If Anyone Can Provide Me With Links To Websites Or Other Info About ADD & Aspergers I Would Appreciate

If anyone can provide me with links to websites or other info about ADD & Asperger’s I would appreciate it a lot. As a kid, Iwas diagnosed with ADD and on the lower spectrum of Asperger’s, but right now I’m feeling so confused on what it means to have them. For so long I’ve been thinking it’s a normal part of me, and unfortunately I’m not getting the proper medication due to personal reasons.

I’ve come to the realization that I don’t like taking pills so I’m looking into other ways to help combat my ADD & Asperger’s. Acupuncture is an option I’m looking at right now. For so long I’ve felt out of place in the world because of my conditions already no with depression.

The passion I have for writing is nonexistent due to my jumbled up feelings. I love to read and do research on topics about plants, animals, and anything fantasy. Sometimes though, that makes me feel even more isolated because what I research seems weird.

I really want to understand myself since I think that will help me improve both mentally and physically. Any info would be appreciated.

Recently bought My Time at Sandrock for my Xbox One. Been playing it like crazy. Only issue I’m having so far is trying to get past level 5 in the eufaula salvage abandoned ruins. Every time I try to use the exit to get to level 6 it kicks me out of the game. Everything else is running smoothly. It’s just that one part. Anybody else having the same issue on Xbox One with this game? Tried resetting the ruins to see if that did something, but nothing changed.

Playing Dishonored Definitive Edition.

Me: I’m going to be sneaky & not get caught!

-Not even past the first mission. Has managed to fail being stealthy 99% and killing people.-

Me: New plan. Kill as few people as possible. Not likely going to happen but I’ll try!

reblog if you’ve read fanfictions that are more professional, better written than some actual novels. I’m trying to see something

Finally finished reading 50 Tea Recipes from the Duchess. I loved every minute of it. It made me laugh and smile from the sweetness between Chloe and Alphonse.

—— Spoiler alert ——

Not going to lie, I kind of cried for Prince Arthur when he was shipped off. Don’t be me wrong, he was a dumba$$ with how he handled his feelings for Chloe, but a small part - really small part- of myself felt bad for the guy. Like the moment between him and his dad before setting sail was brought me to tears. The fact that the Prince admits and owns up to his mistakes shows that he is starting to show some development.

I kind of wish for an epilogue with Chloe and Alphonse with a child. Or seeing how Prince Arthur comes back a changed man from his exile.

——Spoiler ends——

I went to see if I could find fanfic for this comic, but I only found one on AO3.

As I was reading the comic I had an idea for a fanfic as well. The problem is flushing it out. Typical idea of where Chloe meets a different transmigrator who is interested in crocheting and embroidery and baking yet she can kick a$$ with a dagger and her archery skills. Can’t use a sword worth crap, but a dagger or bow is fine. The character can’t be short or dainty either. More tall and not so curvy. It helps add depth as she is self conscious about it when going to parties hosted by nobles. It makes it harder to find a husband as well because I feel like men in that comic would want a more dainty wife. Her other flaw would be that she doesn’t know when someone is flirting with her as it rarely ever happens.

Honestly, I’m up in the air about writing the fanfic. I feel like it would change the story too much... Especially since I kind of want my character to end up with Prince Arthur. Is he toxic yes, but the way he would get all flustered and confused over Chloe made it him so adorable I couldn’t help but like him a little. Like I can’t fault him for falling in love, it’s something you can’t really control completely. The way he went about dealing for his feelings for her though was self destructive to himself and problematic for those around him. He was a dumb-a in love who didn’t know how to handle being rejected by a woman who said to have loved him before all this happened.

My idea is for the romance between Arthur and my OC is that he finds her interesting at first because she doesn’t fit in with how most noble ladies look being as dainty and ladylike. OC stands in the corner just watching everyone dance. Content to be a wallflower. He goes over to flirt with her, but she doesn’t think anything of it as he is known as a womanizer. She thanks him and excuses herself. She’s more confused on why he flirted with her. From two to want it to be a mix of meetings between them, at parties, or tea times with Chloe. I’ll have to flesh everything else out.