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A few of my fave letterboxd reviews of rite here rite now part 1

a few of my fave letterboxd reviews of rite here right now pt 2.

and yes there was another scooby doo allegations one i love it

Ghost's overarching message continually being like: life is hard and unfair and we don't deserve the bad things that happen to us by forces out of our control but they aren't your fault. life is still worth living. you arent tainted or broken or alone. claim your joys and weather your storms. you can hope for the future. and I'm just so emo. when I started listening to them like 10 years ago I never thought that the silly satanic pope band was gonna make me feel so many things.

Brace yourself for the voice shift into John because I didn't and now I am on another plane of existence.

jelliesfarm on ig

rb to give the previous person a fucking break because life aint life-ing the way its supposed to life and it fucking sucks.

Lmao why not reblog. Funnies

Advice from Price

Sometimes it feels strange, but as a writer, it's like the characters you create live in your mind - rent free, and you sense them judging you every move. "Why are you not writing my happy end, babe?" - Kyle. Let's just overlook my midnight thoughts for now. I promise I'll be fully focused next week- finishing the Makarov fic and my requests, but these days have been quite shitty. I had my first final exam today, tomorrow is the state Championship of my Apprenticeship, and I'm having numerous interviews for an exchange year. Anyway, enough rambling.

At times, I think about Price and the advice he shares with me throughout the day- always sitting like an Cartoon Angel on top of my shoulders. I thought maybe I'd share them with you, in case you need advice from Price too :)

If this fic isn't your cup of tea just ignore it I clearly made it for myself and don't want to be judged lol:(

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Overcoming Perfectionism

You: "What if I don't win? What if I'm not the best? What if my grades slip?"

Price: "You're one of the smartest and most capable women I know, if not the smartest and most capable. You've worked hard for those grades, and I'm confident you'll ace whatever test comes your way. But let's entertain the idea that you don't. It wouldn't change how I feel about you one bit. You're already my best girl. You don’t have to be perfect to earn my love, Darling."

You: "Sometimes I feel like if I don't have good grades, I lose the only special part about me. Having good grades is the only thing I can do, and if I fail that, I'll just be ordinary."

Price: (He would sigh at your words, acknowledging your fears even if they aren’t logical to him) "Darling, you're so much more than just your grades. You have a bright personality, you're sweet, kind, and beautiful. No matter what happens, you'll always be special and extraordinary. There's not one thing in the world that could make you ordinary to me."

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Gaining Weight

You: "John, love, I gained weight again," you sighed, looking at your body in the mirror. Of course, you were incredibly beautiful, but sometimes the monsters in your head just didn’t want to shut up.

Price: "Where's the problem?"

You: "You don’t mind?"

Price: He would smile warmly at you, his smile like in the campaign you know what I mean "No, you're already perfect just the way you are. That slight extra meat on your bones makes you even cuter, besides, there's even more of you for me to love and manhandle." He would make you laugh, letting you forget all your concerns.

Needless to say, he showed you just how much he didn’t mind your body. All night.

“I’ll just rest my eyes” is the biggest lie you’re going straight to snorkmimimi land

lots of times if I tell my boyfriend that I am proud of him for dealing with a situation, or that I'm sorry he's having to deal with a situation, he will say "no it's my own fault." meaning that he feels like he doesn't deserve praise or comfort for dealing with a situation that is his fault. (for example a financial problem caused or exacerbated by him having been too anxious or absentminded to deal with the situation sooner.) and I tell him this and I will tell y'all this, that I don't believe that. I think you are even braver and stronger for taking steps to deal with a mess that is of or partly of your own creation, because you have to cope with guilt and shame on top of the thing itself, and because you're fighting against the same ingrained dysfunction in yourself that caused the mess. that's like the bravest and most constructive thing you can do and you should be proud and I am proud of you.

Julie and the phantoms rp server!

the brainrot got strong once again!

remade a Julie and the Phantoms rp server that I had a few years back since the show is getting some attention on tiktok!

almost every cannon character is open of course, since I just opened up the server. But you can use ocs here too! feel free to join if you'd like! :)

Gonna be doing little sketches of the blurbos that I'll be posting about on the blog!

Those blurbos are:

Echo/Azrael [COD]

Zephyr, Wisteria and Orion, Vivian [Ghost]

Blythe [DBD]

Crimson [Sleep Token]

Alistair [Stranger Things]

So if you'd like to see one of them sooner than another, feel free to drop an ask or a comment :)

What do I have to do to get someone to put on a ghostface mask for me and rail me with a knife held to my throat?

Totally chill with me! And if there's any questions about any of the muses I'll be using on the blog, feel free to drop them there too!

I know I need to get refs up but I'll at least drop the names of the ones I do plan to do things with first:

Echo/Azrael [COD]

Zephyr, Wisteria and Orion, Vivian [Ghost]

Blythe [DBD]

Crimson [Sleep Token]

Alistair [Stranger Things]

[Might add more once I go through my list on toyhouse]

reblog if you want to be spammed with anonymous asks

reblog to give warm bread to your mutuals

Not me realizing from this notification how long I've been on tumblr for-

9 years damn- back then this blog was just for me to do silly things with my ocs, and barely did that then anyway- now it's just my main to post things on, and some of my ocs have their own blogs to do stuff on, but still will be posted here on occasion [speaking of- I need to do a little doodle of some so I can start tags for them]

A lot has changed since then, and things will continue to. Including the next couple of months [as I want to start posting again haha]

Traveling fog

YOU WON'T FLY FLAWLESSLY EVERY TIME THE GROUND DISAPPEARS BENEATH YOU

SOMETIMES YOU JUST NEED TO SURVIVE THE FALL

DON'T WORRY ABOUT WHAT IT LOOKED LIKE

RECOVERY ISN'T GRACEFUL. IT'S REAL.

I AM FREAKING OUT LOOK WHAT I FOUND

Gonna probably try and start posting a bit more in 2024, tend to lurk more often but I do want to get more active. Should finally have my intro post up after I beat this little cold and have a day off on thursday

When I was a (unmedicated, undiagnosed ADHD) kid, like, under 12, my room was a mess all the time. Not shocking.

I struggled keeping it clean.

I struggled getting it clean.

I would sincerely put in quite a bit of effort and be really proud of the progress I made. Then one of my parents would come check and see how I was doing.

"Well, you've still got a long way to go."

That sentence. I was like, 11 when my parents were saying that to me. It was crushing. All my pride and satisfaction with my work was completely gone. All my effort was worthless to them. All they saw what everything I didn't do.

At the age of ELEVEN, I knew that wasn't right. That wasn't fair. I swore to myself I would never invalidate someone's work like that.

Now, at 30, I catch myself thinking 'I cleaned up, but my apartment is still so messy.' and I flashback to standing in my bedroom as a child, hearing those fucking words from my parents.

'No. I wouldn't invalidate someone else's work. I'm not going to invalidate my own. I did good. I made progress.' and I'll list the things that I DID get done to myself.

You deserve credit for all the progress you make.

You deserve credit for all the work you do.

It doesn't matter how much work you have left.

What you accomplish, no matter how small, counts. Even when what you accomplished was taking a day to rest and recharge and give yourself a break.

Never let anyone invalidate your work. Not even you.

this is for a really specific reason right now but reblog if you love and care about your mutuals so so much and want to hug them tight and tuck them into bed

can't find a post like this so I made it myself

Reblog if it's okay to invade your ask box.

Always