Calais | 7teen | they/them | phrenetic aesthetique
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Reprisearchive - Log Of Thoughts - Tumblr Blog
Pages from Jeff Buckley's journal.
items from the town of twin peaks 🌲 ☕️
Fiona Apple, Extraordinary Machine
Happy 11th bday to Lorde's Pure Heroine!!
ive read a lot of anti-transition arguments towards people unsure about their gender that basically pose any sort of internal exploration as inherently solipsistic and narcissistic, with the mantra being that to think about your relationship to your assigned sex is already thinking too much; you should be thinking less! go get a job! work with your hands! volunteer for the needy! get involved in your local church! pray! marry! start a family! keep yourself busy, so you can never think about yourself again. maybe if you fill your mind with enough noise, you can drown your own conscience out.
im 100% not exaggerating btw, it's actually kind of madness inducing w how many times ive seen people use this mode of argument, it's extremely common. i think ive seen conversion therapy resources use a similar line of reasoning too. and like, if you are a cis person just trying to keep a closeted tranny in the closet, it works like a charm. you can, in fact, drown a person with enough noise and garbage until they stop thinking about their gender dysphoria or, well, anything. all the better that "i saw the tv glow" addresses it head on in relation to the closeted subject in question; yeah, go ahead, do it. you might be trans, you might actually be in serious danger, but it won't hurt if you don't think. and it will work for you, for years and years, and you'll always find more responsibilities and more opportunities to muffle your thoughts. but, maybe 5, 10, 20 years from now, none of the noise will be enough and it will dawn on you, how seriously in danger you actually are - but by that point you've drowned out your own inner conscience so aggressively that there's nothing there, just more of the static and noise of others and no interiority left to seek refuge in. you've got a job, you've buried yourself in work, you've married and have a family; you've given every part of yourself to others just to preclude the possibility of thinking about yourself, for yourself, and now there's no you.
another recent original.
Who else remembers Alexandria's Genesis???? The way that I actually thought it was real tho really broke my 9 year old heart
This is honestly my favorite screenshot ever.
My queens holding 2 of my fav albums 😻
Newsclipping of Bowie's album "Low", promoting the song "Sound and Vision".
I think poetry
on the inevitable and loving despite, despite // a revisitation of this
various wikipedia pages / carl sagan / why the sun chases the moon / war of the foxes - richard siken / drunk drivers, killer whales - car seat headrest / saturn - sleeping at last / pale blue dot, photo from voyager / lighthousekeeping - jeanette winterson / ann druyan / new york times / neil degrasse tyson / david jones
Nick Drake, shot possibly in Ireland.
The Velvet Underground as Peanuts characters!!!
Joni Mitchell for the Weekend Magazine, Jan 11, 1969.
Saw my idol Bob Dylan a few wks ago! (Awful quality I know 😢😢😢😢)
shot by @dronenotes
BTS of Charli XCX's album cover "how I'm feeling now".
System of a Down 😻😻😻
