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Lockdowns And Confessions

Lockdowns and Confessions

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(NOT MY GIF!! CREDIT TO OWNERS!!)

Prompt: Can I request a Oscar imagine where the reader is ruby’s older sister and it’s based in the lock down episode. And everyone knows Oscar loves her but he still hangs out with other girls so she’s mad at him and avoids him until he corners her during the lockdown and tell her that he loves her.

Requested by: @kathleensx

Of all days to have a lockdown, it just had to be the day that Oscar had stopped by. Now he was stuck in the house and Y/n was not at all happy with the situation. She didn’t want to see or talk to him, let alone breathe the same air as him. Deciding to not be anywhere around him, she walks back to her room and closes the door. 

Plopping down on her bed she lets out a big sigh as she glances at the picture on her nightstand. It was a picture of her and Oscar. Both of them were too invested to realize that the picture was being taken. Y/n was laughing with a big smile and eyes closed as Oscar just looked at her smiling. Not a smirk, not a grumpy face, but a real smile. 

Safe to say they have a history but every time it would go one step forward, two steps were immediately taken back. She was tired of them getting nowhere, were they together? Or is she simply wasting her time? The night that they argued was on repeat. 

***FLASHBACK***

It was the annual block party that the Santos were throwing. Beers scattered all over the lawn, weed and alcohol stanching throughout the air, people dancing, making out or gossiping on the latest rumors. 

Y/n was taking a sip from her cup as she talked to Angelica. Although she and Mario had broken up, Y/n and her were still good friends and didn’t let a silly break up get in the way. 

“Anything happen between you two yet?” Angelica teased as she wiggled her eyebrows in a playful manner which Y/n brushed off. 

“If by what your thinking is sex, then no. Were just taking things at our own pace.” she said as she took another sip from her cup. Angelica laughed it off, but once her eyes flicked to the scene behind Y/n her smile immediately vanished. 

“Hey, lets go play beer pong.” she tried to pull Y/n away before she turned around. 

“Actually, I was going to talk to Oscar real quick.” she said as she started to turn around, but Angelica’s grip on her arm tightened and she pulled Y/n towards her. 

“Oscar can wait, come on one round before someone goes and plays before us.” she begged as she tried to keep y/n’s attention on her. Managing to get out of her grip, Y/n took a step back.

“Angelica seriously, what is going on with you.....oh.” she could see why Angelica was trying to distract her. Just so she would not see the scene that she is now looking at. A girl on Oscar’s lap, with her arms around his neck and their lips locked on each other’s. 

Anger took over her body and without thinking she marched over to the couple, ignoring Angelica’s calls and stops right in front of them. She places her hand that holds the cup over them and dumps the liquid on top of them. 

“Yo, what the fuck?!” Oscar wiped the alcohol from his face and looked up to see a very pissed off Y/n. 

“Instead of fucking leading me on for so long you could’ve just told me the damn truth instead of making out with this hyna. But I guess you were too much of a goddamn coward to do that.” she spat as she held the tears in her eyes.

Y/n gave him one last look before grabbing Angelica and leaving the party. 

***END OF FLASHBACK***

“That’s my favorite picture.” Y/n gasped when she turned around to see Oscar standing at the entrance of her door. As to why he was here, she had no idea. 

“Yeah, it was mine too.” she whispered as she placed it back on her nightstand. 

“Was?” she heard the sound of his footsteps get closer to her bed, but she stayed where she was at and still continued to glance at the picture.

“Was.” she heard him scoff and felt a dip in her mattress. 

“Your still pissed off about the night of the party? Well what do you want me to say Y/n? I’m not gonna apologize for something when we aren’t even together.” Y/n felt her teeth clench and just like that night, she let her actions take over. 

Her hand stung on the impact once it connected with his cheek. 

“Are you fucking kidding me.” she screeched as she stood up from her bed and walked so that she was right in front of him. Although Oscar was pissed off at her for hitting him y/n could care less. 

“What you did that night was beyond disrespectful. That night just proved that I don’t mean shit to you and that you don’t care about me. I wasted my life on you and you pull that shit with some slutty ass hyna! Well fuck you Oscar. You’re not a man, you’re a goddamn coward!” her voice was strained but she was happy that the weight was finally off her chest, at least she thought it was until she felt herself being pushed up against the wall by his strong hands.

“Call me a coward again. I dare you.” he whispered harshly in her ear as his arms tightened up on her. 

“You are a coward Oscar, you led me on. You weren’t even man enough to just say whether or not you wanted to be with me. Your an asshole and you have your ego so far up your ass you can’t even apologize.” The tears finally fell and even though she knew Oscar would snap she didn’t care. 

He needed to know what he had done. How he had made her feel stupid for constantly waiting and waiting only for it to end up in nothing. Just as she was going to say something else, the power went off. 

“Great....”

Pushing him off of her she feels around for her candle so she can light it. Once she does she comes face to face with his broad chest. Its quiet between them for a few minutes until one of them spoke up. 

“I’m sorry.” it’s a quiet one. So quiet that she was surprised she even heard it. 

“What?” a groan erupted from his throat and he grabbed her by the hips and turned her around to face him. 

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m a goddamn idiot and used my dick and not my head for thinking straight. I don’t deserve you. I shouldn’t have led you on, but you don’t deserve to with someone like me. You deserve someone better. Not some gangbanger who may never get to leave this life.” he looked her in the eye as he said every word. 

“After all this time, you think I really give a damn about what you do for a living? I don’t give a damn about all of that. Why can’t you see that I only want you Oscar? You and only you.” the tears fell as she confessed what she has been holding back for years.

She could feel his hands cupping her face, wiping the tears from underneath her eyes. She watched as his thumb then proceed to trace her lip as she continued to look at him. 

“I do want you Y/n, I want you so bad. But you shouldn’t want a life with me, constant watch behind your back, risking your life everyday just to be with me. I can’t do that to you. No matter how much I want you and how much I love you, I can’t do that to you.” his voice cracked slightly. 

This was her Oscar.

 The real Oscar that she knew and loved. she knows that he has had a rough life, and for him to confess how he feels is difficult. But she was not gonna let him go. Not when he finally told her how he felt. 

“I am not leaving you.”  Y/n said firmly as she grabbed ahold of his wrists. 

“I love you Oscar, and yeah. life might be a little difficult if I’m with you. But life is and will always be difficult, I’ve waited for you for so long, and I am not letting you leave me. If you truly want me, then you will stay. You won’t give up on me again.” 

She took a step closer so that her face was now closer to his, and without thinking she pressed her lips against his. When he didn’t respond at first she began to pull away, but then he grabbed her and pulled her close so that their bodies were touching. 

The kiss deepened which made the air get thick around them. her hands stayed wrapped around his neck as his were wrapped firmly around her waist. Once she truly needed air, she pulled away. The power finally turned back on and she could hear her brother and the others yelling down the hall. 

“Promise me Oscar, that you won’t pull this shit again.” she whispered as she buried her face in his neck. She felt a squeeze on her waist and a pair of lips on her head. 

“I promise baby. I love you.” 

She finally got her Oscar back, and she’ll be damned if anything comes between them.

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Being Ruby’s sister and dating Oscar would include:

Being Rubys Sister And Dating Oscar Would Include:

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When Oscar first came to your house, Ruby was the first one to answer the door and literally screamed while slamming the door in his face.

“Ruby! What are you doing!?”

“ESTÁ AQUÍ! EL DIABLO ESTÁ AQUÍ!!”

“Cállate Ruby, es sólo mi novio”

“WHAT!”

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Ruby screaming once again.

Oscar purposely kissing you to get Ruby pissed off.

“Oscar, Ruby is right there.”

“And?”

Ruby getting annoyed and saying, “And I’m right here, I’d rather not watch my damn sister make out with my best friends brother.”

“Shut up and go take a nap or something short ass.”

“First off I’m woke, W.O.K.E, WOKE.”

“Your ass is about to be D.E.A.D if you don’t get your ass up out of here.”

“Ok yes sir.” Ruby immediately running out of the house.

When making out, he would always squeez your ass or suck on your neck to get those moans out of you.

“Come on mami, let them hear you.”

You holding it on cause you don’t want anybody to walk in on you both.

Never having sex again at your house.

When you thought it was just you and Oscar alone at night, it got a little steamy between you to.

Oscar was thrusting his hips into you as you were gripping the sheets while letting out a few moan.

Him groaning into your neck as he sped up the pace.

Your moans turning into screams.

And just when you were both about to release- “Hey y/n, QUÉ MIERDA!”

“RUBY! LÁRGATE!”

“YOU WAIT TILL MOM AND DAD FIND OUT!”

Him running back out of the house.

You and Oscar breathing heavily.

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6 years ago

Oscar Diaz: playlist and scenes

Oscar Diaz: Playlist And Scenes

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Sativa - Jhene Aiko ft. Swae Lee

“Why you make it so complicated?

Off the drink, we concentratin’

I know you won’t leave me hangin’

Smokin’ weed out the container.”

Light it up, inhale, release and pass, the same thing depending on the routine. Moving closer to him, she lies her head on his lap as he smokes from the addicting drug. They didn’t say anything, not when they got in an argument and are now in this predicament.

One tiny argument led to a bigger argument which led to a full out fight. No doubt, it was over petty and small things, but both were too stubborn to cave in. Their pride and their ego were to important at the moment to be wasted.

“Why you gotta be so goddamn stubborn?”

Exhaling the smoke that invaded her lungs, she leans up to be at eye level with him. Taking the blunt in between her fingers, she lets it invade her mouth once again, before blowing the smoke straight into his mouth which in return, he inhaled.

“Because I learn from the best papí.”

B.E.D - Jacquees

“I know you wanna love, but I just wanna fuck,

I know you wanna see, I know you wanna be, in my B-E-D,

Grindin’ slowly.”

Their breathes were shallow and shaky, her arms wrapped around his neck, his wrapped around her hips, her thighs straddling him as she circled her hips at an angle to make him go deeper.

“Oscar.” She moaned

His face was buried in her chest to hold in the groans that wanted to release from his throat. He puts his hands down lower, guiding her, feeling her, and loving her. Occasionally he would thrust his hips up to get a reaction out of her, which then turned into them both meeting together simultaneously until they released in pure bliss.

Fingers digging into their skin, eyes rolling back, it was like being high, only it added much pleasure.

Wasted Times - The Weeknd

“Now I’m asking, who do you belong to now?

Who you give that love to now?

Who you pullin’ up on?

Who you getting sprung for now?”

Hey may be an ex convict, he may be a leader of a gang, but Love happens in mysterious ways. You didn’t expect to fall in love with Oscar Diaz.

“You really think you two are gonna last? He doesn’t love you, he’s only using you just to get some pussy.” Your asshole of an ex said.

“Funny, cause isn’t that what you did to me?” You rolled your eyes. I

“That was only one time, guarantee you though he is, you should stop wasting your time on him.”

Turning around to face him, you shove your finger into his chest.

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And with that you walked off, going straight to Oscar.

Power trip- j.cole

“Got me up all night,

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She got me up all night,

Constant drinkin’ and love songs,

She got me up all night,

Down and out with these love songs.”

Here he was, out on his front lawn on the couch, letting go time go by and chugging as much alcohol as he can. He couldn’t get her out of his mind.

Taking a drag from the blunt between his lips, he thinks about the good times, the memories they shared.

He pictures her long curly thick hair shaping her face, her eyes bright and shining, her skin glowing and her soft plump lips that he wanted to feel against.

She was the only piece of hope he had besides his brother, the only person who knew the real him, the vulnerable him.

But now she will never be able to see him, not when she’s gone.


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6 years ago

Dating Ruby would include:

dedicated to @seawaterspritzer

Dating Ruby Would Include:

First off, that boy is a freakkkkkk

Whenever you guys are alone (which is rare.) he will have his hands all over you.

Squeezing, groping, touching, licking biting

EVERYTHING.

Though he really loves to be intimate 

CLINGY AF!!!

But its a good kind of clingy, you don’t mind it.

Never lets go of your hand, even if you try to walk away, he’ll make you drag him along

Forcing the twins to help him set up a date in his kitchen

Of course after he would give them the left over food and sweets.

Constantly putting Jasmine in check,

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Ruby of course getting turned on

Always keeping an eye on Olivia

He hates rough sex

He likes to take his time so the both of you can enjoy it.

Though he won’t object to a few quickies here and there

All depends on the time and place though

Loves laying down in between your legs and when you run your hand through his hair.

He could stay in that position forever if he had to.

Never, ever misses a day without saying he loves you.


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6 years ago

Spooky’s girl

Spookys Girl

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Four years.

Four years since Oscar had been locked up, and those four years were really stressful for y/n. She did everything she could to make sure Cesar had everything he needed, food, clothes, an education, and guidance.

Sure it was a little easy due to the fact that Oscar was allowed visitation and y/n would go and see him every chance she got, she never missed a chance and she never missed a phone call from him.

“I’ll be home very soon baby.”

He would always say at the end of the call.

“I’ll be waiting for you.”

She would reply back.

“I love you.”

And just before she could say it back the phone would cut off due to time restriction.

“.....I love you to.”

Y/n wanted him to be home right now, but she knew that wouldn’t happen.

‘Only a few more months.’ She thought.

Looking at the time she figured she should go to bed now. Walking into her’s and Oscar’s room, she later down in her spot up against the wall as she lied her head close to oscar’s pillow.

She could still smell the very faint scent of his, it was barely there, but she could still smell it.

Closing her eyes, she falls into another dreamless sleep while moving past yet another day without her lover.

When the next morning came, y/n stretched her arms out but froze when she felt something warm against her hand. Her eyes were closed but she still moved her hands, she could feel the warmth of the heat that radiated.

It was soft and smooth, her hands continue to delicately trace across until she felt it. The giant cross, that could only mean one thing.

He was home.

Slowly opening her eyes y/n couldn’t believe the sight. There in front of her was Oscar Diaz in the flesh, breathing and smiling.

“Surprise.”

Y/n stayed quiet not over the state of shock.

“How? How are you here?”

“Got out early princessa. Now you just gonna sit and stare or are you gonna give me some love?”

Not wasting anymore time, y/n jumps on top of him wrapping her arms tight around his neck and her legs wrapping around his waist. Her hands latched onto him, remembering the feel of him, and taking in his scent.

Silent tears trailed down her eyes and they delicately touched his skin.

“Estoy en casa ahora.”

“It better be forever this time.”

And finally after four long years, she was finally able to kiss him. His lips were still smooth and soft, she could taste the weed that lingered from his lips but it was satisfying.

A moan escaped her mouth when she felt his hands trail down her back and to her butt giving it a soft squeeze. Their bodies were quickly becoming hot with undeniable lust, slowly she trailed her hands up and into his shirt, lightly grazing his skin with her nails which made him shiver.

Lifting his arms up, she takes his shirt off and takes a moment to look at him. His body was much more defined with muscle definition, his biceps were a bonus but he was still handsome as ever.

He leans his hand up towards her cheek, softly caressing her as she holds on to his hand.

“I missed you so much.” She whispered.

Sitting up, there chests touched and he tried to bring her in closer.

“I missed you mí reína, so so much.”

Ever so gently, he slips her shirt off and watched as the mini goosebumps rised on her skin. His eyes took in every curve and detail of her beautiful body.

“God you are so beautiful.”

He pulls her in again, hooking his fingers on her belt loops and trails kisses from her lips down to her collarbone. His teeth leave soft bruises all around her, but her eyes were too busy being shut due to the pleasure of just his mouth.

Trailing his hands down, he takes off the shorts that clings to her skin and throws them to the ground, then follows her bra.

Flipping them over, he hovers over, both of them breathless but still wanting more. His lips trace over every inch of skin, not missing a single inch or spot. He was memorizing her.

Both of his big hands spread her legs slightly apart and grabs at the edge of her underwear. Though slightly impatient, y/n remained still.

After removing the undergarments she was now fully exposed. Her hips slightly bucked as his hands got closer in between her thighs, the anticipation was starting to get to her.

And right when she was about whine in protest, she finally felt his moist tongue on her most precious treasure that only he could touch. Immediately, her head fell back as she chocked on a gasp.

His tongue flicked and swirled all over her and she was loving it. With her head smushed into the pillow, and her hands gripping onto his shoulders, it made Oscar work even faster and harder.

“Oh god Oscar.”

The feelings that overwhelmed her made her sensitive and her thighs shake, proving that it has been indeed a long time since she’s been intimate.

When she felt the feeling of her stomach tighten, she bucked her hips up into his face causing his tongue to go deeper inside her walls which made a scream release from the back of her throat, which then turned into her orgasm being triggered.

“Let it out baby.”

Y/n didn’t even get a chance to catch a breath until she felt Oscar slide deep into her walls, which left her even more breathless.

“Jesucristo, tu tan apretado.” He cursed as he felt how tight you really were.

He stayed still for a moment, just wanting to remember the feeling and cherish it, he truly missed and loved her.

One snap of his hips and she fell weak into him, her legs wrapped tight around him, his head buried in her neck as her hands dig into the skin on his back.

The feeling was euphoric.

Each time she would move her hips he would just thrust harder and faster, it wasn’t until he hit a spot.

The spot.

The spot that made her tremble beneath him, the spot that made her beg for him to stop and yet keep going at the same time.

And so he continued to thrust into her, hitting that spot over and over until her mind sent her into a euphoric state of pleasure as they both released.

“Don’t leave me ever again.”


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6 years ago

FAMILIA (Oscar Diaz imagine)

Dedicated to @thecraziestcrayon

FAMILIA (Oscar Diaz Imagine)

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“It’s gonna be a boy.” he said as he caressed her stomach, she giggled at the feeling of fingers running across her skin.

“How can you be so sure?” she asked, her fingers lightly scratching the back of his scalp, his body settled between her legs as they lie on the giant mattress in their room. Across the room she looks at the fully built crib and cot that was already prepared even though she had at least six more months to go. Oscar wanted to be prepared though, a baby was a big responsibility and on top of that he had the gang and Cesar to take care of so his attention was demanded a lot from each aspect.

“because I just know.” was all he said as he placed a gentle kiss on her stomach.

“He’s gonna be big and bad, just like his daddy.” He continued on and left small pecks on her skin. Her smile slowly began to fade, of course she was excited to have this baby, especially with Oscar. But she didn’t want her son or daughter to even be involved with the gang in any way, shape or form. She already has to worry about Oscar being safe and on top of that with Cesar slowly becoming no longer affiliated but apart of the Santos was scary enough.

“What are you thinking about mama?” Oscar noticed her face, the way her body deflated into a shrunk and her lips slightly pouting. She knew there was no point in keeping what was on her mind on lock, so she told him.

“I’m just worried about what will happen when he or she gets older,” the movement of his hand on her stomach cane to a halt and he sat up to get a good look at her. “I just don’t want our child being apart of the gang Oscar.” She whispered in the end and turned her head to the other side so she wouldn’t see his reaction.

“Hey.” He spoke gently and moved her chin towards him. Leaning in he gives her a soft peck and then gave her a deep long kiss before pulling away and leaving a kiss on her head.

“I promis you, they aren’t gonna be apart of this. I won’t let he or she be in this life, I know it seems like I am cause of Cesar but this is my child, and I swear to you I will make sure they won’t be part of this life.” He promised her and left another kiss on her small bump.

“I love you Oscar.” The emotion was clear as day in y/n’s eyes, same with Oscar. It was raw and surreal, he never showed this type of feeling to anyone except her and Cesar but he truly did love this woman, the mother of his child, the love of his life. They were still only sixteen but they were ready for this responsibility, as long as they were together. Just as he was about to reply a loud and wild commotion erupted as their bedroom door was slammed open and several cops with guns pointed right at the couple were present.

“PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR NOW!” One man screamed as his gun was dead set on Oscar. Y/n tried to stay calm so that she wouldn’t cause stress to the baby, but because there was so many cops in their room pointing guns at her that could harm her and the baby she couldn’t help but start to hyperventilate.

“Alright, alright don’t hurt her she’s pregnant man!” Oscar pleaded as he tried his best to shelter y/n from being in the guns view.

“Oscar Diaz you are under arrest, Put your hands where I can see them.” Tears began to build as she watched Oscar raise his hands in the air and practically be man handled by the police. Putting the cuffs on him they drag him out aggressively as they read him his rights out loud.

Although her breathing started to become uneven, y/n got up with her wobbly legs and quickly made her way outside to where Oscar, Cesar and the rest of the guys were on the porch. She could the sound of Cesar’s cries as he tried to get to his older brother.

“Oscar!! Please don’t go please!” His heart ripped into two as he watched his little brother and the love of his life watch in horror as the police stick him in the backseat of the car and close the door. Just as the car was about to take off, he took one last hard look at them and mouthed the words ‘I love you’ before they took him away.

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He was sentenced to ten years in prison, four if he had good behavior but to y/n that was still too long. Oscar would miss out on every mile stone with their child, their first breath, first skin contact, first steps, first word every little thing.

It completely wrecked Y/n, she would have to be a mother and a father for the first few years of their child’s life. On top of that she was going to have to raise Cesar as well and there’s no telling how this could go. She remembered the day of his sentencing, Cesar crying into her neck as she tried her best to comfort him and not break right then and there.

The dullness and the pain that swimmer in Oscar’s eyes as he watched the people he loved the most suffer in silence as the judge read his conviction made him want to get down on his knees and beg god for forgiveness and to somehow find a way to reverse this situation.

“I’ll be out soon baby I promise. Just take care of Cesar and our little one and I’ll be out before you know it.” He whispered in her ear as he hugged her close and tight one last time before he was to be transported to the correctional facility. He rubbed her back soothingly as she sobbed very hard into jumpsuit, staining it with her endless tears. Giving her one last kiss for the moment he tries to remember the feel of her lips, the taste of her and the smell of her. He rubs his hand across her bump and feels the small feet kick against his hand one last time.

“I love you, daddy will be home soon.” He whispered to her stomach and left one last kiss until he was taken away by the guards.

Y/n knew she now had to be strong, not just for herself. But for the baby and for Cesar, and she would do whatever she has to to keep them both alive and safe.

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*Four years later*

The sound of tiny feet padding into the room caught Y/n’s attention as she turned over from her spot on the bed. She sees the messy curls that covered the little head and then sees Cesar following in right after to grab them.

“Good morning precioso.” She said as she bundled her little guy up in her arms and smothered his face in kisses. Small giggles erupted from his little body which brought a smile to her face.

Mateo Oscar Diaz was born on December 21st weighing in at 8lbs and 9 oz. Precisely almost a year since Oscar has been locked up. Four years later and this little version of him was the only thing keeping her sane besides Cesar.

It was hard at first, Cesar tried his best to help but he was just a kid, it isn’t his responsibility. Since he was away, she’s sent him letters and pictures of them which he would then reply back. Oscar missed his family dearly, and soon he would be seeing them since he was just eligible to be released on parole. He was coming home to his family after four years.

“He looks like him everyday.” Cesar mumbled as he watched his nephew and sister. Y/n nodded in agreement and sat up to go and hug Cesar. Just then the phone went off and Y/n gave Mateo to Cesar to hold as she answered.

“Hello.”

“Y/n, it’s me.” His voice was raspy and much more deep. Her body tingled as she heard him.

“Oscar?” Her voice came to a whisper and Cesar flicked his head towards her at the mention of his brother’s name.

“I’m coming home baby. I’m out.” She couldn’t hear anything else after that. So many emotions were happening in that moment, she was relieved, happy, anxious, nervous, all in one. The love of her life was finally coming home and he was going to meet his son for the first time.

“When will you be here?” She asked as she finally caught up with her thoughts. She heard the sound of a honk and immediately started walking.

“Right now.” He said and hung up the phone. Taking Mateo from Cesar, they all rush out and see the one person they’ve been waiting for. He still had the buzz cut but he was so much taller, so much lean and buff, the wife beater he wore highlighted his bulging muscles and there’s was tattoos on his neck and arms. A typical Cholo, but a Cholo that Y/n loved nevertheless.

They were frozen in their place and wasn’t until Oscar started walking forward that Cesar immediately ran after his big brother and crushed him a death grip. She decided to let them have that moment before walking up with Mateo.

“I missed you so much Manó.” He whispered into Oscar’s arm as he tried to keep his composure.

“I missed you to Cesar, I missed all of you.” He said as he looked up to see the love of his life and his child standing there on the porch, waiting for him. Breaking away from Cesar he walks up to the pair and stares at his child, his son.

“He looks like me.” He whispered as he took it all in. “He does, just like his daddy.” She whispered back as the tears started to form. This wasn’t a dream, this was all real and she couldn’t be more happier.

“What’s his name?” He asked as he was tempted to grab him and hold him.

“Mateo Oscar Diaz.” She started as the little boy in her arms stared at his daddy. He knew who he was, she never kept anything from him. She showed him pictures everyday.

“You want to hold him?” She asked. Oscar nodded and held his hands out carefully. Passing Mateo into Oscars arms he slightly braces himself just Incase Mateo would freak out and start crying. But he didn’t, he just stared at his father, taking it all in.

“It’s daddy Mateo.” Y/n told him as he continued to stare at Oscar.

Leaning his head on his chest Oscar moved his hands so that one was holding him securely and the other was holding his head to his chest. This was his son, his flesh and blood and he was finally able to hold him and see him.

“We missed you Oscar.” Y/n said as the tears started streaming, wiping them away with his thumb he gave her a sad smile before leaning in and leaving a lingering kiss on her lips. Finally after so long, he was with his family.

“I missed you to mama, I missed you all.” He said and guided his family inside the house.


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