I'm At That Point In My Life Where Even Motivational Videos Don't Motivate Me Anymore. Is All Hope Lost?

I'm at that point in my life where even motivational videos don't motivate me anymore. Is all hope lost?

on self-love

?// @heavensghost // @roach-works //Richard Bach //?// @bakwaaas // @llleighsmith // Clarice Lispector// Anonymous

why is it so hard to forget?

In your absence, I grasp desperately for anything, hoping it speaks to my soul as you once did, but it never does.

When the day comes when I meet someone who not only speaks to my soul but feels my soul, inhales like it is the best brand of oxygen to exist and who wouldn't mind being the Icarus to my Sun, I might believe in love again.

Until then I will spend my existence trying to forget yours.

It took me 15 days to fall for you and 1.5 years to convince my heart to stop taking your name with every breath but still have really forgotten you? Can I ever forget you?

The More Loving One

i. Wikipedia / ii. Unknown / iii. Remember My Name - Mitski / iv. You Cooked for Me - Caitlin Conlon / v. A Loving Feeling - Mitski / vi. starparkdesigns / vii. A Burning Hill - Mitski

I want a soft spoken, humble man who does not get angry on small things, does not call me stupid or make me feel dumb for not knowing the answers or not being able to apple common sense sometimes because he knows it's human to make mistakes.

I want someone who will be my peace, whose eyes will enough to convince me survive one more day in this world and whose smile will make me forget all about my problems.

I want someone who does not raise his voice at anyone until it's very needed, is a good human at heart, and who treats everyone with respect.

I want someone who will balance my craziness and weirdness with love. Someone who will atleast want to be with me in tough times and include in his. Someone who understands that coming to dirty home after a long day of work will as irritating to me as it is to him.

Need someone who considers me as human as himself.

love as religion

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