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hello friendly reminder that you do not need a special occasion to use nice things! if you wait long enough your nice bath bomb won't be as fizzy! your favourite fruits will go out of season! candles are meant to be burned, not looked at! you're not enjoying your special tea if it's just sitting in your cupboard! you're allowed to have nice and special things on completely ordinary days! heck, it might just make that day special!!

Fantastic art

*Trigger Warning*

Anyone out there no if there any healthier alternatives to cutting? Like I know there's therapy and all but it's expensive and a bitch doesn't have any insurance. Also idk it just feels so good it helps relieve my stress but I'm trying to not hurt myself anymore.

I’m paying to force seven thousand strangers to see a photo of my late husband having fun with his dog. Tumblr Blaze is totally worth it. XD

CAN WE EAT THE RICH NOW??

Growing up

I hate how people say "wow you've changed" no I grew up. I started realizing that promises get broken as do hearts and beer bottles. I woke up from gentle dreams and got smacked by a bitter reality that told me money rules the world and love and humanity are in the backseat, that business is usually never mixed with pleasure, and you will always wake up the same way you fell asleep the night before. Broken like the empty beer bottles, promises, and hearts that dreamed to fondly for a place unlike this one. So no change by definition means that there was a different path you could've chosen but growing up, waking up, was never a choice. Well at least not mine.

Yeah but the real question is how many of them would actually catch you?

I think it’s bullshit that people claim suicide is selfish. You wanna know what’s selfish? Asking someone who is vulnerable and depressed to live to go another day in this fucked up world and society. wanna know what’s selfish? Asking someone to stay for your own benefit because if they leave you will miss them up will feel their loss you will feel the void in your life while they no longer feel anything. Basically you are asking them to stay miserable so you don’t have to be. I understand suicide isn’t the answer but if someone thinks it is calling them selfish or telling them that if they do it they are only thinking of themselves is fucking selfish. Most people who are depressed are like this because they keep putting other people above themselves and feel like they have no control, suicide is for them and it helps them feel like they’re in control of something. Yes I would be upset If I lost a family member of friend to suicide in fact I almost have several times and I’m the one who’s talked them out of it. Yes I would cry and scream, be angry and lose myself in sorrow. Yes I would beg for god to take me instead yes I would fucking die inside if they did but I would never call their act selfish why? Because it’s the only selfish thing they’ve ever done they made you mourn them and that’s why you’re upset? Because you feel the way they felt and you don’t want to feel this way? Makes sense… but it’s not selfish for you to ask them to stay so you don’t have to feel what they do. Alone, crushing sadness, abandoned. I completely get not wanting to lose someone close to you no one does but when someone dies of natural causes we don’t belittle them and call them selfish no we give them respect because they are no longer with us. So why in the fuck would you call someone selfish for dying because they caused it! People die of cancer some of the cancer is their fault they are causing their own death but because they didn’t put a gun to their head or a knife to their wrist it’s not the same? They put the damn cigarette to their mouth and inhaled, they put the bottle to their lips and swallowed how is that not selfish you know the end result yet because you killed yourself over time instead of all at once it’s okay? And yes some die of sickness, old age, and exhaustion. And some die of loneliness and heartbreak of sadness and fear but because these aren’t the actual cause of death but mere symptoms that eventually called it it’s not a natural death but fear, loneliness, sadness, and heartbreak are natural tell me how this makes sense explain to me how it’s selfish to not want to live anymore because of emotions but it’s not selfish to wish someone to stay and deal with the emotions so we don’t have to if you can’t don’t explain it get the fuck over yourself the next time you want to tell me suicide is fucking selfish you prick the only thing shittier than saying that is telling a suicidal person they are being selfish for wanting an end to misery and pain

Well I know where I’m going motor boating this weekend.