Silly.

Silly.

I was about to play my guitar tonight but then my mind suddenly felt all playful with words apparently. Hands were in the momentum to type something, so here I am. It’s nothing special but then I kind of read a quote that says:

“People destroy beauty when they find it.” -  Sherrilyn Kenyon

Which makes a lot of sense.

Connected it with what my cynical self normally see through people that we’re extremely capable of destroying anything we find good, how we’re cruel creatures putting down the ones who has obvious potentials, planting insecurities to anyone just to step up and not get left behind and/or even making the beautiful private moments too overrated. 

It’s a silly world with silly people.

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“A collection of my most fav sceneries.”

December 11, 2016. Nagsasa Cove, Zambales.

Morning contemplation.

Sometimes, I go back to my old playlist to remind myself who I was originally. By then, I’ll find my old self just hiding underneath a thick layer of a different persona now but it’s still there, it’ll always be there.

And I don’t know if that sucks or should even be considered as a good thing.

Which is which, really? It takes a longer time to know somebody else but I’m pretty sure it takes double effort to know ourselves deep and it’s never an easy discovery. We choose what to sustain or what to let go, gotta allow our hearts to feel too much in order for us to see what we’re capable of.

Nonetheless, I believe I’m never the regret type of person. Always been finding a life of transit through experiences worth the risk, figured I feel alive with the thrill of uncertainties. Looking forward to finally find a good soul who would willingly tame my fiery side plus could keep up with my own pace.

All these are product of good decisions. It’ll be wicked awesome, Porshe. It’ll be awesome. Let’s wait up.

P/Jabee

"This city is unfamiliar to me."

That's the first thing that came to mind when I was given a direction to meet up in this urban place I rarely go to. Normally, where elites go. Which I don't really belong......

Unfortunately, t'was a dark gloomy day and I'm expecting a heavy rainfall. Every time that's the kind of weather I always make sure I put on boy clothes, I just can't wear a dress. That'd be silly. Anyway, the agenda of the day was to meet up an old college friend who's asking to do a project/else somehow hiring for somebody else to do a creative job for a company she's currently employed in.

Luckily, I got to team up with this guy I've known several years back. We never really hangout much but I remember we met at our juvenile and awkward-self period, then one time we got into doing collabs with his art, recalled bumping into him on a random unusual time & place and by then the most recent was talking abt heartaches of life what nots, getting perfectly nonchalant the same way.

There were a lot of spaces in between, it took longer years to encounter this person again.

Anyway, it's good to see people from the earlier days doing what they really love, getting consumed by it and they turn out amazing. He was kind of that, probably one of the ones I could point out that would definitely inspire the start-up dreamers. A by-product of passion, yup. I really find it worthy hanging out with the doers.

After the meeting we roamed around, took several maarte pictures and got ourselves peach mango pies, cheapest best treat you can get and it'll make you happy. He reached out to give me two just because.

While waiting for uber, we got a little bored so we sang. Huh, funny I always sing along with people and it's not awkward at all.

It took the uber driver a while to fetch us due to the weather and traffic, he was super apologetic that it touched us both in a way. I'm about to tell you a story of how was this the nicest part of the day.

I felt a bit full and I haven't eaten the other pie so I shared it with the uber driver and we kind of booked the wrong place so we had to reset the meter and gave him the fair fare.

The driver literally teared up!!!!!!!!1!!! :(

And said, "Hindi pa ko nakakakuha ng pasaherong katulad niyo, halos lahat mababa lang tingin ng mga tao saken lalo na dito sa BGC."

I was crushed in a way. I had to hold my emotions there I don't want to have a dramatic convo with a stranger but it did hit me. Ugh. Sucks that people have to go through the hierarchy shit. Finally, the uber driver was super into us that he was playing Cupid. T'was cute.

Anyway, the day went well.

We got back to Cavite and end up having dinner at Jollibee again. 

Basically, t'was a Jollibee kind of day.

....it felt okay. :)

CINEMALAYA 2016 Ang Bagong Pamilya ni Ponching

The film itself is definitely a breather and this is actually my very first Cinemalaya experience that I am a part of. T’was overwhelming to be there actually. Also I got partly shy hearing my voice in the cinema but people were cool with it and found it great so that’s a good start, I guess.

Team Ponching felt super warm, the audiences were happy from start ‘til the end, even though some really found the film a little too simple. Well, to me that was the main point of it all. Not being able to feel the weight of the world for an hour and I guess that’s ok.

Anyway this is another check for my impossible goals list, I’ve always wanted to write a song for a film although this one has a little pinch of it because it wasn’t mine. I got the opportunity to sing one of the Cunejo’s original song which is entitled “Lumang Palabas” that we might create a studio version soon enough. (It’s the song for the reminiscing moments of Lola with her old lover scene)

I really hope you get to catch the film before the local indie film fest ends and let me know watchu think.

Thank ya!!!