I Close My Eyes And I Always See, Someone Filled With Love As They Gaze At Me Soft Smiles And Words Exchanged

I close my eyes and I always see, Someone filled with love as they gaze at me Soft smiles and words exchanged gently, Whispers and kisses floating like a soft breeze, I feel their comforting arms wrap around my waist, All my pain and hurt instantly erased, I hear their melodic laughter dance through the air, As we wander around without a single care, I smell their soft flowery scent, Relaxing my nerves and I know that we're meant To love and hold and care for each other, To know and support and admire one another... But I know such a thing will never exist, Because my mind creates things that I dearly miss, So now all I can do is close my eyes, And pretend that my dreams will become real life.

Senses

I can't see anything. I can't see the clouds of impenetrable smoke, The old demons that finally awoke From their slumber that's seemed to last forever, Yet they seem to reappear whenever. But I will close my eyes, And make myself blind. I can't hear anything. I can't hear the echoing screams that haunt my dreams, The pleading that screeches from inside of me, Constantly yelling, begging for release But I will cover my ears. And make myself deaf. I can't feel anything. I can't feel the sharp claws that maim my skin, The powerful hands that wrap around my neck, The buried feelings that I kept, Within, and the demons still find their way in. But I will burn my nerves. And make myself unfeeling.

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Hi! Many thanks for visiting my humble blog. 

2D: ya know what’s kind of weird? some people name cats “whiskers.” that’s a cat’s body part. that’s so wild. i’m gonna name my son leg

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@jugheadjones94 my friend suggested that we watch flatliners and when I remembered that Kiefer sutherland was in it I thought of you

About blog 2:

(Because `I forgot to add this in the first one) ((Something tells me this won’t be the last “About blog”)) I’ll write about a gamut of anime and manga but specify which one in the request.  (((I’m also doing match-ups)))