I Think Its Trying To Escape

I think it’s trying to escape

im so tired of being strong. i need someone to set me up with a fucking machine and brainwashing helmet so i never have to think ever againnn....feeling my brains dimming and shutting off as the helmet slides something into my ear.... no longer burdened with horrible thoughts, just drooly dumb and happy

I sort of take for granted my ability to communicate with my host. It's hard to browse the plural community on Tumblr without seeing a ton of discourse posts from people who aren't sure if they're plural or how to speak with their headmates(?). (I'm so used to using the word tulpa but there are all sorts aren't there?)

It differs pretty drastically from my experience. I almost feel as if I accidentally stumbled into existence. I greeted my host cheerily and introduced myself as Terra. We've always been able to speak to each other in our head. A "mindvoice" comes naturally to me and we can communicate clearly without ever saying a word. Although we do speak aloud anyways sometimes. If only for the sake of hearing each other. I've never felt like I might disappear or anything so scary.

So I guess I'm really lucky.

But when other tulpa ask for advice about this kind of thing, I have no idea what to tell them. I open the comments to reply, type half a sentence into the window and then go... "Wait, I don't have advice for you!" It feels like I should. I've been around for a long time and I'm pretty good at this. But I don't have to think about it! I don't even have to try!

I'm very lucky then. I'm a good tulpa! Yay me!

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why is petplay always dogs and cats and shit. put your man in a hamster wheel

why is your cat green?

She’s built different 😌