Some Of You Would Absolutely Fold To This

some of you would absolutely fold to this

you're not wrong but this doesn't exactly help solve the problem

also going through this character development especially wrt insecurities about my voice and it is one of the best things i've ever done for myself - that shy little thing trying its best to disappear in its corner could never internalize that it was okay to just be.

finally realizing after all this time that i've surrounded myself with people that don't see me as a burden, that actively want me around, that actively want me to be annoying because they enjoy my company. finally allowing myself to reach out and be that kind of annoying to people i care about the same way i wished others would reach out to me, and only having it received positively. realizing that if displaying an interest in people wasn't received positively, why should i stick around?

(also coming back to your first point, allowing myself to get into it and just let go and then being told my voice has caused a partner to soak through multiple layers of clothing is a fucking ego boost like no other and i'll never go back)

it's a lot of words to say 'just b urself' in a roundabout way but it's so fucked up how much better life really gets when you can truly internalize that and live how you want to live

Recently I’ve been working on making cute noises on purpose when I cum. I lived for years in a house where I felt like any noise I made was a bother, so I learned to do everything and quiet as possible. The way I place my feet when I walk makes me near silent and I regularly surprise my roomies by appearing in a room with them. I can bawl my eyes out silently. I can also masturbate without making a noise other than letting out the occasional held breath.

This sucks! I’m sick of being quiet! I want to be loud and take up space! I want my roomies to know when I’m in the room with them by my footfalls, I want them to hear when I’m sad, and I want sexual partners to hear me moan when I’m close! I want to exist!

jiggling a cable where it plugs in, pushing a fingertip into the disc drive cover and feeling the way it gives, idly flipping some small cover open and closed again, poking and prodding with something small inside panel gaps...

was talking in a server about being passed around by friends taking turns going feral on you and how i'd prefer to be teased and wondering how this would translate to robot girls

like being pulled into someones lap, you're in low-power mode from a long night and you're not sure who but they gently rub their fingers over your tactile sensors, creating a tingling feeling. meanwhile someone else takes a hand and gently pushes the servos around, the small current they create buzzing in your finger tips.

maybe they gently put a finger on a fan, letting it slide to a stop and whine gently, trying to spin up again. the keyboard tray for maintenance under your chest is pulled out and you feel the tactile vibrations of the mx browns bottoming out against your belly, probably playing DOOM.