natalia-lover

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His And Her Rules: 01

ღPairing: Kim Namjoon x Reader

ღGenre: Smut

ღAu: Sugar Daddy au, bdsm au.

ღRating: 18+

ღWord Count: 5.85k

ღWarning(s): Nipple play, oral male and female receiving, explicit smut, unprotected sex,profanity, Lot of dirty talk, heavy and light bondage,gagging, heavy spanking, experiments with pain, Dom-sub themes, rough sex, lot of hair pulling, bdsm themes, spitting, cum eating, breath play, temperature play, sir kink,marking, biting, dom!namjoon, crying, begging,super messy, multiple orgasms, edging, orgasm denial, squirting, degradation, name calling, very light choking, punishments in sexual forms.

ღSummary: An art exhibition brings Kim Namjoon in your life, And your blunt nature and i-dont-give-a-f&$# attitude brings you in his. You are his first sugar baby and he is your sexual awakening, Inshort his rules in the bedroom and your rules outside the bedroom.

ღA/N: @introlxv Onyx i have a big list of thankyou's for you, thanks for giving me this idea by tagging me in the namjoon video, Thankyou for making this beautiful banner for me. I literally wrote this for you, Hope you like itღ

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“Hyper-realistic isn't it?” A voice caught your attention which was solely undivided in admiring the beauty of the The Stillness of Water by Kim Tschang, You looked at the source of the voice and saw a tall man standing right beside you but eyes fixed on the painting.

“It is. Makes me think about the purpose of the painting.” He nods his head and both of you get back to admiring the painting, You trace the strokes of the brush and look at the drop which fascinates you to no end.

“Have you ever tried to understand the meaning of these paintings?”

“I think it means emptiness. Everything is empty at one point and everything returns to emptiness at some point.” The man turned towards you and gave you a bright smile.

“Namjoon.” He extends his hand and you take it with a smile.

“Y/n” The warmness and softness in his hand is quite opposite to the voice that he spoke to you earlier, You hold his hand a second longer and Namjoon makes no moment to withdraw it either.

You chat a little and start walking around the gallery, But what catches your attention more than the art itself is the man beside you and his firm hand at the low of your back. Somehow this gesture always does it for you. The way a man places his hand at the lower of your back always gets you butterflies and Not only did Namjoon place his hand on your back, But the firm grip of it told you a lot about him as a person.

You spoke at a length to Namjoon about Art, and you admired the man for the extensive knowledge and passion he had for art. Throughout the conversation you knew things for sure in the short span, Namjoon had a growing love for art and that took him places and made him wonder about so many different things in life.

“Care for some dinner?” You contemplated for a minute. He seemed like a pretty decent guy and judging by the ninety thousand dollar watch he was wearing, You could take a chance.

“Sure.”

“So Y/n what do you do apart from your love for arts?” Namjoon asked as he put on his seatbelt and he started his car and the engine roared to life.

“I am a sugar baby, but also I graduated in marketing, And i intend to make my career in it. Just networking my way so that I can make some opportunities for myself.”

“ A sugar baby and a marketing aspirant, Interesting”

“What do you do?”

“Well I am the CEO of Kim Holdings.” You just nodded casually at his statement, And Namjoon got back to driving. You could sense it in the way he was gently drumming his fingers on the steering wheel.

“Ask it.”

“How did you become a sugar baby ? Pending bills, Side income or some tragic story?”You laughed out loud at his question, Is that what people think why girls become sugar babies?

“No, Nothing of that sort. Not everybody needs to have a tragic story to get into something that brings in financial Stability, I do it because why not? I have what a sugar daddy needs, and they give me what I need. It's a mutually beneficial transaction.” Namjoon smiled his full dimple smile at your answer, And for a moment you were glad he didn't judge you like sometimes people did.

“That's nice. I like the fact that you are so open about it.”

“What have I got to lose? It's not my concern anyways if you judge me for it.”

You reached the restaurant and Namjoon quickly opened the door for you. The firm hand stayed glued to your back as he led the way to one of the fanciest restaurants of Seoul. From the little over an hour that you had spent with him, You had come to a conclusion Namjoon was a gentleman. You had been with your share of gentlemen, But something was definitely different about Namjoon. You just have to figure out what.

“So tell me a little more about this?”

“What exactly do you want to know?”

“Well you can colour me as intrigued, Genuinely i've never given this a thought, Never felt the need to but honestly something changed.”

“Well i hope it's a good thing, Not that i care if its a bad thing.- Namjoon burst out laughing again before you could finish your sentence, And you doubted for a minute if it was right to come with him for this dinner, How were you supposed to enjoy your food if you had to spend the entire time with someone who was trying to judge you. You just hoped you were wrong.

“You really dont a give a fuck, Do you?”

“If i am either way getting judged, So the least i can do is not give a fuck.” Namjoon’s laughter died down as soon as he heard your statement and his hand immediately reached out to yours. He patted your hand gently, yet firm, not leaving room for you to withdraw your hand.

“Hey, I am not judging you, okay? Who am I to judge you for what you choose to do? And I laughed because this is such a rare sight. Generally people are put off by others' thoughts when it comes to sensitive topics. It's refreshing to see that you don't give a shit about it.“

“Thank God.”

“Why are you so intrigued about this entire thing though? Looking for a sugar baby?” You smirked at Namjoon’s gasp. Maybe you had hit the nail on the head.

“Should I be honest?”

“If it's a lie, Then don't bother telling it either.”

“God damn.” Namjoon loosened a button from his shirt and your eyes stayed glued to the little silver of skin that peeked through the opening. You noticed Namjoon already smirking at your drooling.

“Like what you see?”

“Maybe yes, Maybe No.”

“Uh huh, Maybe no huh? Tell that to your eyes.” This time it was your turn to choke, He had definitely noticed. You had no idea when you met him for the first time that this would also be the kind of conversation that would change your life.

“Will you be my sugar baby?”

“What? Where is this coming from?”

“Look, I know this looks too random. Meeting a stranger in an art museum, Having dinner with him and Then getting a proposal to become his sugar baby. But trust me, I really do want you to be my sugar baby.” The waiter chose the exact moment to bring in your orders and you waited for him to leave.

“Have you done this before?”

“No, But you can be my first. You can help me along the way.”

“Why me? You can literally find anybody.”

“If I wanted a sugar baby, trust me it's an easy thing, But I've never met someone who actually put this thought in my mind.”

You hadn't even thought about anything as such with Namjoon, You were fascinated by him that was for sure, But that had everything to do with his brain. You had one sugar daddy as of now, And you were quite happy with him for the past one year. Namjoon and Sugar Daddy didn't click in your mind, But now that he had mentioned you had started giving it a thought.

You were definitely attracted to Namjoon, Six feet tall, Dimples that could kill and a physique like a greek god, Of Course you were drooling internally. But you still had your doubts and you had to get rid of them.

“Look Namjoon, I am not looking to drain out your bank account, I genuinely do appreciate your generosity but i like my man to be pampered as well, I like a man whos confident, Knows what he wants and keeps up with his appearance, enjoys travelling and would be up to do new things with me. Can you keep up with that?”

Namjoon was gaping at you the entire time, You confidently spoke out what you looked for in a man, You had no doubts about your worth, Afterall you were bringing something to the table as well. You weren't just a pretty face, You were way more than that. You could very intelligently hold a conversation with anyone. You loved Arts, You loved to read, you always kept yourself updated on what happened in the world and made an effort on your appearances. You were definitely worth every penny that your sugar daddies spent on you.

“That's pretty impressive. And yes I can definitely keep up with you on that matter. I love travelling, I like challenges, And yes i am very much upkept on appearances and i would love for a fact that i can try new things with someone.”

“Interesting.”

“So Can you tell me a little more about this Relationship?” You smiled at his genuine interest in the matter, Not very often you come across people who take interest, The majority you've met throughout these years have been some part judgemental.

“So il tell you what works for me, I cant be with someone who is just in it for the Sex I need the relationship to be intense, Sexual and i am strictly platonic in these matters but its nice to have someone who respects me, and it should feel complete, Like i wouldnt want to be in it for just money too. I am giving my time and effort here. It definitely should be worth it.”

“Well Y/n one thing you can expect from me for sure irrespective of you agreeing to this thing is i respect you, And that's the most important aspect that comes first and non-negotiable to me. I respect you and you respect me. Period.”

“Appreciate that.”

The waiter finished serving the dessert and you were surprised to find that it had been an hour, You enjoyed every minute of speaking to Namjoon, He had pretty much or very little idea of these things worked and it looked like you were explaining the basics to him but you weren't complaining in the least bit, He was genuinely interested and that was a good enough sign that he would be no less than giving his best in this relationship. If you agreed that is, But you were already so close to saying yes.

“I need you to know one thing before you take your time and decide if you want to go ahead. I would need you to break things off with your sugar daddy if you have one right now. I would want you to see me and me only. I would do the same in return though.” You nodded. Obviously you believed in this too, It made things so much easier, And you had been lucky enough to find people who were on the same page too.

“Understood.” You wanted to speak to him about so many things but Namjoon beat you to it.

“Should you agree, Then we can have my team go over your documents and then we can discuss the arrangement ahead. The finer details and the sexual aspects of it as well.”

The sexual aspect intrigued you, You were standing at the exact same place where Namjoon was a couple minutes ago. Obviously you were no rookie when it came to sex, But Namjoons words made you feel there was a lot more depth to it. Your sexual encounters were never boring, You were open to try new things, But they werent subset in any kind of definitions. Just Plain sex, Sometimes boring, Sometimes rough and sometimes just Meh.

You left the restaurant with Namjoons hand on your back, And a question what exactly was this sexual aspect that needed to be discussed in length and in detail.

Two days later, You found yourself sitting across Namjoon in his office ready to discuss the finer details of your arrangement. While Namjoon had dropped you off home that night, You had immediately spoken to your Sugar Daddy and terminated the contract. Wouldn't say terminating the contract was inexpensive, It was a good penny but you had made a lot of money over the years and one penalty was something you could definitely afford. And besides, Namjoon made this risk worth taking.

Your eyes widened at the amount of allowance Namjoon had put into the contract, This was the biggest allowance anybody had ever given you, And not to mention the brand new Porsche that Namjoon had mentioned as your sweet ride.

You had hit gold, literally everywhere. You had hit gold for a Sugar Daddy, You had hit gold for your upgraded lifestyle and most importantly you had hit gold in terms of Namjoon. Something in you screamed this was going to change your life.

Everything was pretty much decided about your arrangement, There was just one last thing that had you had yet to discuss the sexual aspect. You had never felt so much anticipation for anything. What exactly was this about?

There was something about this man, He was like an open book with the deepest mystery stories. No matter how hard you tried you still couldn't actually make sense of a lot of things he said. The man was ready to learn, Intrigued, Genuinely cared for stuff but there was still a lot of mystery to it.

“You can move in into my penthouse at Seoul Forest Trivage whenever it is convenient for you, I live ten minutes away from there.”

“Understood.”

Namjoon stood up from his chair and walked around the table and took a seat beside you. Your breath caught in your throat when you felt his firm grip on your hands. Namjoon was a puzzle, A beautiful puzzle. You had never met a man like him. Take now for an example, His hands held a firm and a rough grip on you, But his eyes? They held the most gentle expression you had ever seen. This was what was pulling you towards Namjoon and this was what had gotten you to take the risk of taking such an important decision on face value. You were either going to have the time of your life or you were going to learn a hard lesson.

You were just hoping it was the former.

“You sure about this right?”

“Yeah.” He smiled and gave you a gentle smile, But the next minute he leaned back and crossed his legs. You literally felt something coming up next and mentally prepared yourself for it unknowingly.

“So Y/n now that the logistics are pretty much clear, I want us to move onto the next important thing.’

You waited with bated breath for his next words to come, Unsure of what it was. Your mind reeled with the possibilities of the worst, What if he was a sadist? You shook your thoughts not falling into a negative headspace first.

“Do you know what BDSM or what a dominant or submissive is?” You choked on air at the mention of BDSM, You knew the dom sub dynamics as well as the most people did, Christian Gray and Anastasia Steele. That's it. What he did to her in his playroom was where your knowledge was limited.

“To be honest, No. But I've seen Fifty shades.” Namjoon literally burst out laughing, And for a second you cursed for running your mouth carelessly and now he was definitely going to make fun of it.

“Baby what christian grey did was just the surface of what BDSM is.”

“Having an entire room dedicated for his toys was just the surface?” Now you were scared, That man had an entire playroom full of weird shit toys and what not and that was just the surface? You gotta be kidding. Just how much more deeper this thing ran?

“Y/N the dynamics of a dom and a sub relationship runs much deeper than a few playthings. It's more of a headspace, Control and Consent. The tools are just the bonus that you can use to amplify the pleasure of the people involved.”

“It starts with here.” Namjoon got up from his seat and leaned towards you, his one finger reaching your side of the head, And you immediately gushed at the change in his aura suddenly.

“What i need you to do is trust me, Trust me with yourself, There is a very different pleasure baby that comes with the comfort of being guided than being pursued.”

“I–” You couldn't form coherent words at the moment, Namjoon leaning over you, His cologne flooding your senses, His words evoking a different feeling in your mind and in your body and the look in his eyes.

“I am what you call a dominant.” He whispered those words right next to your ear and you could feel his breath hot on your ears. Goosebumps decorated on your skin and you felt getting wetter and wetter every passing breath of his against your skin.

You felt a very different feeling this time, This was your first. You never had been with someone who was dominant and you were nearly illiterate on how this dynamic worked, But if you had someone like Namjoon teaching you the ropes to it, You were in it.

Now this what this relationship was going to bring you, A newness. You were teaching Namjoon the basics of Sugaring while he was on his way to become your sexual awakening. You had sex with people before and while that couldnt be called vanilla but it was far from any kind of dynamic. You were genuinely intrigued by this idea and somehow the change in your attitude namjoon had brought on by just the change in his voice and attitude, made you wonder what would happen when you actually got down to action.

“Don't worry about trying this though, We’ll go slow at first. Let me take you through it first. It's practical when you sign the dotted line.” Namjoon pushed another piece of paper towards you and when you read through it, A delicious pleasure and a small fear of giving up your control on your body ran through your spine and you decided you would go with the thrilling aspect of both.

There were a lot of terms that you didn't understand, Never heard. But you decided to go with your instinct and trust that Namjoon would take care of you, like he said it was very crucial that you trust him.

“We don't have to rush into anything Y/n, We go at your pace and with what works for you.”

“Okay.” You barely managed the words, Everything felt different, his words, His actions.

You went through the papers once again, Namjoon had given you a free reign to ask him anything that you felt you had no clue about, and he had given you the liberty of subtracting anything that you felt was out of your limit to which you were very thankful for.

The Meeting with Namjoon went successfully and you got more than you had imagined for, Signing the dotted line, You were sure you were in for a wonderful ride.

“Settle down first, And i'll see you next week. We will go through little details and explore what you like and what you don't. And then we can take it from there.” You nodded and Namjoon gave you a quick peck on your cheek and saw you off to your car.

Moving in Namjoons apartment was literally a dream come true. You were used to lavish life-sized homes but his penthouse in the Seoul Forest Trivage beat everyone of the places you've lived so far single handedly.

One week was enough for you to explore the new place you called home, Getting comfortable in there was easy, You lazed around the house for a few days before you went shopping for some new lingerie and a few new dresses, The day you were supposed to meet Namjoon was soon around the corner and the inner diva in you screamed to wrap yourself like a gift that he would love unwrapping

You dressed yourself in the little black dress that you had shopped for recently choosing the laciest lingerie you could find, You loved wearing lace, and you loved the way lace felt against your skin. But mostly the fun always lied in how wild the lace drove men mad with want. You didn't know what kind of things Namjoon was into, You hope to figure that out by the end of the night.

You were already covered in jitters by the time you were ready, Listening to the facts, Understanding them from another person’s perspective, Or even reading them were all quite different from how you would actually feel when it came to the actual deed. You were hoping to be comfortable in exploring these different things, like losing control, trusting another person with your safety and pleasure were totally new to you and this scared you and thrilled you at the same time.

Take control for an example, You were always in control in your life, You made sure you had full control on how things wanted to be, Be it in choosing your sugar daddies, choosing what you wanted and what was off limits, Be it whatever you had the reigns in your hands.

Though Namjoon had handed over the reins of the arrangement in your hands in one area, He was taking away the control in the other. The idea of being guided and not pursued like Namjoon said was fairly new and you would first handedly experience it tonight.

Your heartbeat fastens up at the sound of the door bell ringing, and you straighten yourself up and open the door, Namjoon leans on the doorway dressed in a blue dress shirt and black slacks and you take a few seconds to take in his appearance. How was this man so handsome?

“You look beautiful.” He quickly pecks your cheek and hugs you, You close the door and follow him into your house.

“You did good with the place.”

“Thank You. I'm glad you like it.” Namjoon places a bag on the couch and immediately your mind wanders off to the contents of it, You pour some wine for both of you and hand him his glass which he accepts with a smile, You could still feel the jitters in you, trying to make their way out with the way your hands trembled slightly.

“Baby you need to relax.” Namjoon quickly takes the glass out of your hand and keeps it on the table, And massages it lightly. His hands feel the same, Warm and firm and you momentarily relish the way he feels around your skin. You nod lightly and squeeze his hand lightly to assure him you were okay

You talk a little about everything, You show him around and proudly flaunt your decorating skills. You were going to call this place home for eighteen months and might as well make it according to your taste, Namjoon lightens your mood as you both speak and slowly you start getting comfortable, The jitters making an exit.

You move to the bedroom and Namjoon pulls you a little closer to him, He puts his head on your shoulder and you gasp when his hold tightening on your waist, He pulls you to the mirror giving you a clear picture of what he was doing, Your eyes stay glued to his through the mirror and Namjoon slowly traces light circles on your arm, and your breath hitches i your throat.

“Y/n i want you to understand that what we are going to have is something that is going to be safe, Consensual, and sane.” You immediately felt the shift in the energy as soon as Namjoon started explaining, There was a different undertone to his voice and that screamed command.

“Two things you will never address me with my name when we are in here, And second we need to have a safe word, Something that you will say when you want whatever is happening to stop immediately” You nodded and Namjoon turned you around, Away from facing the mirror.

“Yes Sir.” He smirked at your addressal of him.

“Good Girl. I expect you to follow my directions everytime, If you dont you get punished. Now tell me what should our safe word be?”

“Cherries.”

“Okay.” Namjoon asked you to sit on the bed, and while he went out to fetch something. You patiently waited for him to arrive and in a few moments he arrived with a silk blindfold. You widen your eyes at the blindfold, It looked majestic in shiny black colour, You had never tried a blindfold, So it made excitement run down your spine at how it would feel.

“Remember I said something about giving up control? Lets try giving up control on one of your senses. Strip and go sit on the bed.” You obeyed his instruction and stripped off your dress, Namjoons eyes turned dark when he saw the sexy lace lingerie on you, And your inner self danced a happy dance to see the effect on him.

You took your seat on the bed and Namjoon stepped in front of you to tie the blindfold, He tied it tightly on your eyes and suddenly you could hyper actively feel everything a little more.

“When we lose one of our senses, The others become hyperactive. Now go lay down” You nodded meekly, Shifted a little behind and laid down as said. You were trying to concentrate on the direction of the voice, Which still felt far away. You feel Namjoon nudge your thighs apart and settle between them. You felt his bare hot skin on you and goosebumps scattered on your skin immediately. You never wanted to see someone so bad, But you put the desire on the back seat for now.

“Tell me how it feels.” His voice and hot breath against your ears ignited a spark between your legs and you could feel wetness begin pooling. Before you could react you felt Namjoon lick a stripe on your neck and kiss it open mouthed, A loud moan left your mouth. Your mind reeled in an endless loop as Namjoon continued his kisses on your neck, The loss of vision making it even more pleasurable.

You were a moaning mess in seconds, You felt him move up from your neck and trace your clothed nipples with two of his fingers.

“You like your nipples to be played with?” Namjoon placed light kisses on your jaw and the corner of your lips and a squeak was all you could manage to pull out. You had never felt pleasure at this level that made you want Namjoon to fuck you senseless already.

“Words baby.” Namjoons stern voice sends you little bouts of fear and pleasure in your body.

“Y-yes sir.”

Namjoon's hands slowly traced behind your back and unhooked your bra. You felt his hot breath over your nipple and you wanted nothing more than to feel his mouth on you. He gently air on your nipples and that amplified it a hundred fold in your cunt. You could feel yourself getting wet like never before. Namjoon traced a finger on your nipples which were already hard enough to cut glass and you let out a strangled moan.

Your eyes tried to fly open as soon as you felt his tongue circle your left nipple, his breath fanning the wetness that his tongue was leaving behind. Any and all thoughts flew out of your brain as soon as he started massaging your breasts lightly and the only sound that could be heard in the room of you moaning like your life depended on it and the loud sucking sounds that his goddamn skilled mouth was making. The sensation of him slightly tugging on them while massaging the other and alternating between them was enough to short circuit your brain.

The sounds that he made while he sucked on your nipples and left them with a pop began to build the pleasure inside you, he pinched your nipples a little harder and that was enough to send you over the edge. You came with a loud yell and felt namjoon leave your right nipple with a pop.

You felt the aftershocks of your orgasm ripple through your body, You had never come so fast in your life and to top it off you never had a nipple orgasm. You loved getting played with your tits, But they were not played enough to have an orgasm with just them.

You could hear Namjoons heavy breaths very clearly, You could feel his boner on your inner thigh and Man he was huge. The pleasure that he was providing you with didnt let you feel how hard he was, until your orgasm faded its after effects.

“Felt good?”

“That was heaven.”

“Good, But after today you will never cum without my permission.”

“Yes sir.” He kissed your breast lightly, but all the relief was short lived as soon as you felt his fingers tug the waistband of your panties, He growled the moment he must have seen the wet mess you were making down there, He ran his fingers over your folds, and you felt his nose touch your clit.

“I'm going to make such a good sub out of you baby.” The menace in his voice sent a delicious shiver down your spine and the blindfold only added to the intensity of it. You moaned when his finger came in contact with your clit, He flicked your clit in such a manner which made you lose your breath.

His skills with his fingers made you realise how little control you had over your body, you had no control over what he was going to do. The realisation sent you over the edge for the second time and this time it was just the clit. Nobody had taken such detail into consideration when it came to orgasming through just this.

You felt yourself floating after your second orgasm, And this time you felt namjoon move away from you, You heard a light ruffling a little away from you, and you relaxed a little for the breather. But Namjoon took you by surprise again when you felt him kneel over you.

“Come on baby, open up.” You opened your mouth slightly and he nudged the head of his cock on your tongue twice, You could feel he was thick going by the heavy head, But the moment he pushed into your mouth, You realised not only he was thick the man had a length enough to tear you apart down there.

“Tap me violently twice if it's too much or if you want me to stop.” You nodded and Namjoon started off gently, giving you time to adjust to his size. You tried relaxing your jaw and breathing through your nose and slowly you got accustomed to his thick length, But soon it seemed like it wasnt even half the length that he was pushing in your mouth. The moment he felt you relax your jaw was when he started fucking your throat without warning and that got your head spinning.

The wetness in your cunt started increasing as soon as he started going at a regular pace, Not too hard and not too fast. You felt him twitch inside your mouth, There was control on how he fucked your mouth, All you could feel him was deep in your throat. He pulled out suddenly and shifted back a little and took your hands in his and wrapped your hands around his cock, and started jerking himself off grunting and uttering curses, while he was still kneeling over you.

Without a warning you felt his warm cum shoot on your lips and your chin and little dribbling down your neck. Namjoon wiped everything in a swipe and nudged your mouth open.

“Keep your tongue out baby, I don't want you wasting a single drop.” You obediently stuck your tongue out and you felt him rub all his cum over your tongue.

“Give me just one more yeah?” You tried to make sense of what he was saying, But the way he roughly nudged your thighs apart and dove straight into your cunt shut you up effectively. You let out the loudest moan you ever had when you felt two of his fingers entering you and his tongue licking your clit at the same time. You tried to place his head but NAmjoons other hand gripped both your hands in his palm and you felt black dots already cloud your black vision as you felt your third orgasm for the night explode around his tongue and his fingers.

“Shit shit shit shit shit.” was all you could manage to utter, Your head reeled from the pleasure, body exhausted from the three most intense orgasms you ever had in your life. You felt Namjoon's hands go behind your head again and this time he opened the blindfold. You took a hot minute to adjust to the dim lights in the bedroom, slowly shirtless Namjoon came into the view, He was wearing his boxers. You definitely liked the view.

Namjoon offered you some water which you gulped down, He just rubbed your back. He left for a minute and you heard the water run in the tub in your bathroom.

“Let's get you cleaned up, yeah?” Namjoon gently lifted you up bridal style and laid you in the warm water. The water felt like heaven to your skin and soon Namjoon settled behind you and massaged your shoulders and scalp lightly. The man had an insane amount of talent with his fingers.

“You enjoyed it?”

“More than anything I have ever done. And we didnt even have sex.”

“What matters is you have fun baby, And fun isn't just limited to sex. You were blindfolded the entire time, Did you like it?”

“I think I may have a thing for blindfolds now.” Namjoon laughed a little and you felt the rumble in his chest, and you laid your head back on his shoulder.

“We are going to try a lot of different things baby, Wait for it.” You blushed at the mention of a lot of different things.

Namjoon took the utmost care as he wiped you and put you to bed, cuddling you close to him. He held you close to him, patting your head lightly and running his fingers through your hair.

As you lay in his arms, You felt something change inside you which made you want to explore this side of yourself, You wanted to experiment with the pain, your limits and pleasures. You felt a strange sense of relaxation, and content. You made up your mind to explore every little detail you could in this dom/sub/sugar daddy relationship with Namjoon.

You were right, This arrangement was indeed going to change your life.