For My Girlies Who Binge, Don't Record Calories, Then Feel Bad. Make A Custom Food With The Estimated

For my girlies who binge, don't record calories, then feel bad. Make a custom food with the estimated cals. I know I ate like 2000+ or so cals throughout that whole day. I'm fasting today 🥲

20/06/22

I weighed myself this morning. Shouldn't have done that.

I weighed in at 59.4 kg.

I can't believe it. How did I not notice? Do you know what's even funnier? I fucking thought I had lost a little. How did I not notice that I got fatter? I'm so ashamed of myself.

Obviously, I cannot control my weight without a scale so I'll just have to weigh myself every day again.

Someone once said "your not In conrole by denying your body it's most basic needs" well if my body didn't make me fat we could eat 😠

Really don't want to pass out at work tomorrow but the only option is to eat and really don't want to do that either :/

*Stomach growls*

Me staring at my stomach: just eat yourself why are you bothering me 😠

Wow you can find thinspo anywhere 🤪 if she's a "very large woman" then what am I at 293 🥲 I was going to eat dinner but fuck it. My week of being strick on myself with a minimum of 500 calories failed I lost literally zero pounds. I need to try harder.