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2 years ago
One -Shot La Casa Del Dragn - |Aemond Targaryen| (on Wattpad) Https://www.wattpad.com/1282944719-one-shot-la-casa-del-drag%C3%B3n-aemond-targaryen?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Makasan-27104&wp_originator=buQMglaGNwQdqyC4Pwhe1hFNR%2FnYeueH4Rtbv1apM3zEK4iA%2F%2BEWy9FfJxXCN8CFTkE%2F8k7cAVxL7XbRrwvODoQ%2Bf7HR3DDK%2BadXUFEOeyZCI2G%2F2cFQrsm%2F%2FvxhmCKG

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mikaelzaira
2 years ago

me, patiently waiting (a total lie, i have no patience) for the writers to start making jacaerys and lucerys velaryon fics

Me, Patiently Waiting (a Total Lie, I Have No Patience) For The Writers To Start Making Jacaerys And
mikaelzaira
3 years ago

I'm not the original requester but the bonten x model reader headcanons were divine✨😩

So I'll take you up on the offer instead and very kindly request the same prompt for the missing tenjiku members! If you'd like to of course <3

Have a great day and don't forget to drink water xx

The Tenjiku guys dating a model

- Tenjiku x Reader

- NSFW (minors dni)

a/n: hiiiiii anon!!! Thank you so much for your words 🥺✨ I'm extremely happy to comply, and so here's part two with the Tenjiku boys. I hope you enjoy and always let me know what you think! Have a day as beautiful as you and always take the rest you deserve ✨❤

Love,

Willow ❄

Requests are open! ❄

[The Bonten guys dating a model]

I'm Not The Original Requester But The Bonten X Model Reader Headcanons Were Divine

Izana Kurokawa

💎 Your manager recommends you to keep your relationship with Izana under the radar, reasoning that the least you need is to be associated with the leader of a criminal organization. However, Izana is not having any of that.

💎 He's possessive to a sick degree, always carefully following your every move. Soon you have one of his men as a body guard, and there always seems to be people from Tenjiku around. No one ever directly addresses the issue, but soon magazines and other media start to link you with the famous criminal boss.

💎He hates every interview, every show go, every photoshoot. You're for his eyes only. He owns you, since the first time your eyes met across the club.

💎When you two are along, you never know what to expect. It can be a sweet, gentle loving Izana that worships your body and makes sure you're completely spent by the time the next day comes. He'll make the room your little sanctuary, making love to you slowly, only to hug you after, burying his face in your chest, asking you to hold him. In those rare moments, he'll tell you stories about his siblings, about his childhood and his dreams of one day, maybe, having a family of his own— while his eyes bore into yours with an intensity that makes you believe he would leave everything behind to start a new future with you, if only you asked him to.

💎But the rest of the time, he's ruthless. Pining you to the bed, ass up and nothing but the stinging feeling of his hand on your butt. Izana loves to mark you.

"Izana, please..." you sob, burying your face on the sheets as your boyfriend fucks you violently from behind.

You ache for relief, after all the times he has left you hanging.

But he does it again, stopping all together and pushing his sweaty hair away from his face. You can't see the manic look on his eyes, nor the way he leans over you, his lips so close to your ear.

You can only feel.

"That's not how I told you to call me, whore" he says, and grabs your head to tilt it back with a groan "Try it again"

"Please..."

"You won't cum today, unless you do" he warns you, and his hips give an experimental roll that leaves you huffing, eyes rolling back.

"Please, sir"

Only then does Izana straightens his back, loosely grabbing your hips and licking his bottom lip.

"Now move your hips and make yourself cum on my cock"

Shion Madarame

💎 You meet him at a party in a club. You weren't looking for some fun, you were just there because it was one of your friend's from the agency's birthday. And so bored out of your mind, you lift your eyes and find his across the dancefloor.

💎 He ends up fucking you in the bathroom, your hips bouncing on his lap while he seats in one of the toilets, whispering dirty stuff in your ear.

💎You don't know how he manages to get your number after that— especially since you're a celebrity. But he does. And won't leave you alone until you two meet again.

💎 Your relationship is based on amazing sex, and the power he has to make you feel free. You spend your days being careful, smiling for the cameras and trying to be on your best behavior for your fans. With Shion, you can be anything you want.

💎 He loves dirty talking. Calling you a whore, taunting you, making you lose your composure. You've never had someone degrade you like that— and you love it. With him, you're not the perfect model that appears on magazines, you're nothing but his slut, one that would do anything and everything.

"There you go. Just like that...— fuck, you take my cock like you were meant for it" he groans, his hips moving in tandem with yours.

He has you doubled over the bathroom's counter, and you would smile at the fact that you two have history in places like that, if it wasn't because his cock inside you doesn't lets you think clearly.

"I was made for your cock" you answer instead, moaning loudly, as his fingers dig on the skin of your hips, where there's a little hidden tattoo of a lion he convinced you to have, so you could match.

He laughs, and his eyes find yours in the mirror "Moaning like that... do you want people to hear us?" he asks, and leans forward to grab your chin on his hand, his eyes never leaving yours "Is that what you want? For everyone in the party to hear how I fuck your brains out in the bathroom?"

"Yes!" you scream, and he bites behind your ear. Hard "That's what I want!"

His smirk promises he'll have you moaning even louder sooner.

Yasuhiro Muto

💎 He treats you like a queen from the moment you two meet, and you sometimes even forget you're dealing with an actual criminal.

💎 You feel safe, and protected, and arriving to every place with his arm around your waist is always the best feeling.

💎 He loves to watch you, to see you model and dressed on pretty clothes. And one day, he confesses to you in bed that he always found you incredibly beautiful.

💎When you finally convince him to go with you to a photoshoot, he spends the whole two hours staring straight at you, eyes never leaving your face. Yasuhiro doesn't moves from his spot on the couch by the corner, and his eyes bore into yours every time you turn around and smile for the picture— but in reality is just for him. Cigarette hanging from his mouth, his arms on the back of the couch, you can only think about crawling to his lap.

💎He makes love to you slowly, and passionate, making sure to tend to all your needs. His favorite thing in he world is having you between his legs, sucking him off, while he promises to take care of you right after.

"Right there, good girl" he praises you, grabbing the back of your neck in one hand and pushing you closer to the base of his cock. You look at him, teary eyed and flushed all the way down to your niples, and he sighs contentedly, leaning his back against the chair "You always suck me off so good. Just there, just— yeah... suck on the tip"

When you do, putting all your effort into it, he groans and hosts you up, sitting you on his lap.

"What's wrong?" you ask him, and he traces your bottom lip with his finger before sliding his other hand down to play with your nipples.

"Is my turn to take care of you now"

Kisaki Tetta

💎You're not sure if Kisaki is even capable of actually loving someone, but you just can't stay away from him.

💎 He pulls you, draws you towards him with his words and his charm. He always seems to know what you want to hear, and when.

💎You don't know about love, but you're sure that he has developed a slight obsession with you.

💎 He tries to keep you away from your friends the most, and he dislikes when you go to other celebrities parties and events. You have a feeling that deep down he's incredibly insecure, borderline neurotic, because he wants to be the only one you pay attention to.

💎 He never denies disliking what you do, always finding time to tell you how much he hates that you're in every billboard around the city, while he's buried deep inside you.

"Do you like that?" he asks you, even when you can't answer with his hand covering your mouth. "Do you like being up there, for everyone to see it? Do you get off on that?" you're going to shake your head no, but then his hips are moving faster against yours, and your eyes roll to the back of your head in ecstasy. "One day...— fuck... one day I'm going to make sure they all se who's the one you come back every night"

Hajime Kokonoi

💎Hajime is incredibly reluctant to get involved with you at first, because of his past and everything that happened with Akane.

💎 You still manage to crawl inside his chest and stay there, and when he finds himself looking for any picture he can of yours in magazines he doesn't even reads, or watching shows he wouldn't before just to see if you're on them, he knows he's a goner.

💎 His attentions start slow, measured and content. He tries to think about you the less possible, only calling to see you when he just cant stand being apart from you any longer.

💎However, that soon changes. When he falls, he falls hard, and is sudenly faced with the terrible feeling that he could lose you at any moment— celebrities having such a high exposure life.

💎 He won't let that happen to you. He won't lose the love of his life again, and so he makes his personal goal to always keep you safe.

"I won't lose you" he whispers in your ear, once you're asleep in his arms after an intense lovemaking session "I won't lose you. Not you. That won't happen again. You're never leaving my side"

Shuji Hanma

💎You're the only thing he doesn't thinks he could get bored of.

💎 He yearns for you in a way he never did for anyone, and it doesn't help the fact that he can see your face everywhere: every poster, every magazine, every billboard on the street.

💎 And so he's usually pleasuring himself, a crumpled picture of you modeling some pretty clothes in his free hand, because the urge can become just too much, and he just can't wait enough to see you.

💎 He fucks you at a frenzy, wild rhythm that always leaves you exhausted and sore all over. And you know he's especially enthusiastic after a fight, when he comes to you covered in blood and his eyes are full of fire. Those are the times where he takes you the hardest, your loud moans only music to his ears.

💎And then always after, he falls into your arms with ease, content with closing his eyes and basking in the smell of your hair.

"I want to stay in this bed forever" he tells you, and you smile and pet his hair.

"Really?"

"I have you here. I can fuck you whenever I want. What more do I even want? We just need someone to do stuff for us. Bring food an stuff"

You silence him with a kiss, and soon he's pining you on the bed again.

mikaelzaira
3 years ago

"Who is she?!"

"Who Is She?!"
"Who Is She?!"

Bonten x Fem!reader

Angst,Cheating/Infidelity,Pregnancy,yelling and curse words,attempt of violence and mention of abortion,attempt guilt-tripping,Bonten and thier shit,kinda ooc I think

Note: the idea was from @svnaskink first time doing a bonten only scenario

"Who Is She?!"

Manjiro "Mikey" Sano:

You were chilling in the kitchen making dinner for you and your lover,Manjiro until, you heard the front door's bell ringing.

Mikey was about to walk to the door but you stopped him,insisted that you will open it but you didn't expected that behind the door.

Was a unknown women stroking her belly which was kinda big,guess that she was pregnant.

"Sorry but,am I really at Mikey's house?"

You were aware of Bonten's business mostly thier prostitution stuff and you were against it but you didn't say nothing

But you never expected to saw any of them,Pregnant and with your own,OWN lover.And talking about him,he also saw the pregnant women and yet his face didn't show something but his eyes did.

"Please,tell me that this isn't true Mikey.Tell me that this women right here,tell me that you didn't do anything with her."

He only bitted his lips and squeeze his fists before finally giving his response that broke the thick silence

"I'm sorry [Name],but I did it and I shouldn't have did that.I'll....i'll take the responsibility for it."

You didn't respond,only letting the pregnant women inside,going back to the kitchen to make her some tea for her.

'This can’t be happening,what did i do to make him act like that,making another women...pregnant...fucking pregnant..'

Akashi "Sanzu" Haruchiyo:

Entering to the modern penthouse you shared with Sanzu,your lover and soon husband,you didn't expected to saw him next to a elegant lady much good looking than you

But what was surprising is that,she was pregnant.

At first you thought that she was a friend of Sanzu but this idea was immediately false when you heard them speaking

"The baby is going to be so happy when he's going to see your pretty face,Sanzu.."

"Yeah haha,as the baby should"

"Oh and,when are you going to stop this relationship with this...women or whatever."

"Soon love,I should stop doing choices like that when I'm high,had to fake everything with her-"

But before he could even finish,he receive a luxury bag,thrown in his face

"Sanzu...Why did you think that was okay?! To play with my heart like that is a fucking game!?"

He turned his head to where you are,seeing your angry face, he throw back your luxury bag to the wall next to you

"Because it was entertaining for me but now you can...fuck off y'know?."

Tears were threatening to fall while the other women was about to laugh.Guess the wedding was getting cancelled.

Kakucho Hitto:

You never expected that from him.

You never expected him,Kakucho,your lover,cheating on you,being infidel to you.

But not any type of cheating like,you find a women on his bed doing nasty stuff.He literally made a women pregnant,even though he was still with you and both of you weren't in bad terms.

So what happened for him to do this?

And why this women had the audacity to even eat there,in YOUR house and Kakucho's,getting feed by YOUR lover?

"Why is this women is doing here? And why didn't you still leave this house?!"

"I...i'm going to leave soon,I know I fucked up I shouldn't have went to that party.At first I thought of abortion but she was against it so..i'm going to support her until she's going to give birth..."

"Yeah yeah do your thing and after that never come back here ever again."

but you know very well that his appearance in the whole house is going to miss you,even his perfume.

Ran Haitani:

It's was your fourth anniversary with Ran for lasting four years with him. Heading to the date location,immediately seeing him and a unknown person in front of him which made you slightly lose your smile

Oh how you wished that you were a least late to the date so that you couldn't see this.

When you headed to the table,the unknown person was a women with her belly looking kinda big but when Ran saw you he immediately got out from the table,heading to you,hands on your shoulders

"[Name],[Name],how about we go to the Amusement Park for our date? We will eat after how about it?"

His voice sounded like he was stressed.

"What are you acting like something is going to happen Ran? Like,calm dow-"

"He's stressed because he made a women pregnant.While being in a relationship with you."

Spoked a female voice and you realised that this was the same person as the unknown person.

"I literally don't know why would you say lies like that,if you are trying to ruin our relationship well it didn't work.Right,Ran?"

Looking to him,while himself was trying to ignore your glare.

He couldn't face the consequences of his actions,and how you wish you didn't said anything or even being there.

"Ran..please tell me that she lying.That's probably fake right?!"

Eyes starting to get glossy,you prayed and prayed that you were dreaming

"She showed me...the papers about her pregnancy and the DNA.."

But you weren't dreaming.

"I'm the dad of the baby."

Rindou Haitani:

Midnight dinner with Rindou were the best because of the dark night sky full of stars but today,this was going to be the worst night.

You started the preparation of the dinner during 9pm,as you were about to prepare the chicken you heard the front door ringing

"Oh,did he came home early?"

Heading to the door and preparing yourself to give him a hug,you didn't expected a little girl to appear,running to the house and a tall woman in front of you

"You must be Rinnie's lover? I mean..Wife?"

She must know Rindou to use this nickname.

"You know,this little girl,that's his daughter. I was pregnant with Rindou's baby."

What.

11pm.

This was the hour when Rindou came back home,when he saw that you didn't welcomed him he headed to the living hoping to see a surprise

And he did.But this wasn't a good one.

You were sitting on the couch,one of his hoes at the end of the couch with a little girl

"[Women], what are you doing there and who's is this little girl?"

"This little girl is your daughter,Rinnie."

And the little girl has never seen someone getting so pale in a little of secondes

One of his hoes were there.Next to his wife.

"I....don’t know,how much of this I can actually deal with."

"C'mon [Name],don't believe her you don't even know her.I really love you [Name]."

"If you really love me,then why did you sleep with her? She even got a kid!? You lied to me Rindou! All of those times of you coming back late just to go get some hoes pregnant!?"

He knows,he fucked up.

Kokonoi Hajime:

Working,Money,Working,Drinking.

This was Koko's routine,just so at the end he get back home,on yours arms.

So why did he find himself in a bed,next to not one or two womens but multiple women,naked.

"Shit,shit..she's going to kill me.."

Getting fast away from where he was,hoping that none told you about what happened.And luckily you didn't know about it but he didn't dare to tell you anything not wanting to hurt you

Sadly his consequences came to him when six months later,one of the women he was in bed with regonized you as someone who was seen a lot with Koko

"Hey,Do you know...erm...Kokonoi ?"

And now here you were,him and you yelling at each other to the point where he was about to broke one of those pictures on the wall

"I'm a fool for believing you anything you said to me! When you didn't came home that night I knew I shouldn't had believed you what you fucking SAID!"

This was your last straw,tears falling down,thoart hurting because of the yelling.Koko approached you tried to hug you but you moved away from him

"Don't try to touch me like that Hajime! How many times did you looked at me without even thinking about those bitches you did fucking for some fucking months!"

All he can do is hurtfulling watching yourself crying and yelling to the point where he also started to cry feeling a whole water of guilt filling him.

mikaelzaira
3 years ago

as the world caves in | kokonoi h.

As The World Caves In | Kokonoi H.

kokonoi hajime x fem!reader

summary: he wished he had realized how he felt before it was too late.

warnings: heavy angst, fem!reader, reader death, implied alcoholism + alcohol poisoning, brief implications of suicide, koko is having a mental breakdown 

wordcount: 3.3k

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mikaelzaira
3 years ago

bonten angst where in the past they had a very happy and healthy relationship with reader until the come home to see reader nowhere with a letter writen sorry and then years later they were walking through an alley until they saw a homeless kid sitting crouched.(you can google on how kenny met levi from aot) and turn out that it was his child when he ask what their mother is when he says its reader.

so basically reader found out that she was pregnant and not knowing what to do not wanting to burden the boys she peft and shortly died from an illness leaving them and their child.Angst pleasee with hcs:).

♡ Up there in the sky ♡

Pairings : Sano Manjiro x f!reader, Haitani Ran x f!reader, Sanzu Haruchiyo x f!reader, Haitani Rindou x f!reader, Hitto Kakucho x f!reader, Kokonoi Hajime x f!reader

Genre : Angst

Warnings : Death, mentions of illness, mentions of drugs, mention of child trafficking, mentions of rape, suicide

A/n : I LOVE getting this kind of requests ! I just love writing angst lol. I did a common scenario and separate reactions, I hope that's okay with you. Sorry Sanzu's part is longer than the others, ngl I was more inspired for him. I'm kinda proud of this one so please don't let it flop 😭 Thank you for requesting and have a nice day ♡

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In the really scary moments of life, we're all alone. We're all alone when love goes away, all alone when the social services show up in the morning, all alone in front of the doctor who announces a disease, all alone when we die.

Everybody ran in their corner without looking after the person next to them. People were crushed against each other and yet so alone.

Neon lightening, giant screens, signs lit up across the gleaming facades of skyscrapers. Somewhat absent-mindedly, you allowed yourself to be carried along by the crowds, face raised to the sky, almost hypnotized by the lights.

You felt it. You felt that pressure in the back of your knee, you didn't imagine it. It was probably the doing of a young teen, just trying to make some funny memories they'd never forget. But it wasn't enough to make you stumble.

Why were you in his arms then ?

"Is this what they call love at first sight ?"

There are beings whose destiny is to meet. Wherever they are. Wherever they go. One day they meet.

"It's not," you flatly replied. "Isn't love at first sight supposed to be a coincidence ? You deliberately pushed me." He was young, you noted, probably in his early twenties just like you. But unlike you, he seemed to be the type of guy to make fun of life.

"And yet, you're still in my arms, angel," he smiled.

For a few seconds, you were the only two stars in the sky of Tokyo.

It only takes a moment. A look. A meeting. To disrupt an existence. The right person, the right moment. The whim complicit in chance.

Now there was an obviousness, an impulse, an alchemy between you. A primitive feeling that went back to the fears and hopes of childhood. The dizzying certainty of finally facing the person able to fill your void, silence tour fears and heal the wounds of the past.

Love comes out of the blue, like breaking in. Just one moment and nothing exists anymore. Suddenly life is no longer scary.

You opened your eyes filled with wonder, a sight he knew he'd cherish for a lifetime. At that time, you didn't know that the years you were about to live would be the most painful and beautiful of your life. You didn't know yet that you had just met love. The only one, the real one, the fiery one. The one that would give you everything before taking it all back. The one that would light up a life before destroying it forever.

"How many chances do you think we have to meet ?" you asked.

"I don't know. Let's never find out."

It's been years and yet you still couldn't get enough of each other.

On the subway back home from work, the taste of his mouth on your lips. In the book you gave him, an underlined sentence that made him smile : Was it love that make people stupid or did only fools fall in love ?

Each time he had to leave for another mission, you'd feel like a void. Like a bite. Haneda's sadness, where he kissed you before flying somewhere else.

At night, alone in your bed, you'd spread out a gigantic screen. In this cinema of your dreams where you were the only spectator, you'd project to infinity the scene of your reunion.

And each time he came back to you, it was better than any of your dreams : your heart would suddenly be in flames, your head upside down, a void in the pit of your stomach. You'd live in weightlessness, heart trembling, not thinking clearly. You'd have new blood. You'd breathe only through him, because he delivered you from yourself. You'd be hungry for his skin, his lips, the smell of his hair. He had all the keys : from the door of heaven to the one of the underworld.

All your friends couldn't help but wonder : how was it possible that every day felt like the first day in your relationship ? It was quite simple, really. You loved him and he loved you. You loved him more and he loved you more.

Then why were you scared now ? Wasn't this baby the fruit of your love ?

This was also quite simple : you couldn't raise a child in his world.

So you lied. You told him you'd spend a few days at your friend's place ; she needed help. And he believed you, because why wouldn't he ?

Until he received your letter.

Darling,

No doubt there's only one chance in a million that you read this letter, I was always the one to deal with our mail after all. But that doesn't stop me from writing it with the crazy hope that you end up receiving during this day. Why not ? After all I read somewhere that NASA had sent messages to aliens in space, so...

I just wanted to tell you...

To tell you that my life is always full of you and that a thousand times a day, I send you my thoughts in the hope that they can reach you.

To tell you that without you I die slowly, because you're my real anchor.

To tell you that I have kept everything of us : our criss-crossings, our tangled breaths, our fails, our light, and that everything remains in me and contaminates me like an infection from which I refuse to heal.

To tell you that I tried to run away from you, but that everything brings me back to you. That since I am far from, I feel you more present than ever. We will never see each other again, so I'd like you to know that I don't regret anything. That the cruel bites of pain weight little facing the parenthesis of our love.

Maybe you remember that evening. The one we met. The night had just fallen, yet there was only one star in the sky. I was still in your arms when I showed it to you and confessed : "See that lonely star lost in paradise te vastness of the sky ? Well, that star is me." You looked at me and then you pointed to the sky and, as if by magic, another star lit up. So you said to me : "This one is me." For a few seconds, we were the only two stars in the sky of Tokyo. And deep down, I never wanted anything else : to know that there would always be someone with me.

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I have to go now. I hope that one day you'll forgive me.

I'll always love you.

Y/n

He would never recover from this love. You had taken his light, his sap, his confidence. His days were empty, his life was dead. He just pretended. To smile, to listen, to answer questions. Every day, he waited for a sign, a gesture. He wanted you to rescue him from that black hole you left him in and tell him why.

Why did you abandon him ?

He lost hope after six years. Time, he knew it now, wouldn't heal anything. Time was only a window through which he could see his mistakes, for these seemed to be the only things he could clearly remember.

Your last words for your child were : "Hurry to live, hurry to love, because you never know how much time you have left on the counter. We always think we have time, but that's not true. One day we realize that we have crossed the point of no return, but then it's too late."

"What is the point of no return, mom ?"

You smiled, of course a 5 year-old kid couldn't understand that.

"The point of no return is the moment when we realize that we can no longer go back, the moment when we realize that we have passed our chance... It didn't matter for now, baby. But you need to remember this for when you're older. Alright, baby ?"

"Yes, mom."

You fought your tears.

"I love you, you know ?" you asked, your voice cracking a little. "I love you so so much. Please, always be happy, not sad. Even if I'm not here with you, I'll always be present in your little, little heart."

"But where are you going ?"

"Up there," you said pointing the sky.

"Up there like in space ?"

"Yeah," you chuckled in front of your child's excitement.

"And you'll still be able to see me ?"

"Of course ! I will look after you like your little luck star."

"Isn't this the work of angels ?"

Social services took your child before you passed away, as you asked them to. You wanted your last image to be a joyful one, in which you were awake and smiling. Even if it meant to die alone.

And in one last breath, you understood everything : that time didn't exist, that life was your only good, that you must not despise it, that you were all linked, and that the essential would always slip from everybody.

That morning, death's shadow had wings.

Later, every time he'd be asked what he was doing "at the exact moment it happened", he'd talk about work, torture, drugs...

But the truth was, that day, when it happened, he was thinking about you.

Bonten Angst Where In The Past They Had A Very Happy And Healthy Relationship With Reader Until The Come

It was Sanzu who found out about your death and your son

When he told his boss, Manjiro had a hard time remembering you

He knew you played an important role in his life but why ?

He suddenly remembered two nights after

But he didn't cry

He already didn't feel anything anymore

Yet he did feel something towards your son :

Hatred

He didn't even know his son's name but he hated him

After all, he was the reason you left, wasn't he ?

He heard your kid was a perfect mix of you both ; he didn't want to see him

Manjiro never tried any form of contact with your son.

Bonten Angst Where In The Past They Had A Very Happy And Healthy Relationship With Reader Until The Come

When he saw your daughter begging for her bread in the street, Ran was pretty sure they somehow were related

She looked too much like him not to

But he never thought she'd be his daughter

He didn't know what to do at first : keeping her or giving her back to the social services ?

Thinking of you, he decided to welcome her in his home that should've became hers as well

But "welcome" and "home" were big words for a pre-teen girl that felt out of place

He barely talked to her, barely saw her

The only times they'd see each other was at dinner time, the rare moments he'd actually be there

She grew up with money, food, a roof over her head, an education

But she never knew love since her mother died.

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Haruchiyo found your daughter by pure luck

He was in one of those dark places Bonten would exchange drugs for money

That was when he saw her, she looked to much like you not to catch his attention

The child was trying to fight a man way stronger than her ; he probably was going to sell her

He discreetly followed them and when the man noticed, Haruchiyo quickly put his vest on her head so she wouldn't see what was about to happen

Even though he was sure she already saw things way worse

When he took back his jacket, he had moved her to another place

"Where are your parents ?"

"My mom died when I was 5."

"Your dad ?"

"Never saw him. But you have some of his features. I remember a picture I saw when mom was working. Those scars are not something you see everyday. It'd be pretty funny if you actually were my dad."

"What's your name ? And your mom's name ?"

"I'm Haruko. Mom named me this because she said I was the spring child. Isn't that pretty ? My mom's Y/n by the way." Before her father's surprise she added, "So you really are my dad, huh ?"

Haruchiyo cried for the first time in years, taking her in his arms

"Ah, I can't wait to tell mom I met you."

"What do you mean ?" he asked with panic

"I'm on my way up there, dad. I guess I can call you dad now," she said as she showed him her arm

He knew these marks : syringes, they probably tried to drug her so she wouldn't fight back but there were too many of them

"Can you hug me again ?" she asked and be complied

"Sorry mom, I'm coming sooner than expected. Dad, please, always be happy, not sad. Even if I'm not here with you, I'll always be present in your little, little heart," she cried, repeating her mother's words. "Dad, do you think I'll be a star or an angel ? Mom said that you used to call her angel but you also said she was a star."

"Maybe you and your mother will be something even brighter than the two of them combined, baby," he cried harder. "Haruko," he said between two sobs, "Will you watch over me with Y/n ?"

She beamed, "Of course ! We will look after you like your little luck starts. Or angels, 'cause after all it's their work, isn't it ?"

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Ran couldn't bear to see his brother like that

Not that Rindou showed any emotion, no, but he knew his brother

That's why he looked for you all these years until he finally found you

Your death certificate, more precisely

He also found out about your daughter

Thinking it'd be a great thing for Rindou to know, he told him

Rindou decided to give it a chance so instead of going into a foster family, she went to him

But not matter how hard he tried, it was hard for both of them

Everything he tried to do was so awkward

How could a 5 year-old girl make him feel that way

He decided to send her back to the foster care after 3 months

Maybe you could be loved somewhere else.

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Kakucho welcomed his son with open arms

He was ready to give everything he had for him

Even if it was hard for him, Kakucho really tried to bond with his kid, to show him that he loved him

Because he really did love him

And his son could feel it

The first few weeks were great, Kakucho would always make enough time for his son

But as much as he loved and cared about him, he couldn't tell why his eyes were always clouded

Maybe he'd open up about it one day ?

But that day never happened

As Kakucho found his son bathing in red water, arms bleeding, he understood :

Even if he welcomed him arms wide open, your son preferred going back to yours instead

Life must've been hard in the foster care.

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He always knew he had a daughter, since you died

And he even saw her face

But Hajime didn't want to take care of her, he couldn't

Instead, he'd send her foster family a lot of money to take care of her

He'd also watch her grow from afar

But she wasn't dumb, she saw him and knew who he was from the very start, she wasn't his daughter for nothing

Plus, she looked more and more like him through the years after all

But she never said anything

When she was little, she'd believe he had only qualities and loved him blindly, even if she never talked to him

Later, she'd think she hates him because he wasn't as perfect as she imagined and he disappointed her

But ever later, now, she learned to accept his mistakes and flaws because she also had them

And maybe that's what becoming an adult was.

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