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Was Ranting To My Friend About How There's Not Enough Slow Burn Taehyun Fics On Here And He Just Told

Was ranting to my friend about how there's not enough slow burn Taehyun fics on here and he just told me to write it myself lol. In unrelated news, I'm having one of the biggest writing highs of my adult life, see y'all at the end of what's probably going to be a multi-chapter tyun fic, if i can figure out how to link them to a masterlist

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#TITSOUTFORMARKLEE IS TRENDING HERE 💀💀did u make the hashtag HM 🧐🥴 HAHA I LOVE THIS

no bc. while i haven’t seen anyone shitting on mark (thank god) my tl is FILLED with ppl defending him which means PPL ARE HATING ON HIM so now i’m sitting here like

#TITSOUTFORMARKLEE IS TRENDING HERE Did U Make The Hashtag HM HAHA I LOVE THIS
Txt As Boyfriendstxt X Gender Neutral Readercontent Warnings: Brief Mentions Of Food, Semi Nudity (soobin)word
Txt As Boyfriendstxt X Gender Neutral Readercontent Warnings: Brief Mentions Of Food, Semi Nudity (soobin)word
Txt As Boyfriendstxt X Gender Neutral Readercontent Warnings: Brief Mentions Of Food, Semi Nudity (soobin)word

txt as boyfriends txt x gender neutral reader content warnings: brief mentions of food, semi nudity (soobin) word count: 2.8k a/n: im sorry this is so long again wtf. im just getting longer as we go. however, this is the last post left in the "___ as boyfriends" series so i'll now be returning to old groups to write new stuff for them!

♡──YEONJUN:

yeonjunnie!! yeonjun is gonna be such a fucking amazing boyfriend, holy fuck. like he's so sweet and flirty but he's also a literal demon like sir pls calm down. yeonjun loves kissing you and he's damn good at it too so like, no complaints to be found. he tilts your chin up so you're looking at him and then immediately after kisses you. a strong passionate kiss that absolutely takes your breathe away. and while he won't kiss you this passionately and intensely in front of the boys, he'll still kiss you for at least 5 seconds when around the boys. he loves you, and he doesn't care what they have to say. hugs with yeonjun are so great. he loves backhugging you, especially early in the mornings. if you get up before him and he wakes up to you gone, he'll get out and hunt for you, and when he finds you, well, good luck, cuz he's backhugging you and not letting go. if he's topless, well, thats the demon side i mentioned earlier. he's honestly whipped for you and will 9 times out of 10 try to turn these early morning backhugs into cuddling sessions. yeonjun loves cuddling you. any excuse to get his arms around you! he loves it when you lay on him, he just adoresss how warm you are and he loves having the pressure of you on top of him, it makes him feel safe and grounded. it's totally the cutest. dates with yeonjun are the best. he loves taking you to fancy restaurants. something about seeing you all dolled up and pretty for him? wow, gets his heartbeat racing! but he also loves when you're the complete opposite of that. lazy day clothes, no care for looking presentable at all, and just sprawled across the coach watching movies and laughing and joking all night. its perfect, he loves your duality. with texting, yeonjunnie loves sending you cringy and cheesy messages cuz he knows you'll cringe but also if he tries to say them irl, he'll cringe too lol. he just really loves making you laugh and he'll constantly send you these cringy messages when you're talking to one of the other txt members and he's in the room with you. it's so funny to him. yeonjun, oh my fucking god, the nicknames he uses. yes he'd use "baby" and "babe" but then he turns around and says "my baby" or "my babe" or even "my (y/n)". its him being slightly possessive (not in a toxic way!) and god he loves saying it whilst right next to you, cuz the shivers going down your spine are funny to him. the boys love you cuz you're just the perfect match for yeonjun in their eyes, you keep him sane and loved and they appreciate that you stop him from flirting and being all jokingly weird with them lol. it's so great !

♡──SOOBIN:

soobunny!! soobin is gonna be such a whipped cutesy flirty lil bunny of a boyfriend. he's literally so in love with you that he's got the title of second most whipped in txt (uh,,,,kai is first lol). kisses with soobin are gonna be the CUTEST, i just know it. he casually saunters over to you in all his tall asf glory and he just slumps down to be at whichever height you're at before pecking your lips and then giving you a kunik. (is it just a kunik or is it a kunik kiss?) he loves these kind of kisses cuz they're just so cute and calming to him. its real cute. its so bunny like of him too omfg. hugs with soobin are so warm and fun. he's so sweet and whenever he gets to hug you, he will gladly take the opportunity. he'll wander over and just hug you, his hands going under your shirt slightly to stroke the skin of your back or, if he back hugs you, he'll do the same thing but to your stomach. it's totally cute. it's just a way of him showing he loves you, like it's such a subtle cute thing. god i want a soobinnie hug so bad :'(. cuddling with soobin is so warm and fun too. it's sorta just like an extended hug from him. he'll pull you onto his lap or up against him and he'll wrap his lanky fucking arms around you and just peck your cheek or neck or shoulder blade before you feel his hands sneak under the hem of your shirt or just under the waistband of your pajama bottoms and he'll be content just stroking the skin there, especially when it's bedtime and he's trying to calm you down before sleep. it's so cute! dates with soobin are so fun. he's sorta like yeonjun, loving to take you on fancy-schmancy dates, but with a huge twist. you're both in fancy clothes, both all dolled up and pretty, but you're going to a huge field or park or somewhere similar to have a picnic full of all your favourite takeaways and snacks and drinks and its so cute and so silly when people see you two and start giggling and gossiping about your get up. it's so adorable bruh. texting with soobinnie is the chillest thing ever. lots of cute memes but also he'd send you random candid pics he took of you. his favourite one is you sat on his desk chair playing games with the members of txt in just his shirt and your underwear and it's his homescreen cuz his lockscreen is a tad too likely to be visible for him to be comfortable with it lol. it's totally cute. nicknames with soobin are adorable. he'd call you kitty cuz you call him bunny but he'd also call you sweetheart and darling. it's so CUTE! the boys love you and soobin together cuz 1) its an excuse to tease their leader but also 2) because you keep the leader totally sane AND distracted allowing them to get away with bullshit lmfaoo. they also love how you join them for game nights and it's really fun cuz you, tae, kai and beom are just screaming and yeonjun and soobin are just laughing over it. it's adorable.

♡──BEOMGYU:

beomgyu, i adore you! beomgyu is gonna be such a playful teasy boyfriend. he's cute and shy one minute and literally making your heart palpitate the next like bruh chill. with kissing, beomgyu is all up in your space. he lovessss making out with you and, unless you express discomfort towards it, he will kiss you so passionately in front of the boys. the amount of times yeonjun has walked over and pulled you two apart in the middle of practice is too many. if you ignore yeonjun and go back to kissing, kai pours his water bottle over you and well, you don't want wet clothes now, do you? so yea, no shame whatsoever. hugging with beomgyu is super fun too, cuz, again, clingy boi. he'll pull you into his arms any second he can. ngl i'm just gonna combine hugging and cuddling into one category here cuz he will just do the same thing with slight moderation lol. he has his arms around you from behind and he just sways you. your entire body if he's standing up; just your torso if you're sitting/laying. he always litters your neck and the side of your face that's facing him with kisses, never letting you get a word in until you grab his face and plant a long, intense smooch on his lips. he'd stumble and stutter over his words after you pull away before shyly burying his face in your neck, finally allowing you to talk. he doesn't mean to cut you off but if he could not breathe, he'd be kissing you non-stop so take the breath whilst you got it lol. dates with gyu are super fun. he'd love gaming nights with takeaway and lots of other junk food and it's just such a fun chill time. he really adores you so any time spent with you is a victory in his mind. so buckle in bestie cuz if he gets wind you've got 3 hours free? its snuggle time baby! beomgyu is, surprisingly, not a spam texter. instead, he's a spam caller. he'll call you like 8 times in a row until he gets an answer from you. it's cuz he wants to talk to you and he hates texting you, he just wants to hear your pretty voice! it's like an automatic serotonin boost for him. if he's had a bad day, he does usually text to see if you're free beforehand cuz if he spams you, he'll soon realise and feel really bad about it. he's so sweet, sweeter than cotton candy! nicknames with beomgyu are also totally cute! he's a fricking puppy bro! and if you don't call him that, he won't call you "my baby". he loves calling you "my baby" or other similar things. mine mine mine mine mine. he looks at you and sees something labelled as his. it's actually really sweet, cuz he is kinda insecure so having you light up at him calling you his? its sweet therapy to him lol. the boys absolutely adore beomgyu and you together. you keep the hyperactive puppy quiet, leaving them free to deal with kai lmfaoo. altho, it is very annoying when they can't find him and then when they look into an empty practice room, they see you two snogging again. wow i went full british there. they still love you two together tho!

♡──TAEHYUN:

ahh, our lovely taehyunnie! taehyun is gonna be the most romantic boyfriend ever. i know beomgyu and soobin were said to be the most romantic but idk, i reckon tae's got summin up his sleeve! he's just so devoted to you and your happiness! but let's get into the details! kissing with taehyun? woo-wee, it's a damn good time! he loves kissing you and his kisses are slow and languid and just so fucking breathtaking that when he pulls away, your eyes are still closed cuz your still trynna take in the truly pure amount of love he just poured in the kiss. it's so cute to him and he will giggle at you face when this happens. every. single. time. hugging with taehyun is kinda rare, he doesn't seem that clingy compared to the other members (correct me if im wrong!) but he'll still hug you! he'll wrap his arm around your waist or shoulders and pull you into him, kissing you wherever he can reach before pulling away. it's totally cute and simple and so very taehyun-like imo. cuddling with him is something he really only likes doing when its time for bed. he'll love this so much, to the point where he struggles to sleep when he's not bundle up with you in his bed. he has to sleep with his arm around you and, if you need one to sleep, the arm is around your plushie too! he's so understanding and its so sweet. when you two end up away from each other after moving in your sleep, he will inevitably, and wholly unconsciously, end up snuggled up with you again. it's so fucking cute ! dates with tae are just the best. he loves romantic dinner dates but he also loves doing workouts with you (if you cant/dont workout for whatever reason, he totally understands!) he'll just love doing things with you. cooking with him happens quite often but he loves to shoo you away so he can finish the cooking himself and then serve you, all loving and pretty and fancy schmancy haha. he's totally the cutest bean ever! texting with taehyun is only really used as a lil update system. he'll always find at least five minutes to have a phone call or a video call with you, both of you quickly chatting about how yall's days went before he has to get back to work. he literally truly only uses texts as a way to send you cute things he wants to get you, or lil updates on work, etc. he's cute tho so don't complain! plus if you are a spammy texter? he's okay with that and responds to everything you send with a short simple message, always signed with a heart in your favourite colour. tae uses such cute nicknames! "my love", "lovely" and "sweetheart". its really fucking cute, oml he's so precious! the boys absolutely love you cuz taehyun and you are like a perfect fit. very similar in personality to him? that's okay, you keep each other happy with the simplicity and similarity. personality is the total opposite? that's okay, you bring him to a more hyper level and he helps calm you down. it's perfect and no joke, according to kai "total couple goals. like, total total." how cute!

♡──HUENING KAI:

ahh my lovely bias ! kai is gonna be such a shy golden retriever-y type boyfriend and it's like the perfect balance of cute and awkward, that really only kai has truly gotten 100% perfect lol. kisses with kai are really cute, but also kinda playful. he'll loves to kiss you and will happily bound over to kiss you any chance he gets but he also loves to tease you during these kisses. he'll pull you closer by your waist before one hand sneaks up to cup your face and deepen the kiss and its like,,,when the fuck did you get so confident, you cute adorable puppy?! he will absolutely not do this in front of the boys. apart from one time he did, and that was because he thought you two were alone and then the boys walked in like 20 seconds straight after. beomgyu, bless his soul, could not stay quiet and you two pulled away from each other so fast. it was truly a time. okay this is long. oh god. its the bias effect. hugging with kai? god i want that. he lovesssss hugging you. he just waddles over to you when you're cooking or talking to one of the boys and just back hugs you. like fully dumps his weight on you (okay not fully, just enough to make you stumble forward briefly but its still got the same terrifying affect lol). the amount of times soobin has held his hands out to catch you only to realise it's just kai again is too funny. he's just so soft! kai also loves cuddling. he'll do it all the time! it's movie night and you're sat next to him? welp his arms are around you and he's resting his head on your shoulder. it's bedtime and you're trying to get to sleep? nuh-uh, not until kai gets his head resting on your chest/tummy and he's all snuggled up, sighing in content. it's cute but also entirely annoying cuz if you fall asleep before he can do this? well, good luck. he's waking you up, sorry bestie! (unless you've got an early start, in which case he'll let you sleep as he snuggles up to you!) just don't get too mad or he'll pout and be a sad pup. dates with kai are really simple. he doesn't really do big or extravagant dates, he seems the type to prefer chill, or chaotic, whichever way it goes, gaming nights with takeaway and junk food and he also loves movie nights. he'd also try and get you to join him at txt-only events to which yeonjun and soobin get mad at him before seeing how sad he gets and sneaking you in anyways lmfaoo. texting with kai? good luck lol. he's a spam texter. he's sending you like 60 memes in 5 minutes, half of which are of him/his group and its like "kai,,,wtf,,,stay away from moa spaces!" and its like,,he's being cute but also you don't need this spammage of memes like bruh. he does have his cute moments, namely at 3:57am when he can't sleep and wishes his head was all snuggled against your tummy. it's totally cute. you'd also get candid pictures of you but they're really bad and cringey, not cute, like soobin's are. nicknames with kai are literally really super and very rare cuz he gets too shy. (honey, do you want to eat bingsu with me?😭) but he'll call you by a nickname based on your name or he'll call you "honey". its really cute, just like him. the boys LOVE you cuz you tame kai or,,,you enable him in which case they love you like,,,1% less lol. they just adore how cute you and their maknae are together, its so cute to them. plus the teasing is just funny. UM IM SO SORRY THIS IS SO LONG OMG MY BIAS' PART IS SO LONG IN EVERY POST I WRITE.

When I say this series has my whole entire heart, it isn't even an exaggeration. Such heartbreakingly beautiful writing and the plot???? I can NEVER see where the plot is going next, and I LOVE it

Eunoia // Ch. 21

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eunoia (noun): beautiful thinking, the possession of a well-balanced mind, which exhibits goodwill and kindness

Pairings: Hybrid! BTS x reader

Summary: You are a world famous director and you have dedicated your life to your job.You have everything you could ever dream of; wealth, recognision, talent, your friends and family. But loneliness ins’t cured by success. So what happens when you somehow rescue seven hybrids? Can they fill the void?

Genre: Angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, eventual smut

Word Count: 8.2k+

Warnings: past abuse, past sexual abuse, cursing, past violence, mentions of blood, panic attack

Masterlist

Chapter 1, Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 chapter 18 Chapter 19 Chapter 20

I’m sorry if this chapter is rushed but i wanted to publish it before my exams start next week and I have no time to do anything but study. Thank you for being patient. After this chapter the romances are going to finally be progressing faster so you can look forward to that. 

Many thanks to my incredible beta reader @thewishofafallenangel​ <3

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“Namjoon, what are we doing? What are we?”

As soon as the question was past your lips, you wanted to take it back. You didn’t know what had made you ask him, why you had voiced the question that had been troubling your mind for hours. Days really. Nearly two months had passed since the gala and you had been wondering before then, hadn’t you? You had enough self-knowledge to recognize that you craved concrete answers, something solid. Labels weren’t for everyone but they were for you.

You needed to know where you were standing and where you were going. In every relationship you had in the past, there had been no blurry lines. Communication was one of the most important aspects of any relationship, romantic or platonic, and you hadn’t been afraid to speak up whenever you were unsure about something. You were aware if a relationship was serious or for fun without any obligations.

It was about being in control. But you had been losing control since February. Your tight grip on your strictly organized life was loosening. You didn’t mind as much as you should have.

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