TW RESTRICTIVE ED

TW RESTRICTIVE ED

ok so by some miracle of the eating disorder gods i actually LOST WEIGHT AFTER MY TERRIBLE DAY YESTERDAY???

i weighed myself last night and i was at 103.4, which was LOWER than in the morning, and this morning i was 102.6 which is INSANE to me and i dont understand

I weighed myself like 20 different times and reset my scale to see if it was glitching but it seems to be true?

Anyway, i decided to have a small meal before work today to keep me fueled and since i already lost so much yesterday.

TW RESTRICTIVE ED

ok today did NOT go as planned at ALL

I caved and had a bagel with cream cheese and some veggie bacon with a dunkin coffee, which had to have been so many calories in itself, but then i had to go to the Indian resteraunt with my grandma and OH MY GOD

the food was good and i feel like i didnt even eat much but i felt SO FULL I WAS ON THE VERGE OF THROWING UP (not of my own choice), it was AWFUL

I was so full and uncomfortable and i never want to feel like that ever again, but at least nobody is gonna suspect anything since i definitely ate like normal

gonna do a fast tomorrow to make up for this shit show of a day, ill only have herbal/green tea and a sparkling ice from cvs :/

if nothing else, this has to work as a metabolism day to make sure i dont plateau, so ill take what i can get

scrolling tumblr on a full stomach is a new level of shame.

Sister in Ana, let me give you a recipe for FAT BURNING tea!

We've all heard about green tea and it's part of our culture, but let me tell you about tumeric. Good heavens above! Now you can have something caffeine free at night!

For this you shall need:

Tumeric

Pepper

Mint (optional)

Cinnamon (optional)

So, why these spices and herbs?

Tumeric has this great component called curcumin. It is metabolized in your body with the aid of pepper. The benefits include: reduced high blood pressure, reduced cholesterol, reduced blood sugar, SUPPRESSED FAT TISSUE GROWTH, prevented insulin resistance, high antioxidants, bile production aka it speeds up your digestion.

Why I add mint? Mint is the best girl to fight bloating. Cinnamon, along with great flavour, also helps lower blood sugar and prevents insulin resistance, all which help you lose weight faster.

These all put together will help you get AND keep a flat tummy! <3

unpopular opinion maybe but we’re all on ed tumblr because we’re sick/mentally ill and most of us are just seeking comfort bc ed’s are lonely af and it sucks to struggle alone. nobody asked you to post meanspo/bully the people in your community that are just seeking a sense of connection/comfort/safety. pretty sure we don’t need strangers to bully us about the mental illness that we struggle with. go be an ana coach or log off and make an edtwt account if you wanna be weird and toxic. i hope you feel as gross as you are.

in case you needed a reminder of how painful laxatives are and reasons NOT to use them…I just thought I got my period back. For reference, every month I used to google if I had endometriosis 🙂