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Let Me In (Horizon X Reader)
let me in (Horizon x reader)
Having Mary work day and night working on something to get back to her son, I could see it was slowly pull at her. I wish I could help her, but she always says she didn't need it. Always putting everything on herself and not letting anyone worry over her. I'm afraid she would work herself to death before she could return to her son. Looking over at the picture of her holding her son, I could feel my face fall into a sad smile. His green blue eyes bright in the sun light, a bright smile on his face. He had to see his mother again, I promise myself that, it's the least I can do. I'm just a legend who kills and do nothing. Everyone had something to do, I'm just someone who joined to get a kick out of it.
"Are you alright? You have been staring at the picture for some time."
turning to Anita, a small smile on my face as shack my head.
"I have been thinking of doing something with my life for once. All I do all day is shoot the enemy when the games happen and the rest is just kick back and do nothing. The least I can do is do something with my life."
Anita smiled, placing her hand on my shoulder, giving it a slight shack.
"Then do it. I believe you can do anything as long as you do it."
I nod, giving her a small thank you before rushing off. Looking around for Mary, I had to tell her that she needs to take a break. Pulling out my phone, scrolling through my contact finding who I was looking for.
"Hey Mary! Mind if I drop by? I know you are pretty busy, but I can get you some food and you can take a quick break."
"That sounds lovely, darlin'. I have a feeling you know where to find me."
"I do, see you in 10 alright?"
"See ya then, dear."
quickly to say goodbye, I was grinning. Her voice is just so nice to listen to, the nicknames as well, huge weakness of mine. Picking up some food from the cafeteria I quickly rushed off to find Mary. Skipping up the steps, passing Alex in the hallway.
"Good day Dr. Nox."
"Good day."
Rolling my eyes at how cold he was, I stopped in front of the door, taking a deep breath. I knocked on the door, I waited for a response, sad for me I didn't get an answer. Pushing open the door, getting greeted by a very focused Mary. Walking in, softly closing the door, I walked over to the only empty table, placing down the food. Keeping quiet so I didn't pull her out of the focus place she was. As soon as she looked up, her eyes landed on me, giving her a soft smile.
"Hello, sweetheart."
"Darlin'! You should have said something!"
laughing, I shook my head, as she quickly got up from her spot and rushed over to me. leaning down to give me a quick hug.
"You looked so focused I just couldn't just pull you out of it."
Looking at her, she got thinner since the last time I saw her, as well as the dark circles under her eyes. She looked unhealthy, ready to fall asleep at any moment. Taking a seat as well, pushing the food to her, so she can choose which one she wanted. A tired thank you was sent my way as I took the other one.
"Mary, you look tired, are you getting enough sleep?"
That made her look at me, her eyes were even tired-looking. A defeated sigh left her lips, placing down her fork. A small smile pulling at her lips.
"Can't hide anything from you can I now, dearie."
"You can't hide looking tired from me, I know how it looks all too well."
Placing my hand on top of hers, giving it a soft squeeze, she turned her hand over so she was holding mine. Before placing her head on top of it. closing her eyes, she squeezed my hand back. Pulling my chair closer to her, I placed my head on top of hers.
"I know you want to see your son again, but doing it like this might just kill you before you do so. Please, sweetheart, take a break, or at least take a nap. You look too tired to even think. I... I lov-"
Cutting myself off, as I sit up, shaking my head.
"I wouldn't want to see you work yourself to death before you see your son again. I want you to have that happy ending that you deserve after what happened to you. So please Mary, let me help you. Let me in and I would do anything to help you."
Turning her head, looking up at me, eyes unreadable as I gave her a pleading look. I just want her to be alright, to be in tip-top shape to see her son again. To fulfill that promise to see him again, to be there to tell him goodnight and good morning.
"I... I just want to see him again, dear. I'm afraid to lose more time, that I will see him when I'm too old. What if with this-"
"No, Mary, if you keep doing this to yourself, you will defiantly not see him again! You will work yourself into the grave, and I won't let you do that to yourself! I care about you, Mary! I don't want to come into this room and see you lifeless on top of your work! To not see you fulfill your promise to your son and not see you happy!"
I was out of breath by the end of it, tears in the corner of my eyes. Staring down at her, as she slowly lifted her head, tears also in her eyes before hers began to fall freely. Letting go of her hand, I stood up and pulling her into the crock of my neck. She clung onto me, hands gripping the back of my shirt, tears wettening my shirt. But I could care less, if this would help her feel better then so be it. Pulling the goggles from her head, slowly beginning to run my hand through her hair. Telling her it's alright, to let it out, that I'm not going anywhere. Pulling her tightly against me, holding back my own tears.
"I just want to see him, Dear. I want his bright eyes back in my life, to hold him and tell him I love him. I want to see him grow up and be there for him. I-"
A loud sob cut her sentence short, shushing her, pushing her hair out of her face. Taking hold of her face, tilting her head back so she was looking at me. Her cheeks red, eyes still full with tears, eyes filled themselves with sadness.
"You will, Mary. I know you can achieve that but pushing yourself that much will only lead to nothingness."
She nods, as I wiped her cheeks from tears, smiling at her. Her smile was a little broken but that's alright she was still so beautiful to me. I can't, if she knows then she might feel bound to his time and I want her to return to her son. Letting go of her face I slide out of her hold, But her longer limbs pulled me back.
"Don't leave. Stay."
"I'm wasn't going to go, sweetheart."
"No, I mean, stay with me, Darlin'. You have done so much for me in the last couple of months. I would love for you to stay with me. i-"
"I this is a love conversion, don't. I do not want you to feel that you have to stay in this time. I want you to be happy with your son. I do not fit in that perfect picture. Please ma-"
Abruptly she stood up, I quickly took a step back out of her hold. towering over me, staring me down, a pleading look on her face. Taking hold of my hands, she pulled me back into her. It was her turn to hold me against her, her head resting on top of mine.
"Darlin' I would take my son to this time if it means being with you. I love my son a lot but I love you as well but that doesn't mean I wouldn't spend every second with you as well. I love you dearly, ghaoil. So please don't say you don't fit in this picture, without you it wouldn't be perfect."
Pulling back, looking up at her, she softly smiled, eyes still filled with tears. Brushing hair away from my forehead, her fingers lingered on my head. A sigh left my mouth, as I leaned into those fingers. Dropping her hand to hold my face, she leaned down, her lips connecting with mine. I melted into her, wrapping my arms around her waist, her other hand joining to hold my face. As air ran thin, we pulled back, leaning our foreheads together.
"Love you so much, ghaoil. You have no idea for how long I wanted to do that."
"I have been starring at you for so long, Mary, you have no idea. I love you just as much."
basking in the moment, forgetting the world around us, we enjoyed each other's presents. Mary leaned down once more to kiss me again and again and again.
"I can't get enough of ya'. Ya' taste so sweet."
Feeling my face burning up, I pushed my face into her shoulder. rumbling under my breath that, that sounded embarrassing. Laughing, she ran her hand through my hair, taking hold on the base of it, pulling my head away from her shoulder, a grin on her face.
"Can't hide the true darlin'."
"Shut it, Mary!"
Laughing she kissed my forehead, hugging me close to her. Taking in a deep breath, I just let myself lean against her, gripping onto the back of her shirt.
This...
This feels like home.
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Uhm if this is still open can i get a ship from star wars? Well i'm 160 cm long and have Brown hair till my waist, with blue and red highlights in It, but i have It up in to a messy bun. I have blue eyes and my friends say that they sometimes can see little stars in them. I love drawing/painting but I won't back down on a fight, i'm not afraid to hurt someone to protect the poeple i love. I like to wear shorts and a to big shirt that can hang of my shoulders. Also i love music and dancing.
Star Wars ship: Anakin

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You and Anakin share a protective nature that sometimes makes you both do stupid things. Like trying to jump to the others’ defense without first thinking the situation through. Its more help than a hindrance and if one of you gets hurt protecting the other you will always patch each other up. He likes to watch you paint or draw and even poses for you if you ask. Or maybe you’ll be dancing and he will just stare at you with those loving eyes and suddenly join you in your dance, unable to stop himself.
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HASSIDRIS Couture Spring/Summer 2019
Viktor x GN!Reader x Jayce A love so soft.
"Viktor?"
"Mmh?"
"Care to sleep with me tonight?"
Looking up from the notes he was reading and writing on, his bags under his eyes were bigger than ever, his cheekbones on full display. He sighs, but nods, pushing the notes away from himself. Smiling, I opened the door to one of the side rooms, after seeing them pull all-nighters I made the cleaning closet into a small sleeping room for the both of them to use. I had my own lab but usually, I was found in their lab, my own project pushed into a corner as they worked tirelessly on their hextech dream.
A small grin was on my face as I had light up some candles, together with some sweet milk in the corner for him to drink. Hearing his cane hit the ground a few times I knew he was standing beside me. With a grin on my face, I turned around, seeing his eyes slightly widen. Kissing his cheek, I pulled him inside, helping him sit down as the beds were right onto the ground. Softly asking him if he needed help. The only answer I got from him is him leaning into my side, with a soft smile, I undid his tie. Whispering sweet nothing to him, telling him how proud of him I am, and to be lucky to have him in my life. Only for him to push a hand against my face, telling me to stop, covering his face, as he had turned red. Offering him an apology, undoing the buttons of his blouse, kissing his shoulder, folding it so he could wear it again later.
Telling him to sit up, I slide off the bed onto the floor, undoing his brace, softly massaging at the joints, a groan leaving his lips. Eyes staring down at me, and the only thing I could see in his breathtaking eyes was love and a certain kind of softness. Carefully laying away the brace, I helped him out of his pants, a small hiss leaving his mouth as he moved his leg wrong. Kissing his knee, his hand cupping my face, leaning into his soft touch, he slightly pulled on it telling me he wanted me to join him on the bed again. Climbing in, I crawled to the back, patting the spot next to me as I pulled out the sweet milk and my own favorite drink.
"Thank you, Darling."
Kissing his jawline, I hummed shimming into the covers, a laugh leaving Viktor, pressing against my side. Staring up a conversation about how far they are into their current project, but him also asking about my own project. As our drinks were emptied, Viktor was slowly falling asleep as I quickly undressed, I pulled the covers up to our chin his hands already reaching for me I chuckled, kissing his nose I blew out the candles. As soon as light left the room, Viktor pulled me into his chest, running my fingers through his hair, feeling him lean into my hands. When light broke our peaceful moment only for a soft and familiar voice to reach our ears.
"Seems we are finally getting some sleep, Viktor."
A groan was all he got, Jayce himself laughing, taking off his clothing crawling into bed. Pulling Viktor close to him, kissing the side of his head a pleasant hum left Viktors mouth, softly smiling at them. Pushing myself closer to Viktor, laying on my side pushing my legs under Viktors so his leg was resting, Viktors hand found mine.
"Hello to you too, my dear."
Leaning over Viktor, Jayce lips softly pushed against me, not leaving me behind in affection. As he pulled back I leaned up to him quickly giving him an extra peck on the lips. With a grin on his face, he plopped back next to Viktor, taking hold of my other hand, trying to pull me closer to the two of them. The conversation started up again, Jayce talking about the council and how they were super boring, Viktor chuckled his head laying on Jayces' shoulder, my chin resting on his shoulder. A soft smile present on my lips, I stared at the two, just so lucky to have them in my life. Jayce golden eyes were filled with love as he listened to Viktor talk, Viktor himself had his close, sleep was slowly pulling at his mind, words coming out softly. A hand on my cheek was what snapped me out of my mind, looking up at Jayce, a grin on his face, his thumb rubbing my cheek as it burned red.
"What is your beautiful mind thinking about, Love?"
"You and Viktor."
Viktors amber eyes opened looking at me, soft smile playing on his lips, hand moving to my neck.
"Sorry, I just... I love you guys so much."
Hands slid down my body as I leaned over them, bringing them into a hug, digging my face between their shoulders. Feeling them hug me back, soft whispers of how much they loved me too, never wanting to lose me and they would always be here for me. Sliding back, I kissed them, whispering against their lips again how much I love them. Fully laying back onto my place, their hands found my own, sleep finally settling in with Jayce and me. Pulling us closer, Jayce hummed, Viktor asleep, as I brushed his hair out of the brilliant scientist face, Jayce and I made eye contact, so much love in those golden eyes, as they slide close. I hoped this moment could last forever, save tucked away in the arms of my lovers.
what a life that would be.
change of fate. kylo ren x reader x rey
I'm going to change the ending of the rise of skywalker. so spoilers! beware! this is a romantic relations ship between Rey, Reader and Ben! keep in mind by writing isn't the best. I hope you enjoy because I need healing for my poor heart.
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Eyes opened, breathing fast and short, sand in my mouth. Looking around, the world seems to go in slow motion.
'Come on get up!' Slamming my fist into the ground pushing myself up. Feeling blood drip from my forehead.
"Rey?! Ren?!" Nothing... My own voice echoed back at me, not answering to be heard. "No... No! Rey!! Ren!!" Pushing myself up more, slowly standing.
A hiss left my mouth, as pain shot up the side of my body. Looking down seeing a piece of metal sticking out of my side, slowly my hands began to shake, pain now taking over my body. 'Push through it, (name).' A soft voice seems to whisper in my mind. Looking up, the dust slowly falling down to the ground. A body coming into sight, slowly walking to there, seeing it was Rey, eyes wide open looking up into the sky.
"R-Rey?" My voice broken, as tears began to well up into my eyes, my walking turning into a full-on sprint, soon falling down next to her. "Rey, hey come on, please no!" Looking around for Ren, maybe he knew what to do, there has to be a way! "Ren! Ren, please! where are you?! R-Rey she is..." Tears began to fall, looking back down at Rey, Slowly remembering what she did for me when I got hurt. Pulling her head onto my lap, I took a deep breath, hoping it will work.
Placing my hand on top of her heart, trying to feel the force around me. I knew I had it, but I never played into it, used it. Slowly feeling it, I began to feel how it was connected with me. Slowly I pushed that into Rey, as pain shot up into my body again. Focus lost I began to cry more and more. "Please, please I don't want to lose you like the rest of the people I once loved and held dear. please, Rey, come back to me and ren... no ben." Taking a deep breath ignoring the pain once more, I focused once more, now letting the force guide me.
Feeling a hand being placed on top of mine, looking up I see ben softly smiling at me. "Ben!" He laughed, but I felt his force go through my hand into Rey as well. Feeling my hands getting cold, the pain in my side leaving, my eyes getting heavy as I softly felt myself trembling. But seeing Rey's eyes move around made me grin, tears still falling from my eyes, as she slowly sat up, looking me and ben over.
"Ben?" He nobs as Rey pulled him close, as her other hand intertwined with mine. She kissed ben as he pulled her closer like she could disappear. Slowly they pulled away, a grin on my face as I wiped away my tears. Feeling an arm wrap around my middle, as I looked up, beautiful brown eyes looking down into my own (color) eyes. He softly kissed me, as I felt Rey squeeze my hand. As I slowly pulled back, my eyelids fell shut soon after again, breathing becoming harder and harder. Pulling my head up, it felt very heavy as I looked over at Rey, softly smiling at her as my body gave out.
-pov-
as (name) fell forwards Rey quickly caught them, unsure of why they fainted she slowly turned her around, seeing the piece of metal in the side of their body. "(Name)! (Name)! no!" Ben quickly took hold of the piece of metal, pulling it out as they both began to help close the wound. "Come on, (name) you saved me, don't lose yourself yet okay? You hear me?!"
Tears fell from Rey's eyes as she looked down at them, not wanting to lose them. slowly the wound closed, their skin returning to their normal body color. Their chest moving up and down. "They are breathing that's good. Now let's get out of here." Ben softly said taking (name) from Rey's arms as Rey nob standing up. taking them back from Ben's arms as he stood up, a groan of pain leaving his mouth as he held his side.
As Rey was looking over the sands of Tatooine, a woman stopped with her animal looking at the young woman. "There has been no one in so long, who are you?" "I'm Rey." A hand wrapped around her waist, feeling Ben's presence next to her. "Rey, who?" Feeling other familiar presents she looks over to the sands, two force ghosts taking from. Leia and Luke softly smiled at her, as she smiled back, then looked up at Ben, who looked at his mother. She softly smiled mouthing 'i love you' to her son. As he looked down at Rey as he nobs at her. "Rey Skywalker." Feeling a hand grab hold of her hand she looks at (name). The woman nob walking off, as the three of them looked over the sands of Tatooine once more.
Ben held the lightsaber of Anakin skywalker, (Name) holding Leia skywalkers lightsaber, as Rey held her own. The three of them at peace, the suns shining down onto them, BB-8 rolling around in the sand, happy for his friends. "May we never lose ourselves ever again." (Name) softly whispered, smiling at Rey and ben, who nodded ben pulling them close, hugging them as they laughed loudly. Anakin, Obi-wan, Luke, and Leia were looking at the happy and in love people in front of them. "May they find happiness in each other," Anakin said, a soft smile on his face as he saw the three of them kiss one another.