Special Stage - Lucas

Special stage - Lucas

Genre: fluff,(angst)

Pairing: Lucas x reader

Word count: 1,5k

Lucas was standing with his back to the fans. He felt nervous. It was the first time for him to be alone. Well he never thought he would stand alone on stage. He wasn't even expecting that people just cheered for him.

He knew the fans loved NCT, but he wasn't so sure how they would react when he wasn't with his group. When it was just him.

Sometimes there was a lot of controversy about him. He looked kinda like a fuckboy and some people always complained about him being too loud. But he didn't care. Well most of the time he didn't care.

Sometimes the fear would take over and he began to doubt about himself. He was thinking he was too much...too much of a burden. What could be happening when he made a mistake? One mistake could take the whole group down. And it wasn't in his mindset to let this occur.

But there was a good thing, more like a good person for him. You. You were his everything and he told everyone just what an angel you were. Even when he was feeling down you could cheer him up. He thought about this a lot. How could you make a person feel so special? Yet you didn't do anything for that.

It was a puzzle he could never find ever piece of. After some time it was indifferent for him. Everything that count was you by his side.

So as he was standing there his fear took over him.

Yesterday you talked with him about his performance. You reassured him that everything will go right. How could anything possibly go wrong if he was going to be the spotlight?

After a second thought it was him, so a lot of things could go wrong, but you refused to make a joke about it. Because you knew just how tensed he was about this whole thing. It meant a lot to him. Maybe even his whole world and he didn't plan to make a mistake

He began to sweat. Big drops of sweat made their way over his face. By now he began into panic. He wasn't exactly sure why he was so nervous. But he couldn't bring himself to cool down.

The music began to play and he knew that he had to sing in a little while. He also knew he had to turn around and begin dancing. But his foot weren't moving. He was standing there like a statue and his fans began to scream. He couldn't hear everything they shouted. But did he hear 'Y/N'? He was certain your name was called. But you shouldn't be here. You had an appearance in a show.

All of a sudden he felt warmth on his hand. He looked down to it and saw your hand.

You were still wearing the ring he gave you to your first anniversary. It was a modest silver ring. You loved those kind of things. So after you mentioned that you wanted a new ring and he should help you with the decision he searched for suitable rings. After some time he found the right one. And once he saw your face litt up after seeing the ring, he knew he made the right decision.

But gosh was he scared to tell the rest of the world about you. He didn't want to hide you from the rest. It was just that he was scared. Since both of you were idols he didn't want to risk anything.

But at the same time when weren't you two risking everything? Just the fact that you two could get caught was large. But you didn't made anything out of this. It was how it was. Why would you hide your relationship? Nothing was wrong about it.

So you took the next step and went public with your relationship. And despite a few hateful comments the majority congratulated and supported you.

He smiled to himself when you pulled at his hand and brought him back to reality. Back to his painful reality. He messed up. How could anyone forgive him that he couldn't even stand alone on stage?

"Yah, are you okay? Everything's alright. Your fans are waiting, c'mon." Your voice was low and full with affection and a hint of worry. But even though you seemed worried, you gave him a big smile.

And this was all he needed. He turned around and the music began to play again. This time he danced to the rhythm and was amused that you danced along.

After the first song you began to sing a song of him.

It was released last year and he got the inspiration to write the song from Christmas eve. The way you looked at him made him wanted to melt. It was the cutest moment he saw you. Your eyes were filled with love and the way you scrunched your nose was the most adorable thing he ever saw.

He started singing with you and the whole stadium began to shut down. Everyone was enjoying this moment. The song filled with love. Your voice sweet like butter and his rap on point. Even though it was a slow song the rapping was fitting it really well.

The song was going to its end and the atmosphere changed. The quiet audience became louder. And what they said made both of you smiling like idiots. It were three tiny words. Three words that weren't this much of a connection between his fans and him, but words that made you cringe.

"Kiss each other"

Lucas made a mental note to tease his fans afterwards. It was always funny to see his fans go crazy over little things. He made clear that he saw things that fans made. He sometimes even read fanfictions. How could they come to their ideas? What were these people doing in their normal life? And most importantly how many freetime do they have? Like really, some stories were interminable. But he liked them anyway.

So as the fans told he took your face in his hand and his other hand was still holding onto yours.

He brought your noses together and rubbed them against each other. You were almost laughing because you knew he just wanted to tease. But you looked so lovely he couldn't hold back anymore.

So he let his lips touch yours. At first you almost didn't notice the weight of his lips. But then a soft feeling attached and the butterflies in your stomach didn't stop.

The kiss didn't last long, because it was kind of embarrassing for both of you to do it in front of so many people. But it was amazing nonetheless.

The crowd now cheered extremely loud and you two turned red as tomatoes. You thanked all the fans for coming and quickly left as it wasn't your concert you appeared in.

Lucas quickly ran backstage when the concert ended. He needed to find you. But you weren't there. He looked everywhere but you were nowhere to be found.

So he immediately called you. After a few ringings he heard your sweet voice. You already knew what he was up to, so you spoke before he could even ask.

"Hey babe, I'm sorry I had to left but I wanted to see your performance backstage and had a few minutes before I had to go to the show so I dropped by. When I arrived I saw that you weren't rapping or at least moving. So I went up. I hope it didn't bother you."

You were speaking do fast he had troubles keeping up with your pace. But he eventually did.

"It really isn't a problem. Actually I was quite surprised to see you and also extremely happy. Thanks a lot. I think I couldn't have made it without you. You are truly the best."

"Yah. Don't make me blush. I'm still at work." You were laughing a loud at the phone and he smiled to himself. Knowing he could never replace you.

"When are you finished? I'd like to eat with you at my place. How does it sound to you?"

How could you possibly say no to his offer? So you told him you were ready at 1 am and that you would be quite flattered to go to him.

He was a little sad that he had to wait for 2 more hours. But the thought of you two being together probably until the afternoon made him more than just happy.

On that day he went home knowing his life couldn't be any better. Actually it was just like how he wanted it. A little difficult sometimes but never boring.

-🖇Ten

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-🖇Kibum ____________________________________________

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Yongguk - Problem

It's super cheesy...sry 'bout that😅😂

Genre: inferiority complex angst

Paring: Yongguk x reader

Word count: 613

You were peacefully lying next to Yongguk. You stared at his face. It never bores you to look at him. He always had this something that attracts you.

You weren't so sure why he chose you as his girlfriend. Sometimes you would go with him to his appointments and you felt ugly. The women he worked with were way prettier than you and he would deserve someone as pretty as him.

Somehow you were scared that if you talk with him about your lack of self-love, he would go.

You knew this wouldn't be the case, but you still had this odd feeling everytime you thought about it.

A hand on your face brought you back to reality, back to the man of your dreams.

"Hey, what is my beauty thinking about?" ask Yongguk in his raspy morning voice, his eyes have closed.

You loved his voice in the morning. It just gave you chills all the time.

"Nothing specific."

He didn't seem to take your lie as he looked a little confused and more worried than before. "Well it doesn't seem like nothing. You're crying Y/N. So what's your problem? You can talk to me."

Now you were the one looking confused. Your hand swept over your cheek and you felt moisture on your fingers. You were indeed crying. Brief sobs were escaping your mouth.

You held your hand on your mouth and desperately tried to stop yourself from crying. It had the converse effect and your sobs grew louder.

Two strong arms pulled you in a hug. Your head land on his firm chest and your crying was now hysterical.

He tried to soothe you and rubbed his hand in circles on your back.

"Shhh, it's okay. Calm down."

You really tried hard to stop. But it would just automatically proceed.

Yongguk took your head from his chest and squeezed it with his hands. He looked deep into your eyes and this somehow calmed you down. He waited until your sniffing was the only thing audible.

He began to speak softly to you. "Now tell me. What's your problem? I promise you, everything will be alright."

You thought for a while. You knew you wouldn't get away with a lie so easily, therefor he knew you too well. But you couldn't muster the courage to speak the truth.

He sensed that something was still stopping you from telling him. Otherwise you would have told him right away. So he tried to interrogate you smoothly.

"Does it have something to do with your work?" You just shoke your head as a no.

"Then is it about me? Did I do something wrong?" You stiffened. It did have something to do with him, but it was more of a problem with yourself. So it hurts you that he thought he did something wrong. You needed to tell him the truth. He shouldn't think bad about himself.

Your eyes were getting watery again and when the first tears started to fall, swept Yongguk them away with his thumbs.

"No you did nothing wrong. Please don't think like this. It's my fault. I'm just insecure. I don't understand why you want to be with me. Everytime I go with you to your appointments, I feel poor. I mean you could have everyone -"

"Why would I want someone other than you? Y/N you're perfect for me. I like everything about you. I really mean it. You're my best friend and my love of my life. So tell me why would I go to someone who can never be better than you? Don't think about such things. Nobody is flawless, myself included and you know this."

Apparently Loofla met each other in the restroom 😅

Hui❣Boyfriend

When you met him for the first time you thought he was really chic

He was wearing a casual black suit and looked stunning

You got to know him and he was the total opposite of chic

He was a really crazy person

Sometimes you were just sitting on the bed and looking through your phone

He would randomly show up, dance very silly and would sing along to this

But you had to admit...his voice was one reason why you felt in love with him

His voice is sooo good😍

He would sometimes sing you to sleep when you had angst of a storm

Or he would cuddle with you

And you looooooved cuddling

You were the little spoon and this was the most comfortable for him

He always made sure you were eating and sleeping enough

It kind of bothered you because you knew he didn't get enough sleep

So when he was in his studio to write a song, you would sometimes show up with food and coffee in your hands

He really appreciated this

And one day he thanked you with kisses all over your face

You just giggled like crazy and he laughed

But after you spent some time in his studio he would want you to leave, just so you can get enough sleep

Even if you object in the beginning, you end up agreeing

But you never leave without a proper kiss

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