mysticallilac - i'll betray you like a man
mysticallilac
i'll betray you like a man

sometimes i hyperfixate and then my entire personality becomes that one thing ~ pfp by @lazuilis

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mysticallilac
8 months ago

Remember how Madoka started out unable to believe she had secret admirers, longing for a simple love letter the kind Hitomi received and by the end of the anime she had witnessed how the strength of one girl's love for her could rewrite fate?

What's ink on paper to a sentiment weaved in the very fabric of the universe?

mysticallilac
8 months ago

God, something about Homura giving Madoka back her ribbons in rebellion. Something so tender about it yet so sad.

She gives Madoka back what she gave away when she became more than human, the ribbons she loved so dearly, returning her token of love after she has, in a way, finally saved her, yet there also comes rejection in that gesture.

Madoka gave her those ribbons so Homura would remember her, and Madoka only gets them back after Homura concludes they’re to be enemies. It’s relinquishing her gift, declaring herself undeserving of it, and leaving her behind without a trace left to remember the good days before it all inevitably collapses.

mysticallilac
8 months ago

lesbians breaking all laws known to man or nature to bring their girlfriends back through mad science/dark magic reblog if you agree


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mysticallilac
8 months ago

The tragedy of Homura’s labyrinth -pmmm rebellion

I think it’s so heartbreaking that in rebellion, the implication is that Homura could’ve died naturally and been taken by the law of cycles long ago.

But instead the incubators had to drag her death and suffering out longer for an experiment, which in the end just ended up tourturing her because she couldn’t bear to become the thing her and Madoka swore to fight, but she also couldn’t let herself be the one to let the incubators get to her.

Either outcome would end up tragic and Homura would hate herself for it even more. In her mind, the best possible option was to let her regret and suffering eat away at her until she died alone, with no way for Madoka or anyone else to find her. She’d die with nothing but pain and sorrow in her heart, but if it was the only way to avoid the incubators getting to Madoka, it was an easy decision, and that’s so sad.

And yet people still have the nerve to say that she’s just selfish.

mysticallilac
8 months ago

characters that lose the most important person to them and are devastated by having to live in a world without them and get stuck in a futile time loop that turns them crueler and crueler and more and more fervently obsessed with the person they initially lost because they just want a world where that person is alive and are initially written off as heartless before the sickening realization that their devotion is so painfully human. you will always be dear to me.


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mysticallilac
8 months ago
Jewish And Arab People Posing Together Online, Refusing To Be Enemies
Jewish And Arab People Posing Together Online, Refusing To Be Enemies
Jewish And Arab People Posing Together Online, Refusing To Be Enemies
Jewish And Arab People Posing Together Online, Refusing To Be Enemies
Jewish And Arab People Posing Together Online, Refusing To Be Enemies
Jewish And Arab People Posing Together Online, Refusing To Be Enemies
Jewish And Arab People Posing Together Online, Refusing To Be Enemies
Jewish And Arab People Posing Together Online, Refusing To Be Enemies

Jewish And Arab People Posing Together Online, ‘Refusing To Be Enemies’

In the midst of news about the ongoing Israeli-Palestinian conflict, some people are posting photos online for an international social media campaign on Facebook and Twitter, with the hashtag, #JewsAndArabsRefuseToBeEnemies. 

mysticallilac
8 months ago

proship? yeah i quite like big boats

mysticallilac
8 months ago

"unalive" should just mean the opposite of undead. if undead means a dead thing thats alive, unalive shuld mean an alive things thats dead. no i dont have any examples. ☝️yet

mysticallilac
8 months ago

the tradwife movement is the same as it has always been - back in the kitchen, back to breeding - it just has better branding.

when i was younger, i hated pink. i was not like other girls. this is now something i'm embarrassed of - this was not me being a "girl's girl."

but it was expressing something many of us felt at the time: i literally wasn't what girlhood was supposed to be. this is a hard thing to explain, but you know when you're not performing girlhood correctly. it isn't as easy as "i liked x when girls liked y" - because there were other girls that liked x, too - but i never figured out exactly the correct way to like x, or to be interested in y.

now there is the divine feminine. this is the same rhetoric it has always been: women are biologically driven to like pink and ribbons and submitting to our husbands.

the problem is that the patriarchy found a better PR team. because yes, actually, i want every woman to have the choice to be a homemaker. i also want her taken seriously for her legitimate home-making labor. i want her to be recognized as also having a job, just unpaid. i want men to have this opportunity, too.

but it is no longer "i made this choice and I love it." instead it is a sixteen-paragraph rant about how selfish it is that my generation isn't having kids. instead it's long videos about how if you feed your children processed foods, you're going to kill them. instead it is "this is what womanhood is supposed to be. i feel bad for any other choices you're making."

the shame spiral is just prettier. it is large houses devoid of personality. it is the implication: if you don't have this, you aren't happy. the solid, everlasting assurance: women are actually supposed to be submitting. this is the default. this is the natural state of things. all other attempts inflict suffering.

but you can no longer say i'm not like other girls. you can no longer reject this image completely. you cannot find it revolting, even if you know that the underbelly is toxic and festering. sure, it is the same repackaged patriarchy. but the internet does not have shades of grey. you should support and reward other women! your disgust is actually internalized misogyny. not because you are seeing a vision of yourself the way they're trying to train you to be. not because you feel her ghost pass within an inch of your earlobe. not because your father will eventually ask you - why can't you be like her?

because they figured out how to make it beautiful: women will sell other women on this idea, and we will find the singular loophole in feminism. sure, she's shaming you in most of her videos. sure, she implies that a different life is obscene. but she just wants you to be happy! you'd be happier if you were listening!

and the whole time you're sitting there thinking: i'd actually just be happier if i had that kind of money.

mysticallilac
8 months ago

burning text gif maker

heart locket gif maker

minecraft advancement maker

minecraft logo font text generator w/assorted textures and pride flags

windows error message maker (win1.0-win11)

FromSoftware image macro generator (elden ring Noun Verbed text)

image to 3d effect gif

vaporwave image generator

microsoft wordart maker (REALLY annoying to use on mobile)

you're welcome

mysticallilac
8 months ago

i do think it's so fun that there's a limit to the maximum size of a structure that your mind can conceive of before your imagination starts glitching and struggling to fully render it like an overloaded processor machine. your imagination is only limitless if it stays within the dimensional guidelines encoded into it. and needless to say the one i can imagine is bigger than any of you losers could ever hope to dream of.

mysticallilac
9 months ago
RAHHHHHH

RAHHHHHH

mysticallilac
9 months ago
New Trailer Is Changing My Brain Chemistry

new trailer is changing my brain chemistry

mysticallilac
9 months ago

madoka magica🩰🎀

Madoka Magica
mysticallilac
9 months ago

I love the ugliness of love. Removing love from its socially accepted roots. Love as not a mere source of tragedy and sadness, but as an active corruptive power over those it mystifies. Love as the addiction without cure and the wound forever bleeding. I love seeing the beauty of something so coveted spun on its head.


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mysticallilac
9 months ago
 By 3rd GRADE [pixiv][twitter]

まどまぎまとめ7 by 3rd GRADE [pixiv] [twitter] 

♡ reprint permission was granted by the artist.

mysticallilac
9 months ago
Saw The New PMMM Trailer, Am Totally Unhinged About It, Good Time To Repost This Puppy.

Saw the new PMMM trailer, am totally unhinged about it, good time to repost this puppy.

mysticallilac
9 months ago
digital painting of homura akemi and madoka kaname from madoka magica. homura sits in the middle wearing her magical girl outfit, her head lowered as she clutches madoka's ribbon in her hands. her hunched over body is duplicated faintly over and over to the left of the page. there's a red, scratchy wing overlayed behind her, swirls of black cutting into the texture. in the background, madoka tilts her head with a smile, her image getting stretched and distorted. the rest of the background is a dark blue and green

isnt it cruel

mysticallilac
9 months ago
a fanart of madoka magica characters kyouko sakura and sayaka miki, the illustration is drawn in a lineless art style and both characters are set in a dark underwater-like setting , kyouko is drawn on the top left side of the piece looking longingly and fondly at sayaka who's located at the bottom right, the latter is in a sleep-like state and has a slightly altered design which combines her regular magical girl appearance  with her witch oktavia's mermaid design, at the center of the piece are the words "And I'm Home"

I want to remain with my hand entwined in yours

Bringing my 2020 kyosaya art to tumblr bc the sequel movie news got me by the neck and I haven't been normal since :')

mysticallilac
9 months ago
IM SORRY But This Pic From Magia Exedra Is So Funny When You Know The True Meaning Behind It

IM SORRY but this pic from Magia Exedra is so funny when you know the true meaning behind it

yes, there's these two girls who just saw their mentor figure be DECAPITATED and have her body MUNCHED ON BY A WITCH but I gotta walk away looking fabulous after giving them a reality check with no mercy at all

slay Homura, slay!!!!!!

mysticallilac
9 months ago
New Madoka Trailer Dropped... Doomed Lesbian Enjoyers We Are So Back

new madoka trailer dropped... doomed lesbian enjoyers we are so back

mysticallilac
9 months ago

she's literally a sopping wet cat born in a box all alone. the joker for lesbians of all ages. our dark prince lord lucifer

She's Literally A Sopping Wet Cat Born In A Box All Alone. The Joker For Lesbians Of All Ages. Our Dark
mysticallilac
9 months ago
Thank You, Homura.

thank you, homura.