About Me :

About Me :

Name : Makaira

Age : 19 years old

Nationality: French - Canadian

Birthday : February 1, 2005

Groups I Stan : NCT, Stray Kids, Enhypen, TXT, Seventeen, BlackPink, BTS, Itzy, (G)-Idle, The Boyz

Biases : (NCT) Ten, Taeyong, Yuta, Yangyang, Mark, Jisung, Jeno (Stray Kids) Lee Know, Seungmin (Enhypen) Jake, Jay, Jungwon (TXT) Taehyun, Soobin (Seventeen) Jeonghan, Vernon, Dino, Jun (BlackPink) Jennie, Jisoo (BTS) Suga, Jungkook (Itzy) Yeji, Chaeryeong ((G)-Idle) Shuhua, Miyeon (The Boyz) Kevin, Q, Juyeon

Bias Wreckers : (NCT) Jaemin, Doyoung, Hendery, Chenle (Stray Kids) Han, Hyunjin (Enhypen) Niki, Heeseung (TXT) Beomgyu (Seventeen) The8, Hoshi, Joshua (BlackPink) Rosé (BTS) Jimin (Itzy) Lia ((G)-Idle) Yuqi (The Boyz) Jacob, Hyunjae, Eric

Favorite Songs: Nightwalker ( Ten ) The Grudge ( Olivia Rodrigo ) Before You Leave Me ( Alex Warren ) Gravity ( Matt Hansen ) To You ( Seventeen ) Loco ( Itzy ) Diamonds ( Sam Smith) I'm Still Standing ( Elton John ) Try ( Pink )

Family: 3 Sisters, 3 Brothers, Mom, Dad, Grandmother, Uncle, A Million Cousins

You can call me Nina or Makaira. I go by both!

More About Me!!

I love Kpop very much! I stan many groups that I don't think I could even count how many I stan. My ult groups are NCT, The Boyz and Stray Kids and I am mainly a bg stan but I do listen to a few ggs. My ult biases in all of Kpop are Stray Kids Seungmin, NCT's Ten and Yangyang and The Boyz Kevin and Q.

I also love The Maze Runner movies, all of The Hunger Games movies, anything Marvel related, and I also enjoy watching the Chicago One series.

I love to read and I read almost every day. I especially like to read about Dystopian related books. If you have any suggestions for any books like that, feel free to send them to me!

I play soccer during the summer and my position is left winger on defense and sometimes I play midfield.

I have blueish-grey eyes, very thick, curly mid back length light brown hair and I'm about 5'5.

I am French Canadian but I also have some English and Irish blood.

My favorite animals are wolves and tigers and I love to learn about marine animals. My favorite color is red and my favorite food has to be either stir fried rice and chicken or potatoes and corn.

My favorite actors are Thomas Brodie Sangster, Dylan O'Brien, Andrew Garfield, Elizabeth Olsen, and Florence Pugh. My favorite singers are Taylor Swift, Shawn Mendes, and Selena Gomez and I also really love to listen to Chase Atlantic and The Weeknd.

I love anything that has to do with Greek Mythology, specifically the PJO book series.

That is almost everything about me and if I think of more I'll update this post.

It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

I would love to be friends!! - ✨️

Of course!! We can definitely be friends!!

Hey there, Just popping in to ask how you're really doing. Sometimes, it seems like no one asks how we truly feel, but I want you to know I'm here for you. You deserve all the wonderful things because you’re such a precious person. Smile as brightly as you’re meant to, and soak up all the love and happiness you deserve. You are amazing and important, and I'm super proud of you for keeping on with your journey. Keep shining!

🌙💓

To be honest, lately I haven't been doing the best. Life has been very busy and stressful for the past few months, and I guess it's taking a toll on me. Sometimes, I get caught up in my head and everything spirals downwards and I end up overthinking everything.

I really do appreciate you asking how I'm doing. No one really ever asks how I'm doing, so you doing this means a lot to me.

And you know, if you ever need to talk to someone, I'm always here. I believe that kind words should go both ways and everyone should be able to speak their feelings with someone even if it's only one single person. So if you ever need anything at all, I'm here.

In which you realize you don't have to be perfect around Seungmin.

Hurt/comfort. (wrote this while listening to fine line so i do recommend listening to it hehe)

"I bought snacks for our movie night!" Seungmin excitedly announces, strutting inside your room with a grin on his face.

You snap your head towards him, guilt already cursing through your veins. "Was it tonight?"

"Yeah, did you forget?" he asks, a hint of amusement in his voice.

"No, no. Um... I just- I need to finish this essay first and..." your eyes rack frantically through your desk- everything looks so disorganized to you right now. "And I... I didn't wash the dishes from yesterday," you scratch your hand uncomfortably, suddenly recalling everything you are behind in. "And I promised I'll make you cookies, didn't I?" you ask, growing more agitated with each word.

You abruptly stand up, dropping your pen and darting towards the kitchen. Your hands are shaking as you rapidly grab a bowl from the sink to start washing it. But you can't hold it still and it falls to the ground, the loud thud echoing through your home.

You are behind on everything- your work, your cleaning, your promises.

"Yn?" Seungmin calls out your name cautiously but you don't answer him, too lost in your own thoughts. When did you let things go this much? You forgot your date with Seungmin, but you weren't one to forget. You're the one who remembers every single detail, making sure that everything runs smoothly.

But the stress of finals has taken a toll on you. It was hard to catch your breath when you felt like you were crumbling down under the weight of your self-deprecating thoughts.

And you don't want Seungmin to see you this way- anything short of perfect. He'd criticize you too, right? Like everyone before him did.

"Baby, breathe," he places his hand gently on your shoulder and you freeze in your place. Your hands are tightly clutching the countertop, and you don't dare to turn around and face him.

"I'm okay," you reply, willing your voice to be strong.

"Are you really ?" he asks you softly and you look up at the ceiling in a useless attempt to stop your tears from falling.

Seungmin didn't need you to talk. He simply glances at your tense shoulders and your foot that's furiously tapping the floor, and he knows. He has his answer.

Your back is still facing him, so he slowly wraps his arms around you from behind. His chin resting gently on top of your shoulder.

"I'm sorry I'm not perfect," you finally whisper after a few beats of silence.

"Who says I want perfect?"

"I just... Everything went wrong and I... I feel as if I let you down," you admit quietly and you expect Seungmin to let you go and turn away. But he doesn't, instead he tightens his hold on you and you almost can't believe it. He's staying.

"You didn't let me down. You are only human, I don't expect you to be put together all the time. Imagine how boring that would be," he adds with a chuckle and you smile despite yourself, your hand slowly raising up to rest on top of his.

"We'll wash the dishes together. And we'll bake the cookies together. But you'll work on your essay alone because why did you choose such a hard major," he jokes and you swat his hand playfully in reply.

"But I'm here," he turns you around, his eyes finally locking with yours. "We pick each other up when the other is down."

Seungmin gently wipes your tears away, before leaning in to place a soft kiss on your forehead. His lips linger in there for a couple more seconds than necessary, and you almost cry from the relief that's flooding your being. He stayed.

"You don't have to pretend around me. If you are feeling overwhelmed, just tell me, okay?"

"Okay," you smile at him and he nods, satisfied.

"Now..." Seungmin smiles mischievously at you and you know there is a twisted plan brewing in his head. Your suspicions are confirmed when he suddenly bends down and picks you up. He runs towards the living room where he throws you on the couch, and then he's on top of you, tickling you until you can't breathe anymore.

"How dare you forget about our movie night! I should be your one and only priority!"

"I'm sorry!" you yell through your giggles, but Seungmin doesn't yield. He keeps on tickling you until your cheeks ache from how hard you are laughing, and you're slowly starting to forget what made you so upset in the first place.

Truth is, Seungmin didn't mind that you forgot about your date. He just needed you to laugh again.