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I’m not new to writblr I did an introduction a while ago but I ended up never posting anything because life and my mental health got in the way and I actually ended up abandoning writing for some time, but I’m better and things are better so I’m going to give it another go. Hello, my name is Lilly, my pronouns are she/they, and my hobbies include being unhinged and feral, daydreaming, and hoarding books. Personality type is INFP-T, do with that what you will.

The writer; babbling prophet who occasionally strikes god gold, contemporary, fantasy, starting projects and never finishing them, sci-fi, gothic horror, descriptions descriptions descriptions, unsure how to perceive myself so this is pretty speculative.

The aesthetic; wildflowers, tangled hair and skimmed knees, divine madness, not entirely human, the soft glow of an orange streetlight in winter, raging storms, magic with a price, liminal spaces, frogs, frost, body horror, enemies to lovers.

I’ve decided to introduce my main WIPs in a separate post as I didn’t want this re-introduction to be too long. Anyways it’s nice to be back from the dead!

Time to start over again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUV <3

I know we haven’t interacted much but I love seeing your little icon in my activity now and then :)

Aghhhh why are tumblr notifications on mobile so bad I’ve only just now seen this I’m sorry! Thank you for the birthday wishes and sweet message! I saw your other ask and don’t worry it’s fine it made my day :)

The majority of my friends forgot it was my birthday today.. my parents think I’m hanging out with friends getting drunk when I’m actually sitting on a park bench reading a book. Happy 19th birthday kid x

100% agree, on top of that, contributing to ruining Steve’s character arc and taking him out of character: when Steve goes back in time and chooses to stay there, he has the knowledge that Bucky is not only alive but also somewhere in Russia being tortured and brainwashed by Hydra - I wholeheartedly believe that Steve would’ve searched for Bucky to rescue him to save him from all the pain and trauma that was going to be done to him - because, you know, they’re best friends. The outcome for Steve’s character in Endgame completely invalidates all the character development in Winter Soldier and CACW and is kind of a slap in the face to the character’s friendship, the directors/writers prioritised Tony’s and Steve’s friendship and in my opinion it’s a pretty big betrayal.

In addition to this, if Steve had rescued Bucky when he went back in time, following the MCU timeline, this would of prevented the murder of Tony Stark’s parents, saving the messy conflict that was Civil War (someone else already commented on the whole Sokovia Accords stuff so I’m not gonna repeat what’s already been covered). It also would of given way more opportunities to introduce the other characters to not only the original avengers but also to one another in a believable way instead of just banding them all together for “an epic battle” - there were so many different outcomes and possible character dynamics they could’ve explored (I stan Wanda and Dr. Strange, Carol Danvers and Natasha, and Peter Parker and Shuri - think of the friendship dynamics they could’ve explored!) the writers/directors also would’ve been able to tie up any loose plots *cough cough Bruce and Natasha’s romance cough cough*. Back to the former though, by preventing Bucky’s future as the Winter Soldier and as a result preventing the deaths of Tony’s parents and thus the shoddy plot of Civil War, this would’ve completely changed the outcome of Infinity War, as Bucky’s role in the actual battle didn’t have a huge impact regardless (compared to Thor for example) and the whole team would have remained together instead of separating and therefore would of had a better chance at defeating Thanos (don’t even get me started on my theory about Wanda and Dr. Strange - imagine the power those two have together, imagine what they could learn from and teach one another - they were one of the few characters who stood a decent chance against Thanos).

Anyways I know some of the stuff I’ve proposed doesn’t align with what happens in the comics, but it’s a fun theory regardless, and I think it’s good to discuss :)

I still think about her; she who could’ve been the best thing to happen to the MCU and to Steve Roger’s story

Instead I got another Tony Stark film cause they wanted to make money

“Writing is hard” I say as I continue to browse the internet, not attempting to write at all.

me rolling up to particpate in nano with one (1) VERY loose outline, terrible work ethic and a totally fucked sleep schedule: 

The fog: or the rain, or the snow, or the frost that buries. You’re a romantic with moody taste and strive to be ethereal and unhinged. Voted most likely to want to live the year as a ghost. Probably lots of words like yearning and feral. Go be the spectral entity you want to see in the world. Songs: if I were by Vashti Bunyan, small foreign faction by Haley Blais.

if what part of the forest you’d become once you succumb to the urge to sink into the earth is a question you need answered, here’s a quiz to find out

Reblog if it’s okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

if you would be so kind as to reblog this if you feel insecure about your writing skills.

Me: *apologises for being absent for the past “few” months*

Also me: *continues to be absent*

Just going to throw this information out into the void but I am deciding to get my butt into gear and actually start posting content, the whole idea, including figuring out what content to put out and just coping with my insecurities as a writer, (amongst general life) has just been really overwhelming and scary but yeah.. also I just want to thank my mutuals who tagged me in challenges n stuff; it really made me smile even though I didn’t have the courage to participate (I promise I’ll get around to doing them eventually). Stay safe and I’ll be posting soon x

(Yes I know I used the word ‘just’ a lot, I’m sorry)

If you receive this you make somebody happy. Go and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get it back even better :)

This is so sweet! Genuinely made my day better, thank you! 🥺🥰

why you should keep writing your story

because it’s a puzzle no one else will ever arrange the same way as you.

because there are ideas that simply won’t come to you until you write down the wrong words.

because all the bad scenes are the bones of the wonderful scenes.

because someone will love it: someone will read it once, and twice, and thrice; someone will ramble to you about the complexity of it; someone will doodle your characters out of love; someone will find it in exactly what they were looking for with or without knowing it.

because they have things to say, your characters. they’ve told you all those secrets and they have more to tell you, if you will listen.

because you love it even when you don’t; even when it drives you mad or when it accidentally turns into apathy; even when you think you’re doing it all wrong; you love it, and it loves you back.

because you can get a treasure even from things that go wrong; because if a story crumbles down you can build a shinier one on the same spot; because you won’t know where it will take you until it takes you there.

me: yeah i have a wip!

my friends: oh cool, can i read some of it?

me, sweating because my wip is really only character moodboards, a poorly organized outline, twenty spotify playlists, and scraps of random dialogue:  

To Tired Writers. To the people out there whose hearts very, very much want to write and work on WIPs, but who are just mentally and physically exhausted right now. It’s okay. It is okay to rest sometimes. Allow yourself time to rest. 

I’m sorry for my long absence I have just been very sad

Writblr introduction:

Hi, my name is Lilly, otherwise known as @nallthatjazz , and it’s about time I actually introduced myself :)

I’d just like to start off by saying I’m definitely not new to the Writblr community, however this will be my first time introducing myself as I’ve never actually been brave enough to put myself out there so I’ve been ‘lurking in the shadows’ in the meantime so to speak. (Is it obvious that I have no idea what I’m doing and that I’m nervous? Am I using the word ‘myself’ too much?)

A little bit about myself;

18 years old (Aries baby here), she/her, British/Irish, ravenclaw

I really love folklore, mythology and what else have you; also a strong believer in the supernatural and the paranormal

I enjoy reading, watching movies, drawing, knitting, daydreaming, exploring, being outside in nature and writing

I’m a serious procrastinator - my “talent” is daydreaming about all my novel ideas etc. Instead of writing and calling it “brainstorming”

I’ve done lots of weird, aesthetic and stupid stuff - I once got stuck in the baby seat of a trolley and had to be cut out by firemen (in my defence I fit, I just couldn’t get out)

I like knowledge and being curious

Fiction is my jam, I like lots of different genres but I prefer to read some variation of fantasy the most

My blog will consist of my writing or work, reblogs from other writblrs and a few writing prompts, and a personal post here or there. I have several WIPs, and I’m constantly alternating between them or starting new ones or abandoning some.

I mostly write YA/NA fiction, fantasy, contemporary, thriller, supernatural/paranormal, mystery, dystopian, sci-fi, romance, adventure, occult/gothic, dark academia, poetry - however this is only speculative and I probably expand into other stuff or I might only drabble a little into the stuff I’ve listed. (Can you tell I’m bad at describing my writing? This is a great start)

I’ll do an actual separate “project teaser” type post about my WIPs at some point that’ll go in a bit more depth; some will be less or more detailed than others so I’m sorry for the inconsistency in advance. (I feel like this introduction is going terribly so I’m sorry)

Anyways please feel free to give me a follow or this post a reblog, also feel free to check out some of the other amazing Writblrs I follow (tagged below); thanks for reading my painfully long and awkward Writblr introduction :)

Tags: @semblanche @summersromance @writing-in-the-grave @emdrabbles @ikilledmyocs @pheita @prestonwrites @endymions @mayaeri @lovebenders @elemntum @melwrotethat @honeywharf

I’ll be doing a writblr introduction and actually posting on this blog soon I promise!

“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”

— Maya Angelou

I actually need to start posting on this blog but I’m too anxious to, lol