Sympathizing Villains Actually Took A Little Part Of Their Villainess Feeling For Me. Ive Been Dying

sympathizing villains actually took a little part of their villainess feeling for me. ive been dying to see a pure evil villain that rose from the hell just to see ppl tryna sympathize them man pls esp if theyre tryna push these kind of feelings to those that has a crush on the villain. like I cannot love a fictional man that was just pure evil and wants to rule the world and wants to break everyone apart and hates everyone without sympathizing for him? PLEASE

𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 (𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭) 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 ✰‧₊˚

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You're losing me [Seong Taehoon, angst]

Synopsis: Taehoon lied about not getting into fights again, to you, and he comes back, being almost dead, and called you to come over.

I recommend you to listen to this song while reading!

I bring the first aid kit to the living room.

The house is silent. There's no one except Taehoon and me. It's late, and I should have been home since an hour ago. But here, I am, bandaging his wounds because he called me to come over.

I peeled off one by one, torn clothes' fabric that he used to close the wounds temporarily. Dried blood and wet blood mixed, making the fabrics wet along with sweat. I wiped each one of the wounds with antiseptic, careful not to hurt.

"Ack! Do it slowly!"

"This gonna hurt, y'know. Be still." I said, not even staring at him.

After I carefully cleaned all the wounds, I wrap almost half of his upper body with gauzes in several layers. Little scratches with bandages, all done. I picked all of the things I used before, tidying up all the mess, and stood up. But Taehoon grabbed my hand, tried to stop me.

"Hey. Can we talk for a minute?"

"What?"

"Look. I'm sorry, I lied."

"You're not even sorry, Taehoon. Why? Why do you kept lying? Have you ever trust me?"

"I just don' want ya worried, y'know."

"You don't want me worried, but you always come home for being almost dead. So many occasions yet you learnt none. I don't expect a sorry from a person that never feels sorry for their partner." I clenched my fists, yanking my hand back from his strong grips.

Taehoon covers his face with his hands, slowly carding and grabbing his own hair, seemingly frustated. "If I do things the way you wanted me to be, will you stay? We can start over. Don't leave!" Taehoon's voice raised a little by the end of his words, reaching a pitch I never heard before. Maybe he's about to cry, but whatever.

My mind races by almost every memory that I had with him. A year sure feels short, especially with him. Recently, prior and during their so-called mission of catching Lee Jinho, he got really distant. And it's not that I know something was up, he was just saying that he trains a lot to perfecting his moves. Silly me, believing all of the lies.

All the chats left unreplied, late dates, missing calls, etc. And one night, when we were about to go on dates, he called me and asked me to postpone the date because he felt kind of funny and not in the mood for going on a date. Funny for me, I can hear the faint sounds of the taekwondo car he and his friends usually use to go for missions, and Hobin's voice who was talking to someone else in the car. I said yes, and hang up the call. Best believe, Taehoon didn't even think I would knew it was all lies.

I'm trying my best to hold my tears. My voice started to crack, and suddenly breathing is so hard. The air is thick with loss and indecision. All the pain that I felt was all just an imposition. It's a burden. He didn't felt sorry for it, he felt exasperated for it.

"If we had to start over to feel okay, I guess maybe we weren't meant to be. This is final, Taehoon. I learnt my lesson, you don't. Hope you find someone that.. understands you, better than me. Sorry."

I can feel his gaze on my back. Walking out the door, I inhale the cold air the night serves for me. This might feel rough for days ahead, but I'll be okay. I'll be alright.

I close the metal fence behind me, and stared at the crescent moon. So pretty, yet alone. I hope the moon knew, they got a company tonight.

i feel like the biggest plot twist in the lookism universe was sammy's dad being an AC repairer. like ptj had planned for sammy and jake being brothers, but due to the low ratings for lookism at that time and readers complaining it was getting boring, ptj decides to twist the story into making sammy's dad an AC repairer. like its so funny for some reason and lots of readers still tryna bully him LMAOAOAOA #protectsammy smh

bro I think I wanted to create a masterlist but idk if I'm gonna write that often 😭

another lookism thoughts is that many people assume gun is loyal to charles bc gun is a yakuza. yakuza were known to be loyal. this is a very debatable opinion, but i think gun stayed and working for charles is bc charles provide smth that he can't for himself. ig in the earlier time gun works for charles, they make some sort of deal that gun can have this certain thing that he wants as long as he works for charles.

but actually my thoughts had its ground. theres an episode (older episode ig) where gun talks to daniel, "as long as I don't break the rules, I will get anything I wanted." (srry for the mistranslations, I read it in my native lang).

but this could also refer to gun's history as a yamazaki. rather than his history in his clan, I believe that this convo is referring to his relationship with charles choi. this convo also happened when gun was fighting with daniel when daniel tried to take charles' photo in an old school, while gun is trying to convince daniel to make a crew (and possibly, to be his successor).

sorry i was just tryna take a nap and suddenly thinks ab this HAHAHAHAHAH