Lockdowns And Confessions

Lockdowns and Confessions

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Prompt: Can I request a Oscar imagine where the reader is ruby’s older sister and it’s based in the lock down episode. And everyone knows Oscar loves her but he still hangs out with other girls so she’s mad at him and avoids him until he corners her during the lockdown and tell her that he loves her.

Requested by: @kathleensx

Of all days to have a lockdown, it just had to be the day that Oscar had stopped by. Now he was stuck in the house and Y/n was not at all happy with the situation. She didn’t want to see or talk to him, let alone breathe the same air as him. Deciding to not be anywhere around him, she walks back to her room and closes the door. 

Plopping down on her bed she lets out a big sigh as she glances at the picture on her nightstand. It was a picture of her and Oscar. Both of them were too invested to realize that the picture was being taken. Y/n was laughing with a big smile and eyes closed as Oscar just looked at her smiling. Not a smirk, not a grumpy face, but a real smile. 

Safe to say they have a history but every time it would go one step forward, two steps were immediately taken back. She was tired of them getting nowhere, were they together? Or is she simply wasting her time? The night that they argued was on repeat. 

***FLASHBACK***

It was the annual block party that the Santos were throwing. Beers scattered all over the lawn, weed and alcohol stanching throughout the air, people dancing, making out or gossiping on the latest rumors. 

Y/n was taking a sip from her cup as she talked to Angelica. Although she and Mario had broken up, Y/n and her were still good friends and didn’t let a silly break up get in the way. 

“Anything happen between you two yet?” Angelica teased as she wiggled her eyebrows in a playful manner which Y/n brushed off. 

“If by what your thinking is sex, then no. Were just taking things at our own pace.” she said as she took another sip from her cup. Angelica laughed it off, but once her eyes flicked to the scene behind Y/n her smile immediately vanished. 

“Hey, lets go play beer pong.” she tried to pull Y/n away before she turned around. 

“Actually, I was going to talk to Oscar real quick.” she said as she started to turn around, but Angelica’s grip on her arm tightened and she pulled Y/n towards her. 

“Oscar can wait, come on one round before someone goes and plays before us.” she begged as she tried to keep y/n’s attention on her. Managing to get out of her grip, Y/n took a step back.

“Angelica seriously, what is going on with you.....oh.” she could see why Angelica was trying to distract her. Just so she would not see the scene that she is now looking at. A girl on Oscar’s lap, with her arms around his neck and their lips locked on each other’s. 

Anger took over her body and without thinking she marched over to the couple, ignoring Angelica’s calls and stops right in front of them. She places her hand that holds the cup over them and dumps the liquid on top of them. 

“Yo, what the fuck?!” Oscar wiped the alcohol from his face and looked up to see a very pissed off Y/n. 

“Instead of fucking leading me on for so long you could’ve just told me the damn truth instead of making out with this hyna. But I guess you were too much of a goddamn coward to do that.” she spat as she held the tears in her eyes.

Y/n gave him one last look before grabbing Angelica and leaving the party. 

***END OF FLASHBACK***

“That’s my favorite picture.” Y/n gasped when she turned around to see Oscar standing at the entrance of her door. As to why he was here, she had no idea. 

“Yeah, it was mine too.” she whispered as she placed it back on her nightstand. 

“Was?” she heard the sound of his footsteps get closer to her bed, but she stayed where she was at and still continued to glance at the picture.

“Was.” she heard him scoff and felt a dip in her mattress. 

“Your still pissed off about the night of the party? Well what do you want me to say Y/n? I’m not gonna apologize for something when we aren’t even together.” Y/n felt her teeth clench and just like that night, she let her actions take over. 

Her hand stung on the impact once it connected with his cheek. 

“Are you fucking kidding me.” she screeched as she stood up from her bed and walked so that she was right in front of him. Although Oscar was pissed off at her for hitting him y/n could care less. 

“What you did that night was beyond disrespectful. That night just proved that I don’t mean shit to you and that you don’t care about me. I wasted my life on you and you pull that shit with some slutty ass hyna! Well fuck you Oscar. You’re not a man, you’re a goddamn coward!” her voice was strained but she was happy that the weight was finally off her chest, at least she thought it was until she felt herself being pushed up against the wall by his strong hands.

“Call me a coward again. I dare you.” he whispered harshly in her ear as his arms tightened up on her. 

“You are a coward Oscar, you led me on. You weren’t even man enough to just say whether or not you wanted to be with me. Your an asshole and you have your ego so far up your ass you can’t even apologize.” The tears finally fell and even though she knew Oscar would snap she didn’t care. 

He needed to know what he had done. How he had made her feel stupid for constantly waiting and waiting only for it to end up in nothing. Just as she was going to say something else, the power went off. 

“Great....”

Pushing him off of her she feels around for her candle so she can light it. Once she does she comes face to face with his broad chest. Its quiet between them for a few minutes until one of them spoke up. 

“I’m sorry.” it’s a quiet one. So quiet that she was surprised she even heard it. 

“What?” a groan erupted from his throat and he grabbed her by the hips and turned her around to face him. 

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m a goddamn idiot and used my dick and not my head for thinking straight. I don’t deserve you. I shouldn’t have led you on, but you don’t deserve to with someone like me. You deserve someone better. Not some gangbanger who may never get to leave this life.” he looked her in the eye as he said every word. 

“After all this time, you think I really give a damn about what you do for a living? I don’t give a damn about all of that. Why can’t you see that I only want you Oscar? You and only you.” the tears fell as she confessed what she has been holding back for years.

She could feel his hands cupping her face, wiping the tears from underneath her eyes. She watched as his thumb then proceed to trace her lip as she continued to look at him. 

“I do want you Y/n, I want you so bad. But you shouldn’t want a life with me, constant watch behind your back, risking your life everyday just to be with me. I can’t do that to you. No matter how much I want you and how much I love you, I can’t do that to you.” his voice cracked slightly. 

This was her Oscar.

 The real Oscar that she knew and loved. she knows that he has had a rough life, and for him to confess how he feels is difficult. But she was not gonna let him go. Not when he finally told her how he felt. 

“I am not leaving you.”  Y/n said firmly as she grabbed ahold of his wrists. 

“I love you Oscar, and yeah. life might be a little difficult if I’m with you. But life is and will always be difficult, I’ve waited for you for so long, and I am not letting you leave me. If you truly want me, then you will stay. You won’t give up on me again.” 

She took a step closer so that her face was now closer to his, and without thinking she pressed her lips against his. When he didn’t respond at first she began to pull away, but then he grabbed her and pulled her close so that their bodies were touching. 

The kiss deepened which made the air get thick around them. her hands stayed wrapped around his neck as his were wrapped firmly around her waist. Once she truly needed air, she pulled away. The power finally turned back on and she could hear her brother and the others yelling down the hall. 

“Promise me Oscar, that you won’t pull this shit again.” she whispered as she buried her face in his neck. She felt a squeeze on her waist and a pair of lips on her head. 

“I promise baby. I love you.” 

She finally got her Oscar back, and she’ll be damned if anything comes between them.

Fanfiction Club: The Rules

This idea came to me when I woke up first thing this morning.

Preference 2: how you hug

Ruby:

He likes it when your close that way he can hold you to him tight. After the shooting he just couldn’t handle the stress, but with you it was different, all he needed was to just be near you, to be with you, because that was all he needed.

Jamal:

He’s never been in a relationship so it was all new to him, yet over time he was able to get over his little awkward quirks and found comfort in bringing you in his arms. Of course he would always kiss your head first, that’s how you knew everytime he was gonna hug you and you weren’t going to deny that.

Cesar:

Ever since his brother kicked him out he’s been trying to stay strong as best as he could, but deep down you knew he was slowly breaking on the inside. So when the crew is gone and you confront him about it you grab him tight and squeeze him to show that you’re there and that you aren’t leaving.

Oscar:

He hates to show weakness, especially in front of the gang. But when you’re both alone and you see the stress lines on his head you go over to sit on his lap cause he knows once you sit that you will not move and bring him close to show him that you’re here for him and that you love him.

Oscar Diaz: playlist and scenes

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Sativa - Jhene Aiko ft. Swae Lee

“Why you make it so complicated?

Off the drink, we concentratin’

I know you won’t leave me hangin’

Smokin’ weed out the container.”

Light it up, inhale, release and pass, the same thing depending on the routine. Moving closer to him, she lies her head on his lap as he smokes from the addicting drug. They didn’t say anything, not when they got in an argument and are now in this predicament.

One tiny argument led to a bigger argument which led to a full out fight. No doubt, it was over petty and small things, but both were too stubborn to cave in. Their pride and their ego were to important at the moment to be wasted.

“Why you gotta be so goddamn stubborn?”

Exhaling the smoke that invaded her lungs, she leans up to be at eye level with him. Taking the blunt in between her fingers, she lets it invade her mouth once again, before blowing the smoke straight into his mouth which in return, he inhaled.

“Because I learn from the best papí.”

B.E.D - Jacquees

“I know you wanna love, but I just wanna fuck,

I know you wanna see, I know you wanna be, in my B-E-D,

Grindin’ slowly.”

Their breathes were shallow and shaky, her arms wrapped around his neck, his wrapped around her hips, her thighs straddling him as she circled her hips at an angle to make him go deeper.

“Oscar.” She moaned

His face was buried in her chest to hold in the groans that wanted to release from his throat. He puts his hands down lower, guiding her, feeling her, and loving her. Occasionally he would thrust his hips up to get a reaction out of her, which then turned into them both meeting together simultaneously until they released in pure bliss.

Fingers digging into their skin, eyes rolling back, it was like being high, only it added much pleasure.

Wasted Times - The Weeknd

“Now I’m asking, who do you belong to now?

Who you give that love to now?

Who you pullin’ up on?

Who you getting sprung for now?”

Hey may be an ex convict, he may be a leader of a gang, but Love happens in mysterious ways. You didn’t expect to fall in love with Oscar Diaz.

“You really think you two are gonna last? He doesn’t love you, he’s only using you just to get some pussy.” Your asshole of an ex said.

“Funny, cause isn’t that what you did to me?” You rolled your eyes. I

“That was only one time, guarantee you though he is, you should stop wasting your time on him.”

Turning around to face him, you shove your finger into his chest.

“You were a waste of time, are whole relationship was a waste of time. I’m with Oscar now, I love him, at least he knows how to treat me right and fuck me right unlike you.”

And with that you walked off, going straight to Oscar.

Power trip- j.cole

“Got me up all night,

All I’m singing is love songs,

She got me up all night,

Constant drinkin’ and love songs,

She got me up all night,

Down and out with these love songs.”

Here he was, out on his front lawn on the couch, letting go time go by and chugging as much alcohol as he can. He couldn’t get her out of his mind.

Taking a drag from the blunt between his lips, he thinks about the good times, the memories they shared.

He pictures her long curly thick hair shaping her face, her eyes bright and shining, her skin glowing and her soft plump lips that he wanted to feel against.

She was the only piece of hope he had besides his brother, the only person who knew the real him, the vulnerable him.

But now she will never be able to see him, not when she’s gone.

Busted

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She didn’t know how she got into this predicament in the first place. But here she was, lip locked in a heated make out session that was lost in a trail of numbers with her best friends brother. Their tongues gently collided with another which ignited a moan to escape from her throat.

“I really have to go now.”

She would say those six words for yet another time but then get lost back into the addicting sinful lips.

“No you don’t.” He groaned as he then began to kiss softly up and down her neck.

His grip on the back of her neck tightened as he continued with the sensual assault.

“Yes I do. Or else they’ll catch us.”

Pausing slightly, he pulls away and releases a deep sigh before loosening his grip.

“I don’t see why they can’t know, they’ll find out eventually.” He argued

Trailing her hands up his smooth muscled arms she wraps them around his neck and gives him one last kiss before pulling away.

“But right now they haven’t, and I plan to keep it that way. Think about it oscar, they’ll be hurt if they find out about us.”

As much as he wanted to beg and argue he knew better than to do so, both were stubborn as hell but knew that neither of them would get the outcome they wanted if they forced the situation to be immediately dealt with.

“I fucking hate this.” And with that he walked away.

All y/n could do was sigh, not just because of the guilt she held from her friends but because of Oscar. She wanted to be out in the open and do things that couples do, but she wasn’t ready for the judgment and wrath of her best friends.

Yes, they all loved and supported each other dearly, and even though she was slightly a few years older than them nothing was ever different. But this was her family, and if they found out that she was dating her best friend’s brother who happened to be the most feared gang later in the city, then hell would have made its way to the surface.

Flattening her hair down to get rid of her ‘flushed and lust’ look, she makes her way out to the front lawn and sees the crew waiting for her.

“About time, what the hell took you so long.” Ruby asked with an annoyed expression.

“Chill out, I had to use the bathroom.” She played it off cool but wouldn’t look him directly in the eye, something that Cesar had noticed.

“Shouldn’t take you that long to use the damn bathroom.”

“Well I’m sorry I don’t have a dick like Cesar and Jamal.”

“Cesar and Jamal aren’t the only ones with dicks!”

“Yes they are, you just have the personality of a dick you fucking asshole.”

And with that she walked off not waiting for anyone to catch up with her.

As they walked around the neighborhood with melting ice cream in their hands, Cesar and Y/n stayed back away from the group. She could tell that something was bothering him.

“You alright Cesar?”

The boy had a troubled look on his face, conflicting almost.

“You would never lie to us.....to me right?”

Y/n paused in her footsteps, her heart started to race slightly and her palms became a little sweaty.

“Of course not, your my best friend Cesar, you all are.”

“Of course not, your my best friend Cesar, you all are.”

They continued to walk along the sidewalk as they spoke.

“We’ll be honest with me, what were you really doing in the bathroom?”

“If it isn’t obvious, I was using the bathroom.” She laughed it off.

“Really, cause when I went inside real quick I didn’t see you in there cause the bathroom door was wide open.” She froze and her body instantly became rigid.

“And as I was walking by my brothers room I heard a noise, sounded entirely like you.”

At this point she didn’t know what to say or what to do. Panic was the only thing going throughout her mind and body. All she could was stay quiet, because if she spoke then she would stutter, and if she stuttered, then she was caught.

“Cesar..”

“Y/n I need you to be honest with me, and I mean really honest with me....are you fucking around with Oscar?”

As if god saved her for that single moment, shots went off and everyone started running back to the neighborhood.

“.45!”

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Back in the neighborhood, the crew decided to hang out at Ruby’s house. Though to avoid another conversation with Cesar, y/n excused herself and said she would hang out with them another time.

Beginning the walk back to her house a horn interrupts her thought process. As usual it was the shiny red impala with the man that had gotten her in a crossfire.

“I’m just gonna walk tonight.”

“Wasn’t asking. Get in the car.”

A deep sigh escapes her throat as she ran a hand through her hair.

“Oscar please.”

Shutting the car off, it’s silent for a few moments.

“Get in the car y/n.”

“No oscar.”

The man let out an aggressive breath.

“Y/n, get in the damn car.”

“Oscar I sai-“

“Y/N GET IN THE FUCKING CAR NOW!”

A flinch errupted from her body but it didn’t scare her enough to listen. Deciding not to argue any further she walked away.

“Fuck this.”

Oscar mumbled as he got out and slammed the door shut and began to make his way towards her.

Hearing his footsteps quickly approaching, she sped up as fast as she could until he got a tight grip on her arm.

“Oscar let me go!”

The man didn’t listen as he continued to drag her back to his car.

“Oscar fucking Diaz let me fucking go now.”

She hit and kicked and hell she even scratched but he still wouldn’t budge. Ignoring her actions and rebellion, he moved to where she was now face to face with him and held her against the hood of the impala.

“You can try whatever you want, but your ass is not going anywhere. You wanna hit me? Then hit me. You wanna kick me? Then kick me. You can try whatever you want but I am not letting your ass go.”

And in that moment she gave up. She gave up the tension on her shoulders of the guilt and frustration that constantly picked at her. She gave up the selfless actions and for once put herself first in this moment.

Letting their lips smack together, their breathes get heavy and deep, as their hands roam each others body desperately as if they hadn’t seen each other in years.

Tongues colliding, teeth smashing, hands squeezing her ass, they ignored there surroundings and for once let their feelings speak for themselves.

Just as they pulled away, the moment ended very quickly.

Their heads snapped to the pissed off voice and their stood Cesar with the rest of the crew behind him.

“Are you fucking kidding me?”

She was in shock, y/n didn’t know what to say or how to say anything.

“C-Cesar..”

If looks could kill she would be ten feet under.

“Somebody better explain what the fuck is going on.”

Just as she was about to speak, oscar spoke,

“I claimed her.”

Cesar stopped and looked at his brother in shock and betrayal.

“You did what?”

“I claimed her.”

Oscar didn’t stutter and didn’t once falter his straight face. No doubt he felt bad about hurting his brothers feelings, but he didn’t feel bad about having the girl that he wanted.

“Listen hermanito, I know your pissed, and I’m sorry for going behind your back, but I’m not sorry that I’m with her. You can be pissed at me all you want, but you will not be pissed at her at all. It’s ain’t her fault, just like it ain’t your fault that you have feeling for Monse, but y/n is mine and I plan to keep it that way.”

Deep down Cesar knew his broken ther was right, sure it might take a while to get used to and to accept, but if there was anyone who protect y/n, it would be oscar no doubt.

“Please oscar, don’t let her get hurt.”

“You should know by now that I would never let anything happen to her Cesar.”

Hands off (Oscar Diaz Imagine)

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Prompt: Hello :) I just finished reading all your Oscar work and I love it! I saw that requests were open so I thought maybe you could do a story about how spooky would react to another santos yelling at or shoving the reader? If not maybe have the reader be working at the bank the santos robbed and Oscar having this “love at first sight” thing with her when she’s scared but doesn’t show it? If you do both or either thank you so much! If not I’ll still look forward to any other work <3

Requested by: @Bae-b-cakes

If there was one thing that got Oscar triggered it would be when someone lays their hands on his girl. Doesn’t matter if its a guy or girl, anything as much as a finger gets near her then asses are about to be handed to them. Like tonight for example, the Santos decided to throw a party in order to celebrate the prophets being locked up. Everyone was drinking and having a good time, music was blasting through the stereos and cheers were being shouted out here and there.

Y/n was comfortably sitting on Oscar’ s lap with one arm wrapped around his neck and the other holding the cup in her hand. Occasionally Oscar would kiss her every few minutes just to see her get flustered but she didn’t complain. It was very rare that Oscar showed his real side in front of other people besides Y/n and Cesar, so to see him smiling and laughing put a big smile on her face.

Noticing that her cup was empty, she decided to get a refill but of course she couldn’t go without giving Oscar a kiss on the lips. Walking to the table full of drinks she grabs the bottle and starts to pour it in her cup. Once she sat the bottle down, Y/n turned around only to smack into somebody which caused her drink to spill on them. 

“Oh my god, I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t see you were there.” Y/n was quick to apologize to the guy but all she got in return was a disgusted and pissed off expression. 

“Are you fucking blind or something?” he spat at her as he glanced at his soaked shirt. 

“I swear it was a accident I-” she was cut off by the guy roughly shoving her which caused her to slightly lose her balance and fall on her butt. 

“Maybe next time watch what your doing, maybe then your stupid ass wouldn’t have done that.” the guy continued to seethe and Y/n continued to profusely apologize even as a few tears formed in her eyes. But as soon as she saw the figure behind this guy she quickly got up and dusted her pants off.

“What the hell is going on here?” Y/n started to panic as she saw Oscar’s face. Anytime he made that face she knew that he was getting ready to do something bad. 

“This bitch is the one who wasn’t paying attention and spilled her drink all over me.” the guy explained not knowing that Oscar was Y/n’s boyfriend. She held her breath as she watched Oscar roughly turn the guy around and lean down so that they were both at eye level. Everyone at the party began to notice and stopped to watch. 

“Don’t you ever call my girl a bitch.” Oscar roughly spoke as his grip on the guy’s shirt tightened up. Y/n took that as a sign to try and break it up before any fight was started. 

“Oscar stop, just leave it alone. No fighting tonight please.” Y/n begged him as she tried to get him to loosen his grip.

“Look man I didn’t know she was your girl” The guy tried to defend himself but he was now scared shitless, especially since more Santo members started to gather around them and boy were they ready to put their hands on someone. 

“Everyone here knows, rule number one, don’t ever touch the queen.” Oscar spat venomously as he shoved the guy to floor and grabbed Y/n by the waist. She watched him signal to the guys to drag him out of the party and let him take her back to the couch where he plopped her right back onto his lap.

“You okay bebe?” he asked gently as he pushed a strand of hair back that had fallen in her face. Although she was worried about the guy that was most likely getting a beating in the front lawn, she was just happy that Oscar didn’t get involved. 

“I’m fine.” she said and leaned in to kiss him which he happily obliged by pulling her closer. 

“I’m proud of you for having self-control.” she whispered in his ear after she pulled away from him. He gave her his signature smirk and leaned into give her a long steamy kiss that made her yearn for more than just lip-on-lip action.

“No one messes with my queen. Nobody”

A/N: I’m back!!! Anyone else watch season 3? I was completely shocked by the ending like what the fuck?!