Thank You So Much For Taking Me, Sir! It Was A Nice Little Hike, And I Had A Good Time. Well Have To

Thank you so much for taking me, Sir! It was a nice little hike, and I had a good time. We’ll have to do another hike sometime.

Hiking in the fog, with special guest gunner pup (aka militarymutt )

White elephant gift exchange with family - I ended up with a calendar and candy coal. 

Thanksgiving

I spent most of last week with my parents and sisters for Thanksgiving. I wasn't exactly expecting it to be a great visit. My relationship with my parents (mainly my mom) isn't great, and has only felt like it gets worse with time. They don't agree with my "life choices" (as they put it) and were extremely angry that I told my my 14 year old sister that I was gay a month or two ago when we were talking about some stuff. My mom has brought it up in several conversations, saying that I put a huge burden on my sister, and that I should have discussed it with my parents before telling her (if they thought it was ok).  I want to be happy some day, and I want my family to be a part of my life. But as more and more crap like this happens... I don't know if both will happen. At the very least it makes me wonder if my parents will be a part of that life.

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ == 

96% Submissive  89% Girl/Boy  89% Slave  84% Experimentalist  73% Primal (Prey)  70% Bondage Receiver  59% Non-monogamist  55% Voyeur  53% Primal (Predator)  50% Bondage Giver  49% Switch  47% Brat  46% Exhibitionist  45% Vanilla  43% Masochist  32% Pervert  28% Degradation Receiver  24% Daddy/Mommy  9% Brat Tamer  8% Dominant  4% All-Rounder  4% Degradation Giver  0% Master/Mistress  0% Sadist 

See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=44315

I'm not entirely sure about my results, lthough the top 3 and bottom 3 seem pretty accurate. 

SF 2015 (Consummate weekend) Part 1

I really should have written about this sooner. It was an incredible trip. I met some really cool guys (who I admittedly didn't speak with nearly as much as I should have), and got to spend time with some incredible guys I already knew. I got into SF late on Thursday, and Friday was just a peaceful day walking around for a while, and getting a haircut before the wedding.

I already talked a bit about Saturday in another post, but I just want to say again that I had a great time that day. The place we ate dim-sum at was really good. Although I’m still a little annoyed that they never brought me any water even when akbearcub asked for me.

I really enjoyed getting to go to Mr. S with everybody (sorry you couldn't go with us, Big Pup). I spent pretty much the whole time anxious as hell, but noodlesandbeef really helped calm me down. He was dominate, but not too much, and always made sure I was okay. He was kind enough to talk about a few things with me and ask questions. He even had the pups hug me at a few points, which I think was something that I really needed. Really, that entire trip and everything that happened there was. Thank you, Sir.

I walked around for a few hours, before meeting up with everyone for dinner. I wore my collar that I had gotten at Mr.S. Sir Dylan asked me to, and I was really happy to do so. :-) Unfortunately I wasn't any better at making conversation with people at dinner than I had been at lunch, though I enjoyed being there with everyone. I liked shabu-shabu a lot, although I definitely put in the meat for too long the first couple tries. The grooms said their vows in front of everyone there at the dinner table, and they were beautiful. My eyes still water up if I think about them for too long.

I said goodbye to everyone before getting ready to leave, and then talked with Sir and Big Pup for a bit. Collar tugs and forced eye contact - are there even words for the feeling I got? I couldn’t say, but I know I loved it.

Is that a lock I see, on your collar, in Master Dylan's post about you guys going flagging? Congratulations man!

I think this is the photo you’re talking about. No, I don’t have a lock on my collar.I think you may have the little metal loop thing (I don’t know if there’s a proper name for it) confused for a lock. It’s just a loop for attaching a leash, name-tag, or maybe bondage gear. There’s a different spot on my collar for a lock, near the back. This isn’t a full collar, or even a consideration collar. Training collar? But in any case, I still have time left on my military contract, and since I can’t wear the collar while in uniform, I (unfortunately) need one that can be taken off for military training. Hopefully one day I’ll be able to earn and wear a full collar.