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Send This To Ten Other Bloggers You Think Are Wonderful, Keep The Game Going And Make Someone Smile!!
Send this to ten other bloggers you think are wonderful, keep the game going and make someone smile!!
[you're always so sweet to me, time to return the favor <3]
Oh my goodness! Thank you so much Sana!
And of course! You're a talented person and I always look forward to what you post next! You deserve all the love! <333
This made my night! :]]
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Vent below :[


I don't know how else to express my overall feeling other than being confused, a bit disgusted, and uncomfortable.
And I also hate the fact that I feel that way when this person is literally my own blood.
I've been feeling like this for a little over a year now, and I genuinely feel like I shouldn't have these feelings, but it overwrites my whole brain sometimes to the point of almost breakingdown at random times in random places.
He's never done anything purposeful as to make me uncomfortable, and I appreciate that.. Again, he's my own blood. But holy fuck, I hate how my brain makes him out to be a fuckin' disgusting human being sometimes.
Nightly terrors:
Sometimes, I would get these dreams that would feel vivid, and real, and it would always be about him doing things to me.. And it's gotten so bad to the point where I absolutely hate socializing with him.
These dreams would become terrors where I would wake up, and instantly feel disgusted with my body, that I have to isolate myself away from everyone else, or else I would probably freak tf out.
And a lot of the time, after having these terrors, he would always be more social with me than before, and that scares me to my core.
Not only that, but he legally owns a weapon, and I also have night terrors from that as well. It would be too real to the point where any time he pulls it out of his pocket to either show my friends, or to just.. Yk, for SHOW, I would genuinely be freaked out, and would be high fuckin' alert.
(Where would I have to be | would I have to put my shoes on just in case something happens? | would I have to PROTECT my family if somethings comes about?)
It's gotten to the point where I can't sleep at night..
End of nightly terrors:
He's generally a nice person, and he speaks understandable volumes, but ever since I've gotten-even been getting- these night terrors with HIM in it, I can't bare myself to connect with him as much as I used to.. And it sucks that it has to be that way.
This deserves to be seen 🙏

I'm a sleepy dumbass, but here's a little self-indulgent scribble for the day.
Skylights it is 🫡 (don't mind the check mark, I accidentally pressed an answer)
Fr manifesting that I get tickles during this four day sleepover, because my lee mood has NOT gone away.. It's been a little over a week now..
AAH RANDOM POLL
OHMYGAWWWHDJSJFJCV

Sick and twisted
BACK TICKLES, NECK TICKLES, EAR TICKLES laying on your stomach with someone straddling your back 😩🙌 PLS😳🫣