Day 1/123

day 1/123

hi! little big update in my life, I finished university! well, almost, I need to finish my masters thesis and I'm not gonna lie, it´s a bit scary, so here I am, starting to upload again to get mysfel working!

Today is the first of july and I need to submit my tesis on october 31st (the reason for the 123 days) so the plan is to write a chapter a month or so. I've already organized my schedule so I can create deadlines for myself, take a week off (I don't know if I'll really be completely disconnected or if my computer will go with me) but we'll see and try not stress too much.

I'm a very anxious person and I'm going through a breakup after finishing college and I'm already thinking about doing my internship abroad, it's been a lot, I just can't break now, let's be positive and I'll believe in myself and my abilities! let's do it!!

02.2024

Messy journal before the exams during January. Those pages represented my mind.

It went better than I ever expected, I'm really proud of myself tbh.

day 3/123

03.07.24

Went to the library so I could focus and it worked! Read a lot, making progress on the first chapter of my thesis (yey) I'm a bit more positive, scared but positive!!

Also, I've been searching for a camcorder, used to have one with my ex and I actually miss to record little moments with that, however I think I've found one, let's see!

I've also been missing him a lot, we used to love sunny days and I would tell him about what I was reading but it's just memories now, well it's very recent and it's a healing process right, so everything is gonna be alright 🐥 (<- how I feel convincing myself of that)

Hope you guys are healthy and happy 🤍

I might not have been able to fill up these notebooks till the end but I’m thankful for every early morning and late night we’ve spent together, hoping for a good 2024 📝 reblog is ok, don’t repost

I know I've made it when the ladies in the library know my name

they're adorable