I'm Deep In The Feels Atm And Need A Bit Of A Pick Me Up If That's Okay.

I'm deep in the feels atm and need a bit of a pick me up if that's okay.

I was wondering if you could do headcanons for the Obey Me cast and how they would react the a GN MC who is afraid they are slowly drifting away from there best friend of around 7 years.

I'm worried this is happening to me and really want some comfort. If you aren't comfortable writing this I understand and hope you have a good day. 😄

𝗚𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲: angst & comfort

𝗣𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴: brothers x GN!Mc

𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: overthinking, not proofread.

𝗡𝗼𝘁𝗲: i’m so sorry you’re going through this atm, i hope you feel better soon and get it all worked out. also if you would like a part two with the side characters please feel free to ask! take care love <3

You and your best friend have been slowly drifting away, and you were scared of it. You didn’t want them to drift away after all you knew them for years. You were on your human phone texting them, waiting for them to respond but it took them a while and when they did respond they were dry.

This wasn’t the first time of this happening, it’s been happening for a while now. You start to tear up at the thought of them drifting away. Soon you heard a knock, quickly you tried wiping the tears away but it was too late because he opened the door and saw.

• Lucifer stopped from opening the door any further as soon as he saw your tears, he slowly walked in and shut the door behind him before approaching you quietly and calmly trying not to scare you.

• He sat beside you and put your hands in his, “MC dear, what’s wrong?” he asks gently while he rubs his thumbs over your cold knuckles making them warm.

• You told him everything and you broke down even more just thinking of it actually happening, them leaving you.

• Lucifer stares wide eyed for a second before he slowly lifts his hands from yours to pull you into a warm hug, rubbing your back.

• “MC.. it’ll be okay I promise, if they leave it’s their fault that they didn’t see just how amazing you were. Please don’t overthink it too much.”

• He’ll hug you for as long as you need, dry your tears as long as you need, for whatever reason you need him he’ll always be by your side.

• Mammon swings the door open but stops in his tracks as soon as he see’s the state you’re in.

• He closes the door and he almost runs to you, grabbing you into a tight embrace before looking over your features.

• “W-woah there MC, why ya so sad all of a sudden? The great Mammon’s here to cheer ya up!”

• You explain everything as more teardrops gather up in your eyes, he grabs a tissue from your dresser and wipes your tears before putting the tissue down and looking at you sadly.

• He gently strokes your tearstained cheeks, “That isn’t too good what is happening between ya, hopefully you guys start going back to normal. If ever they do leave ya just know that you tried your best..”

• He lays there with you until your tears dry, and you finish crying.

• You always comforted him, so he wanted to help you at your worst. He’ll leave small gifts and notes saying “You’re doing your best, never change<3” around.

• Leviathan was going to ask if you wanted to watch a new anime series that came out but quickly came to a halt when he heard your sobs

• “Uh.. MC? Are you o-okay?”

• He is very awkward because he never really had anyone to comfort since the fall and he thinks he’s bad at it.

• He awkwardly walks up to you and sits beside you, and hands you a tissue box.

• “D-Do you want to talk about it?..”

• You tell him and he looks at you guilty

• “I’ve been through that too.. I didn’t know what to do so I just let it happen, I regret it so much though. Hopefully you guys don’t drift away after all you are a great person..”

•He gives you one of his comfort pillows to cry into if you want, he tries his best to comfort you.

• Satan was about to call you for your cooking duty until he saw your tears, he closes the door and kneels in front of you.

• He grabs your hands and kisses one before looking up at you with a sympathetic look, whoever made you feel like this would go through hell.

• He tries to keep calm, asking you what’s wrong and once you explain he gets madder.

• “MC, i’m sorry to hear that. I think the best idea is if you’re the one holding the friendship string together and they aren’t giving anything in return you should drop it and find new people that will show the same back to you. I know it’ll hurt, but it’s best for your mental health.”

• You stop crying a bit before hugging him tightly, he hugs you back gentle and warm.

• If you need rest, he’ll let you get it and he’ll take over your cooking duty or you guys can both work together for cooking.

• He’ll do anything to see you smile again and out of your sad state. He’ll even stay the night with you in his room or youra if you want.

• Asmo was going to talk to you about the new skincare that he had bought but immediately ran to you and held you in his arms when he saw your crying face.

• “Oh my.. who had hurt my darling MC?!”

• He holds you in his arms, cradling your head, stroking your hair gently as if you were going to break any moment.

• Once you tell him everything he holds you even closer, letting you cry into his shoulders.

• “There there hon, remember i’m always here and i could try to help you with advice i had when this happened to me. If your best friend isn’t doing too much to avoid that from happening, and your the only one you should try to think of other ways, if it doesn’t help you should show them the same energy back and maybe they’ll see that they’re doing wrong.”

• You cry even more into his shoulders, and he rubs your head waiting until you stop crying before he gently picks you up and brings you to his room.

• He sets you down gently on his comfy bed and walks over to his dresser to grab some face masks and a comfortable robe to put over your pajamas, matching with his robe.

• He lets you lay down as he puts the cool face mask gently on your face and rubs it onto your face slowly and gently.

• You calm down a bit and he offers if you would like a bubble bath, if you say yes he’ll run the bath and put in your favourite scented bubbles into his large bath. He’ll let you get in yourself and go back to his room unless you want him to join you.

• He’s a very good comforter.

• Beel immediately drops some snacks he got for the two of you, and shut the door before sitting beside you.

• “What happened MC?..”

• Once you explain and cry even more, he pulls you into his embrace and hugs you softly while holding your back in place to steady you.

• “You shouldn’t have to feel that way or go through that, i’m so sorry. If they stop being like they used to that means it will probably never be the same. It might be better to leave them for a while then maybe come back and see if they chase after you, if not it’s better to find people who deserve your attention.”

• He picks up the snacks and hands you a bag of you favourite chips and a bottle of your favourite soda/beverage.

• If you want you can spend the night with him and Belphie and join them in a movie night.

• If you accept he’ll get your favourite snacks, comfortable pillows and blankets and expect a sandwich cuddle with the twins<3

• He seriously tries his best to help you feel better, hugs from him is like a big teddy bear in real life

• Belphie came into your room to cuddle, shutting the door behind him not noticing your tears until he came up close to you and he was immediately awake as he ever been

• He lays down beside you, pulling you with him and cuddling you.

• He hugs you and lays his head on your shoulder and asks what happened.

• Once you explained he was kind of mad at your friend for treating you like that but felt bad for you more.

• “MC, you shouldn’t have to feel like they’re drifting away. You’re trying your best and doing everything you can for them but if thats not good enough for them then I don’t know what will be. Just know you tried your best.”

• He wipes your tears with his thumb and cuddles you until you fall asleep in his embrace, he’ll also fall asleep.

• Once you wake up you’d notice that he’s gone, but he comes back with your favourite dish he tried to cook for you, and a drink.

• He usually never does this for anyone but you will be an exception.

Tired | Obey me angst | Burnt out MC AU

PLEASE READ: THIS IS ONLY ANOTHER DRAFT THAT I MADE. IM PLANNING TO TAKE A BREAK. 

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okay this is more or less directed towards my feelings. And yes im going to be diagnosed soon because my angst is kind of concerning at this point. 

summary: burnt out mc leaves the Devildom with no warning

warnings: self-indulgent, burnt out feelings, guilt and depression(?), half-venting (kinda on my part)

                           Playing: Moral of the Story by Ashe

                                              ↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺

and while you’re at it, check my spotify! 

The Devildom was fun. For a while. But the studies and your personal problems began closing in on you. It’s as if it was a trap. You never wanted to be in the same boat with them. Dealing with their problems while also dealing with yours can be tiring. Depressing. It makes you think late into the night. How can you solve all of this while receiving no damage towards your mental and physical health? You thought of this one hard. Yet nothing could slip through the cracks. You had to face them head on, with nothing to protect you. Not even the brothers were aiding you in this war yet they made it with their own hands. It was pathetic, really. They were provoking these problems, but they cower in fear whenever they face with the consequences. How stupid can they be? To use a mortal as their shield was a coward move. But wasn’t it the only thing they can do? They were terrified. Cut them some slack. It’s brutal. Trying to make everything alright while also dealing with the thoughts in your head. You were stable. You were. A sigh left your lips as you flip the dusty pages of a book. Just leave it alone, MC. They never cared. They never cared for you. They never cared if you felt as if you were only a trump card to their succession. You were treated as if you were a doll. Always played with then thrown away. It hurt you. It was like a toxic relationship that breaks apart once you finally try to pry open the brother’s good side. It was certainly something. The once sweet brothers, now held hate in their eyes. Their open hands now closed, their fists clenched. You wanted a break. You deserved it, no? As you stare at the luggage that once helped you bring your items to this Hell, you knew it would help you bring your items to leave this realm. 

   The Devildom was quiet. Really, quiet.  Too quiet. No laughter. No screams. No pain. Nothing. Only the occasional pen scribbling from Lucifer, or the footsteps from Mammon in the halls. They all knew what they were thinking. “Where is MC?” Well, let me answer them for you. Gone. You were gone. No where in site. Pain struck them as they began looking for you. And yet, no clue or trace to be found. You knew it was wrong. To leave. But, wouldn’t it be better to just leave completely than stay? They never wanted you there in the first place. They hated you. They never wanted you. They didn’t love you. But as you held your tears in your once warm home, you held your heart. As a pained smile masked you, you thought to yourself. You may have left them completely, MC, but did they truly leave you?

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Okay i left for like an entire month. And I’m sorry for that. But I was taking care of myself. I felt really low in that period of time. But I’m feeling better now! I still plan to write more stories, but my posts will be slowed. Originally, I planned to make this a full on story, but I decided to make it a draft or an idea for some others to take and use. 

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@auspiciouscat, @sxgar-milk  @savagemickey03 @wassupcampers , @assuconu , @mymy16068 , @kittyspit-blog

I Don’t Deserve This

obey me

Genre: angst. Just angst. All the way angst

! Gender-neutral MC !

Warnings: mc gets enough and snaps. Questionable ending. Will do flashback of what get mc to the breaking point if this gets enough attention

“I-I don’t want this- I don’t deserve this! Getting parted from my home, entering to a school where everyone is trying to kill me- even the ones who supposed to be protecting me! I don’t want to be involved in your family drama I-“ Your voice grew louder with each word, becoming more poisonous and angry, filled with the rage of all the thing they had to go through “I am not your fucking therapist. I’m just a human who get dragged here for your sick pleasure”

You couldn’t help but notice the expression on Mammon’s face, as if he was just about to cry.

‘Good’ you thought ‘he-no they all deserve to get hurt like I did’

All the things you had to go through, all the humiliation and pain, just because some asshole with a crown decided it was a good idea to drag you here, a human with no particular magic skill or packs with a million demons like Solomon, you, who only had their words to protect themself. You who get hurt countless times in order to help those selfish demons and still put a smiling face on for them.

And when you finally had enough they were all looking at you like you were out of your mind.

“I don’t remember us asking you to stick your nose up to our business now” Lucifer began to talk. Oh of course he did. It was not like he could let that stupid pride of his take any damage

“Really now? Do you really think that I had any choice? Talking as if I didn’t get manipulated into saving some asshole who killed me or as if you didn’t treated me like a toy you can get your anger out to” you had your fists clenched as you glared to him, Lucifer’s anger was visible but you couldn’t care less, it was not as if this would be the first time he couldn’t control his anger despite being a billion year old demon and take it on you. You just didn’t cared what happened but you wouldn’t obey to them anymore.

“MC please, calm down” Asmodeus began, reaching for your wrist only for you to yank it away.

“No. I’m tired of calming down, I’m tired of always forgiving all of you after everything you’ve done- I- I can’t believe I trusted some fucking demons!” You couldn’t help but let out a small laugh that was far from happy. Really, how could you be so naive?

And their faces…Their faces had anything but guilt on them, anything but a sign that they understood what they did wrong. Demons truly were heartless creatures.

“I’m done with all of you…I just want to go home. To the people I care for and who care for me…” now that the adrenaline left your body everything felt more real and after letting out everything you’ve built up inside you it felt so calm and peaceful, like the moment after a storm.

Yet that didn’t meant your words were just anger or you regretted them, no quite the opposite. Now that you’ve left it all out you felt…at ease. What was the last time you felt like this? You couldn’t remember and you had no intention of going back in those horrible memories trying to figure out. At the moment only thing you wanted to do was rest. And go home but resting was a easier goal.

You turned around to leave, heading to your room. Maybe you could pack up the very few stuff you had here that bringed you joy and then leave. If the demons didn’t let you then you would just command them so.

Before you climbed up to your room you turned to face them, hopefully for the last time

“Oh and tell that Lord Diavolo of yours that this exchange program only proves that our worlds should never interact. Ever again”

And with that you left, in hope of finally achieving what you deserved.

Obey Me! DND / Fantasy AU 👾🔥

Individual information Below!

LUCIFER

Class: Paladin (Oathbreaker)

Subclass Description: An oathbreaker is a paladin who breaks their sacred oaths to pursue some dark ambition or serve an evil power. Whatever light burned in the paladin's heart been extinguished. Only darkness remains.

Creator Notes

Frontline tank for the party

Protective of the others. Will take hits to block his more fragile brothers

Leader of the party and organizes trips. Maybe sent by Diavolo on quests?

Other Class Choices: Crown Paladin

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MAMMON

Class: Rogue (Wild Card)

Subclass Description: Some rogues favor honing their skill and precision, others perfect a silver tongue, but you — well, you’ve always gotten a kick out of leaving things up to chance.

Rogues of the Wild Card variety thrive on the high stakes and random thrill of the game table. Armed with cunning cheats and no small amount of luck, these sly gamblers live and die by their rules, never keen to simply accept the hand fate deals them.

Creator Notes

The gambling dps (that either does really well or terribly, depends on rolls)

Holds a deck of cards on him, depending on the type of suit he pulls, it enchants his attacks to deal various effects to the enemy

Fitting match for a rogue

Boasts of his skills, a bit acrobatic to show off

Other Class Options: Thief Rogue

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LEVIATHAN

Class: Warlock (The Fathomless Pact)

Subclass Description: You have plunged into a pact with the deeps. An entity of the ocean, the Elemental Plane of Water, or another otherworldly sea now allows you to draw on its thalassic power. Is it merely using you to learn about terrestrial realms, or does it want you to open cosmic floodgates and drown the world?

Creator Notes

Summoner/DPS

Instead of tentacles the summon for his class would be vaguely representative of Lotan (like his head rising up and chomping the enemy etc

Literally just some guy. Also uses his pact to do mundane or petty things he’s too lazy to do

Other class options: Sea sorcerer, Ghost in the Machine Warlock

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SATAN

Class: Ranger (Beast Master Conclave)

Subclass Description: The Beast Master archetype embodies a friendship between the civilized races and the beasts of the world. United in focus, beast and ranger work as one to fight the monstrous foes that threaten civilization and the wilderness alike. Emulating the Beast Master archetype means committing yourself to this ideal, working in partnership with an animal as its companion and friend.

Creator Notes

DPS (kind of) and Support (kind of)

Has many animals (mostly cats) following him, he cares deeply for these companions. He also uses them to cause a lot of trouble. Pranking others and other antics. Both sides are protective of each other which can be problematic to the rest of the party.

Knowledgeable of creatures/maybe has a journal on them?

Other Class Choices: Mastermind Rogue, Monster Slayer Ranger

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ASMODEUS

Class: Bard (College of Glamour)

Subclass Description: The College of Glamour is the home of bards who mastered their craft in the vibrant realm of the Feywild or under the tutelage of someone who dwelled there. Tutored by satyrs, eladrin, and other fey, these bards learn to use their magic to delight and captivate others.

The bards of this college are regarded with a mixture of awe and fear. Their performances are the stuff of legend. These bards are so eloquent that a speech or song that one of them performs can cause captors to release the bard unharmed and can lull a furious dragon into complacency. The same magic that allows them to quell beasts can also bend minds. Villainous bards of this college can leech off a community for weeks, abusing their magic to turn their hosts into thralls. Heroic bards of this college instead use this power to gladden the downtrodden and undermine oppressors.

Creator Notes

The All-rounder

I didn’t want him to be stereotypical of a bard but I think glamour fits him -w- pretty and manipulative and such

Has weapons (knives and shivs) hidden on straps on his body

Uses his mind manipulating and enchanting magic for more selfish and maniacal needs. Very much does what he wants when the time is right

Heals occasionally, depending on his mood

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BEELZEBUB

Class: Barbarian (Path of the Beast)

Subclass Description: Barbarians who walk the Path of the Beast draw their rage from a bestial spark burning within their souls. That beast bursts forth in the throes of rage, physically transforming the barbarian.

Creator Notes

The tank/damage dealer. Sways depending on the situation.

Non-human

Basically the same but with a giant axe/weapon. Guy who literally hangs around and enjoys meals and such. Kind of a creature if you ask me

Similar to Lucifer, protective of his brothers and will block hits when possible

Comes in a package with Belphie. Do not separate the animals.

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BELPHEGOR

Class: Druid (Circle of Dreams)

Subclass Description: Druids who are members of the Circle of Dreams hail from regions that have strong ties to the Feywild and its dreamlike realms. The druids’ guardianship of the natural world makes for a natural alliance between them and good-aligned fey. These druids seek to fill the world with dreamy wonder. Their magic mends wounds and brings joy to downcast hearts, and the realms they protect are gleaming, fruitful places, where dream and reality blur together and where the weary can find rest.

Creator Notes

Party Healer (TM)

Non-human

Heals and micromanages Beel's health but everyone else is on their own. Leaves Lucifer to take hits and delays heals to fuck with him

Protects the party at night when everyone is sleeping

Also the same as canon; sleeps a lot until someone shakes him awake. Beel carries him around

Close second choice: Circle of Stars Druid

— say you’ll stay (never be severed) when they have a nightmare you die ; title creds

lucifer knows it was just a dream. he knows it wasn’t real, assures himself it wasn’t and yet he allows his heart - still thundering in his chest - to guide his sharp strides and pound on your door. the sight of you, worry for him clear though sleepy and bleary eyed, is enough for lucifer’s knees to melt and he falls forward to embrace you, relieved sigh shuddering through the air next to your ear. it feels natural when your arms circle his torso, tight hold allowing him to sink further and push back the tears that welled in his eyes. for once, lucifer’s head isn’t in charge and he relishes in your touch as his heartbeat begins to slow until it thumps a steady rhythm of i love you, i love you. unknowingly, the words fall from his lips too, escaping from deep within. and it’s the certainty in your voice as you return the confession that finally convinces lucifer he had experienced nothing more than a bad dream.

mammon doesn’t wait, can’t wait. he scrambles to your room, familiar route suddenly lasting an eternity. his feet slap panickedly against the floor as he barges in with such urgency that the door swings open with a bang. the slam is loud enough to scare you awake, half jumping out of your skin. but you don’t have a moment spare to take in what’s happening before mammon wraps himself around you, head tucked into the crook of your neck as he gasps and chants, “you’re ok, you’re ok.” you bring your own arms up to envelope him, knowing not of his nightmare but of just how bravely he protects his family, from the fall to now. it’d be foolish to think he’s the second eldest for nothing. but right now, mammon trembles under your touch, one hand rubbing across his broad shoulders and the other finding its place in the foam of his hair. “i’m ok,” you whisper in return as the first tears hit your collarbone and seep into your skin, “and you are too. i’ve got you, mammon.”

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May I request a head cannon or fic (up to you) where Luke gets overworked from the Celestial Realm putting pressure on him and MC gets all protective over him

/platonic obviously. I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense, I have trouble with words lol

𝗡𝗼𝘁𝗲: of course! :) this is a cute idea, thank you for the request!

𝗚𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲: fluff

𝗣𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴: Luke and GN!Mc (platonic)

Luke hardly gets anymore sleep or time to care for himself anymore. All of a sudden Michael, and other archangels have been requesting him to do more tasks then he should, even Simeon feels bad & tries to help but even at that it’s still stressful for the little angel to handle.

One day you were coming over to purgatory hall for the day, you put on a coat and said goodbye to the brothers. As you arrived there you knocked on the door waiting for a answer. Simeon answers the door and lets you in, guilt written all over his features.

“Is something wrong Simeon? You don’t look as bright as usual.” You say looking at him with concern, he sighs. “I’m fine, but look isn’t doing too well.”

Your eyes go wide and start to panic “What?! Where is he?” you ask quickly, Simeon leads to Lukes room and you knock on the door waiting for Luke to open as Simeon leaves.

A few moments after Luke opens the door slowly, looking up at you with eye bags under his eyes. He smiles “Hey MC-“

You hug him quickly and he flinches a bit at the sudden hug. “What happened to you?!” You say as you look at him with concern. “Just some duties from Michael that’s all..”

“Jesus how much work does he have to put on you? You’re still so young..” You ruffle his hair before standing back up “You can rest, i’ll take care of your duties.”

“W-wait but-“ “No buts, you need to rest its obvious.” Luke sighs before he nods weakly, he tells you some of the tasks and you leave the room as he rests.

You look at the big list and your jaw almost drops, you go to Simeon and talk to him. Simeon pats the spot next to him on the sofa, you go to sit there. “Michael shouldn’t give this much work to someone as young as Luke.” you say while staring at the list in your hands.

Simeon sighs, looking away guilty. “I have to agree with you there, maybe I can talk to Michael to calm down with the tasks and let Luke take a break.” He says as you look up at him smiling.

“Please do! I’ll look after Luke and maybe even stay the night here, if that’s okay with you guys.” You say and Simeon smiles and agrees before he goes to talk to Michael.

You get up and head over to the kitchen, getting some ingredients out for you and Luke to bake when he wakes up. 20 minutes later Luke yawns and comes out of his room to find you in the kitchen. He looks less tired and the eyebags are almost gone.

You smile at him “Did you have a good rest?” He nods “Yes thanks to you MC! Are we going to bake?” You nod and he smiles happily, helping you get a few more ingredients.

You guys baked cakes and dinner for the other residents in Purgatory hall. (Simeon and solomon)

When Simeon returns he smiles and looks more happy than earlier, “I have good news! Luke, Michael said he’s going to give you less tasks and the upcoming 2 weeks you are free from tasks.” Simeon says as he walks towards you guys.

Luke excitedly jumps “Really?!” Simeon nods and ruffles his hair. Simeon then comes up to you and whispers “Thank you MC for everything today.”

You, Luke, Simeon & Solomon all had some food and dessert then watched a movie, later falling asleep all together on the couch.

Luke is less stressed and more happy than usual, he thanks you by baking you some cupcakes.