It's On Loop In My Brain

it's on loop in my brain

My piece for chapter 6 of Masoena’s fic; Destined Across Worlds! Each chapter has a work made by a different artist, it is a wonderful project headed by masoena and y’all should check it out ;)

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🐶 ontherun1983

Idgaf what he doing

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I just think it’s funny how if I want some time to myself it’s this whole big thing that he has to call back on 20 years worth of baggage for but if he decides to go and disappear on some suicidal martyrquest or whatever the fuck I’m supposed to just let him. Like there’s different rules for him just because he has this stupid death wish or God chose him or some other BS. Ugh sorry this is getting long and annoying I’ll put the rest under a read more but I’m so pissed off

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#vent #if you actually read this thank you #and please don’t ask about the siren thing i don’t wanna get into it here #sam speaks

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Ok I’m kind of high right now (long story) but this guy looks fucked up right

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Wow.

#Spotify

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Okay, fine. My take on the Chicago Tylenol murders:

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#true crime #true crime fandom #cold case #theory #theories #my theories #sam speaks

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#for context he’s done this twice before but i didn’t talk to him about it #because he has worse issues than that so it’s kinda a moot point #but it’s getting annoying now #don’t reblog #sam speaks

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Found some cool tomes at our last job! Have some downtime for the next few days so I’ll probably try to translate a bit if anyone’s interested in some excerpts :)

#sam speaks #translators on tumblr

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🐶 ontherun1983

The curse

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The fucking curse

#vent #sam speaks

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saw a post and it gave me pregnant season 6 sam ideas

imagine. souless sam was thirsty as fuck for his brother and everything that sam wouldn't do he so would. and dean knows it's wrong, i mean, it's sam but it isn't sam, but no way in hell he can resist him. not after a whole damn year.

so souless sam convinces (just asks for it, really) dean to fuck him raw and stupid every single time. and ofc he gets pregnant.

he wants to have an abortion (souless practical sam) but dean hates himself for putting sam in this situation and hates himself even more because he won't ever let sam get rid of the baby, he doesn't care how much he wants to, real sam would never.

so when he finally manages to get sam back, his sam, and he doesn't remember a single thing that happened... lets just say he starts running out of excuses for why he doesn't want to let sam drink his damn beer.

and when he finally tells him, tells him everything, sam has no idea how to react. his body doesn't feel like his own (which feels more familar then it should). he hates dean for doing this to him when he wasn't himself. but oh my god, he instanly loves their baby so much. and he would never do anything against it. he's having this baby. just like dean predicted he would.

dean apologizes and apologizes and fucks him soft and sweet in a way souless sam never liked, and he promises the next baby they have will be with sam fully aware of it. and the next and the next.

and sam, real sam, melts every single time, pretending that whenever dean spills inside him is when he's getting pregnant, instead of the time he can't even remember, trying to hold on to false memories so he can carry this pregnancy through and, you know. not go insane. he ends up going a little bit insane and his walls break but dean is there to pick up the pieces and when the baby is born, dean takes care of them too. he's so good to him. the best brother and now the best dad.

Posting these together because it feels right <3 excited to do my next one!!