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Horse figure of the day: Lalaloopsy Ponies "Starry Night"

some kind of bug i think

I'M CRYING WHY DID TRUMP TAG PAPYRUS

old man yaoi for the FiddleStan nation

Context for the doodle:

Stan was gone on a trip for longer than planned on the Stan-O'-War II with Ford, and lets just say, Fiddleford missed him just a little

Being trans is not special or fun.

You need dysphoria to be trans.

Being cisgender is great.

Being trans is not your aesthetic.

Truscum/transmeds are the only ones who really care about trans people.

Hopefully, people like Skye are still a minority. If you have gender dysphoria, I hope you will be alright. You can always talk to me if you feel bad

Also, sorry for my English mistakes

>> Visit my art blog [NSFW]

Pumpkin punk special fall release! Happy October hehe 🎃

Twins^2!! I haven't drawn anything GF related in a very long time 😅

My mane 6 redesigns in mlp style

new taxonomic clade just dropped

Very normal about how much I like this old guy

people at all these help centres always seem so worried when i tell them i literally dissociate constantly, like as if it's serious and abnormal. and i guess it is? but like... this is just my life. i've always lived like this because my trauma started at birth. idk how life is without this

they ask things like "what, are you dissociating rn?" in this serious voice and im like... yeah? that's why i told you im dissociating so you know why im like... struggling to exist. and then they are like "do you experience that often?" and im like... yeah constantly?

same when im like "oh yeah it's always taken me like 1-2 hrs to fall asleep and i also have nightmares every night that are very vivid" and they are like.... how long has this been a thing, and again im like.... idk my earliest memories are from when i was like maybe 3-4? so since then

this has just always been my normal because i was abused by my parents so i didn't know you're not supposed to experience this shit. i just had to dissociate because a baby can't run or fight back

i'm so mad that i was failed so many times by schools, psychiatrists, psychologists, therapists, and the government so many times over and over again. it's hard for me to like.... understand how they missed the signs when i like.... told them..... multiple people knew and remember me being neglected and abused before i can remember.......... my mom was called "incapable of being a parent" by the government and nothing was done other than me having to reassure my mom that she was not a bad mom because she was crying about it and i was very scared she might do something violent if i didn't stabilise her mood

trauma dump <333 sry man i just.... im processing shit rn.... trying to find help n shit. this is so fucking hard ngl

people at all these help centres always seem so worried when i tell them i literally dissociate constantly, like as if it's serious and abnormal. and i guess it is? but like... this is just my life. i've always lived like this because my trauma started at birth. idk how life is without this

they ask things like "what, are you dissociating rn?" in this serious voice and im like... yeah? that's why i told you im dissociating so you know why im like... struggling to exist. and then they are like "do you experience that often?" and im like... yeah constantly?

same when im like "oh yeah it's always taken me like 1-2 hrs to fall asleep and i also have nightmares every night that are very vivid" and they are like.... how long has this been a thing, and again im like.... idk my earliest memories are from when i was like maybe 3-4? so since then

this has just always been my normal because i was abused by my parents so i didn't know you're not supposed to experience this shit. i just had to dissociate because a baby can't run or fight back

i'm so mad that i was failed so many times by schools, psychiatrists, psychologists, therapists, and the government so many times over and over again. it's hard for me to like.... understand how they missed the signs when i like.... told them..... multiple people knew and remember me being neglected and abused before i can remember.......... my mom was called "incapable of being a parent" by the government and nothing was done other than me having to reassure my mom that she was not a bad mom because she was crying about it and i was very scared she might do something violent if i didn't stabilise her mood

trauma dump <333 sry man i just.... im processing shit rn.... trying to find help n shit. this is so fucking hard ngl

so glad to be fixated on this show again. 2017 me going craaazy

Sorry this is so ass

Inspired by this post and this post

"I'm okay with you having DID, I just don't want to talk to or meet any of your alters."

I'm an alter too, you know. Every single time you've interacted with me, I'm an alter. Even before you knew I had DID, even before I knew I had DID, we've been speaking to each other as various different alters. To ask to only interface with one singular version of me because you find the other versions of me uncomfortable to be around is hurtful.

We have little to no control over who's fronting at any particular time. We switch a lot, that's the nature of my system. Even we don't know who's fronting all the time, not least because we're discovering new parts still all these years later.

And, ultimately, they're all me. If you've only met one version of me and like that one version of me, do you truly like me? If you've only ever gotten to know me in that particular mode, how well do you actually know me? How can you say you love me when there's all these other me's that you cast aside and ignore?

You can't say you're okay with my DID but then ask to never get to know my alters. Because, ultimately, that means you never get to know me. And that means you're not okay with my DID- or with me.

"Wah wah!!! Get out of the identity tags!!!"

That's what tags are for, engagement and saying what your post/blog is about. How about you block me like you said people would. You're just giving me more reason to push my thoughts and opinions. Like move on and you wouldn't be my problem. But you're mine now, pretty boy, better get that ass ready for what I've got in store.

More slur usage.

Why does someone "doing retarded ass shit" mean you can fakeclaim them...? Genuine question. Sometimes people are just misinformed and need direction and that's okay.

I've missed drawing my dear husband Stanley, so here's some screenshots redraws of him

He's like if Bill had a dorkier brother that he doesn't talk to and works in the sales department

bleghh

💫 - what's your headcount (if you know)? 100+

⭐ - are you commonly blurry, or do you usually know who's fronting? commonly blurry 😭

🌟 - who are your frequent fronters currently? alex 1, alex 2, cold dog, sage 2, mimi, sage 3, and uhh probably more but i forgot

✨ - do you have roles (gatekeepers, hosts, etc.)? do you have any non-conventional ones, if so? (ones that aren't commonly used) yes andd we have someone that fronts whenever we get the passenger seat of a car, a religious protector, socializers and someone who fronts to do math

— ୨୧₊˚ SYSTEM ASK GAME ...

positive posting and silly posting because i'm TIRED of syscourse GRAAAHHH EVERYBODY STFU AND BE HAPPY!!!!!

GENERAL QUESTIONS ...

💫 - what's your headcount (if you know)? ⭐ - are you commonly blurry, or do you usually know who's fronting? 🌟 - who are your frequent fronters currently? ✨ - do you have roles (gatekeepers, hosts, etc.)? do you have any non-conventional ones, if so? (ones that aren't commonly used)

FOR FICTIVES ...

❤ - what is your source or sources, and do you like it/them? 🧡 - do you source-identify? 💛 - what are your opinions on sourcemates in general? 💚 - have you ever directly consumed your source? 🩵 - do you think that the fandoms representation of your source character is accurate, or do you dislike it?

FOR ANY ALTER ...

💘 - do you have a "theme song"/a song you think represents you well? 💝 - do you have friends or relationships in general in headspace? 💖 - do you like fronting? why or why not? 💗 - do you dress up the body in a certain way when you front, or do you not mind how it's already dressed? 💞 - how well do you function with your headmates? EXTRA QUESTIONS (JUST FOR FUN) ...

🫂 - do you have a comfort item, song, or anything like that which you enjoy? 👥 - does your system argue over music playing? 👤 - what's your favorite part of headspace, if you have one? 🗣 - do you have a collective interest in anything?

if any of these questions are similar to a certain other ask game it's because i made one of these a while ago ... BEAR WITH ME GUYS. also please send these in to me as well

— ୨୧₊˚ SYSTEM ASK GAME ...

positive posting and silly posting because i'm TIRED of syscourse GRAAAHHH EVERYBODY STFU AND BE HAPPY!!!!!

GENERAL QUESTIONS ...

💫 - what's your headcount (if you know)? ⭐ - are you commonly blurry, or do you usually know who's fronting? 🌟 - who are your frequent fronters currently? ✨ - do you have roles (gatekeepers, hosts, etc.)? do you have any non-conventional ones, if so? (ones that aren't commonly used)

FOR FICTIVES ...

❤ - what is your source or sources, and do you like it/them? 🧡 - do you source-identify? 💛 - what are your opinions on sourcemates in general? 💚 - have you ever directly consumed your source? 🩵 - do you think that the fandoms representation of your source character is accurate, or do you dislike it?

FOR ANY ALTER ...

💘 - do you have a "theme song"/a song you think represents you well? 💝 - do you have friends or relationships in general in headspace? 💖 - do you like fronting? why or why not? 💗 - do you dress up the body in a certain way when you front, or do you not mind how it's already dressed? 💞 - how well do you function with your headmates? EXTRA QUESTIONS (JUST FOR FUN) ...

🫂 - do you have a comfort item, song, or anything like that which you enjoy? 👥 - does your system argue over music playing? 👤 - what's your favorite part of headspace, if you have one? 🗣 - do you have a collective interest in anything?

if any of these questions are similar to a certain other ask game it's because i made one of these a while ago ... BEAR WITH ME GUYS. also please send these in to me as well