My Entire College Career Is Resting On Two Electronic Kits That Don't Work. I Put Them Together And Neither

My entire college career is resting on two electronic kits that don't work. I put them together and neither worked. They were due at noon today (July 30th) and I have never been so upset. I cried for about an hour yesterday because I did all I could and it still wasn't enough to make it work. I was up until 1:30 putting that damn kit together and nothing lit up. Do you know how discouraging that is? I worked so hard and it was all for nothing. I might even have to retake the class next year. I woke up this morning at 7:30 to get back to work on the project and I cried again, just for a few minutes this time but I was so frustrated with the stupid project!!

I emailed my teacher and he said to turn them in anyway, because it might not even be my fault, it could be one single faulty piece that's fucking everything up. So I turned them in. My radio doesn't work and I accidentally cut a leg off a piece that didn't need to be cut which could be the problem but I don't even know. My other kit is an alarm clock and it doesn't turn on at all. They're both pretty cheaply made so who knows what's gonna happen. But I am stressed, I have a massive headache, and I have been crying for SO long. I hate college.

STOP SAYING NICE GUYS FINISH LAST! YOU'VE GOT YOUR HEAD STUCK SO FAR UP YOUR ASS YOU CAN'T SEE THAT YOU'RE NOT ACTUALLY A NICE GUY!!

JUST CAUSE YOU'RE A "NICE GUY" DOESN'T MEAN WE WILL LIKE YOU, WANT TO DATE YOU, WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU, OR SPEND THE REST OF OUR LIVES WITH YOU!!

HOW ABOUT YOU GET OVER YOURSELF AND STOP TRYING TO GUILT TRIP PEOPLE INTO DATING YOU BECAUSE THAT'S THE ONLY WAY SOMEONE WOULD DATE YOUR SORRY ASS!!

ALSO MAYBE STOP HAVING UNREALISTIC STANDARDS FOR PEOPLE!! YOU DON'T NEED TO DATE A TALL, SKINNY, BLONDE HAIRED, BLUE EYED MODEL TO BE HAPPY!! APPEARANCE ISN'T EVERYTHING!!

THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A "NICE GUY" AND MAKING ME FEEL LIKE NO ONE WOULD LOVE ME FOR ME BECAUSE I'M 5'4, AND HAVE RED HAIR AND BROWN/GREEN EYES!!

YOU'RE NOT A NICE GUY! NO ONE HAS TO COMMIT TO YOU! SO WHY DON'T YOU JUST STOP! OKAY!

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Here's a reminder that you can always:

Make a new list

Let yourself change, improve and evolve

Give up on a book that you don't enjoy reading

Actually let go of anything that doesn't feel right for you, a tv show, a friend, anything

Remind yourself of what really matters to you when you realize you have forgotten

I just wanna get married and start living with my soul mate

To the one 20 something year old, particularly creep guy in my class,

Stop purposefully walking behind me to look over my shoulder to see what's on my phone. Stop looking at me like I'm a piece of meat. Stop talking to me if you're just gonna be an asshole. Stop touching my hair like you know me.

Sincerely, me and everyone who's had to deal with creepy people