Sisters

sisters

wincestiel (wincest+voyeur cas), tw dubcon /

dean's opening up sam, listening to the noises his brother makes. he almost misses the flap of wings behind him. usually, he would write it off as mistaking the sound of something else– if it were the first time. but he's started noticing a pattern and listens out for it now.

the sound of an angel appearing but not seeing it, when him and sam are having sex (not everytime but often enough to be sure it isnt his imagination), the sound again only after they're done. it only happens when they already told cas what motel and room they're staying at. (the first time it happened, dean swore he saw cas standing there before suddenly disappearing. without a sound.) sometimes, if him and sam aren't at it, dean hears the wings twice, appearing and disappearing in quick succession. it took him a few weeks but he knows now. cas is getting off on watching them fuck.

dean knows, sam doesnt. he tends to get far away in his head when the promise of having a cock fill him up is there. if he knew, he wouldnt be this calm about it. sam cares about what cas thinks of them, of him, and he wouldnt want the angel to find out like this. so, to not embarrass either sam or cas, dean keeps quiet about it.

well, not just because of that. perhaps also because it gets dean going like he's in rut– someone watching them, sammy not knowing hes a freshly debuted porn star. and dean likes to show off: how obedient, how good his little brother is for him, the sounds and tears sam cant hold back when dean's taking him hard and rough, how he slips into old nicknames and high-pitched begging, more more please de. its his big brother who is turning him into that, and dean thinks everyone should know. know the power and control he has over him. cas should know. so he's gonna give him a show, turn sammy into a real star. (and, who knows, maybe someday they'll go for an interactive audience)

Today I discussed with my friend that Dean and Sam are like oysters. They protect themselves with very hard shells. Dean's shell was badly damaged in the early seasons, but Sam's was destroyed more seriously by various things over time and his shell was almost broken. In the end they moved into the same shell...

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SPN FIC REC FEST #11

All-Time Favorites/Free Recs

The only pairing is Wincest

Most are explicit, but those that aren’t are marked accordingly.

THE FIREFLY THAT LOVED METALLICA by fleshflutter

Rated R, but WARNING: MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH/RESURRECTION. I passionately adore this indescribably poignant story. Get tissues.

LIKE STARING INTO THE SUN by nyxocity

It was never about the girls. It was about them.

A new OFC in each part, until there are no more FCs at all and it’s just them.

There is also a sequel, linked to the original

RUN IT ALL OVER (THE WEST SERIES) by runawaydr3amer

I LOVE this series with a passion not too dissimilar from Sam and Dean’s for each other

When you live a life like theirs, chasing tail isn't always an option. But sometimes you just want someone to touch your dick, and your brother’s hand is as good as any.

THE LAST OUTPOST OF ALL THAT IS by gekizetsu

I’m sure this will end up on multiple lists during this event, as it’s a fandom classic that everyone loves. I don’t even want to try to describe it. 60K words. Casefic. First time. I think there’s some H/C. Beautiful. So so sad. Joy amidst the wreckage and heartache. I love it so much I should probably get the title tattooed on my body somewhere

NOT FOR SAMSON IN THE TEMPLE by maygra-fic

Coda to my all time favorite, see above. You have to read that one first to truly appreciate how this coda maintains the tone, voice, and prose quality. You feel like it’s from the same author, but surprise! it’s not, and that’s remarkable. Mature Sam and Dean. Elderly Sam and Dean

THE GHOST OF SOMEBODY AT HIS SIDE by runedgirl

Prepare to weep. When I need pain, this one guarantees I’ll get it. Author Description: The night before Sam Winchester meets with his 12th grade guidance counselor for the second time, something very bad happens. One of those somethings that takes only a ridiculously short amount of time – in this case, about three minutes – yet manages to change the course of two lives forever. Or: Sam goes to Stanford, and takes most of Dean's heart with him.

COGNITIVE DISSONANCE by Morgan

This one just…stuck with me. The events that unfold are awful for Dean in particular, but I’m sure it wasn’t a great time for Sam, either. Bobby makes an appearance. Angst for daaaaays, and NON CON/DUB CON warning is red-flag-level. Author Description: Sam loses his mind. It's that simple. Dean doesn't know what to do, but he's not going to walk away from this, he's never backed down in all his life. If you're looking for happy endings, don't come here. This shit is dark.

THE SILENCE OF A SUMMER DAY by wanttobeatree

***Everyone who loves the Winchesters should read this amazing future fic***

Rated PG. The world has moved on. This is their legacy. Haha, yes, of course I’m recommending this one again. No sex whatsoever! Weird, right?!?!

RESTRAINT by DarkEmeralds

Free rec. Rated M. 200k+ words. It's not Spn or Wincest or even J2, not really. I guess it’s technically a J2 AU. I’m sneaking it in here because it’s an all-time favorite of mine. This might not be your cup of tea, fanfic wise. I certainly didn’t think it was mine. But but but…it’s absolutely lovely, it’s extremely well-written, the tone/voice/verbiage is accurate for its time, and it has a happy ending that made me cry HAPPY tears when I was finished. If you like historical romance, you’ll like this. It’s set in Regency England! Author Description: The calling card said Tristan Jarrett, Viscount Penrith. Beneath that, in a lazy scrawl, was the addendum Mr Acklebury, be so good as to wait on me tomorrow, number 10, Half Moon Street. Yours, &c., Penrith. Mr Acklebury was not sure how he felt about being thus summarily commanded to paint his lordship's portrait.

Pine Sweat - IN THE CAR (Ch. 10) - PodFic Version

IN THE CAR (Ch. 10, Finale)

The PodFic Series - in its entirety - can be accessed on AO3 here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49451239/chapters/124802044

It's been just over a year since @idlingintheimpalapodcast debuted the first podfic chapter of this amazing story, written by Roni (goshen-applecrumbledore). I hope you all enjoyed the journey as much as I did narrating this work.

I'm constantly in awe of the talent of fanfic writers. I've been narrating original fiction and non-fiction for over two years now, and y'all are heads and shoulders above most of the stuff I get commissioned to produce!

Check out Roni's first interview on the podcast (we couldn't help ourselves, and it was mainly about how much we loved Pine Sweat)! And make sure you subscribe to the podcast on your favorite listening platform so you don't miss the second interview @sam-is-my-safe-word and I had with this talent ~ set to release sometime in November!

@goshen-applecrumbledore, we are not worthy!

~ Sandra, Idling in the Impala co-host

yet again i am thinking about the good version of spn in my head where henriksen never died and he’s working at the fbi as a contact on the inside for hunters and when the fake winchesters start robbing banks he’s just like guys seriously How are you justifying this i try for you guys but what the fuck