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I saw colors in your eyes

I’ve never seen before.

A beautiful hazel that hid

Generations of pain,

And I couldn’t help but wonder

If mine looked the exact same.

-S.Lilobell (“You have pretty eyes.”)

It was never like you to

Kiss me until the sun came up.

It wasn’t until I opened

My eyes did I realize

You still wouldn’t…

-S.Lilobell (Excerpts from a dream.)

Cyclical Human Beings

There’s not much you can say to seasonal people.

Temporary words stay longer than they do and

The December air is too crisp for their never ending need for change.

Their blankets of fall get tucked away before winter is even over

And no amount of warmth will keep them near for summer.

So what can really be said to someone who leaves a mountain of avalanches in their wake?

“Stay close for the seasons have more to offer than the rivers you’re used to…”

Or maybe something with a little less substance?

“There’s a bonfire tonight and a s’more with your name on it…”

Maybe it’s useless to try and contain running water like them.

They’re made of iron slivers that will leave you with a mess of wounds to clean

And a fountain of new anxieties that will never let you sleep in peace again.

So instead, say goodbye before ever saying hello to a Cyclical Human Being…

-S.Lilobell (They won’t stay long enough to hear your farewell otherwise.)

I was never like you

And for a long time that confused me

Because all I wanted was to be

Part of your world.

-S.Lilobell (But I could never be the ruby you wanted.)

We were never cut from the same minerals.

You came from a world of sharp jewels that cut to the bone.

And I grew from soft soil,

With only beautiful petals to show for it.

-S.Lilobell (Turns out you can’t turn a Rose into a Ruby.)

Renouncing A Title.

When the Knights came,

In shiny silver armor,

She would frown

And turn them away.

And when the Prince’s came,

On their valiant white steads,

She left the window

With nothing more to say.

The Suitors came next,

With their well written verses.

But she knew too well

Of loves evil curses…

…Oh but when the Dragons came,

The princess finally left her tower.

Leaving behind the fairytale rose,

To become a WILDFLOWER.

-S.Lilobell (Heavy is the head that wears the crown.)

“It’s becoming more difficult to walk past the mirrors in my house. Each day it’s harder to recognize the person staring back at me.”

-S.Lilobell (A broken person speaking to herself.)

You’re a vivid CYAN

In a sea of LAVENDER.

And I wonder if you know

That your KISS tastes of

AMETHYST.

-S.Lilobell (A HUE so bright it blinds the SUN.)

With your hands on my face,

I’m breathing you in…

I could live forever in your atmosphere.

-S.Lilobell (When stardust falls in love.)

Faulty Lips

I’ll never say it

Because to say

“I care”

Is not enough and yet

Too much all at once.

Words with weight have been

Flung around too often and

“I love you”

Can mean only for one night.

It holds no merit,

Whispered from

Faulty lips.

I don’t want artificial emotions

Hand crafted as pick up lines,

There’s no depth in it.

No I need real,

Uncut,

Pure

L

O

  V

   E.

The kind people kill for..

-S.Lilobell (Excerpts from a dream I once had.)

“Take me to the edge of BLISS

And let me chew on your DESPAIR.

I’m craving a PAIN that reminds me of

LOVE.”

-S.Lilobell (When you’ve been starved of affection for too long.)

“Maybe she left because she’s used to everyone leaving her…

…And she saw it in your eyes too.”

-S.Lilobell (Blue looks like goodbye.)

I take a breath

And there you are.

A whisper of TRUTH

And then you go.

What does it take

To keep a GALAXY

Like you?

-S.Lilobell (Looking to the stars in hopes of an answer.)

“What do you do when each breath of oxygen feels like it’s mocking you?”

-S.Lilobell (Life is a fucking joke.)

“You looked at me and suddenly my pen had a voice…

…And I had lost mine.”

-S.Lilobell (Oh the kind of magic in those eyes.)

I clung to you as though your love was the only thing my lungs wanted to breathe in.

But you got claustrophobic within my arms and took a step back,

Fearful that my fire would engulf your soul if given the chance...

...And you weren't ready for that.

-S.Lilobell (This is what a dying flame feels like.)

“I don’t lose things, I lose people.”

-S.Lilobell (A seven word story.)

“You won’t find my name at the bottom of that bottle…”

-S.Lilobell (Nor is it on the lips of those strangers you kiss.)

Ocean eyes staring back at me and all of a sudden I feel the water in my lungs, drowning me in your “love”.

-S.Lilobell (These waves are pulling me under.)

To The Marrow

Despite this scorching water

There’s a chill that cuts straight to my bones.

Maybe I’m hollowed out

And that’s what brings this lucid coldness.

Just a ghost living in a lifeless corpse.

The only skeletons left are the ones in your closet

And I wonder if you think of me

When you dance with them.

-S.Lilobell (Or have you moved on to warmer bodies?)

“I am roaming in a lost world, hoping to find something that doesn’t exist.”

-S.Lilibell (I will look for you everywhere.)