Jay And Heeseung

Jay and Heeseung

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Secrets | Nakamoto Yuta

Pairing: Nakamoto Yuta x Reader

Summary: Being in a long distance relationship is hard, especially when there are other temptations… 

Genre: Mafia leader!Yuta, LDR, angst, Parents AU

Word Count: 0.7k

Warnings: Sexual content, mentions of adultery 

Yuta missed you so bad. 

That was all he could think about as he strode down the plush red hotel corridor, towards his room. His muscled body, covered in inky dragon tattoos, feared by every policeman in the country… felt like a shell. 

Inside, he was just a dad. A dad whose baby daughter barely knew what he looked like.  

A woman with liquid brown eyes and a deep V-neckline stopped him with a hand on his shoulder. He recognised her from the way she’d been fluttering her eyelashes at him in the bar all night. 

“Do yakuza bosses know how to have a little fun?” she asked, spinning her gold room key on one red fingernail. 208 flashed in the low light. 

She opened his shirt pocket, dropped the key in and patted it down a little more than necessary. For a second, Yuta was distracted. His body ached with loneliness, like a red throbbing that burst into flame when she touched him. 

But then, he remembered you. 

He remembered your chuckle as his soapy hands sneaked over your chest in the shower. He remembered the sweet lavender scent of your moisturiser. He remembered the water welling up in your eyes as you squeezed his hand and said, “We’re having a baby.”

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come as the rain - sjy

part 6 of Destiny, it’s just a tiny dot. - masterlist

pairing ↬ jake x reader

synopsis ↬ The rain has always accompanied you and Jake throughout your relationship. From the beginning, to the end.

genre ↬ mostly fluff then boom angst

warnings ↬ language, mentions of food, suggestive but no explicit written smut, (spoiler!) cancer & main character death

word count ↬ 4026

a/n ↬ i cried while writing this sooo reblogs, likes & feedback as always are vv appreciated!!! i’m really happy w this and i’m so excited to share the rest of the series so i hope you’ll enjoy it too :)))

taglist ↬ @mochisnlix (send an ask to be added to the series / my permanent taglist!)

playlist ↬ from the rain by heize, you, clouds, rain by heize, sad beautiful tragic by taylor swift, blue by taeyeon, you were my breath by miyeon, adieu mon homme by pomme

It seemed that the rain had always accompanied you and Jake on your journeys. To some, that might’ve seemed ominous, a sign that you were bound to be swept away by the floods of your love. But to you, the rain was what made flowers grow again after a drought. 

From the very beginning, it had rained. You and Jake had met at a boring alumni party hosted by your university. You were both only second-year students but were already looking to make connections that might prove useful once out of college. However, the gathering seemed to be more for the alumni to show off how well they had done after school and how much they donated to it every year, rather than for the students to meet them. 

You had been stuck in a never-ending conversation with one of the men there, who had become a top lawyer in the capital city, helping disgustingly rich people get even richer. He was droning on and on about his clients and you were desperately trying to find a way out of the conversation. That’s when Jake came in and swept you up like a knight on his white horse.

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DEUCE! — set 31: "I'm swimming in everything you said"

word count: 1.7K

warning(s): sad and confused y/n :(

“… Then one day I woke up and you weren’t… there like you used to be.”

Y/N finds herself staring up at the ceiling of the dorm room (BHU was kind enough to let the volleyball teams use the unoccupied on-campus dorm rooms) she shared with Yoon and Jimin, not feeling drowsy at all unlike the two mentioned. It was rather difficult to fall asleep when all you could think about is the recent realization you had of harboring feelings for your supposed arch-nemesis. Buried feelings, specifically.

It’s true, what Jay said back in the storage shed. Jay and Y/N used to be so close and the latter was usually seen following the young setter wherever he would go. They came as a package deal, you wouldn’t ever see one without the other on most occasions, so it did raise some eyebrows when they saw Jay alone throughout their time in middle school, the starry-eyed Y/N absent as the young setter went on ahead as if nothing was amiss, as if he wasn’t missing something.

Y/N remembers that day very well; the day where everything changed for both of them just because she couldn’t keep what she was feeling for her best friend any longer and she ended up shouting her confession after dragging Jay with her to the gymnasium.

* * *

The silence that came after her confession was deafening, the gymnasium felt bigger than it already was as a thirteen year old Jay looked at her in mild surprise.

“Are you serious, Y/N?” He asks, voice tight and unsure as his sharp eyes bore into hers.

“Of course I am! Why would I joke about this? I like you, like a lot actually.” She says, sicncerity etched in each of the words she spoke. Silence once again fills in the blanks for the both of them as Y/N broke eye contact in favor of looking at her twiddling thumbs, waiting for what Jay had to say.

She hears Jay let out a heavy sigh, “look, I appreciate your honesty, but do I look like I have the time for silly things like this?” The girl looks up from her fingers then, lips pursing at the stern look twisting Jay’s features.

“But—”

“But nothing, Y/N. I’m not like you and I never will be. I wasn’t born with insane talent like you.” Y/N’s breath hitches when he spat out the last word as if it was poison as the young setter’s eyebrows knit together further as he spoke, “I wasn’t born a volleyball genius and frankly, it pisses me off that you hardly have to do anything because you’re just so perfect, aren’t you?” Y/N felt like crying then and there, eyeing his sarcastic smile in disbelief; has Jay felt like this this whole time? Feeling trapped underneath her shadow? Why didn’t he tell her?

“That’s not true!” She’s quick to deny that claim. “I work just as hard as you do and you know it!” Her voice shook slightly as she yelled.

“Then why the fuck is it taking me so long to get the jump serve right?! You already got it down in what—just a week? And I’m stuck here having to mind my form and timing or whatever coach was yelling at me for.”

“Jongseong, I’m your best friend! If you would just let me help you—”

“I don’t need your help! What I need from you right now is to leave me alone!”

“What… you—you don’t mean that… Jongseong, please I—”

“I said leave me alone, Y/N!” She flinches, staring at Jay with wide eyes full as his heavy breathing accompanied the silence surrounding them.

“Fine,” She says quietly, her voice shaky, chewing the inside of her cheek as tears blurred her vision. “Fine.” Y/N says firmly this time, “if that’s what you want.”

* * *

She walked out of the gymnasium without looking back at her best friend, not even once as the tears she'd been holding back slid down her burning cheeks. After all, Y/N was walking away from the only person she loved more than volleyball, why she did the most when it came to what she already does best, even if she was well aware that she had it easy, being born with natural talent.

All she wanted was for Jay to look past the prodigy bullshit and see her, Jeon Y/N, his best friend who had stuck with him through thick and thin, the one who held his hand when his mother cleaned his scraped knee and the one who never failed to toss for her every time she asked or when Jay wanted to work on his sets.

Half of her wanted to run back to him, apologize and tell him to forget what she said, but her anger was louder, deafening even, telling her to not waste her time on someone who clearly didn’t want anything to do with her.

Y/N gave Jay exactly what he asked of her, she left him alone after that and never reached out in hopes of him reaching out first, but that never happened. Jay seemed fine after the whole thing went down too, which only fueled her resentment and resorted to seeking his attention by getting under his skin. It obviously wasn’t one of her best decisions, but as long as it worked; getting his attention, having his eyes on her, she pushed through with it despite what Jay would bite back, bruising her ego as much as her own scathing words could in return.

It was for the best anyway. Y/N thinks as she shifts onto her side, cuddling the pillow tightly to her. If it wasn’t for their fall-out, she wasn’t sure if she would be just as good as she is now, considering she followed Jay around like a lost puppy. If she did that any longer, who knows if her volleyball career would have been fruitful like it is now. Still, that doesn’t mean she didn’t miss him—well, the Jay who didn’t blow up at her during one of his worst days.

Park Jongseong was her whole world, right when she and Jay became aware of each other when they were just learning to walk; that is until volleyball became a permanent fixture in her life and Y/N had to learn how to navigate her adoration for Jay and the sport. It was only to her relief that Jay had shown interest in the sport as well and it just started from there.

Until things obviously went downhill.

Y/N supposes that she’s a hypocrite, telling Jay to just forget about the past when she can do anything but.

As Jungwon said, Jay is totally different from the person he was at thirteen, bullheaded and filled with pride and the want to prove himself. The Jay she had talked hours ago was nothing of the sort; he was a lot calmer, a lot less brazen as he was a child, wore his heart on his sleeve and that should be enough for Y/N to just forget, right?

But it wasn’t that simple for her, not when Jay had hurt her so deeply all those years ago that all she could see was Jay telling her he didn’t have time for meager things such as feelings, how furious he looked when she offered to help or the way he yelled at her to leave him alone, and he had never yelled at her with so much rage until that day, how his usually soft-spoken demeanor (well, towards her anyways) vanished in an instant.

Y/N didn't realize she was crying, or even full on sobbing until someone slipped underneath the covers behind her.

“Shh, Y/N, why are you crying?” It’s Yoon and Y/N just cries even harder, turning over to bury herself closer into the middle blocker's hold as she shakes her head ‘no’, not wanting to answer. “Okay. It’s okay, let it all out.” Yoon wraps her arms around the captain, shushing her as she shoots Jimin, who had also woken up from Y/N’s cries, a bewildered look.

The setter sighs, throwing the covers off of herself as she trudges towards the bed where two of her friends and teammates are currently sharing, doing the same as what Yoon did as she used the pillow Y/N was gripping onto as her own as she gently pets the captain on the head.

“Now I don’t know why you’re being a crybaby right now and I won’t pry, but just know that you can tell us anything, right?” Jimin mumbles loud enough for both Y/N and Yoon to hear. Yoon snorts, shaking her head as she tightens her hold around the weeping girl as the latter nods quietly, sniffling all the while. “Try and get some sleep. We have a long day tomorrow.”

It’s lost to Y/N why she ended up crying just from remembering what had happened almost a decade ago. Was she simply overwhelmed over the realization? Could be. She thought she was doing well with keeping her feelings at bay, but Park Jongseong just had to smile at her like that, didn’t he? Hold her close to him as if she was the most precious thing in the world and he was scared to lose her and that could be the reason why it sent her emotions into overdrive.

Or was it because she was scared of what Jay could say if she decided to come clean about the unwavering admiration she had for the setter?

After all, even if it’s been so long since she and Jay had been on the same side of the court, she still considers him to be the best setter she’s ever had and she could only hope that Jay thought the same; Y/N being the best wing spiker he had ever had.

Park Jongseong was her world, still is probably and Y/N dreaded the day where he decides to look at someone else.

a/n: did u guys really think i'll let u live in peace?? LMFAOOOOOOO

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summary: one may ask, what would happen if you put a prodigy and a hard worker in one room? Absolute chaos. Jay and Y/N absolutely hated each other’s guts. Having been rivals from middle school until present, it’s a cruel twist of fate that they ended up going to the same university years later. To make matters even worse, both have been selected as captains for the men’s and women’s volleyball team respectively.

The coaches, the managers—hell, both teams knew they had to put an end to this ridiculous beef as they were slowly tarnishing the esteemed reputation of both teams, but the question is: how?

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pairing: doctor!yuta x bartender!reader

genre: fluff, angst

word count: 5.6k

synopsis: you know you can’t get involved with nakamoto yuta, but you were never really good at following the rules anyway.

author’s note: hi so this is a spinoff of and stupidly, us but it can also be read as a standalone! dedicated to the lovely j ( @lxomoons ) ♡

warning(s): there is violence/use of weapons in this so steer clear if that bothers you!

Another night, another fight. 

You’re no stranger to having to deal with drunken men brawling with each other for a reason that they themselves can’t even remember. Usually, you can settle it pretty quickly, but you seem to be out of luck today. As you try to calm down one of the men, you get an accidental (and quite nasty) right hook to the face. He hits you so hard that you crash onto the floor and directly onto shards of a broken shot glass. Luckily, your arm takes the brunt of the impact and you get away with a small gash on your forearm. 

By the time you pull yourself together, (the extremely late) security is already hauling the men away. You’re still seeing stars as you shakily stand up, feeling the stares of everyone else in the bar. You grab a roll of paper towels and tear off a sheet, dabbing at the injury on your arm. 

“You alright?” Lee Taeyong asks, suddenly materializing next to you. Taeyong is your boss and probably one of the scariest but kindest people you’ll ever meet.

“You couldn’t have sent security sooner?” you grumble, cheek still throbbing. 

“Sorry,” he says genuinely, “I was on the phone, and by the time I noticed, you were already on the ground.” 

The bar that you work at isn’t just an ordinary bar. It’s the hub for the biggest vigilante group in South Korea, NCT. Taeyong isn’t just the owner of this bar, he’s also the leader of said group. When he says that he’s “on the phone,” it usually means he’s discussing important information about NCT’s next operation. Technically, what they’re doing is good―just extremely illegal.

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the way jay has this natural dominant aura about him oh lord im on my KNEES for him like that vlog!?!? ive never been more attracted to a man in my life tbh. the way he made the restaurant reservation (especially as a shy introvert myself, having him order and making reservations? dream come true), the rolled up sleeves and his calm mature nature and and and now i can't stop thinking abt how he has this non sexual but also kind of sexual dominance in his day to day activites with you; walking on the sidewalk and he moves you gently to the inner part while he walks on the outer part, cutting your food for you when youre out having dinner by yourselves or with friends (he WILL smirk and look at you a type of way when he hears your friends questioning to their own bfs why don't they do that for them), guiding you somewhere with his hand situated on your lower back like the list goes on and on and on

jay also seems like the type of person to be clingy to his s/o so hand on your thigh or around your waist always and constantly pressing small kisses to any accessible place on you when he thinks no one is looking, having you sit on his thighs, casually wrapping an arm around your shoulder while the other hooks around your front so his hands connect (can confirm he has done that before on camera) or whispering into your ear whenever he wants to tell you something

this will obviously transcend into the bedroom (or any place he's taking you of course) especially if youre out and youre feeling to be bratty, one specific calm glare at you will have you shut up in mere seconds because he might be a person who takes jokes and jabs very well but he also has a limit. when he is in an extra dominant mood (lowkey always), he loves to order you around in a bored tone and loves when youre acting like a brat so he can break it out of you. will make you his own personal toy wearing a choker with his name on it with hickeys to complement it and make you beg for him to fuck you because he's been teasing and edging and ruining your resolve for what feels like hours. and hes SOOO mean about it too, "but baby, i thought you liked running that slutty mouth of yours? where'd all that bite go huh?"

if he wants you to look at him or kiss him or anything like that, he isn't afraid to grab you by your face, squishing your cheeks lightly, to turn your head and pull you into him while his other hand stays in his pant pocket. might press a little kiss on your puckered lips and look into your teary eyes with his own with a smirk of pride bc youve broken down into such a good girl for him crying bc you want his dick in you and blubbering how you wont ever be a brat again (he knows it's a baseless lie but he doesnt mind believing it for now). when jay does fuck you, he might take it a step further by absolutely ruining and cumming in or on you then bringing you to the point where youre just on the brink of your orgasm before he pulls out saying something like "bratty whores dont get to cum. you know this, dont you?" while he wipes your tears with faux concern and listens to your cries. he just knows how to the best brat tamer and coincidentally he knows you to be the best brat :) - 🗣

i have been thinking about this since you sent it you really need to take up a career in fic writing because this is literally perfect i feel so happy and lucky to know you oh my god.. JAY MAKING THE RESERVATION PLEASE I WAS SHAKING HE'S SO HOT AND HIM SAYING HIS FULL NAME AGH HIM .. he just sounded so sure of himself absolutely no hesitation (fellow shy introvert so yes i was squealing) and then him at the dinner table w the sleeves rolled up yeaaaaaah he knows he's handsome AND THE THOUGHT OF HIM CUTTING UP MY FOOD FOR ME AHHH THIS SUITS HIM SO WELL. clingy jay >>>>>

brat tamer jay AW MAN I COULD CRY THIS IS SO HOT JAY JUST ??? DIRTY TALKER FILTHY FILTHY MAN i am nothing but a hole for him

ps. i was gonna make a masterlist for my favourite hard thoughts and stuff that i've been sent and i wanted to make a separate masterlist for all of the asks u send because i think you're so awesome and such an amazing but obviously if u don't want me to do that then i won't so i just wanted to check w u first <3