ignoring me. I still have those thoughts sometimes but my friends and my boyfriend try their hardest to keep those thoughts out of my mind.

Requests

Hey guys so I want to start writing again and would like to know if you guys have any requests or ideas that you would want to see.

Things I can write about:

Sam and Colby

Wednesday

Batfamily

Young Justice

Teen Wolf

Harry Potter

Jacksepticeye

Markiplier

MCYT

Corpssehusband

I can do other Youtubers too if you guys want

Please feel free to send in requests.

Yea... NO.

This is an oldish one from my Wattpad account.

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Dick Grayson x male reader.

Reader is the son of Oliver Queen

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It had been an almost 2 months long solo mission and m/n was just returning to the cave.

The first thing that he noticed when he entered was the utter silence other than urgent sounding whispering. Raising an eyebrow he followed it to the living room to find his dad and the other mentors standing over something adorable and downright scarry at the same time.



"What the HELL happened here?" I asked inrediously.

They all turned to him and their faces lit up. His paled as he realised what they were thinking.

"No. Not a chance. Don't look at me like that. I DO NOT do kids." I growled at them anoyed.

"Come on N/N we can't. We can't leave them alone and we can't work on a cure here." Dad tried to reason with me.

"Then don't leave them alone. I'm pretty sure not everyone of you needs to be working on a cure, and besides you cannot leave me alone when they wake up." I told them cooly.

Dad looked around then gently picked up one of the little ones and handed him to me. I looked down to see that I was now holding a younger Robin. My eyes softened under my mask at the cuteness that was my deaged boyfriend a small smile forming on my lips as I continued to stare at him.

"Ok so I can do THIS kid. But not the others." I gave a small smile to the little boy in my arms as I saw the white lenses of his mask start to show signalling that his eyes were openning.

"Come on kiddo it's not gonna be that bad." Dad tried.

"And yet none of you wish to do it either." I snarled scarring the boy in my arms judging by the little wimper he let out as he snuggled closer into my neck. I tightened my grip slightly and rubbed his back cooing in his hear to calm him down.

----Timeskip cause I'm lazy--

I SWEAR TO GOD I'MA CUT A BITCH if the mentors don't get their asses here soon. Dick, Conner and M'gann are at least behaving thank God. All the others however? Yea not so much. Wally and Artimis won't stop argueing and Kaldur has completely disapeared.

Finally I hear them re-enter the cave.

'Recognized Batman 01'

'Recognized Flash 03'

'Recognized Green arrow 04'

'Recognized Martian 'Manhunter 09'

'Recognized Aquaman 10'

"Thank God you guys are here!" I exclaumed. I then pointed to Aquaman

"Your kid is in the pool by the way, I think." I snapped at him.

He smiled and walked off to go and get his charge.

Batman looked over at me and raised a questioning eyebrow at his charge using me as gymnastics equiptment.

"What? He does this at his normal age too why are you surprised?" I snarked at him.

They could tell I was annoyed. Bats held up a few syringes and I sighed in relief.

Each of the kids were pricked and taken home by their mentors. I followed my dad and 'cousin' back to Star City.

The next day I went to the kitchen and was promptly tackled by a 15 year old Artimis Crock(?). I sighed softly but couldn't help the small smile playing on my lips as she helped me up.

I teased her until we went to the cave where I promptly resumed my teasing and included everyone else including my littlle bird who just blushed and burried his face in my chest. I smiled softly and pulled him away slightly and pecked his lips softly.

"You were a very cute kid Love." I mumbled into his lips.

He just blushed harder and reburried his face in my chest.

Thunder Storms

Pronouns: she/her

It was late one night and Clay was still bussy playing Minecraft with his friends. Y/N wasn't sure if he was streaming or if he was recording.

A big storm had rolled in suddenly and the young h/c haired girl was curled up with the blankets tucked tight over her head.

The girl hated thunder and would normally get up, walk across the hall and crawl into her boyfriend's lap, but Clay was busy and she didn't want tobother him or get in the way of his streaming/recording.

Another loud boom.

The thunder was really scarry though...

Another loud boom almost instantly followed by another.

That was all it took to send the terrified girl racing across the hall and to Clay's office.

The man muted his mic and looked over as he heard his door open he was surprised to see his girlfriend huddled in a blanket and trembling violently. Concern instantly flooded his green eyes and he was about to ask her what was wrong but he was cut off by another loud clap of thunder wich made the girl infront of him jump.

He blinked.

Realization hit him as he continued to watch her.

Then he opened his arms with a warm smile.

"Come here love." He said very softly.

She quickly crawled into his lap and he wrapped his arm around her protectively as he turned back to his game.

For the next hour or so they sat like that until eventually he switched off his pc, picked her up gently and carried her carefully to their shared room to continue their snuggles.