Mangolikesrobots - Behold: Fruity Robot

So I've been playing this Minecraft server with some friends recently, and one of the mods we have on it is this lil computer mod, with these blocks that serve as LUA environments and can have code run on them right

So I thought it'd be a fun change of pace to not 'join the server' directly at all, and exclusively play through remotely controlling these lil computer blocks via a small websocket server I made- seemed like a unique way to play and I, of course, love robot characters. It's been going well so far! Been really fun

buUUT

I'm sitting here playing with everyone else in the server and people are actively referring to me as a robot/machine/etc and mentioning robotic parts like 'threatening' to hit my power button when getting jokingly mad and discussing my nature as a digital consciousness spread throughout a buncha puters here etc and it's been REALLY fun and

This feels WAY too much like gender euphoria

This has potentially developed into a complicated situation what the fuck do I do

resources when your symptoms aren't cutesy and quirky <33

imagine making out with a robotgirl and her faceplate opens up to reveal dozens of thin wirelike tendrils that caress your face and explore your mouth, all the while sending microshocks into your brain that calm your nerves and trap you in an ecstatic trance for hours

please stop living so far away i want to cook your favourite dinner for you