Best Friend

“Best friend”

She was a fiery mess but disguised it with clever smiles and pastel aesthetics.

Her heart was full of knots but she kept it in a guarded corner of deceiving fake laughs.

Her wrists were buried in white scars but she covered them with designer sweaters and passionate kisses.

She had no emotions left but she concealed this with intensity and well thought out lies.

Her blue eyes burned through me with their icy stare but curiosity melted my carefully built walls.

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im over three months clean today. i want to get better. i tried to get better. i dont know how much longer i can handle this

And the nasal spray makes me throw up at least twice every time I take it

When you have steroid nasal spray to reduce nasal passage swelling, but your nasal passage regularly swells too severely to allow the nasal spray to actually go where it’s supposed to 😒😒😒

it’s 2:12 am and im crying about how sad the cat looks and how i realized that im just as sad as the kitty

When you scroll through social media and feel ugly af compared to everyone else

-e.z. (photo: idk)

and getting excited over being the 666th like

Gen zee culture is immediately going silent for a full minute when someone asks what kind of music you like since you’ve gone through eighty different genres in the past three days and have absolutely no idea how to respond even somewhat accurately.

repost because i was good at writing before i lost all motivation

“Best friend”

She was a fiery mess but disguised it with clever smiles and pastel aesthetics.

Her heart was full of knots but she kept it in a guarded corner of deceiving fake laughs.

Her wrists were buried in white scars but she covered them with designer sweaters and passionate kisses.

She had no emotions left but she concealed this with intensity and well thought out lies.

Her blue eyes burned through me with their icy stare but curiosity melted my carefully built walls.